rebirth will be hard to find

In fact, not only Chu Yi felt aggrieved by what happened last night, but Cheng Zian didn't care.Although she really never thought about what would happen to Chu Yi before getting married, but not doing it and not being able to do it are obviously two different things, not to mention the feeling of holding back is really not very good.

Cheng Zian felt that she should study hard and never let such an embarrassing thing happen again.

Thinking about something along the way, when the morning light was twilight, Cheng Zian arrived home, and as soon as he entered the door, he bumped into Mrs. Cheng waiting there.

Mrs. Cheng looked at Cheng Zian who stepped into the house, her face hesitated to speak.

Regarding the matter of Cheng Zian and Chu Yi, Mrs. Cheng was very happy to let it go. Although she was a little shocked when she actually received the imperial edict, she was quite calm after that.But Mrs. Cheng was different, she was always worried, as if she was afraid that Chu Yi would suddenly change her mind one day, and then randomly punish Cheng Zi'an for deceiving the emperor.

Such worries are not completely unfounded, because people's hearts are always changeable, and a moment cannot represent a lifetime.Cheng Zian didn't know how to comfort Mrs. Cheng, and he couldn't say that Chu Yi would never change his mind, so he simply didn't bother.

Seeing Mrs. Cheng, Cheng Zi'an saluted politely, and said, "Yesterday, I drank a lot of wine for Li Lin, and I didn't come home at night, which made my mother worry. It's the child's fault."

Mrs. Cheng shook her head and said: "Your Majesty sent someone to pass on the message, Ajie, you..." Still hesitating to speak, but his eyes moved from Cheng Zian's face to the side of his neck.

Cheng Zian realized it all at once, his fair cheeks were flushed, and his expression was full of discomfort.

Although she slept under the quilt at the end last night, she did have a hard time before, and both Cheng Zian and Chu Yi had marks on their bodies this morning.And Chu Yi didn't know whether it was intentional or not, she left a few red marks on her neck, which couldn't be covered by her collar, so she had to loosen some hair to cover it.But now it seems that it doesn't help?

Mrs. Cheng did see it, but she really didn't know how to speak about this kind of thing. Chu Yi's status made her even unable to speak out and condemn it for being unethical.In the end, I could only sigh, turn around and leave.

Cheng Zian also felt embarrassed. Seeing his mother leave, he secretly heaved a sigh of relief, and then went back to his small courtyard clutching his neck.

Cheng Zian didn't go out for the next few days, and Chu Yi didn't know if he was caught up in some government affairs again, so he didn't look for Cheng Zian again.As for other people's invitations, Cheng Zian declined all of them, even he didn't even leave the gate of his small courtyard, and practiced martial arts in his own courtyard instead.

After a few days like this, the marks on Cheng Zian's body were finally gone, and the closing of the door to thank guests was over.

When he was free, Cheng Zian recalled the thought he had when he left the palace.She is a vigorous person, and she will do it when she thinks about it, just like when she promised Chu Yi to comb her hair, she would learn it when she had time. If it wasn't for the inconvenience of going out these few days, she would have started to do it a long time ago.

As for how to do it...the book has its own golden house, and the book has its own Yan Ruyu, of course it is reading!

Cheng Zian is very clear that this kind of thing cannot be asked by others, no matter how intimate, so she is going to find two books to learn by herself!So when he went out for the first time after closing the door to thank the guests, Cheng Zian didn't accept anyone's invitation, and went to the biggest book shop in the capital alone.

The largest bookshop in the capital is called Bowen Pavilion. It is an independent two-story building. There are countless books in the pavilion. In addition to books, it also sells some of the four treasures of the study. However, there are no scholars in Beijing who do not deal with Bowen Pavilion.

Cheng Zi'an from Bowen Pavilion also came here, but he didn't buy books for himself, but came purely to accompany his friends.At that time, she also bought a book by chance, but now she doesn't remember what the book was, and it should have been put on the shelf long ago.

Come to Bowen Pavilion again, there seems to be no change from the past here, you can see many young people dressed as scholars coming in and out from a distance, some are holding newly bought books, some are holding pens, ink, paper and inkstones, People are empty-handed and have nothing to gain.

Standing outside Bowen Pavilion, Cheng Zian looked up at the big gold-lettered signboard and hesitated for a while, finally with a serious face, he went in with two scholars who were discussing articles - went in to find the little yellow book.

I always feel a little uncomfortable, as if I have defiled something...

Cheng Zi'an's ears were blushing for no reason, but she maintained her usual solemn look, so even if someone saw her red ears, they wouldn't think too much about it.

Taking an unhurried pace, Cheng Zian browsed all the bookshelves on the first floor.The bookshelves on the first floor have everything from classics and history collections to strategic theory of war. Except for some isolated books and the art of war handed down by Cheng's family, almost all the books in the Cheng family's study can be found here.

Of course, Cheng Zian didn't come here today to buy these, so after browsing the bookshelves on the first floor and making sure that there were some serious books here, she went straight to the second floor of the bookstore without looking back.

