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Xie Lansheng looked at the text again, where it was written:

[xx.com, January 1th (Reporter Wang Jiu) According to the Beijing police, on December 5th, a 12-year-old Hunan director Li was arrested in a residential area in Beijing after receiving a report from the masses.It has been confirmed that this person is none other than director Li Xian.Lee Hyun will be detained for 24 days for possessing less than 58 grams.Hou Lin, president of the China Film Directors Association, expressed deep regret for Li Xian's drug use.

The Anti-Drug Team of the Beijing Municipal Public Security Bureau introduced: "After receiving the report, our police quickly dispatched the police. Li Xian was very excited at first, saying that he didn't know what the other party was coming to. But when the police found the tools, Li Xian held his head and stopped answering. The lead director Li Xian was tested on the spot, and Li Xian confessed to the test results and admitted that he made a mistake."

Hou Lin, president of the China Film Directors Association, deeply regrets Li Xian's drug use.Hou Lin sent an announcement to the reporter via e-mail, which was a joint announcement made by the five major associations against Wang Shi's prostitution.Hou Lin said that everyone is treated equally, and the attitude of the association will not change.The announcement said, "Films are responsible for the entire social and cultural environment, and we call on all colleagues to be strict with themselves in words and deeds." Hou Lin did not answer the question of whether the Directors Association would punish Li Xian, but said, "We first Help him. Membership will be discussed later. For those who are willing to reform themselves, the public should have a heart to help them, and not take pleasure in eating scabs.”

Wang Shishi, a lawyer from Beijing Shisan Law Firm, said that if someone is allowed to take drugs, the maximum sentence is less than three years. However, the police said that Li Xian will be released on the 7th.

As of press time, none of the directors has commented on Li Xian. 】

This is... astonishing.

Then, Xie Lansheng's WeChat and so on kept beeping.A group of directors discussed enthusiastically, but Xie Lansheng had no intention of participating.

Two hours later, the reporter finally collected the responses of the big stars, and kept publishing:

[Zhang Guojun, who is also the director, responded immediately: I am very sorry.Zhang Guojun is the first person in China to "catch gold" in Europe's three majors. He responded to Li Xian's incident with "very regrettable"...]

[Wang Twelve said: Unbelievable.Wang Twelve came into the public's field of vision because of Li Xian's old work "Baoji New Hairpin" became a blockbuster.She said that she and Li Xian have maintained a teacher-student relationship over the years. Li Xian is gentle and kind, and she just couldn't believe it. 】

[Wang Shisan's manager commented: Probably got tricked by a friend.Wang Shisan...]

what else,

[The director Wang Shishi told the reporter that the circle is too chaotic.Wang Shishi said that the photographers of his team used to gather people in the group to take drugs, and persuaded him to "give it a try" and said that it would improve his inspiration. 】

Later, the reporter dug up the reactions of the partners:

[Li Xian's new film is temporarily on hold.

Last month, Li Xian and an American company reached a co-production plan. The tentative title of this film is "Peach Blossom with a Human Face".Now, a drug scandal has put the co-production on hold.Ms. Xu, the Chinese producer of the film, told reporters that the investors will take a cautious attitude and re-evaluate. 】

[The phone number of The Paper, Li Xian's partner for many years, is not available.The mobile phone of Guan Jiu, the chairman of The Paper, is always turned off. 】

The media also listed a list of famous drug addicts,

[In 2006, Wang Shiwu...

2007...]

Summarize them one by one.

As for netizens, some people discussed Li Xian's movies, some discussed "drug use" itself, and some people dug up the old material of "Li Xian's ex-wife", which caused many people to exclaim, "There is such a thing Really? This scumbag is really shameless!"

All in all, a mess.

Because of all the festivals in the past and ten years ago, countless reporters bombarded Xie Lansheng indiscriminately, expressing and inciting, but Xie Lansheng didn't want to talk, he was a little confused.

At about 10 o'clock in the evening, suddenly, a certain newspaper published a heavy article, because the reporter interviewed Li Xian himself in the detention center.

Lan Sheng read it bit by bit.

The article is very detailed:

[Exposing Li Xian's history of drug abuse.

On December 12, when Li Xian took drugs alone, the Beijing police arrested him.Due to possession of less than 24 grams, Li Xian will be detained for 10 days.

In the detention center, when xx News interviewed Li Xian, he told about this journey.

Li Xian said that his first contact with drugs was around July 2013.After his wife died of illness, the films were criticized one after another. He felt a little depressed and drowsy, but the new film had already started, and he was under a lot of pressure.At that time, the assistant director took out "marijuana biscuits, saying that it can refresh and refresh the mind, and it will never be addictive, so he was tempted to eat one."

"It's very comfortable after eating. I haven't felt relaxed for two years. My thinking is also smooth, and my brain seems to be 'opened'." Li Xian said, "Therefore, everyone should not try it. This is a huge opportunity. trap."

From now on, whenever the inspiration is blocked, Li Xian will take a little bit.He said, just want to relax, it is best to have some inspiration.But gradually, naturally, the "marijuana crackers" lost their potency.Once, at the end of the filming of "Broken Loulan", the logic problem in the script was very serious and could not be solved. Thousands of eyes were fixed on it, and he took a crucial step and used other, deeper ones.

"I just thought about it once at the time... This mentality must never exist."

"Broken Loulan" gave Li Xian another long-lost praise.Compared with others, this success seems to directly double Li Xian's "addiction".

Li Xian said: "I started to give up on myself. I thought, my parents are gone, my wife is gone, the relationship with the children is not good, and I have nothing to worry about. I will be like this for a few years, it will be better than struggling. Be strong forever."]

