Xiaolou listened to the spring rain all night GL

The little princess who panicked when she first met has left a very unique impression in her heart since then.She has no friends, and she refuses or even fears approaching by keeping secrets.And Zhao Wan was the first person besides Zicheng to get along with her.

Zhao Wan, who has a somewhat princess temper but is pure and kind-hearted, is somewhat novel to her.She wanted to get closer, but she could also see that this man didn't like her, and she even envied Zicheng a little in desperation.But that time under the grassy slope, she was persuaded by the strong desire to get close to her for the first time, and she revealed the secret in a flash of brain, and since then, everything has been different.What Zhao Wan meant to her, even she herself couldn't explain clearly.But what she understands is that Zhao Wan is very important to her, especially after her father and Zicheng left, it seems that only this woman in this world is worthy of her nostalgia.It is precisely because of this importance that it is impossible for her to agree to the so-called bestowal of marriage a year ago.That determination made her not even think about understanding her feelings.

Zhao Wan is a princess, her life should be flawless.

But that time, for the first time, she had the idea of ​​wishing she was a man.If it's a man, he can at least have the qualifications to stand by her side, but he doesn't even have the qualifications to wait and see.

But now she said that she likes Ajiao, that woman.Is it absurd? If it is absurd, then what is the humble liking in her heart?

But wasn't she the one who wrote the letter with her own hand that pushed her into the abyss of reconciliation? She caused all of this... The bitterness in her heart became more and more intense, and she didn't even have the courage to say regrets.But... They can't wait too long, do they want to use this extra entanglement to hurt Xi'er who is also covered in bruises?

"Xi'er," Tan Zihong sighed, walked over, raised his hand to straighten Zhao Wan's messy hair, thinking that this woman will soon become someone else's bride, she really hated herself, "I'm sorry Well, the northern border can't stand the war, but I didn't expect them to ask for a marriage, sorry...it's me, it's my fault..."

Tears streamed down her cheeks, and her inexplicable annoyance almost swallowed her up.She asked herself that the truce was the best choice for everyone in the northern border, but it was the right choice, but she really regretted it.

"Ajiao, how can I blame you for this? If I don't come, I'm afraid I won't see you again in this life. I'm afraid I won't be able to tell you these words anymore. Instead of marrying an unknown man, hold regrets But for the rest of my life, I can still see you when I come here, and I can keep the northern border peaceful for a few years, that’s enough." Zhao Wan heard the meaning behind this sentence, and the joy in the bitterness almost confused her Yes, but she also quickly realized that they can't afford to spend much time now, and she shouldn't let there be guilt and pain between them at this time.

"But Ajiao, I don't want to be someone else's wife."

"Ajiao, let's get married today."

It is spring in the north in April, and there is a continuous spring rain outside the star observatory. The sound of the Qiang flute comes from nowhere, with a bit of desolation but also a bit of tact, the night is dim, and Jiayang can be seen from here. Turn off the little lights in the middle.

There is no red candle, no wedding dress, only these two women swear to the heaven and the earth, entangled with each other, willing to entrust their hearts.

Tomorrow is parting, and maybe they will never see each other again in this life, but they still stubbornly did this ridiculous thing.

"The emperor is above, and the earth is the proof. I, Tan Jiao, swear here that Xi'er is the only one in this life, and I will never be held responsible."

Zhao Wan looked at Tan Zihong with a serious face, and felt a bit of sourness mixed with sweetness in her heart.

Ajiao said that she would never let her down in this life, so how about herself, can she also make this vow...

"Ajiao, I will only be your bride in this life."

I fell into that person's arms, and what surrounded me was that person's breath, which was peaceful and beautiful.

"Xi'er..." Tan Zihong lowered his head, found those soft lips, and tossed and lingered.

"Ajiao, I can't swear to you... I'm sorry, but if you believe in me, I won't let you down, I will try my best..." Tears rolled down, with a burning heart.

"Xi'er, listen, I won't allow you to do stupid things."

"Ajiao, I don't do stupid things..." Zhao Wan was a little dizzy by Tan Zihong's enthusiasm, and pinched herself hard to wake herself up from this gentleness. She took a few breaths, and then continued. : "But I can't tear up the peace agreement, I have to marry to the north, but I don't want to be someone else's bride, and I can't accept someone else's approach... Ajiao, don't be so cruel to me... I am yours... ..."

"I know, I know." Tan Zihong hugged Zhao Wan tightly, "But you can't leave me alone in this world, Xi'er, listen to me, I will find a way, you wait for me, within five days In this year, I will definitely defeat Wala and welcome you back. Xi'er, you promise me that you will not mess around, trust me, and wait for me."

