The torn school grass is the lost first love? [Rebirth]

After Qu Linggong was under "comprehensive supervision", at first he would still send Zhang Junruo a WeChat message to greet him and tell him to eat well and pay attention to rest.

Later, it was discovered that Zhang Ying had passed his mobile phone without authorization when he was out, and realized that Zhang Ying was not only his tutor, but also responsible for monitoring and spying. Those rumors are still being followed up urgently without any slack.

He was thankful that he didn't send too ambiguous content to Ruoruo that day, and he has been on guard since then, enduring the urge to contact his family Ruoruo every day.

Wednesday afternoon was full of self-study classes. During the lunch break, the two of them kept a few steps away tacitly, and left the school one after the other. If Zhang Jun went out to buy lunch, Qu Linggong would naturally be caught by the driver and Zhang Jun. Ying took her home for tutoring.

He knew that when he left the school gate, he would have an extra pair of eyes staring at him, and he didn't dare to get too close to his house, so he followed Zhang Junruo step by step.

After a few steps out of the school gate, Zhang Junruo suddenly stopped, causing Mr. Qu, who didn't stop the brakes, to almost bump into his lover.

Not knowing if it was his illusion, Qu Linggong felt that Zhang Junruo's whole body froze and shivered slightly.He looked over Zhang Junruo's thin shoulder suspiciously, and saw a tall and thin middle-aged man standing not far in front of the boy.

The man was about fifty years old, with a white face and no beard, slender eyes slightly bent, a pair of gold-rimmed glasses on the bridge of the nose, a smoky gray suit neatly dressed, and deep nasolabial folds. Scholars of literature and history.

He raised his hand towards Zhang Junruo, shook an old-fashioned foldable mobile phone in his hand, slightly raised the corners of his mouth, and gave a gentle and kind smile.

Standing behind Zhang Junruo, Qu Linggong felt inexplicably stiff in his whole body, so he called out worriedly, "Ruoruo?"

Zhang Junruo turned his head suddenly and saw Qu Linggong standing behind him, his face suddenly turned pale, his eyes trembling slightly because of the hesitation, flashed a burst of panic and uneasiness.

He turned around, faced the man in the suit, and subconsciously took a step to the side, blocking Qu Linggong behind him with his thin body.

Qu Linggong was full of doubts about this move to block himself, but after a little thought, he roughly figured out the joints involved.

Qu Linggong guessed that the person in front of him was probably Zhang Junruo's adoptive father. A while ago, the hot video incident on the Internet was full of turmoil. Although his family was silent, most of them were in the same situation as himself, and they were also questioned and monitored by their family members. Pass.

When Ruoruo suddenly saw his adoptive father, he would subconsciously block himself with his body, probably the same as he wanted to protect him at the first time, because he was afraid that his family would be bad for him.Thinking of this, I feel warm in my heart and very touched.

Qu Linggong tried his best to adjust his facial expression, showing a modest and elegant smile on his face, and nodded to the middle-aged man.

He thought that he and Ruoruo still had a long way to go in the future, so let's make a good impression first.

The middle-aged man narrowed the cloudy eyeballs behind his glasses, and stared at him suspiciously. His eyes were blank for a while, and then he suddenly opened his eyes wide. There was surprise in his eyes, and finally a look of understanding.

Qu Linggong saw the series of wonderful facial expressions of the man in his eyes, and interpreted them as the various reactions of the male protagonist of the popular video who was rumored to have an affair with his adopted son. He smiled gently and didn't take it seriously.

Feeling Zhang Junruo gently pushing him with his hands behind his back, and realizing the boy's intentions, Qu Linggong curled his lips, nodded to the man again, and walked leisurely towards the limousine parked in front of the school gate.

The tall man in a suit stood there calmly, but the piercing eyes behind the glasses seemed to stick to the boy, chasing the tall and handsome figure. There was something sinister in his eyes, similar to The cold light that was grim and greasy like reptiles flickered slightly.

At night, Zhang Junruo sat alone in the empty dormitory, listening to the howling wind outside the window, curled up with his back tightly against the wall, hugged his knees with his hands, and shivered.

Four years later, Zhang Junruo's psychological defense collapsed when he suddenly saw the man who kept appearing in his nightmares.

