[SD Doujin Xianliu] Song of the Years

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Xiandao's mother has been a little strange recently. Xiandao told her a while ago that Rukawa's parents are going back to China during this period, and they will come to sit at home, but they haven't seen anyone so far, and haven't heard Xiandao mention it again. They call and chat with Xiandao When I thought about the recent situation, I mentioned it by the way. Xiandao felt a headache when he heard it. He just said that he is back, still in Kanagawa, and he will come when he has time.

Your voice sounds weird.

No mom.

And Xiaofeng has never been here, did something happen?

He came back from leave, so the time is tight.

Xiandao's mother always felt that something was wrong. Xiandao has graduated now, and work is only in October, so she doesn't go home anyway.

Do you have time to come back these days?

ah?What's going on at home?

I can't come back if I have nothing to do.

It's not... It's just that I have something to do these few days, and I have to help my friend.

Is that so?Xiandao's mother is skeptical, so there is no other way but to wait for you to finish your work.

Um!I'll call you then.

Ruchuan's father sat in front of the window all night, smoking the cigarettes he brought out today, a whole pack.

He had several long talks with Rukawa, but the results were not satisfactory.

Rukawa has repeatedly stated that his marriage partner will not change. It has been five years since the two of them met each other. Everything is fine and there is nothing unhappy about it. It's not impossible, but he can't guarantee the many problems caused by it.

First of all, he is not sure how long it will take to let go completely, secondly, he is not sure how long it will take him to fall in love with what his father thinks is normal, and finally he is also not sure if it will take another five years for him to really be able to reconnect with another person. What an unhappy state.

He is a person who is afraid of trouble, and perhaps loneliness is the most suitable result for him.

Rukawa's father was so angry that he slammed the door and left. Not long after, the tenant downstairs knocked on the door, hoping they would be quiet.

Rukawa's father knows his son better than anyone else, he says what he says and does what he says, and his thoughts are as simple as his mother.

The more so, the more sad it was for him.

The brat should have had a better life, at least he wouldn’t have to be criticized by others, and he should have a wife who loves him and a cute baby. If he could have been firmer and prevented him from going back to Japan, the situation today would not be the same. will happen.

After Ruchuan's biological mother passed away, he never cried again. At this moment, drowned in self-blame as deep as the sea, Ruchuan's father, who had been strong for half his life, finally couldn't help crying silently.

It was still raining, and the sky was getting brighter. Looking at the raindrops falling on the window sill, he remembered in a daze that a family of three sat on the seaside of Kanagawa to watch the sunrise many years ago. At that time, Rukawa was a small ball, neither loved She doesn't like to talk when she laughs, she is quiet like a small noodle man, she always likes to sleep in her mother's arms with the rattan ball played by the cat and drool, they didn't wait for the sunrise, they waited for a light rain, and hurried home The wild boy on the road woke up, and got up annoyed, yelling, waving the ball in his hand and hitting his father's head impartially, but he was so scared that he didn't dare to do it again, he stretched out his little hand and patted it on the head. The place where you read it, Huhu, it doesn't hurt.

How long are you going to cry.

Rukawa didn't know when he entered the room, and he didn't know how long he squatted beside him and listened quietly.

Rukawa's father subconsciously wiped his face, turned his head and refused to pay attention, don't worry about it!

Rukawa found that his father's body had started to shrink, and the man who used to need him to look up to see was now like a little old man.

Which one is faster, his growth or his father's aging?

do not Cry.

They say you don't have to worry about it!

Are you going to sever ties with me?

Rukawa's father suddenly got a little angry, stared at him and cursed, you will be happy if you piss me off!

Rukawa's eyes are still calm and unmoved, and the determination in it is endless. You will be angry because you don't understand what I said.

I don't want to understand!You don't know what the future will be like. The bastard who won't live to half my age will start to be self-righteous and arrogant...

I never do stupid things like fantasizing about the future.

You bastard!Rukawa's father punched Rukawa on the shoulder, and he was very angry, but Rukawa's unresisting appearance made him feel sad.

He didn't want to see the lonely brat bowing his head to himself like the man today.

At that moment, Rukawa's father suddenly felt tired like never before.

I would never do something as stupid as severing ties, but I will never agree with your choice either.

father!

It’s just children playing house, what can five years tell, how old are you, and you dare to speak out when you have experienced something. I don’t care what you want to mess with, go back to the United States and finish your studies. Calm down, and think about what I said again.

Also, Rukawa's father looked at him with non-negotiable eyes. Before you graduate, I don't want you to meet again.

Is this your reasoning? !

I can't let that bastard continue to disturb you!He will just ruin your life early!

Rukawa's stubborn temper immediately came up, and he suddenly got up, isn't it you who is interfering with my life now?

What did you say? !Rukawa's father was very angry and laughed back, I disturb you?You dazed brat!You can't even go to school without me, let alone play ball!

You don't need to say it so many times to remind me.

That's because you're stubborn!

Rukawa stared at him steadfastly, thinking of something, and turned to leave after a moment of silence.

Rukawa's father was subconsciously flustered, wondering whether he had repeatedly stabbed his son's self-esteem, where are you going?

go to mom.

Are you going back to Kanagawa?

Ok.

Only then did Rukawa's father feel relieved, and it was good to think about it, and stay with his family for a while to ease his mood. The younger brother returned to Japan for the first time, and took him around to relax.

Rukawa didn't speak, and it took a long time before he opened his mouth. I'm going to the cemetery.

Rukawa's father was taken aback.

It looks like you don't remember Mom very much anymore.

I do not have!

Why are you so excited? Rukawa's voice is still calm, and all the warmth has faded from his words. This kind of thing is not surprising, and there is nothing shameful about it.

Rukawa's father was dumbfounded, and Rukawa asked again, Dad, did you think about the future when you were dating your mother?

Eh?

You should have thought about it, but you never thought that your mother would get sick.

Speaking of the past, Rukawa's father was a little quiet, he hummed and didn't say much, all the angry emotions stopped at this moment, and he was no longer on the verge of drawing swords.

Would you have married your mother if she had been sick from the start.

This question surprised Rukawa's father. He had never thought about this question, but he answered without hesitation, of course he would.

Then your persuasion to me is not convincing, and besides, I am different from you, Dad.

Rukawa looked back with piercing eyes and was very serious. My mother has been away from us for 18 years and five days, but I still remember everything she did, time and place, including what she said to me, since I can remember.

I know... Hearing this, Ruchuan's father was so sad that he couldn't express it. He took Ruchuan's hand and nodded, choking up for a while. You love your mother very much, and you are very similar to her.

At that time, Rukawa always believed that there are many ways to love. It only takes a few years for Dad to let go of it, so it can’t be said that he doesn’t love, and after so long, it’s not that he loves more than Dad. Most human beings are forgetful, because they are afraid of being alone. Fearing the long fleeting time, he just followed his heart and chose to rely on uninterrupted thoughts to remember the other party after he left. It is the same for his mother, and it is the same for the immortal way.

Relationships don't start casually, nor can they end casually.

He is a tough guy, long-loving, tough guy who is not afraid of any pain.

As soon as Xiandao opened the door, he was startled, tongue-tied.

Xiandao's mother was also unbelievable, and she froze for a while before she came back to her senses.

Uh... Mom.

Xiandao's mother was furious.

What bloody bastard beat you like this? !