[SD Doujin Xianliu] Song of the Years

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Rukawa's father was shocked when he opened the door. No one told him that Rukawa had returned to Japan, and Xiandao didn't mention it either.

Rukawa stood there with a blank expression on his bag, wondering how long it would take for his father to let him in.

you……

I am back.

……

Rukawa's father came back to his senses, convinced that the tanned boy in front of him was not his hallucination, but he was speechless instead.

Ruchuan entered the room by himself, put the gift on the table, sat in the living room and asked Ruchuan's father how long he wanted to stand at the door.

Rukawa's father is a little unbelievable.

The wild boy actually had a day of taking the initiative to give in.

The father and son met again after a year. Sitting across from Rukawa, Rukawa's father had a lot of thoughts stuck in his throat and rushed to tell, but only one sentence came out of his mouth, do you still know to come back?

I should say this.

what?

Rukawa stopped talking, turned his head and looked out the window, wondering what he was thinking.

The house in Kanagawa has been empty since he went to the United States with his father when he was a child. It has been six years since the move when he came back to Fuqiu Middle School. When he opened the door and saw the dusty furnishings in the house, he realized at that moment In fact, all the memories did not become blurred with their departure, nor did they dissipate as Dad hoped, they stayed here all the time, so he did not open the room where Mom and Dad used to live, but only cleaned up his own place Living alone until the first year of high school, during this long period of time, he can always feel the breath of his parents, and the locked room seems to contain their past, which is within reach.

Rukawa's father fulfilled the promise of the year, left his hometown and never looked back. Rukawa thought that everything in this house was good, but it was too lonely.

If it is just a house without traces, what is a home?

Rukawa suddenly wanted to ask his father a question.

How does it feel to be back?

Rukawa's father was startled, then smiled, not bad.

So you should admit that I am right.

Rukawa's father stopped making tea.

He never forgot their quarrel in the hotel. The desire to persuade each other was so strong. At that time, he thought that it was so unreasonable for a carefree bastard like Rukawa to talk to him about suffering. It's ridiculous, but now that he thinks about it, he's a little touched.

Rukawa once said that he never thinks that the future is worth fearing. Any life should be experienced personally, so that he can feel more things that others cannot perceive. Dad chose to leave because he was afraid of touching the sad past, and he did not want to set foot in this place again. Maybe Dad thought it was the best thing for him, but he forgot one thing.

Only pain can perpetuate hope.

Rukawa's father looked at him for a long time, and finally sighed.

After returning to this familiar place after 12 years, he found that many things had changed. Once his heart was full of weeds, there was no sea, and there was no bird singing, starting from Rukawa's mother's death.

After Xiandao left that day, he thought about it all night alone, and he was a little angry.

Who says he has no courage, he boarded the train to Kanagawa because of courage, a wild boy who knows nothing.

But he had to admit that when he picked up what was missing from his immortal path, he realized how important it was.

He stood under the old blue sky again, the sun was so warm, passing through the memories and falling on his chest, even the longing was hot.

It wasn't until then that he suddenly understood that such deep sorrow would no longer make him feel panic and uneasy. He could walk freely on the seashore full of past lights and shadows, and he could calmly read those books he didn't bring with him at all. The photo album left, Rukawa's mother in the photo is still alive, Rukawa's posture when he was a child is much more pleasing than now, quiet, nine times out of ten he slept.

Yesterday's red flower day was not a one-touch thank you, any pain that existed is equal to the happiness that existed.

He should be thankful that he had had such a good time.

What are your plans in Japan.

Rukawa's answer is simple, play.

Rukawa's father felt a little pity. He said that he heard that Rukawa was developing very well in North Carolina, and the prospects were very optimistic. He thought that Rukawa would stay there and enter a professional team, but he saw him here.

Rukawa was a little curious that his father knew his situation in North Carolina very well. Rukawa's father laughed when he heard it, and lit a cigarette and said that it was hard to guess. He had gone to Rukawa's coach half a year ago.

Rukawa suddenly realized how childish the contest between him and his father was.

The ball can be played anywhere, and Rukawa found that he has stayed with Xiandao for a long time, and he has a set of mantras, and there is nothing that cannot be achieved.

Rukawa's father no longer understands what young people are thinking now. At first, Rukawa insisted on going back to Japan to go to school to play basketball, and then he insisted on going to North Carolina to study and play basketball, but now he wants to play basketball in his life. Don't want money?

I remember you said before that you went to North Carolina to strengthen yourself.

Yep.

Then I still remember that you are already number one in Japan. Father Rukawa recalled the national competition a few years ago. He was surprised for a long time when he heard the news from Masako in North Carolina. He only knew that his son was playing. , but I don’t know that he is so good at playing. Is there any other goal that makes you want to go abroad?Otherwise, if you stayed in Japan at that time, you are still very beautiful now, brat.

Rukawa took a sip of tea and said lightly, in order to defeat an arrogant guy.

ah?Do you want to beat Jordan?

……

Rukawa's father was dissatisfied with the expression on his face, what are you doing looking at me like that?Although I don't know basketball, I still know Jordan, I'm not wrong, his name.

Why do you say so much.

Who told you to laugh at an old man.

Rukawa felt that what Xiandao's mother said was right, people would like many things when they got older, only being reasonable.

