I'm a president, I don't have feelings

The ward was quiet for a while, probably even Secretary Xu, who has been working close to him for many years, would never have imagined that the most powerful thing Mr. Xiao lacked in his heart was a sense of security.She didn't know about Xiao Zhun's childhood experience, but only knew that he had always been at odds with everyone in the Xiao family, and was single-minded about separating from his original family. She didn't know the specific reason, and she had never seen Mr. Xiao talk to anyone.

Apparently, he didn't say a word to Huo Yin, who has always been on the tip of his heart.

The only thing Huo Yin knows is that Xiao Zhun hates rainy days, thunder, and his own childhood.He remembered a long time ago, since they first got together, his brother Xiao was very satisfied with his obedience, even if he asked him to put the moved things back in place, he obediently did so, and his brother Xiao would show Very comfortable and gentle expression.

It turned out that it wasn't that Brother Xiao liked to keep tidy, but the point was that he would obediently listen to him.

Huo Yin felt a twinge of pain in his heart. In fact, his brother Xiao's past, Xiao Yao, had already told him about the same thing, but he never thought about what these previous experiences would do to him. lasting impact.

He liked this person for ten years, and spent most of his time looking for him, but he couldn't stay by his side since then, but he, Brother Xiao, was so resistant to approaching people, yet he was still able to accept him in such a short period of time, the biggest The reason is probably the ten years he has been searching for.Ten years of concern and longing may not be able to move everyone, but it is the kind of emotion Xiao Zhun desires most.

Huo Yin stood up slowly first, then strode open the door and left: "I'll go find him!"

……

Xiao Zhun has been clutching the steering wheel tightly and galloping on the road since he came out of the hospital. He has no purpose, just walks as soon as he sees the road, leaving the hospital far behind, but the heavy emotion still haunts him.

The light and shadow projected in his eyes at night changed rapidly, and there was no expression on his face, only the stiff lines on his lips trembling slightly.

I don't know how long it took before Xiao Zhun felt that his vision was blurred before he slammed the steering wheel, and stopped in a panic on the deserted roadside amidst the screeching sound of brake pads and tires rubbing against each other.

He bent down and rested his forehead on his arms, and lay weakly on the steering wheel. Various emotions were still in his mind, chaotic, and his whole body was in a state of imbalance, and his heart was pounding.

Huo Yin hadn't cheated or even deceived him on purpose. He knew that the problem was with him, and he shouldn't be blamed for angering him. However, he still couldn't help the irritability and anger in his nature when things got out of control, and he couldn't even sort out his mood. arrive.

Xiao Zhun let out a heavy panting in the car, he slowly raised his head, looked at the long dark road in the distance, hesitated to move forward.

The ringtone of the incoming call interrupted Xiao Zhun's trance, his first reaction was Huo Yin, but when he picked up the phone, he found that it was his father Xiao Huaiyuan.

Xiao Zhun stared at the name, suddenly an uncontrollable anger rose in his heart, he slammed the phone at the car window, bounced the phone back into the car with a bang, and rolled into nowhere.The bell was still ringing, Xiao Zhun gritted his teeth and didn't pick it up. After a long silence, he turned the steering wheel and left, driving towards the old house with gloomy eyes.

On the Xiao family's side, Xiao Huaiyuan didn't even answer two phone calls and Xiao Zhun didn't answer. Now the news that Huo Yin and the others were chased by the illegitimate meal is still on the hot search. Huo Yin's relationship, the two should be together now, and he didn't dare to continue fighting.There was also some sadness in my heart, and now I started to be timid when I called my second son.

Not long after, Xiao Zhun also came, and entered the south courtyard with a cold expression on his face. Xiao Huaiyuan and Rong Xiaoyun were talking in a low voice in the hall.

Xiao Zhun said indifferently: "What's the matter?"

"The old man is not feeling well, he said he wanted to see you." Rong Xiaoyun said hurriedly.

Xiao Huaiyuan nodded at the side, and didn't dare to mention that he didn't answer the phone.

