The torn school grass is the lost first love? [Rebirth]

Xue, you came to the orphanage to show your love? "The woman took the initiative to strike up a conversation.

Unexpectedly, the woman would answer him, Qu Linggong was taken aback, and said, "Yes."

"Then why don't you go in?"

"Where are you going?" Qu Linggong asked back.

The woman smiled: "Haha, I don't know where to go, but the place you are looking for is quite accurate."

"Ah?" Qu Linggong looked at the woman suspiciously.

"Aren't you going to give snacks to the children?" The woman took the bag from Banu Nuqu Linggong's hand.

Qu Linggong: "Ah, that's right!"

The woman explained: "Today is Sunday, and the senior children are all in the dormitory. Infants and toddlers are all breastfed in the nursery. Your food is the favorite food of preschool children. A boy happened to pass by just now. I guess Several senior classes have gathered together, so you should go and have a look."

"Ah, okay—" Qu Linggong thought that the boy the woman was talking about must be Zhang Junruo. Zhang Junruo, who was indifferent at school, didn't know what it would be like to be with the children.Thinking of this, Qu Linggong inexplicably felt a trace of anticipation and joy in his heart.

Qu Linggong stepped into the building pointed by the woman, looked up at the empty hall, and paused in his footsteps.

Zhang Junruo was in this building, and he seemed to be able to feel the presence of that cold figure.This is what it feels like to like someone, he thought.

Stepping into the old-fashioned three-storey building with an old smell, the smell from the old light green walls and the faintly lingering children's songs evoke Qu Linggong's dusty childhood memories.

This place is very similar to the old school building of the school I attended when I was a child. At that time, in order to avoid the ridicule of relatives, my mother Song Shifang took him to live alone in an old house on the outskirts of the city. There was a dilapidated elementary school nearby...

Standing in the middle of the hall, looking at the dark and deep corridor, Qu Linggong silently experienced the sudden familiarity at this moment.

The wonderful experience is still going on in Qu Linggong's mind, just like what people often say - the old things reappear, in the waking real world, just like encountering a scene in a dream, Qu Linggong seems to be able to predict the next What kind of door will there be around the corner.

No, no, it's not a scene from a dream, it's just very similar to the old feeling and smell of the elementary school building. Smell is often the most solid thing imprinted in memory.

The house in the suburbs was dilapidated and old, but the starry sky was very clear there. There was no air pollution in the city. The stars in the suburban sky were so many and bright that they could be picked out by hand.

Probably because I haven't been to such an old place for many years, that's why those distant and dim memories were blown away and flooded up for a while, Qu Linggong smiled.

Two crisp children's laughter came from a distance, Qu Linggong's heart moved, and he vaguely saw the background of the two children, they ran into the depths of the corridor hand in hand, their thin figures disappeared in the dark inside……

A strange feeling welled up in his heart, some treasure buried in the shallow sand was about to be stirred up by the fluctuation of the current, which made him eagerly happy.But that feeling is fleeting before it can be captured.

In the mail room of the lobby, a middle-aged woman looked up at Qu Linggong and his shopping bags, who were standing there blankly, and pointed to the right with her finger.

Qu Linggong nodded blankly, and walked to the right corridor.

After walking a few steps, Qu Linggong discovered that the activity room here is different from the classrooms in elementary and middle schools. They all have large windows, probably for the convenience of supervision, and the situation in the activity room can be seen at a glance from the corridor.

The first few activity rooms are empty. On the colorful foam floor, a few toys are scattered here and there. The further you go in the corridor, the childish sounds of nature gradually approach. The sound is like singing in a church. Cleanse the soul like a class.

Following the melodious singing, Qu Linggong stopped at the innermost activity room.

The melody of the nursery rhyme is very familiar, and it is a song that Qu Linggong also knows - "Conger Fly".

Qu Linggong peeked into the activity room, and found that Zhang Junruo was sitting among the children, his light gray thin coat had been taken off, and the white shirt collar was exposed on the black sweater. Not so handsome.

——He looks so good in black too.Qu Linggong looked straight.

