rebirth will be hard to find

Do it all over again, repeat the same mistakes, and watch "myself" go to the end again?

No, of course not.Even if the ignorant and fearless people didn't feel any regrets until they died, it would be sad if they really want to see themselves go to that step again.

Chu Yi spent the whole day in a daze, feeling that one moment she was still lying on the desk in Cheng Zian's study with worry, and the next moment she was lying alone on the big bed in Cheng Zian's bedroom.As for where Cheng Zian went, she didn't notice at all, she only vaguely remembered that the boy Zian seemed to have told her something when he left, but she forgot.

The preoccupied Empress was a little irritable and helpless. She thought about it and didn't think that a cat could change the fate of an Empress.After being irritable for a long time, she felt a little tired. She walked to the bed and prepared to look at the sky outside the window, but the windows were closed tightly in winter, so naturally she couldn't see anything.

Chu Yi was stunned for a moment, and then felt a little funny when he came back to his senses—what is the weather or the time of day important to a cat?Don't cats just squint their eyes all day long, as if they are dozing off all the time?Now that you feel tired, rest.

At this moment, Chu Yi also forgot that he seemed to have had a very bad dream in the morning. After walking back to the bed, he found that Cheng Zian's temporary cat bed was gone, and even the summer quilt had been put away.So he simply messed up Cheng Zian's winter quilt, then got in and wrapped himself up indiscriminately, and was about to take a nap.

Drowsy, Chu Yi felt as if he had a cold again.She didn't investigate where the word "you" came from, she just felt that her body was hot and cold, and the breath she exhaled was as hot as a red-hot iron in her mouth and nasal cavity, but her body was so cold that she was shivering .The feeling was really unbearable.

His mouth was so dry that Chu Yi felt that he urgently needed a glass of water to cool down and quench his thirst.However, subconsciously, she knew that no one would take the initiative to feed her water, so she could only open her eyes and look for it by herself.

After struggling for a long time, Chu Yi finally opened his eyes.What he could see was not the blue curtain of Cheng Zian's big bed, but a dilapidated dark yellow curtain, and a roof that was equally dilapidated and even covered with cobwebs.

Chu Yi blinked and suddenly realized something.She sat up abruptly, but her groggy head felt dizzy for a while, and she fell back on the bed uncontrollably.

dizzy!This is Chu Yi's most real feeling at this moment, followed by an uncontrollable nausea.She endured it again and again with a white face, but she couldn't hold it back after all, and threw up lying on the side of the bed as soon as she turned over.

Unfortunately, his stomach was empty, and Chu Yi only vomited a few mouthfuls of acid water after lying on the bedside for a long time.But after this experience, the sour, bitter and hot feeling in the mouth made people feel even more uncomfortable, and even the stomach began to ache.

Turning over and lying back on the cold bed again, Chu Yi stared straight at the roof, having the illusion that he was about to die.It was as if, during those years when she was still in the cold palace, she always seemed to feel that she would not live to grow up.

The dizziness lasted only for a while before it was replaced by a burning stomachache.

Chu Yi stretched out a hand and slowly rubbed his stomach, but his eyes gradually brightened.

After a while, Chu Yi climbed up again supporting the thin bed board.Her movements were very gentle, and occasionally she would stop and wait, because even a slightly violent movement could make this weak body feel dizzy again.

When she sat up straight and glanced at the dilapidated house, Chu Yi finally let go of her heart - this is the Leng Palace, the Frost Palace where she has lived for 12 years.She is familiar with everything, although when she left the cold palace, she abandoned everything without nostalgia.

"Heh...hehe...it's true, you're back?!" Chu Yi was disheveled and his voice was low and hoarse, so embarrassed that he was almost unrecognizable.However, she still laughed, unable to tell whether it was ridicule or joy.

Past and Present?Nanke Yimeng?

Chu Yi didn't know what she had experienced, but rather than being a cat and watching "herself" repeat the same mistakes, she still hoped to be herself again.At least not so powerless.

Although the fact is that the reality is quite powerless-the dry mouthed empress wants to drink water, but there are no obedient maids in the cold palace, and there are no gentle and careful teenagers. She wants to drink water only when she is sick. Able to stand up and be self-sufficient.What's even worse is that there is no water in the water tank in the house! ! !