No matter how much Xiao Zhun hated the Xiao family, in the past he was still willing to put on a show and be courteous, but today he sneered after hearing this, "I don't want to see Xiao Ming and Xiao Yao, but want to see me? I'm afraid you want me to get Xiao Ming out." .”

With frost in his eyes, he straightened his sleeves and walked straight to the old man's bedroom. His straight back looked extraordinarily ruthless at this moment.

Xiao Huaiyuan and Rong Xiaoyun looked at each other, they both felt that Xiao Zhun didn't seem quite right today, and they also had a heartbreak, because Xiao Zhun had hit the mark.The old man was reluctant to part with Xiao Ming. Ever since he was detained, he was still thinking about Xiao Ming even when he was sick in bed. He kept urging Xiao Huaiyuan to ask Xiao Zhun to help him. The child around him, how could the old man be willing to let him suffer in prison.

Knowing that his body was dying, he wanted to see Xiao Zhun with the last sliver of vitality, and asked him to save Xiao Ming. He was Xiao Ming's only hope.

It's just that Xiao Huaiyuan knew Xiao Zhun a little better than the old man, so he didn't pass any words to him at all. He knew that Xiao Zhun would never be able to help him.

It doesn't matter to Rong Xiaoyun, Xiao Ming is just an adopted son, it doesn't matter if he comes back or not.

To Xiao Huaiyuan, this was his own son, and he couldn't bear it after all.Today the old man called Xiao Zhun home to beg him personally, Xiao Huaiyuan also had some hope, but Xiao Zhun's unusual attitude made him feel uneasy.In the past, even if Xiao Zhun guessed what the old man was thinking, he would not say it directly.

Xiao Huaiyuan followed behind Xiao Zhun anxiously, and did not dare to continue following after entering the side hall. He watched Xiao Zhun push open the bedroom door, with such a rough and unrestrained action that the door slammed directly on the wall without any hesitation. Knowing that there was an old man who was dying inside, he felt even more uneasy.

Something is wrong with Xiao Zhun today, it is too wrong!

Xiao Zhun walked into the bedroom and waved his hands expressionlessly to let the doctor in the room go out, then dragged a chair and sat down beside the hospital bed, looking indifferently at the old man who had lost a lot of weight and almost had only a handful of bones left, " Grandpa, do you want to see me?"

The old man struggled to pull off his oxygen mask, but Xiao Zhun just looked at him indifferently, without any intention of helping, and even stretched out his hand irritably to tear off his tie, causing a button on his collar to fall off.

"I'm going to see your grandma soon..." The old man's breath was heavy and weak, and he didn't even have the strength to grab Xiao Zhun's cuff this time, so he just stared at Xiao Zhun with cloudy eyes and said to him: "You and Xiao Zhun Yao is fine, I am most worried about your elder brother...you are brothers after all, you can't leave him alone."

The old man was even more anxious than last time, and he went straight to the point. He was so anxious that he didn't forget to pull the old lady out to play a game of emotional cards with him.

It's just that this card was useless against Xiao Zhun before, and it's even more useless now.

Xiao Zhun said indifferently: "Xiao Ming's case has not been judged yet, even if he is sentenced, it is at most an attempted murder, and he will come out after a few years of squatting. I don't need to take care of him, and I don't want to take care of him."

The old man hurriedly said: "He can't go in... It's fine if you don't treat him as a brother, but you are the head of the family now, and something happened to the Xiao family... How can you ignore him? Just let me see him again before I die... ..."

"Didn't I say that I don't want to care about him, didn't you hear?" Xiao Zhun's voice suddenly turned cold, he glanced coldly at the surveillance equipment, the old man's heart beat faster with his words, and his face turned gray.

Xiao Zhun panted heavily and unbuttoned another collar button. The old man looked at him with trembling lips.

Xiao Zhun closed his eyes, raised his head, and took a deep breath twice. In his voice, he expressed his true emotions towards the Xiao family, anger, disgust, and hatred.

"If you love Xiao Ming so much, don't think about leaving early, watch him get sentenced to prison, and you will see him naturally after serving the sentence, or," Xiao Zhun stood up and whispered in the old man's ear, his voice cold and soft Said: "Or stay for another month and go to prison to visit."

