After his life settled down, Xuanqi got into the habit of writing a diary.

In the closed small black room, the bright headlights were lit, and the virtual keyboard was tapped recklessly with headphones.

Not only to write about what happened around me during this time, but also to record my mood and emotions.

Otherwise, according to one's own memory, it is easy to forget something, and it is easy to hold back emotions in the heart, so that people can easily collapse.

Also because of my bad memory, I often forget relatively important things, but always remember trivial things, so my password will remain the same for thousands of years, no matter what it is, there is only one.

Once Ke Mu discovered the existence of the diary, he would be able to see the contents of the diary as long as he wanted.

The reason why he didn't hide the diary alone was because he was sure that Ke Mu would not do such a thing. If Ke Mu read it, it would mean that what he was about to do would be revealed.

In any case, this meeting with Ke Mu will definitely not be pleasant.

Xuan Qi plucked up his courage, but finally he didn't have the courage to step up the two steps at the door. He didn't know how Ke Mu would react after seeing all the facts.

Anger, grief, or hatred.

If he is so despicable, maybe even Ke Mu doesn't want him anymore, maybe even the last one left doesn't want to accompany him.

More importantly, he couldn't face himself and face the diary at all now.

When he was writing a diary recently, he didn't know what he was recording, and he couldn't find any melancholy when he was agitated. He was afraid, afraid of himself, afraid of not being able to find his true self.

Xuan Qi clenched his fist tightly, turned around and was about to run.

"Xuanqi."

Xuan Qi was shocked, his stepping foot was hanging in the air like this, he turned abruptly, turned around stiffly, and saw Ke Mu standing at the door with an expressionless face, looking at him indifferently.

That look seemed to strip him naked in public.

He wanted to put a smile on the corner of his mouth, even if it was ugly, but facing Ke Mu, even the disguise and acting that he was best at were all useless now.

This person has seen him in his most embarrassing appearance, and also in his initial appearance, and he can't pretend at all now.

"Come in." Ke Mu glanced at the black car on the side of the road, said nothing superfluous, turned around and walked inside.

Xuan Qi followed him into a small box, with his head down like a child who has made a mistake.

After entering, he didn't dare to move, so he stood behind the door and held his hands nervously in front of his lower abdomen.

In the private room, there was a faint scent of tea leaves lingering in his nostrils, and Xuan Qi somehow felt much calmer when he smelled it, and the tense atmosphere was also slightly relieved.

Ke Mu sat on the table and took a sip of his tea without looking at him, but asked, "Why?"

Xuan Qi raised his face, and the tears had already started to glisten in his eyes, which could not fall out of his eyes.

The nails were deeply embedded in the flesh of the palm, traces of blood spread out and seeped into the crevices of the nails, as if he had to crush himself to relieve the depression in his heart.

"Mumu, I..."

"Come back with me." Ke Mu finally raised his head. He originally wanted to answer, but his words made a sudden turn. Now nothing is important. After all, he already knows the cause and effect.

"No, I won't go." Xuan Qi was like a kitten whose tail was blown by being stepped on, or a hedgehog who was attacked. He immediately put up his protective armor to wrap himself firmly in it, unwilling Then reveal a little bit of softness outside.

"Little Chess." Ke Mu's voice was pitiful, but more of a sigh, for his own sake.

go back?Back to where?Is it not going back to the foreign country, or going back to the Xuan family, but going back to the world before?

No, he doesn't want to, he doesn't go anywhere, he just needs to stay in this world, where there is Boss Song who loves him, he wants to stay here forever.

"No, Mumu, I'm serious." Xuan Qi suppressed the tears in his eyes, took a deep breath, and said choked up, "I really love him now, I love him very much, Mumu Mu, you believe me, I wrote that before, and I have changed my mind a long time ago."

"Xuan Qi, you were still updating the night before yesterday." Ke Mu's voice was suddenly harsh, and he put down the tea cup in his hand heavily with a slap and looked at him fiercely.

The water in the water glass splashed everywhere, and there were a few drops of tea stains on the front of Ke Mu's pure white shirt.

"Xuanqi, let me take you back, didn't we come out to relax, now you..."

"Xuanqi, please let yourself go."

Ke Mu's voice seemed to be coming from afar. Nothing could grasp it, but it was full of strength, making holes one after another in his mind.

How can I let go of myself? If I could, I would have let myself go a long time ago. Why bother to make trouble until now, and how can I get so many diseases.

Why is it me, why is it me.

Xuan Qi squatted down slowly in despair, his shoulders trembled as if he was crying, after a while he stood up excitedly and held Ke Mu's hand, the tears fell down uncontrollably, hitting the ground one by one : "Mumu, I really love him, he treats me very well now, you see he even proposed to me, Mumu, I am very happy now."

