rebirth will be hard to find

who is it?Of course, Cheng Zian couldn't talk about it. She pursed her lips and changed the topic: "Okay, mother, let's not talk about her, let's talk about the engagement. I heard about it in the palace, Qi The king and Duke of Wei intend to get married, since it is no longer our business, why does grandma make an appointment for me?"

Madam Cheng's eyes were still red, but she didn't reply in a hurry after hearing the words, she just looked at Cheng Zian suspiciously.

Cheng Zian didn't speak, just stared at Mrs. Cheng.

After a while, Mrs. Cheng finally compromised first. She stopped asking Cheng Zian about her sweetheart, and just sighed and replied: "It was your grandmother who was afraid of long nights and dreams, so she made the decision first. There is news that the King of Qi intends to marry the Duke of Wei. However, although the marriage has not been accepted yet, it has been agreed with others, and I am afraid it is hard to go back on it..."

Retiring the marriage hastily is not only a breach of integrity, but also ruins the woman's reputation if she is not careful.In the past, Cheng Zian might have hesitated, but now she gritted her teeth, but still said: "Whose family? If grandma is not easy to speak, then I will say it!"

If Cheng Zian was the one to say it, it would be her own reputation that was bad.Cheng Zian's voice in Beijing has always been very good, and she is respected by many people. It can be seen that she cherishes feathers, but at this moment, she doesn't care about this much, and only wants to push this marriage off, otherwise don't say Chu Yi, she can't justify it even with the prince.

When Madam Cheng heard the words, she sighed in her heart, "World affairs are tricking people." She looked at Cheng Zian with helplessness in her eyes: "It's Jingmo."

Cheng Zian froze in place, she opened her mouth, but couldn't say anything.

She never thought that the person Mrs. Cheng had appointed for her would be Chu Jingmo!Two years ago, she could only fall in love silently, and Chu Jingmo, who didn't dare to have the slightest extravagance, was about to become her fiancée?But two years have passed, and the person she once admired is close at hand, but she has changed her heart!

Cheng Zian is very clear that she still likes Chu Jingmo, but it is no longer the kind of love between a man and a woman.She didn't want to marry Chu Jingmo anymore, but she didn't dare to mention the matter of retiring easily—two years ago, she personally destroyed Chu Jingmo's marriage. At that time, Chu Jingmo was slandered by many people. Gong became a female medical officer, and thus escaped these troubles.Now that Chu Jingmo is almost [-] years old, but she is still alone, she can't afford any bad rumors, otherwise her life will be ruined in her own hands!

Raising one hand to cover his eyes, Cheng Zian's mind was already in a mess.

After a long time, she put down her hand, sighed a long time, and asked hoarsely, "Why is it her? Why is it Sister Mo?!"

Mrs. Cheng's eyes were filled with distress and helplessness: "This was a helpless act. That child in Jingmo... had a bad marriage back then, and she hasn't found a suitable family in the past two years. Her mother is in a hurry. I heard that you intend to marry me I was engaged, so I came to ask me again. I thought that after all, I watched Jingmo grow up, and I knew everything, even if she knew your identity, she would not expose it easily, so I agreed after discussing it with your grandmother I can see that Jing Mo has no affection for you, but just treats you as a younger brother, so she won't get stuck. When you go to the border in the future, she will stop being a female medical officer, and she will probably travel with Dr. Xu. Then It doesn't matter if she loves Xuanhu to help the world, or if she finds someone she likes, you can let her go, and she only occupies a title."

Cheng Zian smiled wryly, not knowing what to say.At first glance, Mrs. Cheng's remarks are not problematic, but how can a woman's reputation be ignored?Even if Chu Jingmo only took the name of Mrs. Cheng, she would never be able to find Mr. Ruyi again in the future.Even if she is lucky enough to find someone who is sympathetic to her, unless she remains anonymous, she will be condemned and despised by the world all her life.

After all, Mrs. Cheng is also selfish.

As a child, Cheng Zian naturally had nothing to say, so he could only think about how to remedy it.However, after pondering for a while, Cheng Zian's eyes suddenly lit up—she suddenly remembered that Chu Jingmo knew her identity, so if she knew Mrs. Chu's plan, she would definitely not agree to it, and she would find her at will. Push everything on yourself with this excuse, and then just refuse!

Even if Cheng Zi'an wanted to go to Chu Jingmo to discuss it, he took a step and realized that as a medical officer, Chu Jingmo's rest and holidays are different from theirs, and he should still be on duty in Linzhi Palace at this moment!

Mrs. Cheng saw that Cheng Zian was very restless today and was no longer as calm as usual. Seeing that she turned around and was about to leave now, she was afraid that she would cause trouble when she went to Chu's house again, so she quickly pulled him back: "Ah Jie, where are you going?"

Cheng Zian already had an idea in her heart, so her impetuous mood gradually subsided. She calmly said to Mrs. Cheng: "Mother, Sister Mo already knows my identity, so she will definitely not agree. Mrs. Chu probably Before I have time to tell her, I will go to her to discuss how this marriage will end."

