life after marriage

There was a warm touch on the neck, Yan Jing looked at Qin Jianzhi blankly, his expression had completely lost its temperature, and was as stiff as a statue.

"Qin Jianzhi..." He opened his mouth, not knowing what to say for a moment.

"Ed, kill him." The doctor held his limp arm and said viciously, "Kill him!"

The hands pinching his neck gradually increased, and the air became thinner.Yan Jing tried his best to open his eyes, he still wanted to look again.

As long as he can remember, he has been in Junk Street, and the rotten smell has accompanied him for nearly 20 years. No one taught him how to be a good person, and no one taught him how to do it right. He was like this Gradually grows into a poisonous plant in the mud.

He knows he is cruel, selfish and paranoid, but he hides it well in order to survive in the outside world.Every place has its own rules, and those who don't follow the rules have only a dead end.Force is everything in Junk Street, but what about outside?

He carefully observed other people's behavior, which was not used to him at first.To share, to bear hardships together, not to kill or steal, he struggled to control his impulse, and looked away from passers-by's wallets.

He covered up all the violence and put on a kind appearance - he was very fortunate that he had a pretty good skin, which brought great convenience.But he knows that it is not enough to keep covering up, there will always be times when it will be exposed.Regardless of whether there was anyone around him, he followed the rules of the outside world. After more than a year, he even deceived himself.

In a trance, he really thought that he had become a kind, generous, funny and decent normal person.Everyone thought so too.Only when he woke up from the dream in the middle of the night, with unstoppable malice in his heart, did he realize that he was a crazy person, close to a neurotic.

He stood in the crowd, but knew that he was out of place.He is a wolf among sheep, only in sheep's clothing.

"Qin Jianzhi... I have always been very grateful to you." The air was getting thinner, and Yan Jing suddenly had a lot of impulses in his heart, and he had a lot to say.

For Qin Jianzhi's appearance, he always felt very strange.A male, obviously has great power. In this world that favors males, almost everything he wants can be easily obtained, but he doesn't have it.

On the first night of their wedding, he hid in the dark and heard Qin Jianzhi open the door.He looked around blankly, there was no anger on his face reddened by alcohol, he almost walked over with a slightly apologetic expression.He later said: "At that time, I felt that you gave everything to me, but I was not ready to take responsibility. I was afraid that I could not do well."

He could obviously be willful, but chose to be cautious.

When he was free, Yan Jing sat beside Qin Jianzhi, watching his side face painted by the sun, watching him close his eyes and falling asleep, he could always hear some very small voices, it was a certain day after the severe winter When the sparrows uttered their first song in the morning, the sound of melting snow that had accumulated all winter--sounded from his heart.

Maybe I fell in love with it from the first sight.It's not the love between lovers, but the love that you want to keep for yourself.He eagerly hopes to get close to Qin Jianzhi, and he can feel something that he has never seen before.

"Qin Jianzhi, I, like, you very much." He never said "love" to Qin Jianzhi.He doesn't have that kind of thing - at least he thinks so.

Qin Jianzhi is always pestering him, wanting to let himself say these three words, he is very helpless, how can he give what he doesn't have?Likes are already the limit of what he can give, and out of some self-protective feeling, he doesn't even want to say "like".

It's like opening yourself up.

Qin Jianzhi, I want to be with you forever.

Qin Jianzhi, I want to know how to love you.

There is still a lot to say, but it is too late to say.Yan Jing subconsciously tried to break Qin Jianzhi's hand, but he couldn't break it.

He forced a smile, and slid down into the abyss—slid down—

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"here you go."

The doctor smiled approvingly, and he patted "Ed" on the head: "How do you feel now? I don't have a headache."

"It doesn't hurt anymore."

"Then... do you remember anything? If there is any left, it's best to adjust it again, so as not to have a headache in the future."

"Nothing."

"My good boy." The doctor laughed, and the last obstacle disappeared, and now the road to his goal is basically the Sunshine Avenue.