The second floor is really different from the first floor, and it seems that people who buy books know it.In front of the bookshelves on the first floor are scholars dressed as scholars, but there are all kinds of people on the second floor, including scholars, young masters, and ordinary people.

Seeing this, Cheng Zian felt a little better, so he wandered around on the second floor again.She looked at the bookshelves one by one, there were travel notes, story books, picture albums, all kinds of messy books can be found here, but things like little yellow books...

After wandering around but not finding what he needed, Cheng Zian stood in front of a bookshelf and began to ponder—is there no such books at all in such a serious and serious Bowen Pavilion? ?

Before Cheng Zian could figure out what was going on, a buddy from Bowen Pavilion approached him: "My lord, do you want to choose a book? You can tell me what kind of book you want, and the little one will lead you to the front of the bookshelf to choose. "

Cheng Zian glanced at him silently, the staff of this bookstore were also carefully selected, not to mention clean and fresh, with a bookish look on their brows.Looking at such a person, meeting the other's clear and smiling eyes, Cheng Zian really couldn't tell that he was here to find Chun Gongtu!

"No need." After a brief silence, Cheng Zian casually took a book from the bookshelf, hurriedly checked out and left.

Standing at the door of Bowen Pavilion again, Cheng Zian was thinking about whether he should find a smaller bookstore, or just cover his face and just go to a bookstore and ask the shopkeeper to buy it?Then someone shouted from behind: "Zian, you are here, are you here to buy books?"

Cheng Zian, who was full of thoughts, was taken aback. When he looked back, he realized that it was Li Lin and Xu Ke who happened to pass by. When they saw her, they all came over with smiles on their faces.

Seeing Li Lin, Cheng Zian also went up to meet him, teasingly said: "Newlywed Yaner, why didn't you stay with your wife at home, but came out instead?"

Li Lin was grinning, and he could see that he was in a good mood: "Isn't this the end of the wedding vacation? Thanks to you who helped me hold the wine that day, I will be the host today. Please brothers have a good meal. I just went to your house to find You, your family said that you came out, and they were worried about not being able to find you, but unexpectedly they met here." He glanced at the book Cheng Zian was holding, and suddenly said in surprise: "Yo, you still read it. this?"

Cheng Zian glanced at the people who were traveling with him. Sure enough, they were all Li Lin's male companions that day. Then he looked down at the book he was holding casually, and saw "General's Order" written on the cover, but he didn't know what it was written in. of.She took it from the bookshelf where the storybooks were placed, so it couldn't be a story about marching and fighting, could it?Then she would find it boring to read about it, because most of the people who make up the story have never fought in war, and they are usually full of nonsense.

From Cheng Zian's expression, Li Lin knew that she didn't know what was written in the book, so he said with a smirk: "I don't know what is written in the book? Then Zian might as well look through it."

Cheng Zian glanced at Li Lin, decisively ignored him, put the book away and said, "Okay, aren't you going to invite me to dinner? Let's go to Chunfengju."

Hearing the name of Chunfengju, Li Lin's face almost turned green.He originally planned to invite everyone to Zuixianlou for a meal. Chunfengju is the most expensive restaurant in Beijing. A cup of tea is three times more expensive than outside. With so many people going together, one meal can eat him up. A month's worth of silver!

Having just married a daughter-in-law, someone will take care of the money bag in the future, and he can no longer be as unscrupulous as before, Li Lin suddenly feels that he lacks confidence.He raised his head and looked around, and his friends were all looking happy to see what happened, so he gave up letting them help to speak, and immediately went to Cheng Zian's side and whispered: "Then what, Zi'an , shall we go to Zuixian Tower?"

Cheng Zian looked at Li Lin with a half-smile, without saying a word, until Li Lin's scalp became numb, finally let him go, and wrote lightly: "Okay, you are the master, you are the master, the guest Whatever you want."

"..." Did you act like you were letting me decide? !

Li Lin was speechless, and led the way dejectedly.He always felt that today's Zian was a little different, he was not as easy to talk as usual, he just made a few jokes, and he was actually retaliated against!

After seeing enough excitement, the people in the company quickly laughed again. They didn't care where the meal was eaten, they just wanted to see Li Lin slumped.Li Lin's dejected look didn't take much time, and soon he was smiling and chatting with everyone.

On the way to the Zuixian Tower, Cheng Zian took the time to flip through the "General Order" he bought out of curiosity. It is a thin book that does not need to be flipped through much, just glance at Cheng Zian casually to know what to write. What's up.It's not the story of marching and fighting as she thought before, the general in the general's order is actually referring to herself... That's right, this is a storybook about her and Chu Yi!

Some time ago, the most popular vernacular books and stories in the capital were those of the general and the empress. Although Cheng Zian rarely came into contact with these, he had heard some rumors. He didn’t want to buy a book by himself, but he even bought “his own” story. .

Cheng Zian, who flipped through two pages of the book casually, was in a complicated mood, but when she went home at night and read the whole book, the feeling was not as simple as complicated.

The author has something to say: Cheng Zian (in a complicated mood): I wanted to buy a little yellow book as a reference textbook, but I bought a book for writing my own script, which is not enough, the key is that the script is still colored...