The old man's face turned red, and he looked at Xiao Zhun, who was so ruthless, in shock and fear. He wanted to say something, but his swollen tongue stuck in his throat, and he could only breathe heavily and with difficulty.

Xiao Zhun put the oxygen mask on him again, his movements were gentle, but his eyes were sharp and cold as if he was about to cut him alive, "Heal your illness at ease, Grandpa, otherwise you will never see Xiao Ming."

After all, no matter what the old man's reaction was, he got up and left the bedroom.

Seeing him coming out, Xiao Huaiyuan and Rong Xiaoyun in the side hall stood up slowly, Xiao Huaiyuan looked at him anxiously.

Xiao Zhun was in a trance for a moment, the last time he came out of the old man's bedroom like this, Huo Yin was waiting outside.Seeing that he was unhappy, Huo Yin immediately came over to hug him, gently stroked his hair at his embarrassing request, and pulled him home.

Now it's his father outside. Seeing him coming out, he opened his mouth and asked, "How is it, what grandpa said, did you agree?"

Xiao Zhun took two steps forward and stood in front of Xiao Huaiyuan, lowering his head to carefully observe the apprehension, worry and anxiety on his face.

He was silent for a moment and said with a sneer: "When Xiao Ming held me in the water when I was a child, and led others to tease and tease me, as long as you said a word for me like you worried about him today, and gave me a little caring look, My answer today will be different. But you didn’t, you turned a blind eye to it, and now he asks me to save him again and again when he has an accident, even a dog who has been beaten many times knows how to bite, what do you think of me ?”

Xiao Huaiyuan was shocked by his sudden leak, and stood there with a pale face and embarrassment.

Rong Xiaoyun said embarrassingly: "Xiao Zhun, isn't your father..."

Xiao Zhun rolled his eyes and looked at her coldly: "You have no place to speak here."

Rong Xiaoyun shut his mouth suddenly, which made him startled.

Since Xiao Zhun left home, his temper has gradually settled down and became more stable, and he has become less and less talkative. Only when he is around the old lady can he see his emotional appearance.

It was the first time to face his temper directly, and the two of them were at a loss for a moment.

As the biological father, Xiao Huaiyuan was thrown all the ugly words in his face by his son. After Xiao Zhun came to power, he was unwilling to admit or had forgotten the past, which was suddenly brought up by him. Xiao Huaiyuan was embarrassed.Only then did he realize that Xiao Zhun had longed for his affection, but he ignored it.Xiao Zhun remembered everything from his childhood, and for the sake of the old lady, he suppressed these feelings of hatred in his heart, but he also ignored them.

He never thought that one day these things would explode and blow up in his face.

"I know you feel uncomfortable..." Xiao Huaiyuan dryly said half a sentence under Xiao Zhun's furious stare, and then didn't know what to say.

It's too late to say anything now.

"You know everything, you understand everything, you just don't care. You know that I hate Xiao Ming, and begged me for him several times, why do you care about my feelings? I will tell you clearly now that the Xiao family will It wasn't caused by Xiao Ming today, it was because of me. Isn't it surprising why the Zhong family didn't move after I took over the Xiao family? There are people from the Zhong family beside me, and Xiao Ming also has people from the Zhong family staring at Shuyang, trying to save He, dream about you!" Xiao Zhun stared at Xiao Huaiyuan closely, twisting the truth into Xiao Huaiyuan almost like masochistic, observing his ever-changing expression.

"How dare you!" Xiao Huaiyuan's eyes widened angrily. When all the interests were tilted towards Xiao Zhun, he had no doubts, but when the situation was urgent and the Zhong family was unattainable, he didn't think much about it... …

"Why don't I dare? Who am I afraid of? Are you afraid?" Xiao Zhun grabbed Xiao Huaiyuan's neckline and pulled him towards him.

Rong Xiaoyun turned pale with fright: "Xiao Zhun! How could you fight your father!"

