[Naruto] The hardest thing to do

I was very decadent for a while.I don't want to see anyone or talk, my mind is in a mess, I seem to think a lot, but I don't seem to think about anything.

Mother spends more time at home, and still lives an invisible life.During the three meals, I can see the food she left for me. If I don't eat it, she will silently put it away and cook it again.I don't understand why she acted like this, is it compensation for me?Still think you want to mend your relationship with me?

Another thing that I find strange is that since Hokage-sama interrupted my surveillance mission that day, I haven't received any orders.Although it is possible to take a vacation to take care of my emotions, it has been a month.

I changed into Anbu's attire and planned to ask. Before I entered the Hokage Building, I saw my colleagues in the dark making two gestures at me.One is "keep quiet" and the other is "leave".

He is wearing a beige cloak representing the identity of the squad leader. Although he is not my immediate captain, I can only choose to obey.I looked in through the window, and the third generation was standing with his back to the window, as if he was talking to someone, and I should not disturb him.

In fact, it is rare for Anbu to take the initiative to take on the mission. Usually, Hokage directly dispatches the team to set off. Naturally, we have no right to choose.

When I went back to the clan, I went to the back mountain. I used to practice fire escape here, and almost burned the forest.It probably didn't burn up later, because I don't remember the experience of being scolded, but then it was transferred to a lake not far from the station.

Thinking of this, I became interested. Anyway, I haven’t entered the range of the woods yet, and I have nothing to do, so I turned around and went to the lake in my memory—it was a few years ago when I was here last time. From what I see now, it is just an artificial pond, which is far from the word "lake".

Si - Wei - Shen - Hai - Wu - Yin -

"Art fire escape ho fireball!"

To be honest, I haven't used ninjutsu for a long time.In Anbu, all I have to do is to complete tasks quickly, accurately and effectively, kill people or steal information, even the most basic three-body technique is much more useful than fire escape.

The place I use the most is probably to burn the message with the fire attribute chakra.

In addition, I haven't mobilized much chakra for a full month, and I have accumulated too much energy in my body with nowhere to vent. This big fireball technique is a bit...excessive.I embarrassingly wiped the blistered corner of my mouth, and at least a third of the water in the originally full pond evaporated.

I looked back to see if anyone would see it, only to hear "That's amazing—"

"Sasuke...?"

Isn't this boy with bright eyes the young master of the Uchiha family?He looked a bit miserable, with an unsightly bandage on his face, he seemed to be here to practice.

"Can Hao Fireball achieve such an effect..."

I was afraid that my son would be punished if I turned around and the patriarch found out, so I quickly waved my hand: "No, I used too much force... This effect may be more like a fire bomb..." When I spoke, the wound on the corner of my mouth was touched, and it hurt so much I took a breath, "Hey, look. I hurt myself, this is not the right demonstration."

"But even so, I hope I can do what you do, so that my father can look at me with admiration." Sasuke took two steps forward, and Yuyin spit out a fireball.

I watched the little fireball condense for less than three seconds before disappearing into the air. Sasuke didn't look particularly depressed, but he was used to it and planned to continue practicing.

"You have also reached the age of practicing ninjutsu... That's right, I also started practicing Haohuoball at about your age."

Sasuke looked back at me, a little unconvinced: "People like you and brother must have mastered it once."

I was stunned.

"When will I be able to be compared with your brother..." I covered my mouth and said so that the shape of my mouth would not be too big, so as not to twitch the corners of my mouth, "I was similar to you at the beginning, but that fellow Itachi, obviously the first Once I studied, I suspected that he had opened a small stove..."

I spit out that name very smoothly, and the conversation of that day that I had no longer remembered rang in my ears again.I shut my mouth and there was a sudden silence.

"what happened?"

I don't know what my expression is, but Sasuke's expression doesn't look very natural after all, I forced myself to smile, probably not looking good.

"Speaking of which, brother has been very strange recently..."

Sasuke's voice was also low, and he stepped on the wooden board under his feet with his hands behind his back, making some aggressive noises: "I always quarrel with my father, and the atmosphere at home is also very bad. I used to talk about you and Brother Shishui, but now I seldom say it... I know you and your brother are friends, what happened?"

"Zhishui is dead." My tone was flat and straightforward, and I couldn't hear the slightest strangeness. "The biggest suspect at present is Itachi."

"My brother is not like that!" Sasuke raised his voice to refute me.

"Ah, I know that too. But he didn't deny it." When I think of Zhishui, I don't want to think calmly, because I don't understand him, I never knew him.

Uchiha Shisui has always been the benchmark for me, from working hard in that direction as a goal, to watching his back silently after finding that I can't surpass it.I don't dare to make too much noise, but I am also secretly proud in my heart, of course, look, "Jingshen Zhishui" is my brother, I have such an excellent brother.

I didn't expect him to treat me as a younger brother, after all, I couldn't find my own advantages.But such a person has been paying attention to me all the time, and feels indebted to me from the bottom of his heart.

It made me almost flattered, but also extremely regretful.

Maybe it was because of Itachi’s anger. He knew everything and chose to hide it when he was on good terms with me, but told me the truth after Shisui’s death. This approach can be said to think that I’m not suffering enough, and wants to make things worse. got it.

"Brother he..."

"It doesn't matter what he does." I straightened the mask that was crooked on the side of my cheek, pinched the seal of the instant body technique, "I'm leaving first, if you have been practicing here for the past two days, I will come to see you of."

When I disappeared in an instant, I suddenly realized that what Shisui did to me was very similar to what Itachi did to Sasuke.

The author has something to say: I have slightly added the protagonist's views on Zhishui, so as not to feel that the protagonist's reaction in the previous chapter was too abrupt.