rebirth will be hard to find

In the end, Chu Yi didn't touch the neatly placed dried fish on the table. She lost her appetite, and just lay on the table staring at the dried fish in a daze, thinking about how to manage her heart in the future. Desperately in love with someone who shouldn't be in love.

Of course, Cheng Zian didn't know that he was almost peeped by a cat, and he didn't know that cats could have so many small thoughts.Seeing that Chu Yi only ate a few small dried fish tonight, and still looked sleepy afterwards, she became worried again—did she really suppress the cat cub last night?Or did she catch a cold because the quilt was not covered properly?

After thinking about it for a while, Cheng Zian picked up the cloak that was put aside again, and after putting it on carefully, he picked up the kitten and stuffed it directly into his arms.

Chu Yi came back to his senses, only to realize that Cheng Zian had already changed into an out-of-the-way outfit before.She turned her head and looked outside, the bright moonlight reflected on the white snow, cutting through the deep night.

It's getting late, what is Zi'an going out for?

Chu Yi has been at Cheng's house for more than a month, and Cheng Zian's life is outrageous.Getting up, practicing martial arts, reading, riding and archery, and learning the art of war are almost all of her life, and she rarely goes out to socialize.The only time she went out at night was when she went outside Qunfang Pavilion and broke Lu Qun's leg...

"Meow—" Boy, where are you taking me?

Finally, Chu Yi couldn't help asking, but Cheng Zian didn't give her an answer. Instead, he raised his index finger to his lips and made a silent gesture to her—well, think about the Cheng family. Being idle and bored to act as a guard, the old department that protected the Cheng family stronger than the palace, Chu Yi who went out had no choice but to keep silent.

Unlike the last time when he sneaked to Qunfang Pavilion to beat someone, Cheng Zian obviously didn't need to be so cautious today.She walked out of the yard graciously, greeted the patrolling guards, then went straight to the backyard and led her horse out the back door.

Chu Jingmo's father is Jing Zhaoyin, who is not considered a big man in this capital where the rich and powerful are everywhere, so her family is not close to the Cheng family, which is in a place where the rich and powerful gather.Cheng Zian rode a horse through the small half of the capital city before finally arriving at Chu's house, and then she didn't go through the gate to be notified, but went out of the courtyard wall in the backyard of Chu's house familiarly.

Before climbing over the wall, Cheng Zian carefully checked the cat cub's position, and after making sure that she would not fall out, he put away his cloak, tied up his robe and started to move.

"..." The so-called wall climbing, I actually saw it with my own eyes!

The cat cub raised his furry paws to cover his eyes, his face full of pain.

The courtyard wall of Chu's house is not very high, and the place Cheng Zi'an chose is also very good, there is a tree outside the wall to step on for strength.Her movements are very light and sensitive. Even taking care of the cat in her arms, she climbed up the wall without any trouble. The skillful movements made Chu Yi feel that climbing the wall is something she has done ten times at least. Eight times.

Sure enough, Cheng Zian was a "recidivist". Not only was she proficient in climbing walls, she was also very familiar with the layout of the Chu residence.After climbing over the wall and entering, she walked around the small garden in front of her, and walked into Chu Jingmo's yard familiarly, without disturbing anyone.

Speaking of this, it was Chu Yi who wrongly blamed Cheng Zian.Although she came in today by climbing the wall, it was only because it was too late, and she was afraid that the Chu family would not let her see Chu Jingmo.In the past, even with the friendship between Mrs. Cheng and Mrs. Chu, it would not be difficult for her to enter the Chu family's door and meet Chu Jingmo in an open and honest manner.

Of course, Cheng Zian didn't know what Mao Zai'er was thinking, and she wouldn't explain anything.After entering Chu Jingmo's yard, she ran to the study in a familiar way—Chu Jingmo had the same habit of reading before going to bed as she did, except that Cheng Zian read the art of war, and Chu Jingmo read medical books.

Sure enough, the light in the study was still on, and a slender figure was printed on the snow-white window paper by the candlelight.

Cheng Zian observed carefully outside the study, and found that there was no one else in the study except Chu Jingmo, so he stepped forward with confidence and knocked on the door.

"Knock, knock, knock" knocked on the door, and it spread far away in the silent night, which made the cat's heart tremble with fright.

"Come in." Chu Jingmo's voice quickly came from the room.But obviously, she didn't know that it wasn't the maids in her yard standing outside the door, because Cheng Zian just entered the door and said, "Why did you call me a quarter of an hour earlier today?"

It seemed that Cheng Zian finally realized his recklessness until this time.She looked at Chu Jingmo's back, hesitated for a moment, coughed twice and said, "Sister Mo, it's me."

Sure enough, Chu Jingmo was taken aback. She turned her head to look at Cheng Zian, and quickly covered the slightly open neckline of her jacket with the book in her hand: "Ajie? Why are you here at this hour?"

Cheng Zian consciously turned his body to the side not to look at her. Hearing this, he hurriedly pulled out the kitten from his arms: "Xiao Hei is not feeling well today, he seems to be sick. I...I can't find anyone to help, so I just I want to ask you to help her take a look."

