you little guy

Episode [-] You are my God

There is always a god in Yu Yang's heart.

This god looks super good-looking, the good-looking Yu Yang has little stars in his eyes;

This god is super tall (●''●), so tall Yu Yang's neck gets sore every time he looks at him;

This god's figure is super good (￣￣), he looks good in anything;

God gave him a good house to live in, good food to eat, and good clothes to wear.Except for his mother, no one has ever treated him so well without asking for anything in return.Yu Yang was so happy in his heart that he could make sweetness come out.

But God seldom comes home, so Yu Yang will take care of himself every day.Then I silently prayed in my heart every day that God would take a look at him. ()

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God just didn't look at him again after he hugged him back that day.It seems to have forgotten him. QQ

Later, God took away the nice clothes, the house to live in, and the good food.People here also began to treat him badly, beating and scolding him.

Although Yu Yang was sad, this was the closest place to his god.He didn't go, and he didn't want to go.

When Yu Yang was 12 years old, he met a person who was closest to God.

This man, unlike God, is always dressed in white.He is kind, friendly, and often has a small smile on his mouth.Like sunshine.

Yu Yang thought at the time, only such dazzling people can stay with God.

Later, he found out that this person was called Xu Lang.This person asked him to call him Brother Xu.

Brother Xu often sang operas in the garden, and Yu Yang hid in the grass and watched him secretly.He also wanted to be such a person.Such a person who can laugh when God sees it.

He will always be found.

Brother Xu would smile and pinch his face: "Why are you so cute?"

Every time we meet, Yu Yang is either disgraced or bruised all over his body.

Brother Xu would always wipe his face with a handkerchief, and he didn't think he was dirty: "A Yang, are you suffering?"

Yu Yang nodded.

Xu Lang's eyes were gentle as if he could tolerate everyone, and his words were extremely sincere: "Here, no one can help you, and Brother Xu won't help you either. You have to stand up by yourself."

Stand up by yourself...?

How to stand up?

Yu Yang opened his watery eyes: "Brother Xu, can Yu Yang become a person like you?"

Someone as close to God as you are. ●^●

Xu Lang smiled: "Of course."

He can often see Brother Xu, and Brother Xu will secretly give him a lot of delicious and interesting things, and tell him many strange and interesting things.

Brother Xu even offered to help him find his mother. Yu Yang waited and waited for two months. Brother Xu finally came back. He said that his mother was not found.

Yu Yang gave up.After all, no one as capable as Brother Xu could be found, and he couldn't be found even more.

One day, brother Xu stared at him tenderly: "Ayang, what do you think of Yan Yi?"

Yan Yi...

He is God!He is God! !He is God! ! !

Yu Yang suppressed the excitement in his heart, pouted and said, "He's very powerful."

Xu Lang: "Then do you want to get close to him?"

"I..." Yu Yang hesitated, "Can I do it?"

"As long as you want, you can."

So at the age of 16, Yu Yang went to stop his car.However, God seemed very unhappy, and finally, he was sent to the hospital.

When Xu Lang came over, he would gently stroke his hair, "Ayang, is he very bad?"

Yu Yang looked at the ceiling and smiled silly.I thought to myself: He finally saw me.

Xu Lang then laughed.

On his 18th birthday, Yu Yang washed himself away in vain to seduce his God. As a result, God looked at him for a while and kept watching his back sweating.He felt that he would be kicked out.

Unexpectedly, God embraced him, kissed him, and touched him tenderly.Although it was painful in the end, he could feel the tenderness.The kind of tenderness that can only accommodate one person.

God is always busy.I can't come home once or twice a month.

Yu Yang was afraid that God would forget him like he picked him up before.But how can God not forget him?

He began his exploration——

If he is more obedient, no, God will not look at him; on the contrary, if he is more powerful, God will come back more often.

So he worked hard, but he worked hard to find a sense of existence for himself.

He was scared, very scared, so scared that every cell in his body screamed for it.

Man is always dissatisfied, and God finally saw him.He wants more, and wants God to be his own.Want God to love him.

He carefully tested God's bottom line in his own way.To test whether God loves him or not.At the end of the trial, I was bruised and bruised.

... This god is too scary.

This god seems to be different from the one in the fairy tales.God invited him a teacher to teach him many things.God told him many truths.These principles are terrible.Terribly he couldn't breathe.

Yu Yang realized step by step that his god is different from other gods, he is cold-blooded and ruthless, killing people without blinking an eye.Although Yu Yang didn't see it with his own eyes, others always said that about his god.His teachers looked at God with fear, as if they were looking at a demon.

Yu Yang hesitated.

God always wants him to believe in him.How can you believe it?

Brother Xu was killed by him.

However, Yu Yang knew that he loved him and his God, no matter what he became.

Finally, Huajuaner also left.

Yu Yang was scared.It's time for him to distance himself from his god.He is going to find his relatives by himself.

Unexpectedly, when he ran away from home, his god didn't even come to chase him. At that moment, he really wanted to cry. T^T

Later, he went to find his teacher Li Zao, met Wang Shuting, and met Mu Yu.Mu Yu is a very cute girl.He has his first friend.

Wang Shuting took him to find his mother, they lived in a hotel, this was the first time he slept alone, it was so cold.The quilt is not warm at all.

He met Zhou Qing again, and Zhou Qing even said that he had seen his mother.So Yu Yang believed it, followed him for a walk, and almost died.

From that moment on, Yu Yang realized how useful the things the gods taught him were that they could save his life.

Zhou Qing also said that he knew Brother Xu.The time mentioned was also the year when brother Xu said that he would help him find his mother.

Now that there is news about my mother, why not say it?

In the end, his god chased after him, and he forgot about looking for his mother.God gave him a big house and even took out a ring to ask for marriage.God knows how happy he was.

But he couldn't agree.His god is horrible, his god is too busy, he just wants his god to be his god.

But this time, his demeanor seemed to have changed, becoming more gentle and cautious, like an ordinary person.We are talking about a love that only ordinary people can talk about.Yu Yang felt very warm in his heart.

Yu Yang wanted to stay with his god every day, and lie on the lawn to bask in the sun.

But his god just didn't agree, his god couldn't let go of his believers.Running back and forth every day.

God still doesn't love him...

Even if married.

He is still alone.

Later, he met Xie Huan, and Xie Huan was just like Brother Xu, as gentle as him.He just wanted to hug Brother Xu, but he never thought that...

He didn't want to either.But he just couldn't control himself.

Finally, he was known by his god.His god is very powerful, his god is cold-blooded and ruthless, killing people without blinking an eye.He's scared.He couldn't let his elder brother Xu die again.

As a result, after repeated trials, more profound memories were uncovered.Perhaps his god never loved him from the very beginning, but just treated him as a plaything, a possession.

His god is not his god.For him, he can only look up to his God, and cannot take it for himself.

Until the last moment, when he committed suicide with his mother's knife, he made his last temptation and sent out his invitation.

When he saw his god stabbing his chest with his knife without hesitation, he realized that his god had always been his god.

Hey, Yan Yi, we can finally be together forever.