As if eager to prove to Ke Mu, he raised his hand and moved close to him to show him the ring. The corners of his mouth tried to bend upwards but he couldn’t smile. bitter.

Ke Mu supported Xuan Qi, who was shaking because he was too excited, and looked into his tear-filled eyes: "Xuan Qi, are you happy now?"

It is absolutely impossible for Mr. Song. If he is just a mission in the small world, it will be fine if he dies. He will go back with Xuanqi.

But he is not. If he has been loving and loving in this world for the rest of his life, but after returning home, he no longer has this kind of love, and even feels disgusted with Xuan Qi who is in love with him. Wouldn't it make Xuan Qi feel even more uncomfortable at that time? .

Even if they don't see each other again after they go back, it is inevitable that his existence is a hope for Xuan Qi. With such a stubborn personality, Xuan Qi will look for him if he is not willing to keep things together, and if he does something stupid again, his illness is really serious. It cannot be increased.

What's more, he now seriously doubts whether Xuan Qi really loves this person.

Xuan Qi was on the verge of collapse, he took two steps back and his eyes were full of confusion.

Happiness, what happiness, he is very happy now.

He loves Boss Song, and Boss Song loves him too, why is he unhappy.

Xuan Qi was about to open his mouth to answer when he was interrupted by Ke Mu's sharp voice.

"Xuanqi, you are enough, how many times do you have to hypnotize yourself, is it true that if I don't find out, you will hypnotize yourself like this for the rest of your life."

A look of pain flashed across Ke Mu's eyes. He also felt distressed looking at the painful Xuan Qi now, but he had to point out that he couldn't just look at Xuan Qi like this and really lose himself.

Hypnosis, what hypnosis.

His brain was buzzing like tens of thousands of flies, his head was about to explode, and he had a splitting headache.

What is he talking about, I don't know anything.

Xuan Qi hugged his head in pain and slumped on the ground, making a loud bang.

His body was trembling uncontrollably, his voice was trembling, he struggled and hugged Ke Mu's feet and shouted in a broken voice: "Ke Mu, I'm sick, I'm so sick, I have a headache, help me."

Ke Mu knelt down helplessly, patted his back gently with one hand as if he was comforting him when he was a child, and his voice was so gentle that water dripped out: "Xiaoqi, don't be afraid, I am here, with me here, I will always be there." Be with you, okay, don't be afraid."

Like the last life-saving straw, Xuan Qi tightly grabbed Ke Mu's arm and hugged him, crying loudly, with tears and snot all over his face, crying completely uncontrollably: "No, Mumu, I'm real. love him, love him."

Ke Mu patted him on the back, and whispered in his ear: "Okay, Xuan Qi, you love him, but let's go back first, okay? We'll treat him first when we go back, and we'll come to him after the treatment is over."

"No, I don't want me. He won't want me when I go back." Xuan Qi pushed Ke Mu away violently. Don't like me, I managed to make him like me, I don't want to go back."

Ke Mu got angry, grabbed one of the stools, stood up and looked at him condescendingly: "Xuan Qi, you are enough, you know that he doesn't like you in the real world, why bother, will you stay in this world forever or will he stay physically fit?" In this world, Xuan Qi, don’t forget, it’s a virtual world now, and you’ll have to go back one day.”

The voice sank again: "Xuan Qi, do you really like him? Are you sure you like him and not hate him?"

Xuan Qi was stunned, did he really like Boss Song, or did he not like him, but hated him.

hatred?Why do you hate Boss Song? Boss Song treats him so well and proposes marriage. Why do you hate Boss Song?

No, no, Boss Song treated him badly. Boss Song lied to him. Boss Song didn't want him anymore. That's why he hated Boss Song.

No, it seems not. He should be in love with Boss Song. He was very happy when Boss Song proposed to him. He wanted to marry Boss Song.

Hypnosis, yes, he hypnotized himself. He didn't really like Boss Song, but because the night he saw Boss Song's magazine, he was hypnotizing himself in front of the mirror.

Suddenly, many intermittent fragments appeared in my mind.

"Xuanqi, you love Song Jueming very much, very much."

"But also, you hate him."

The boy in the mirror tilted his head, with a dazed and innocent face, why, why did he love this man, and why did he hate this man.

"Because you love him, you hate him. You have to make him fall in love with you, and then abandon him severely, just like he did to you."

The expression on the face of the person opposite gradually changed from bewilderment to doubt, and finally everything turned into firmness.

Xuan Qi stood up in a panic, his mind was in a mess, some Boss Song treated him well, and some Boss Song treated him badly, and all of them passed through the pages in his mind quickly like a slideshow.

The author has something to say: Poor Qi Qi!

Poor Boss Song!

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