It was only when Chu Yi heard this that he realized that Cheng Zian took her out in a hurry in the middle of the night to find a doctor for her.However, seeing the current scene, the dangling cat rolled his eyes, always feeling that he was being used as an excuse.

Chu Jingmo looked at the cat with a loveless face, pursed his lips, and his expression finally eased.She put down the medical book in her hand, took out her coat and put it on hastily, then took the cat from Cheng Zian's hand, and asked, "What's wrong with her?"

Cheng Zian glanced sideways and saw that Chu Jingmo had already put on his coat, then turned around and said, "I don't know, she woke up half an hour later than usual today, and she didn't wake up very well after waking up." After eating, I lay listlessly on my stomach. I thought, did I accidentally catch a cold last night?"

Chu Jingmo is not a veterinarian, but she is good at medicine anyway. After taking the cat cub, she checked it briefly and found nothing wrong.On the contrary, although Cheng Zian was raising a cat for the first time, he took care of the cat very well. The cat's fur was smooth and smooth, and it was still slightly glowing under the candlelight.

"I don't see any problem." Chu Jingmo said calmly: "There seems to be nothing wrong with her body, but her spirit is not very good."

In fact, Cheng Zian felt that Mao Zai'er was in a bad mood before, but she really couldn't think of the reason why Mao Zai'er was in a bad mood when he woke up.Now hearing what Chu Jingmo said, she was finally relieved, and picked up the cat again, hugged it in her arms, and stroked her hair, but she still wondered: "She was fine last night, why is she in a bad mood today?"

It is naturally impossible for Chu Jingmo to give an answer to this question.She looked at the black cat, then at the boy holding the cat, and suddenly said, "Ah Jie, don't be so rash next time."

Cheng Zian was immediately embarrassed when she heard the words, and she explained with a dry smile: "I, I'm just a little impatient. I heard that these little things are very fragile, and they will die if they don't pay attention. I came to see you, that's why I climbed over the wall..."

"You came in over the wall?!" Chu Jingmo frowned, looking at Cheng Zian with some disapproval.

The boy Zi'an lowered his head, as if admitting his mistakes and repenting.Chu Jingmo sighed when he saw this, and said: "I don't want to blame you, but it's not a gentleman's action to climb over the wall and enter the hospital. And I may not be here in a few days. If you ran here rashly and were bumped into, yes You have a bad reputation, too."

"Not here? Where are you going?! Didn't you just return to Beijing?" Cheng Zian raised his head with a frown.

Chu Jingmo pursed his lips and looked away: "I came back to Beijing this time to complete the marriage contract, but Lu Qun...you should have heard about him. Father has already made the decision to break the marriage contract for us. Today the prince sent Someone sent word that the palace wanted to recruit a female medical officer, and he heard the name of my grandfather and wanted to invite me into the palace."

Female medical officer?Is there still a female medical officer in this dynasty? !

Cheng Zian was taken aback for a moment, and immediately thought of the princess in the palace who had just been found out from the cold palace, so he asked: "His Royal Highness's body has been taken care of by the imperial hospital. Is he looking for a female medical officer for the princess? The body of the princess Not good?"

Chu Jingmo shook her head, she hadn't paid attention to this before, it was the fact that there was an extra princess in the palace, and Zou Ying mentioned it in passing when she was in Meiyuan last time.So she said honestly: "I don't know about this, and the person sent by the prince never said anything about it."

Cheng Zian was silent for a moment, then suddenly said: "Grandmother told me a few days ago that the palace will choose a companion for the princess. But now that the year is approaching, I guess we will have to wait until the end of the year..."

"Meow——" Cat Zaier suddenly screamed: Wait, what did I hear? !

Is Chu Jingmo the female medical officer that the prince said he would find for her?That's not counting, Zi'an also said that she is going to enter the palace as a companion? ! ! !

Her Majesty the Empress thinks she has a good memory. When Cheng Zian told her about accompanying her last time, she still hesitated to go, but now that Chu Jingmo said that she would enter the palace as a female medical officer, she would rush to the palace with her. ? !What did this guy think of her Linzhi Temple? ! ! !

Chu Yi suddenly discovered that even if her favored husband turned into a woman, she still had a strong "rival in love".But right now, the young Zi'an has already started to think about how to "single-sleeve and double-dwell" with this love rival in her Linzhi Palace? !

This is really, is tolerable or unbearable!Cat Cub's hair exploded all over her body, she flailed her limbs wildly and struggled, and in an instant, she changed from being listless and unlovable to being lively...

But obviously, Cheng Zian didn't correctly understand Mao Zai'er's fury point.She hugged the cat tightly, and comforted the cat: "Don't worry, Xiao Hei, even if you enter the palace as a companion, I won't let you go. I will find a way to put you in a good place."

Cheng Zian began to consider the feasibility of entrusting Mao Zai'er to Li Lin, but Mao Zai'er even wanted to kill her when he heard this.The so-called proximity to the water, of course, is for the convenience of oneself, who would build a bridge between the person one likes and one's love rival?