Zhang Junruo, surrounded by children, has a kind of relaxation and naturalness that cannot be seen on weekdays.The cold and lonely temperament has faded a lot, replaced by a three-point childlike innocence, with beautiful inner eyes smiling crookedly, kind and gentle.

There was a little boy with a round face, lying on Zhang Junruo's back affectionately, with his pink hands wrapped around his neck, his chin resting on his shoulder, watching the little angel's performance with blinking eyes.

Qu Linggong stood there in a daze, Zhang Junruo's smile was reflected in his dark pupils.That was Zhang Junruo's expression that he had never seen before.

So simple and peaceful, carefree and leisurely, I just feel that the spring snow has just melted, and the sunshine reflects the snow.

The girls in front of Zhang Junruo looked very cute in fluffy tutus.Their little heads shook with the rhythm, and their white and tender hands beat themselves.

low black sky

Bright stars follow

insects fly

insects fly

who are you missing

The stars in the sky are crying

Withered roses on the ground

cold wind

cold wind

as long as you are with me

……

One pair after another is beautiful

not afraid of dark

I'm afraid of heartbreak

Tired or not

Regardless of the north, south, east, west

……

Familiar tunes were performed by the children in a very innocent and innocent way.

For some reason, the pure singing voices of the children, combined with Zhang Junruo's smile in front of him, made Qu Linggong feel as if the softest part of his heart was gently touched by someone with a light feather.

His nose was a little sore, and he subconsciously wanted to raise his hand to rub his nose, but he forgot the luggage in his hand. When he moved his hand, the shopping bag suddenly made a clatter.

Zhang Junruo in the event room vaguely heard it, and turned his head to look out the window.

☆, first snow

Zhang Junruo seemed to hear a soft sound outside the window, and subconsciously turned his head to look. Through the huge glass window, he could only see the mottled wall on the opposite side of the corridor and the children's playful paintings on the wall.

Qu Linggong pressed his back against the wall, cold sweat dripping from his forehead.

What else do you want to know?The scene of Zhang Junruo sitting among the children already explained everything, and the attitude of the uncle in the registration room at the door to Zhang Junruo was also the most favorable evidence—he was really an orphan who used to live here.

Li Yunan's guess was correct.

Qu Linggong put three bags of food in the mail room, and returned to the city by the same route on the pretext of urgent matters.

Looking at the billboards passing by in the subway, Qu Linggong was silently lost in thought.

The man he had a crush on was really an orphan.

As Li Yun'an said, the kind of orphans who have nothing to rely on.

He felt with his heart what kind of situation that would be.

No one in the world really cares about you.Even if it disappears suddenly, no one knows, no one looks for it, and no one even cares.

For an adult, it is unbearable loneliness, let alone a child who needs protection most.

How did Zhang Jun walk through these years in silence...

What is it like to not have a home of your own, no real family?Qu Linggong felt it in his own shoes, and a bone-piercing chill crept up his spine unconsciously.

Zhang Junruo raised his head suddenly, and the image of looking up at the sky with desolate eyes flashed through his mind.

It doesn't matter, it's all over, you don't need to bear it alone, I will be there in the future - Qu Linggong silently made a small decision in his heart.

"Young Master Qu, what book are you reading?" Luo Keke's crisp and charming voice was very recognizable.

"You... um..." Luo Keke's mouth was covered by Qu Linggong.

"What are you doing? You..." Luo Keke pushed Qu Linggong's hand away angrily.

Qu Linggong privately sent a WeChat message to Luo Keke to explain about the warm palace post and menstrual pain tablets last time.

Gun Gunhong: "Elder Sister, can you read the context before asking the teacher? What do I want? What do you give me?"

Ke Ke: "You don't care if I want this. Of course I think it's for girls. Who would have thought it was for Zhang Junruo? Besides, no matter how cold it is, have you ever seen a boy use a baby warmer? It's strange, isn't it?"

Gun Gunhong: "Zhang Junruo had a stomachache that day, I saw it from behind."

Coco: "Oh...that's it. (I'll fall)"

After clearing up the misunderstanding, Luo Keke continued to talk to Qu Linggong as casually as before.

"I said, are you watching Xiao Huangman after class?"

"Yes, yes. I am seeing a wonderful place, so don't bother me."