However, you still have to be cautious.Thinking in this way, he lifted his robe, pulled out a gun from his waist and handed it to "Ed", he said: "This female insect has a strong vitality, I'm afraid he is not dead yet, just to be on the safe side, I'd better use this Bar."

"Ed" stretched out his hand and raised the gun mechanically.

"Yes, that's right, just like I taught you."

The finger gradually pulled the trigger, and the black muzzle of the gun was aimed at the female on the ground. The doctor's eyes glowed with excitement—it must be very interesting to be executed by his beloved male.

He stared at Yan Jing tightly, waiting for the last moment to come.

……

But after a long time there was no movement.The doctor frowned, could it be that he was delusional due to his expectation?

Just as he was about to turn his head, something cold hit the back of his head, and his whole body stiffened immediately, as a very bad premonition rose from his chest.

"Ed?"

A force came from the back of the head, the doctor almost staggered, and finally stabilized his figure, and Ed's voice came from his ear: "Why did you lie to me?"

"Ah? What are you talking about? What did I lie to you?"

"Why did you lie to me!" The male insect's voice was very excited, and the cold muzzle was shaking, as if a shaking of the hand would cause it to go off.

The doctor was covered in cold sweat, and quickly comforted him: "Oh, I see, are you talking about this female? I admit that you two knew each other before, but he has been using you all the time. It is for your own good that I don't tell you. I just don't want to make you sad..."

There was a force from the back of the neck, and the doctor was pulled around half a circle, and met the red eyes of the male insect, which were very close at hand, full of anger and disbelief.

"Are you still planning to lie to me now? I trust you so much!" His face flushed, veins appeared on his forehead, and he pressed the doctor against the glass chamber, "You just took out my memory—why did you do that? ?”

"I gave you a chance! But you took out my memory—are you afraid?"

Qin Jianzhi's chest was constantly heaving, sadness and anger made him unable to control himself, his mind went blank, he could only vent his anger, and he didn't even know what he was talking about.

The doctor opened his eyes wide, and then growled angrily: "You lied to me? You didn't trust me at all?"

"I want to trust you - I even call you father! But that's how you treat me?"

Tears welled up in the red eyes, and quickly broke through the limit. Qin Jianzhi knew that he shouldn't, he shouldn't cry for the doctor, all the feelings and all the father's love were just an illusion.

But emotions can never be suppressed by relying on reason, and he still feels deep pain for this.That was the first kindness he felt after coming to this world.

"It really is an unfamiliar wolf."

After being silent for a while, the doctor sneered, "I originally wanted to save trouble, but now it seems that I have to."

At this moment, the doctor pressed his stomach with his intact right hand——

The huge and turbulent emotions instantly destroyed Qin Jianzhi.

Jealousy, pain, sadness, happiness, and regret rushed into Qin Jianzhi's mind along with memories.

"What, why doesn't the male worm like me? Just let the female worm die."

"Father... don't die... I will be good in the future, don't die..."

"It was stolen again today, so fucking go back and beat up that biao."

"Why do you come here to eat and drink again, but you can't get angry for the sake of image, it's so annoying."

……

These are the memories and emotions collected from tens of thousands of Zerg. They once destroyed the best brain, and now they can also destroy a male.

Qin Jianzhi couldn't help but knelt down and vomited, his headache almost burst.

Countless memory fragments passed before his eyes. He was just a bucket, but he was forced to fill the entire ocean.He vaguely heard the sound of his own skull cracking, although he knew it was an illusion.

And this memory transfer has not stopped, he began to hear voices from a long time ago, which was the data collected by the doctor several years ago.Ten years ago, 20 years ago, and 50 years ago.

He has borne all the negative emotions of the Zerg for the past 100 years.

Qin Jianzhi slapped his head with his hands, and couldn't bear to bang his head against the wall: "Don't...don't...kill me!"