I just want to defeat Xiandao.

Aha?Rukawa's father was taken aback, who are you talking about?

Immortal Akira.

Rukawa's father was in disbelief for a moment, recalling his usual appearance, subconsciously raised a question mark, a bank clerk who plays...basketball?Dry bank basketball player?

He doesn't play anymore.

Rukawa's father stopped being surprised and didn't say a word. He saw Ruchuan's eyes suddenly felt a little lonely at this moment.

Dad, I'd love to let you know how good he is.

But there may not be another chance.

Rukawa was very calm when he said this, and his voice became much softer, but in this rare tenderness, there was a melancholy that Rukawa's father had never seen before.

Only then did he know that other than the death of his biological mother, there would be such sad times for a bastard.

Rukawa's father didn't ask why Xiandao didn't play basketball anymore. Usually he prefers to ask why a person wants to do that thing, because the reasons for giving up are all the same, but the reasons for liking are quite different.

And those who will choose to give up in the end are usually because it is not, or has not yet become the only one.

This boy Xiandao seems more suitable for fishing.

what.

I fished with him not too long ago.

Oh?

The emotion in Rukawa's eyes changed color, and the way of immortality can always surprise him.

Rukawa's father said that he actually couldn't understand what Xiandao was thinking, or what kind of person he was like. When he was fishing, he was so tired that he dozed off, but he could still catch big fish with his fishing rod.

This kid is about the same age as you. I don’t know why, but he looks like he needs to rest. He is still a young man, and he speaks very sophisticatedly. Is the bank’s training so successful? I always feel that it is him. There are many things that have arrived ahead of schedule.

Hearing this, Rukawa smiled subconsciously, probably.

I don't think this is good at all, but it doesn't seem to be bad at all. He has a lot of good things. I believe there is no problem even if he is alone, but I don't know why. Rukawa's father brushed the soot on his trouser legs , spit out a lingering light smoke, as soon as I talk to him a few more words, I feel as if he really can't do without you, which makes me very puzzled.

Rukawa was taken aback.

You can't figure it out, how can you say that he looks decent on the outside, has a decent job, is young and promising, and I have saved money in his bank, and he has a good reputation in it, a kid with an outstanding career Well, that's probably all I can say.

That idiot... Rukawa really wanted to know what he had said to his father.

Rukawa's father thought about it, and there was nothing to say, but he found that this person looked talkative, but he was really boring in his heart.

It's unbelievable to me that someone who has nothing to do but work and fish can live in a place as busy as Tokyo.

Rukawa's father raised his eyes to look at Rukawa, couldn't help laughing while smoking a cigarette, but in the end he would talk about your name for a long time, a lonely man is really scary.

Don't suddenly say something strange dad.

You have done all the things with a man, is there still any need to be embarrassed now?

……

But compared to this, Rukawa's father stared at him a few times, you are more worrying.

what.

Although I don't have much contact with this kid, I can feel that Xiandao is a very purposeful person, no matter what he does, he has his own set of plans. I have already experienced this, and he knows what he wants. What do you want to do, what can you do, and in turn, what about you?

Rukawa didn't quite understand what his father meant, so he remained silent.

Rukawa's father said that he would not judge whether it was right for Rukawa to let go of everything he had gained in the United States for four years and return to Japan. He hoped that his son, after such a long time, would still be able to understand where his original aspirations belonged. place.

I feel that you are not the same now as before. After all, once people have concerns, what they pursue will change accordingly. There must be one item between playing ball and immortality that will change in severity. Have you considered it carefully? ever had this problem?

The atmosphere became extremely quiet, Rukawa's father smoked silently, looked at Rukawa's suddenly serious face and said again, but since you chose to come back, I think this should be a decision that you should weigh carefully in your heart .

dad.Rukawa, who had been silent all this time, opened his mouth

kindness?

Basketball is an item, but playing is different, it is a thing.

oh?Rukawa's father is interested, and would like to hear more about it.

Akira asked me similar questions before, he asked me why I play basketball.

yeah why?

Exercise.

……

Rukawa looked into Rukawa's father's eyes seriously, and only when he gave this object a certain meaning that he wanted to have, would it become a valuable thing, and it was because of this that I was addicted to the joy in it.

Zhang will never be on the other side of the scale in my life.

He just makes my basketball more meaningful, Dad.

Xiandao's mother dozed off in the direction of Rukawa's house outside the car window. She has been in for so long and there is no movement. She probably doesn't need my help.

I don't know, Xiandao didn't dare to be careless, so after some consideration, he decided to call Rukawa to ask about the situation.

Huh?Where is my phone?

ah?I didn't see it, you forgot to bring it.

Strange, it was still in use just now.

Xiandao's mother turned her head and caught a glimpse of Rukawa's satchel in the back seat. Could it be in Xiaofeng's place? Take a look?

Hearing this, Xiandao hastily stretched out his hand to hook Rukawa's bag, opened it, and his mobile phone popped out.

Xiandao took the phone, stuffed the rest of the things back, and suddenly found a very strange existence.

A small leather envelope.

There is a string of English printed on it, and there are traces of opening on the back, and the seal has not been glued again.

Xiandao was a little curious, turned over the envelope and carefully looked at the string of English.

Xiandao felt that no matter how poor his English was, he should not be wrong.

This is indeed an invitation.