Qu Linggong smirked evilly, and stuffed "Children's Growth and Psychological Trauma" deep in the desk.

Luo Keke's mouth turned into a catfish shape, and he floated elsewhere with a look of disgust.

It's snowing for the first time, and the small and white snowflakes kiss the cheeks faintly, and the cheerful tunes unique to Christmas flow out from nowhere in the street.

In the night, Li Yun'an stopped in the brightly lit commercial street, turned his head and patted the boy who was standing still in front of the window, and asked, "Ling Gong, do you want to buy a scarf?"

Qu Linggong stopped in front of the window of a large department store, staring intently at a wool scarf around the neck of the model in the window. The silver-gray background was like moonlight in a snowy field, and the light blue and light brown grid stripes were matched together. There is a feeling of pure tranquility, very similar to Zhang Junruo's temperament.

Li Yun'an followed his gaze, remained silent for a long time, and said lightly: "Buy it. It's Christmas in a few days, you can find a chance to give it to him."

"Should I pass by his house on a moose and plug it into his chimney?" Qu Linggong replied blankly, with a lonely expression on his face.

Reaching out to pat his friend's back, Li Yun'an didn't say anything, and turned his head to look at the falling snowflakes in a daze.

At this time of year, the icy air mixed with tiny snowflakes, the touch of blowing on his cheeks reminded him of a small figure, and as the seasons passed, that shadow became increasingly blurred.

It was also the season when my mother passed away, and it was also the season when I met that person.If anything changed the trajectory of my life, it would probably be these two.

Li Yun'an looked at the bustling people on the pedestrian street.In the vast sea of ​​people, how could they meet again so easily?Even if that person is standing in front of him now, in four years, he will not recognize him anymore.

He looked back at Qu Linggong in front of the window, the light in his friend's eyes flickered several times.He couldn't help smiling, this guy probably thought of Zhang Junruo wearing the scarf, and also thought that there was no chance to give it away.

He really envied Qu Linggong, Zhang Junruo was by his side, getting along day and night, seeing each other every day.

"If you want to get rid of troubles, don't be selfish first, and don't envy anyone if you have a marriage." The two stood side by side, and suddenly heard someone sighing loudly.

Qu Linggong heard the first half of the sentence clearly, and Li Yun'an heard the second half of the sentence clearly.He said it silently in his heart: "Everyone has a marriage, don't envy people—"

According to the reputation, in the angle formed by the revolving door of the store and the wall, there is an old Taoist with a Zhuangzi scarf on his head and white beard and hair.He was lying there, wearing a dark blue cotton coat, if he didn't shout such a voice, he would really not be very conspicuous.

The store is as bright as daylight, and the logos of various fashion brands have a cold and noble metallic luster.The outside of the store looks like a Taoist priest who came out of a Taoist temple in the deep mountain, which is incompatible with it.

Looking at the word divination on the dusty cotton cloth in front of the Taoist priest, Qu Linggong was very interested. He had never done fortune-telling before.

"Can you two believers have any troubles?" The old Taoist stretched out two fingers and stroked his white beard, Qu Linggong's eyes lit up with a strong posture.

"Well, well, I have troubles to ask."

"What do you two believers want to ask?"

"Ask about marriage." Qu Linggong said without blushing.

The Taoist priest in blue raised his eyes to stare at Li Yun'an, his face was frosty, and his eyes were as sharp as lightning.Without saying a word, Li Yun'an had the feeling of being seen through.

Li Yun'an said softly, "Me too."

The Taoist stared up at the two handsome young men for a moment, and then looked at their palms.

After reading it, he stroked his beard, pondered for a long time, and then sighed: "Everything is a cause and effect of each other, one thing is a cause and all things are an effect, one thing is an effect, and all things are a cause. Two good believers have their own cause and effect, so why ask the old Taoist?" ?”

Qu Linggong stuttered and asked, "What do you mean?"

"Well——" the old Daoist paused, "The horoscopes of the two good believers are different from ordinary people, neither of them are mediocre people. What you two are asking for, in fact, the two destined people have already appeared. Excuse me The Buddha's words clearly: ignorance is bound, love is unceasing, and the body is reincarnated. Antecedents lead, don't rush for a while."