"Kill Yan Jing—kill that female on the ground! Kill him and you will be liberated!"

Qin Jianzhi raised his head feebly, and met those crow-blue eyes, who were slowly waking up from a coma.

He wanted to be free, not to be tortured like this again...

Qin Jianzhi crawled towards the female with difficulty and grabbed him.

"Kill me...kill me!"

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Yan Jing's heart fell into his stomach, and he was in pain from being burned by the gastric juice.

He can die for Qin Jianzhi's life, even if Qin Jianzhi has been deceived all his life, he still wants to save his life.

He once wanted to kill Qin Jianzhi so that he would have this male worm forever.But he finally gave up - if he were Qin Jianzhi, he would definitely not choose this way.

So he chose to die in exchange for Qin Jianzhi to live.

But not living like this.Yan Jing's eyes were dark and gloomy, with a kind of light shining.He suddenly realized that he had always put Qin Jianzhi in a position to protect, but he ignored that Qin Jianzhi was an extremely smart person.

He will find out once, and he will find out the second time. Does he have to suffer this kind of torture every time?If he dies, who can save him?

Yan Jing laughed. Holding Qin Jianzhi's sweaty face, he said softly, "Qin Jianzhi, have you already expected today? In the end, I will kill you."

"kill me……"

Qin Jianzhi was already out of his mind, and just muttered this sentence.

"it is good."

The doctor looked at them in disbelief, reached out and took the gun away: "You are crazy! How could you do this!"

Yan Jing lowered his head: "I guess, if he dies, you will die too, right?"

"what?!"

"Aren't the things on your body connected?" Yan Jing stretched out his hand and pressed it on Qin Jianzhi's chest. His heart was beating so hard that he felt the pain in his palm.

"You can't do this... He is your hero, how can you kill him... Okay, okay, I won't do this again, can you calm down?"

"Yes, he is my hero." Yan Jing raised his head and showed a trance smile to the doctor, "So after he dies, I will accompany him."

The hand on the chest was stabbed in violently, and the blood spattered from it stained half of Yan Jing's face red.

The doctor's hand was only a punch away from Yan Jing, but he couldn't move anymore.

There was a crackling sound from his chest, and he suddenly fell to the ground, desperately moving towards the door.

He didn't hurt his guts - he wouldn't be stupid enough to put a device in his guts, he just lost blood, if only he could get out of this room...

"You too will die."

A cold voice came from behind, and the doctor turned his head in horror, and saw Yan Jing standing up unsteadily, with an expression like a hollow puppet.

"no no--"

He quickened his speed and wanted to leave the room.

He is the greatest scientist in the world!He wants to unify the entire continent!How could he die here... He still has countless plans to implement, and countless ambitions to realize!

He can't die here——

A coolness penetrated his heart, the doctor slowly looked down, and a white and slender hand appeared on his heart.

"I……"

A big ball of blood spewed out of his mouth, but he couldn't say anything, he could only feel his uncontrollable body falling down.

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There was only a strong smell of blood left in the room.

Yan Jingfu hugged Qin Jianzhi again, and put his face close to his warm neck.

"I'm alone again," he murmured, "but I don't want to be alone this time, I'm a little tired."

A male figure appeared in front of his eyes again, very familiar yet strange, slightly taller than Qin Jianzhi.

This is the figure that often appears in his dreams, but every time he wakes up, he will forget it, and he can't find it even if he wants to find it. Now he appears again.

"I'm here."

As if he hadn't slept in a long time, Yan Jing slowly lowered his head.

Bright red blood bloomed on his stomach, and the dagger that had been with him for several years was stuck in his stomach.

Blood soon covered the entire floor, and Yan Jing's complexion turned pale—he had never been so pale before.He also felt very cold and sleepy.

In the dimness, there was a knock on the door, maybe it was a knock from hell...?

The author has something to say: If I mark the end tag at this time

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I will definitely be beaten to death or forget it ＿(:зゝ∠)＿