After meeting the man, he clearly realized that this time, he would not let him go easily.That sanctimonious, well-dressed man would wrap himself around him like a ferocious poisonous snake, dragging him into a bottomless cave.

He clenched his fingers and said to himself, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, Jing Xun.In the past, there were many difficult and helpless situations, which were hundreds of times worse than now, and he has survived them all.When his mother was sick, the family had no money to buy medicine, and in the midwinter when the snow was blowing heavily, his family went to borrow money from neighbors, and all of them were borrowed.

This time, I can also carry it alone.He just needs to close his eyes and walk forward step by step. He doesn't look at anything, doesn't care about anything, and isolates his heart, so he won't be hurt. No matter how long the tunnel is, he will go through it one day from.

And now, he is no longer an unaccompanied and helpless child, he has grown up, he has adoptive parents, teachers and classmates, and - that person.

In his memory, that person told himself that no matter what situation he was in or what he was going through, as long as he remembered that he was by his side, he would help him, save him, and protect him.

Zhang Junruo clenched his hands together until his knuckles turned white, he didn't want his protection, he would survive this time, no matter what that man would do to him.

However, tonight, in the lonely and cold night where the wind was raging, he especially wanted to hear that man's clear voice, to get a little support and a little courage from that young man who was as bright as the sun.

At eleven o'clock in the middle of the night, Zhang Junruo dialed Qu Linggong's cell phone with his cold and white fingertips. Although he knew his number by heart, it was the first time he actively dialed today.

The boy wrapped his arms around his knees and waited silently. A pale dull busy tone sounded from the other end of the phone, like a series of empty and lengthy sighs, which rang for a while until the signal was cut off.

At this time, on the other end of the phone, Qu Linggong was tortured by the two sets of mock questions Zhang Ying arranged at night, and he was already falling asleep...

The boy hugged the quilt tightly, curled up his thin body, was slowly lingered by the cold wind's bleak whimpers and the panic and uneasiness creeping up from the bottom of his heart, and stayed up all night.

In the next few days, a middle-aged man surnamed Sun appeared and disappeared in front of Xingyi's private gate like a gloomy ghost.

He endured in prison for four years, not in a hurry, but like a cat catching a cute prey, unwilling to kill with one blow, but slowly enjoying the pleasure of torture, waiting for the opportunity to appear from time to time, Bit by bit, the boy's will was worn away, like an evil spirit walking from hell, haunting the innocent and delicate boy.

In Chen Fang's English class, Zhang Junruo looked up at the gloomy sky, lost his mind for a while, his deep eyes were full of anxiety and melancholy.

His pale, paper-like cheeks turned sideways slightly, he glanced at the profile of the young man who was studying hard, and gritted his teeth silently, as long as the bright color in his life has not left the scene, as long as there is a gleam of light at the end of the tunnel, He still has the courage to face everything that will happen next.

As long as he is still by his side.He also promised to let him wait...

One afternoon, class teacher Chen Fang was sitting in front of the podium correcting paper rolls. There was a rush of footsteps in the corridor. Li Yun'an from Class [-] walked into the front door of Class [-] classroom, and said politely and anxiously to Chen Fang: "Mr. Chen, Can the school basketball team borrow Zhang Junruo from your class, we are playing against Linquan High School on the playground, and in the second half a player sprained his ankle and couldn’t play. Today’s substitute small forward didn’t come, so we can only look for Zhang Junruo.”

Chen Fang raised her eyes and looked at Li Yun'an, who was always gentle and elegant. Although she was quite dissatisfied with the competition with other schools in the third year of high school, she didn't say anything.

He turned around to ask Zhang Junruo what he meant.

Recently, Zhang Junruo has been feeling anxious, unable to eat or sleep well, coupled with the approaching midwinter, the weather is not good, he often catches cold, and his stomach pain also makes it worse. The whole person is so thin that only a few bones are left. It's a bit thicker, but you can't see it.

He was well aware of his physical condition, but Li Yun'an was the first friend he transferred to invite him to play with him. He had always thought of Yun'an's kindness and care, and it was impossible for him to refuse him at this time.

The members of the basketball team are all tall and big, with excellent physical fitness. They can run and gallop in the cold wind outdoors without any effort.