Madam Cheng was taken aback when she heard the words, and the hand holding Cheng Zian's clothes relaxed a little, but she felt that Cheng Zian was about to leave immediately, so she quickly grabbed it again.She looked at Cheng Zian, and asked again in disbelief: "You said that Jingmo...knows your identity?!"

Cheng Zian nodded as a matter of course.She was poisoned by snake venom in Autumn Hunt two years ago, and she was rescued by Chu Jingmo. At that time, Chu Jingmo knew her identity very well after feeling her pulse, but two years later, she didn't mention it to anyone.

Mrs. Cheng's expression became even weirder. She let go of Cheng Zian's clothes, but she muttered softly: "But when Jing Mo Xiumu came back two days ago, after learning about the engagement, she didn't say anything. ..."

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Cheng Zian didn't know why Chu Jingmo didn't refuse, she was afraid that the other party was trying to cover for her, so she wronged herself.

Two years ago, Cheng Zian was poisoned by a snake, and Chu Jingmo rescued her from the gate of hell.At that time, Chu Jingmo already knew her identity, but in the following days, Chu Jingmo didn't say anything, didn't ask anything, and even treated her as before.

Cheng Zian was moved by Chu Jingmo's thoughtfulness, but this time she couldn't and didn't need to accept her kindness!

Full of doubts, Cheng Zian returned to the palace without waiting until night.She came to Linzhi Hall in a hurry, and went to Lanyue Pavilion without even returning to Qiyunxuan.

Cheng Zian seldom comes to Lanyue Pavilion, after all, there is only a girl named Chu Jingmo living here, and her identity as a man really needs to be avoided.Who would have thought that this rare time when he rushed to look for someone in a hurry, it was in vain!

There were not many palace people in Lanyue Pavilion, Cheng Zian searched for a long time before finding a maid to ask, but it turned out that the question was useless.Chu Jingmo didn't like these maids serving her, and she always only followed Twelve, so she naturally didn't need to explain to these palace maids where she went.So the court lady didn't know where Chu Jingmo had gone, let alone when she would come back, making it inconvenient for Cheng Zian to wait.

Helpless, Cheng Zian had no choice but to leave resentfully, but unexpectedly, as soon as he reached the gate of Qiyunxuan, he bumped into Chu Yi returning with a group of palace people.

Cheng Zian came and went in a hurry today, even Mrs. Cheng only met once, and it was not yet noon when she returned to the palace.When Chu Yi was studying with Cheng Zian and Li Lin, she would not be on vacation just because of her two companions, and Taifu Zou was still teaching, so at this time she just ended the morning class by herself and went back to Linzhi Hall to use it. meals.

Qiyunxuan and Chu Yi's bedroom are very close at hand, and of course Chu Yi also saw Cheng Zian's familiar figure.She paused, and walked over with someone: "Zian, why did you come back so early today?!"

Cheng Zian looked at Chu Yi, feeling a little guilty for no reason: "Today...some things happened, so I came back early."

Chu Yi saw Cheng Zian's discomfort, but she didn't intend to ask more questions in the crowd, she just looked up at the sky and said, "It's still early, you shouldn't have eaten yet, right? Well, I It doesn't taste good to eat alone, so Zian will go with me."

Cheng Zian wanted to refuse, she regretted why she didn't wait in Lanyue Pavilion.But seeing the look in Chu Yi's eyes, she couldn't say the words of refusal, and finally nodded and followed Chu Yi resignedly.It's just that in the bottom of her heart, she has already made up her mind not to talk to Chu Yi about her engagement.Firstly, she planned to discuss with Chu Jingmo how to make this marriage a scandal, and secondly, she was also afraid that His Highness would be angry and vent his anger.

As usual, Cheng Zian followed Chu Yi to the side hall where the meals were prepared, and sat down in his seat with a heavy heart.

Chu Yi waved his hand and dismissed all the servants in the side hall.She picked up the chopsticks and personally picked up Cheng Zian's three fresh tofu, which she likes, and then asked directly, "Zian, is there something you are hiding from me?"

Cheng Zian's face was still cold and serious, and it was difficult for people who were not familiar with her to see her emotions.However, after getting along day and night for two years, Chu Yi could easily see her preoccupations and vague... guilty conscience from her face? !

This guilty conscience was hidden deeply by Cheng Zian, and she didn't show it on her face, Chu Yi just vaguely felt it.She became more and more suspicious, but Cheng Zi'an's face was serious, he didn't mention the concealed matter, he just said: "I'm going home today, before His Royal Highness asked me to have a thorough investigation of our affairs with the family, and I also My mother said..."

As soon as these words came out, Chu Yi couldn't think about anything else anymore.She herself didn't care about the old emperor's attitude towards Cheng Zian, but it was obviously impossible for Cheng Zian not to care about her family, especially the Cheng family would know very well that they were both women, so it was inappropriate.

Chu Yi opened his mouth cautiously, but he didn't know how to address Mrs. Cheng after opening his mouth. After a while, he managed to say: "Then auntie...is she angry?"

Cheng Zian raised his head and looked deeply at Chu Yi, but he didn't say anything for a while.

For the first time, she saw worry and caution on Chu Yi's proud face.

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