Listening to Tan Zihong's unstoppable promise, Zhao Wan felt a little tired, "Ajiao, five years, why do you let me endure for five years, Ajiao, can't you let me be selfish for a while."

"Xi'er, I beg you, you wait for me. I am the one who pushed you out. I will not break my promise this time. I will not let you become Princess Xian. As long as the northern border is strong, Wala will not dare Hurt you. Believe me, five years, five years at the most, I will conquer Wala myself, and you will do it for me. I beg you, don’t leave me alone. Zicheng has already left... I only have is you!"

How could he not understand her fear, how could he not understand her heart.But she couldn't, and couldn't do it, to accept that the tenderness at this time was the last farewell.Even if life and separation are too hard, she doesn't want to use death to end it all.She doesn't care about anything, but she can't just think about losing the person in front of her.

"Ajiao...you are really selfish..."

She understands her, why doesn't she understand her.There is no right or wrong, it's just who is more selfish and who chooses to compromise.

"Yes, I'm selfish, I'm sorry Xi'er, I'm sorry..."

The first sun rises, and the grassland in the distance is still invisible. The rain has stopped, and the air is still filled with dampness.

The people who were dependent on each other suddenly moved, and Tan Zihong looked down at the person in his arms, and met Zhao Wan's eyes that had just opened, with some confusion.

"Xi'er, good morning." She lowered her head and kissed those eyes, and then nodded her red lips.

Zhao Wan closed her eyes and took a rest for a while. This dream was so beautiful that she really didn't want to wake up.

"Ajiao, I'll give you something." Suddenly Zhao Wan sat up and took out a piece of jade from her bosom. Tan Zihong took it over, it was exactly the one she gave to Tan Zicheng back then.

Gently rubbing this piece of jade, she suddenly realized that they had known each other for so long.Although there are not many stories, the things accumulated by time are unique and precious.

Carefully hiding the jade close to his body, Tan Zihong took the pipa from one side.

"Xi'er, I still want to give this pipa to you. The bento is my betrothal gift, and this jade is your dowry. You are now a member of my Tan family, so you can't afford it."

"You are also from my Zhao family, so you must have married me." Zhao Wan put her arms around Tan Zihong's neck, her voice was so soft that it almost dripped water.

"Okay, it's what you say." Tan Zihong rubbed her hair, and couldn't help but think of the scene when he touched her hair for the first time.In fact, since then, I have had a shadow in my heart.

The two hugged each other quietly again, the sky was already bright, and there was a commotion outside the building, Zhao Wan sat up from Tan Zihong's arms even though she was reluctant to let go.He raised his hand and touched the tired face in front of him, thinking that she hadn't slept all night, what would she do if she wasn't around in the future.

"Ajiao, you have to take good care of yourself."

"kindness."

A simple answer, some things need not be said.

When he was about to go downstairs, Tan Zihong suddenly grabbed Zhao Wan, and whispered in her ear, "Xi'er, I will make up for what we owed on our wedding night."

Zhao Wan was taken aback for a moment, and when she came to her senses, she blushed, glared at her, turned around and walked out quickly, but stopped again, she slowed down, turned around and looked at Tan Zihong, her gaze was undisguised , thick inextricable love.

"Ajiao, wait for me, I also have my promise to tell you."

"Ok, I will wait for you."

The smile in Tan Zihong's eyes cooled down quickly after Zhao Wan's figure disappeared, his nose sore, his feet softened at the same time, he slumped back on the chair, a feeling of loneliness that he had never felt before swept his whole body, he lowered his head and bit his lips firmly , A hot tear fell on the back of the hand, rolled into the hem of the clothes, and melted a water stain.

Ten miles of red makeup, without seeing the head and tail, slowly moving forward to the unknown grassland.The people on the city wall watched silently until the tail of the team could no longer be seen, and remained motionless.

As the north wind blew, the military flags on the city wall fluttered, and the unique folk songs of the North came from Jiayang Pass behind, which was tragic and desolate.Everything was as usual, except that today, she personally bid farewell to her most cherished person.There seems to be a piece in my heart, empty and incomplete.

No more tears, she couldn't allow herself to indulge in futile fragility.

Yes, now she has no choice but to push her wife away with her own hands.But since she is already her wife, she must take it back.

Defeating Oara is not an easy task given the current strength of the northern border army, but since she promised, no one can stop her.

Speaking of... yes, she hasn't said it yet, she won't break her promise, she must still be waiting for herself!

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Well, it's almost over, I finished the final chapter yesterday, I will post it soon after I make some revisions, this article is really not long, HE promises~