Xiao Zhun ignored him at all, and said against Xiao Huaiyuan's throat, "I said earlier that I am no longer part of the Xiao family, and you are the ones who begged me to take over the Xiao family. I also said that there is nothing to bother me. You don't regard me as a son and I don't regard you as a father. To me, you are just ordinary members of the Xiao family. No matter how dare you ignore my words, be careful and I will not let the remaining Xiao Yao go. !"

Xiao Huaiyuan looked at him with shortness of breath, and Rong Xiaoyun also shut his mouth in horror.

Xiao Zhun let go of Xiao Huaiyuan, watched him stagger two steps with cold eyes, and left without looking back.

Rong Xiaoyun quickly went to support Xiao Huaiyuan, he was so frightened that his breath trembled, did Xiao Zhun go crazy today...

After leaving the hall, the fierceness on Xiao Zhun's face gradually faded away, leaving behind an inexplicable daze.It should have been like this a long time ago, a voice in his heart said, if he broke up like this earlier, there would not be so many things that made him anxious and angry to spoil his mood.This wasn't his family in the first place. Before he died, he wanted to see no one but to see him. What's the point of staying here intermittently for many years? It's a waste of trouble for himself.

It's better to do this earlier, don't worry about it, don't be sad.

The cool autumn wind poured into his open neckline, Xiao Zhun numbly left the south courtyard where he grew up step by step, never wanting to come back.

As soon as he walked out of the south courtyard, he saw a familiar figure running towards him not far away.

Xiao Zhun stood still, his pupils couldn't help but swell.

It was Huo Yin, the boyfriend who had given him enough affection to recall his whole life in just a few months.

"Brother Xiao!" Huo Yin ran all the way in front of him, his eyes were still red, he stood two steps away from him and didn't dare to approach him, his hands hanging on his sides wanted to be raised but he held back, uneasy Carefully rubbing his sleeves and looking at Xiao Zhun.

He was followed by two security guards, and when he saw Xiao Zhun here, he stopped nervously and explained: "Sir...he should break in, we can't catch up with him."

Only then did Xiao Zhun realize that the hem of Huo Yin's windbreaker was torn from buttons, he couldn't help frowning and asked, "How did you get in?"

The security guard didn't know their relationship, and if Huo Yin wanted to come in, the security guard would definitely stop him. Could it be that there was still a fight?When Xiao Zhun thought of where he might be injured by the security guard, he became a little annoyed. Just as he was about to say something, Huo Yin said in a low voice, "I came in through the gate."

"Beating?" Xiao Zhun stepped forward and picked up the hem of his clothes to look through.

"No, it was scratched by the decoration on the door." Huo Yin endured the uneasiness in his voice and said.

Xiao Zhun waved helplessly to let the security guard leave, "Why are you here?"

Huo Yin pursed his lips, his red eyes looked like he was about to cry, and he held back his emotions in silence before speaking: "I'll go home to find you, you're not at home, and you're not at the company, I saw that you're here..."

Ah, positioning.Xiao Zhun vaguely remembered that Huo Yin had pestered him to pretend to be in his hand before, so that the two of them would not get lost in the future and could not find him.

He watched Huo Yinying's white nose with a thin layer of sweat, running home from the hospital at night, then to the company, and finally came to the old house, just to find him.

"Why have you been looking for me?" Xiao Zhun said softly.

Huo Yin still hung his hands anxiously and dared not touch him. If it was before, he would have rushed over from a distance and plunged into his arms.Indulging wantonly, he has never been so panic-stricken as he is now, and he dare not even hold his hand.

Xiao Zhun felt a little uncomfortable suddenly, he didn't like Huo Yin like this.

The author has something to say: ah ah ah ah ah ah today is such a good day 2020520. It’s a pity that they didn’t write about their reconciliation QAQ, but tomorrow 2020521 is also possible. Tomorrow must be reconciled!

Resuming the update, thank you little angels for your comfort and me, hey, I probably just can’t output enough, and I can’t continue to output after a long time. After a day off, I feel much better. Practice slowly, love you guys~

(This chapter sends out red envelopes hehe, express my love more and more on such a good day hehehe)

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