Zhang Junruo played for 10 minutes in the second half and was so weak that he couldn't even breathe. He gritted his teeth and fought hard to finish the last 10 minutes.The members of the basketball team have all played with Zhang Junruo, knowing that he is extremely accurate in shooting three-pointers, and passing the ball to him whenever he has a chance, he tried his best to make three-pointers steadily.

I didn’t feel it when I was exercising all the time. When the whistle sounded at the end of the game, the boy, who was already at the end of his strength, finally got a rest. He bent down and rested his hands on his weak knees, gasping for air in the cool wind, feeling a burst of pain in his lungs. Burning, his heart was beating wildly, and his vision went dark in the next second, and he fell to the ground with a bang.

When I woke up, there was a familiar smell of disinfectant water in my nose, and there were pure white bed curtains around my eyes. Amidst the buzzing in my ears, I faintly heard Teacher Wang's sullen voice from outside the white curtain: "This How many times has it been? A boy! Still growing! How did you make your body so bad?"

Facing Teacher Wang's unreasonable anger, Li Yun'an said politely: "When he wakes up, I will tell him well and let him pay attention."

Teacher Wang looked up at the gentle and handsome young man in front of him, and said jokingly, "Hey - why did you change people today? Why didn't that brat come?"

Li Yun'an was silent for a moment, then replied in a gentle voice: "He's...very busy recently."

Li Yun'an raised the curtain and came in lightly, seeing that Zhang Junruo was already awake, he handed him the warm water in his hand to drink.

Zhang Junruo sat up with a blank face, drank a sip of water with his eyes downcast, and heard Li Yun'an sigh and said: "Mr. Wang said that you have anemia, hypoglycemia, and malnutrition. I suggest you go to a big hospital for a comprehensive examination. You—— Have you eaten well recently?

Zhang Junruo was slightly taken aback, not knowing how to answer his question, so he chose to remain silent.

Li Yun'an silently watched the boy's icy white lips and sharpened jaw, gently took the water, looked at the boy's dark eyes and said warmly: "Jun Ruo, if you have anything, you can tell me , tell Qu Linggong, we will help you, and you don't have to carry everything alone." There was unmistakable deep worry in the boy's eyes, which made Li Yun'an feel sad for a while.

After a long while of silence, the boy seemed to have finally digested his words, and gently answered "um".

Li Yunan frowned and sighed.

"You have such a body, does he know?"

Li Yun'an is Qu Linggong's best friend, the two of them tacitly know who this "he" refers to.

The boy's clear and dark pupils rolled slightly, as if he had finally recovered from his daze, looked deeply into Li Yun'an's eyes, and said earnestly: "Don't tell him like this, he is busy recently and has to make up a lot of subjects. Tell him It's useless, I'll just pay attention to it myself."

Li Yun'an looked at the gloomy look in Zhang Junruo's eyes, and remained silent.

A while later, Chen Fang, Luo Keke, Fang Yifei, and Luo Xiao also came after getting the news.

Luo Keke brought Zhang Junruo a large bag of snacks such as milk, cookies, and jelly. Chen Fang felt distressed when she saw Zhang Junruo's pale face, and regretted "borrowing" Zhang Junruo just now.

Fang Yifei just stood silently by the bed, looking at Zhang Junruoqing's thin and thin profile with a pair of Jianshui Qiutong with a little pity.

In the evening, Li Yun'an called Qu Linggong and asked him what he was doing.

Qu Linggong responded very aggrieved, and was fighting with the ancient text.

Li Yun'an's tone was questioning: "What happened to you and Jun Ruo recently?"

When asked abruptly by Li Yun'an, Qu Linggong was startled at first, and then afraid of the phone leaking the sound, he was heard by the "prison warden" beside him, and he said a nonsensical sentence to evade it.

Li Yun'an understood in his heart that he was being watched all round, so he could only hang up the phone resentfully.

In the middle of the night, Qu Linggong sent Li Yun'an a WeChat message, asking him what happened to Ruoruo.Is something wrong.

Li Yunan asked directly: How did you two decide.

Qu Linggong confessed everything, and explained to Li Yun'an the agreement between the two of them going to Q University together, and he asked Ruoruo to wait for him.

Li Yun'an was silent for a moment, then replied "It's all right".

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