[Naruto] The hardest thing to do

It wasn't until I was about to go to bed that I heard the sound of the door opening and closing.I flipped over and put my hand on the sliding door but didn't open it.

I'm not sure mom would like to see me at this point.

After much hesitation, I still chose to lie back on the bed quietly. Just as I curled up into a ball, I heard the sound of the door being opened, which scared me to close my eyes reflexively and pretend to be asleep.

My mother didn't deliberately restrain her voice. With the sound of rubbing clothes, I felt her kneeling beside me, gently stroking my messy hair.Fingers touched my skin with a warmth I haven't felt in a long time.

I suddenly felt my nose sour, and I felt infinite grievances churning in my heart.

After my father died, my mother didn't even talk to me. If she didn't think I was asleep, I'm afraid I would never be able to get even this bit of warmth between mother and child.

Her warm hands fell from my hair, across my cheeks, and finally landed on my neck.

I was so terrified that I even forgot to breathe, and my body was stiff. My mother is a Jonin. Such a clumsy pretending to sleep must have been discovered long ago.The hand that was gently touching me just now slowly tightened, and I was forced to open my eyes. In the darkness, my mother's scarlet eyes became the only place I could focus on.

"You're not asleep." Her voice was soft, making me feel like I was still two years ago, when my father was still alive and my mother was still smiling at me.

Mom... I opened my mouth, and only let out a slight whimper. Because of the lack of oxygen, my vision, which was already pitch black, became even more blurred.

"If it doesn't work...then why not just let me here..." Mom murmured softly, but the strength in her hands gradually relaxed, and finally she buried her between my necks. After a while, I felt the wetness of the skirt Take a piece, "My son...my..."

I was still in a trance and didn't have a sense of reality about what was happening.

What did I do wrong to have my biological mother snub me for two years and nearly kill me on this one night.

Why did my mother want to kill me all of a sudden, and shed tears because she couldn't do it.

I don't know when I fell asleep. According to the momentum yesterday, it should be my mother who put me down.When I opened my eyes, the sky was bright, no matter how I looked at it, I was already late today, and since this is the case, I am not in a hurry.

As soon as he made such a decision, his whole body felt exhausted, and sleepiness surged up again.I struggled without struggling and fell asleep again.

When I woke up again, I was hungry. I dragged my hands and feet with limp hands and I didn’t even have the mood to tidy myself up. I rubbed my eyes and came to the kitchen, but I didn’t expect to see my mother.I was speechless, and my mother's attitude was as indifferent as before, and she passed me and placed the hot meal on the table.

He obviously turned a blind eye to me, but he still put on my bowl and chopsticks.

I sat at the dining table, feeling a bit ignorant of my appetite. I just filled my stomach hastily, and then said "I'm full" and fled back to my room, picked up the ninja bag and ran through the window.

I don't know what I'm nervous about. It's like going back to the beginning of the cold war with my mother. Maybe it's because I saw the tip of the iceberg under my mother's mask and guessed that there was something hidden that I didn't know, so I started to feel at a loss again. up.

I walked idly for two steps before realizing that I hadn't changed my clothes, so I went home again, and of course I opened the window of my room.I put on a short-sleeved T-shirt, and decided to walk out the door this time.Just turning the corner, I saw a character that I never thought would appear here.

Uchiha stops the water.

No, it's not that he didn't think he'd come back at all. After all, he lived in my house after his parents died in battle, but he never came back after my father died.

My parents have always regarded him as their own son. After all, whether his parents and one of my parents are brothers or sisters... I can’t remember this kind of thing. My mother never told me, I have to rely on Listen to the gossip of your neighbors for information.

He was standing in the porch, my mother's back was facing me, I couldn't see her expression, but I guess her expression must be softer than when she looked at me.

I didn't turn my head and left, but walked slowly, bent over and changed my shoes.Zhishui called my name in a low voice, but I acted as if I didn't hear it, knowing that no one would answer me "be careful on the road", but still said "I'm going out".

After I walked out of the room, I couldn't help but turn my head back. I saw my mother's expression, but it was different from what I imagined.

Even someone like me who can't read words and expressions can see it.

It was a look full of incomprehension and resentment.Facing the water.