And in the last part of the interview, Li Xian once again revealed a bit of an artist's temperament, he said,

【My life is extremely contradictory.

I always choose the wrong path because of "other people's opinions". The choice is contrary to my heart, hurting myself and hurting others.

Looking back, this may be inseparable from childhood experiences.

To be honest, sometimes I really envy some directors who are unrestrained, they can always only listen to their inner voice. 】

"..." Xie Lansheng instinctively felt that "some director" refers to himself.

He couldn't help thinking, if Li Xian's mother knew that this was the end result of her "forced death", would she still continue to do it?

Forced Li Xian to work in the factory, forced Li Xian to break up with his girlfriend, otherwise he would not receive chemotherapy and would die.

Xie Lansheng thought about it, and found that his own mother, Li Jingrou, also had the same opinion, and told him to work in the factory, and also told him to separate from Xin Ye. However, the difference was that he was much more determined than Li Xian and would never compromise. , In addition, Li Jingrou didn't force her to die, and good luck wasn't so tricky.

"Go and see Liu Yao on Sunday..." Xie Lansheng thought, "Tell Liu Yao about this." Over the years, Xie Lansheng was basically the only one who would sweep Liu Yao's grave and bring flowers.Liu Yao's father will not go.

…………

At this time, the door was knocked several times, Lan Sheng turned his head, Xin Ye smiled and came in.

He asked: "Okay?"

Xinye knew that Xie Lansheng would not gloat over anyone's depravity, he was such a person.

"Yeah." Xie Lansheng turned off the computer, walked in front of Xin Ye in two steps, put his forehead on the other's neck, rubbed it, and rubbed it again.

He thought of Li Xian's last words to the reporter just now.

Xie Lansheng thought that if Xinye hadn't been by his side all the time, he might not be able to care less about "other people's eyes" in the world. Feet, lost spirituality.They all don't want to care, but they can't help it.

However, because of Xinye's presence, he became willful all of a sudden, especially after the car accident in 2007, and after he touched Xinye's tear.He would feel: "Is there anything else I must pursue in my life? I already have his deep love, and this life is not in vain. Fame, wealth, and other people's approval seem to be not that important anymore." He can live according to his own ideas, do what he wants, and shoot whatever he wants. He always feels that he has this kind of relationship, and this life is enough. Everything he gets is probably an extra bonus. , you don’t need to be too persistent, and you don’t need to be too forceful. You can still live, you can still shoot, you can do whatever you want, that’s fine.

That is to say, if there was no Xinye, he might have been able to... Similarly, if there was no Xinye, he would not be able to get through the bottleneck, and he might be mediocre, suffering, struggling, and seeking inspiration, just like Li Xian.

However, the difference is that he will never go to drugs.He knows that many directors are using this to develop imagination, but Xie Lansheng always believes that a good movie requires the director's greatest wisdom, and this can only be done when a person is sober.Li Xian believed what others said.

Xinye lowered her eyes.

He is 13 centimeters taller than Lan Sheng, and he can see the top of his head.So he stretched out his hand, stroked Xie Lansheng's hair, stroked it gently, and picked out one with a nasal voice: "Huh?"

"Xinye," Xie Lansheng rubbed his chin up and down the other's neck: "I said I never said it, thank you?" Probably never said it.

"Thanks for what?"

Lan Sheng raised his head with clear eyes: "Thank you...for the four years from 1991 to 1995, you didn't give up on me."

"..."

"I know it's not easy." He couldn't imagine what he would be like if Xinye gave up on him.

Xinye didn't speak.

Xie Lansheng added: "Otherwise, I would never experience such a feeling in my life. Besides, I may be like Li Xian, who was at a loss after "White Horse" was criticized." If there is no Xinye, then In fact, he will be different from the current him in every aspect.Xinye's influence on him has long been reflected not only in life, but also in every aspect.

Xinye lowered his eyes, didn't speak, just held Xie Lansheng's face and gave him a lingering kiss.

Then, Xin Ye said: "Lan Sheng, for you, it is indeed difficult to persist for four years, but it is even more difficult to give up."

Xie Lansheng smiled, and then sent himself forward, and finally said: "When same-sex marriage is legal in China...it should be legal sooner or later, I will go and make a documentary about the two of us. Trivial and rambling, it's my worst film."

Xin Ye also laughed and said, "Okay."

"Then the critics would say, ah, this movie has no point, no conflict, no conflict, it sucks, but it has so much emotion that it spills off the screen."

Xinye thought about it and said, "Okay."

Seeing that it was getting late, Xie Lansheng went to take a bath and go to bed.

After the two kissed late, Xinye suddenly stopped, and he looked at the bedside table beside Xie Lansheng.

"Ok?"

Xie Lansheng also looked back, understood, and said: "I learned from you, isn't it good?"

Before, Xinye placed a row of photo frames beside his bed.Americans like to put family photos on the bedside and on the table. Usually, they are of the husband, wife, son, daughter, dog, and cat. Each member of a small family has its own place.

As for Shen Ye, there is a row, including Xie Lansheng in childhood, Xie Lansheng in elementary school, Xie Lansheng in junior high school, Xie Lansheng in high school, Xie Lansheng in university, Xie Lansheng in "Rooting", Xie Lansheng in "Consummation", Xie Lansheng in "Consummation", Xie Lansheng in Galaxy, Xie Lansheng in Love at First Sight, Xie Lansheng in ...

Xin Ye said that everyone he likes is Lan Sheng, Lan Sheng of all periods, Xie Lansheng of every year, every month, every day, every minute and every second, he didn't share so many shares.

As for Xie Lansheng, Guan Xinye's parents asked for photos in the past few days, and they lined up in a row. The momentum was astonishing, and they definitely didn't lose.