Chu Yi was so angry that he almost smashed the broken pottery jug, but there was no other water storage tool in the entire Frost Palace except this one.Calculating the time, it's only October now, and she was taken out of the cold palace in early November, so she might have to stay in this crappy place for nearly a month, and now that she smashed the pitcher, she won't have to live longer.

Holding it up high and putting it down silently, the proud Empress can only bow her head to reality.

She looked around, then slowly walked to the closet, put on all the clothes that could be worn on her body in the broken closet, and then walked out of the room staggeringly holding the water jug.

It's already pretty cold in October, especially for a sick person.

As soon as Chu Yi walked out the door, he was shivered by the oncoming cold wind.But blowing the cold wind is also good. After a sudden jolt, it finally cleared up her burning brain.

While walking towards the well in the backyard, Chu Yi began to recall the past that she had left in the corner of her memory.However, after thinking about it, she didn't remember that she had a serious illness before being taken out of the cold palace, let alone when she had a high fever in the cold palace.

The well is actually not far from the house where Chu Yi lived, usually within a distance of a stick of incense, but today when Chu Yi was halfway there, he was so tired that he leaned against the wall and rested for a while.

That's when she figured it out.At this time in the previous life, she should not have been ill. She wandered around the cold palace for a month like a Japanese wandering god, and then waited for the person sent by the old emperor.And the illness this time was probably caused by rebirth, right?I just don't know if this rebirth will cause any other changes besides this illness?

Distracted by thinking about things, Chu Yi finally managed to walk to the edge of the well, and then looked dumbfounded at the bucket and rope by the well—she overestimated her physical strength and just walked with the clay pot She almost exhausted all her strength when she came here, and she still wants to fetch water with a bucket at this time?Dream it!

As the cold winter wind blew by, Her Majesty the Empress only felt extraordinarily bleak and desolate.

However, even after walking, I couldn't bear the dryness in my mouth. What can I do if I don't fetch water?Chu Yi frowned and licked his chapped lips, finally put down the clay pot in his hand, and then raised his hand to try the weight of the wooden barrel.

Probably because of his young and weak body, the wooden barrel was unexpectedly heavy.But fortunately, the weight is not unbearable, and Chu Yi doesn't necessarily have to fill a bucket full of water.As long as she can fetch enough water for her to drink, at least it will be a worthwhile trip. If you still have the strength, you can fetch it again and put it in a jar to take back.

After making up his mind, Chu Yi grabbed the rope and threw the bucket into the well.

In winter, the water is dry, and the bucket falls very deep to hear the sound of falling water.Chu Yi stood by the well and shook the rope familiarly, and the bucket in the well was filled with a small half of water... It seemed to be a little too full, and he couldn't lift it!

Sick people are always very fragile, just like Chu Yi at this moment, he really has the heart to cry.But the bucket still had to be brought up, because the water in the bucket would not decrease, and sooner or later she would have to lift it up if she wanted to drink.

Her Majesty gritted her teeth and began to pull the rope up. The heavy feeling in her hands made her almost think that she was carrying a water tank.When the bucket was pulled up nearly one-third of the way, she finally couldn't move it anymore, and she was stubbornly unwilling to let go so that the success fell short.

The stalemate didn't last long, and Chu Yi finally lost his strength.But it seemed that she was too late to let go. Her weak body was affected by the downward force, and she could hardly stand upright, and she was about to fall towards the mouth of the well after stumbling.

His heart shrank sharply, and Chu Yi's eyes widened in fright, but such things as calmness in the face of danger can really be cultivated.Although she was frightened by the seven or eight years of emperor training in her previous life, she was not panicked. She quickly opened her arms and prepared to support the not-so-wide mouth of the well.

Chu Yi leaned half of his body into the well, but his hands were also propped up on the mouth of the well in time, maintaining a delicate balance.But before she could breathe a sigh of relief, she suddenly felt a force behind her...

The author has something to say: we will change as we say, but don’t worry, cats still have a part to play

PS: I could change it before twelve o'clock, but my mother dragged me to chop it up. . .