When Li Yun'an heard the phrase "Love is endless", he felt something in his heart and asked, "Can I see that person again?"

The old Taoist squinted his eyes and smiled, nodded lightly and said: "The body is like a flame, born of love; the body is like a shadow, and the karma emerges from it."

Qu Linggong also asked: "You said you don't need to be in a hurry, do you mean, you mean I still have fun with that guy?"

The old Taoist smiled and nodded again: "Don't worry, don't be sad, Dao is at ease."

Although they were all vague and unsubstantiated words, the two teenagers were in a good mood and felt that the road ahead was bright.Generously leaving Guajin, Qu Linggong strode into the department store.

"Yun An, these silver-gray gloves are also pretty, and they go well with the scarf."

"Well, it's pretty good. This blue-gray one is also pretty good. I'll buy one for my dad and Uncle Xu."

Two tall and handsome teenagers each carried a paper bag with an eye-catching logo, and stepped out of the store. Li Yun'an looked towards the corner, and the old man in blue had disappeared.

In physical education class, Xiao Yitian led everyone to run four laps on the plastic track. When the formation was being arranged, Qu Linggong looked worriedly at Zhang Junruo.

Zhang Junruo's complexion today was different from his usual fair complexion, it was bloodless and pale, combined with pale lips that seemed to be covered with frost, it was even more morbid.

Xiao Yitian frowned and shouted: "Hey, the leader in the fourth row, everyone looks at you to the left, who do you look to the right?"

☆, living together

Hearing this, Qu Linggong quickly turned his head around and looked ahead.Ma Zhiyuan beside him said in a low voice: "Look at your family's sharp heart. It's nothing serious. I heard from Han Guangyu that he didn't sleep well last night?"

"Huh. Huh?" After realizing the amount of information contained in this sentence, Qu Linggong couldn't help but widen his eyes.

During free activities, Qu Linggong grabbed Han Guangyu's neck and dragged him aside.

"What do you mean by telling Ma Zhiyuan that Zhang Junruo didn't sleep well last night?" Qu Linggong asked eagerly.

"Ah?" Han Guangyu was stunned for a moment, and then said: "Ah, yes, I said that Jun Ruo is really strange, and he didn't make a sound when he was uncomfortable. Last night, he was lying there with sweat on his face, and asked him what's wrong. I don't even say..."

Qu Linggong covered his chest with his hands, feeling uncomfortable.Guess Zhang Junruo probably suffered from a stomach ailment due to the cold weather.After realizing something, he asked again: "Wait a minute, you said last night... where did you see Zhang Junruo last night?"

"We live on campus. I share a dormitory with Zhang Junruo."

"Ah—?! When did it happen, why don't I know?"

"It just started last week. Isn't it winter? It gets dark early, and it will snow in a few days. My home is far from school, and my mother loves me so much. Let me stop tossing around and have a good winter at school." Hey, I also lived on campus last winter. It was less than two months..."

Han Guangyu looked at Qu Linggong lost in thought, and pushed his shoulder.

"Ling'er, Ling'er, are you okay?"

Qu Linggong asked in a daze: "Is there any room in your dormitory?"

"Yes, there are two more beds. One bed is at the door. It's cold when you open and close the door. No one lives in it. It's in a storage box. The other bed is Zhang Junruo's upper bunk, which happens to be for you. You want to come too, Zhang Junruo It was a cold day, and it almost froze me to death."

"it is good!"

Qu Linggong turned to his mother, Song Shifang, for a long time. Song Shifang thought that it would be fine for her son to live in the school for two months. The school has a small cafeteria with geothermal heat, and the house is close to the school, so it would be convenient for Aunt Zhou to bring soup and water.

The key is to let his son stay under Qu Mingfeng's nose for so long, seeing his son's cautious appearance, he is not as cheerful as before.Let him be free for two days outside, and he is studying at school, which is justified, so I told Qu Mingfeng, and Qu Mingfeng felt that living in school can cultivate people's self-discipline and independence, so he acquiesced.

On this day, Qu Linggong rushed into Room 207 on the second floor of the student dormitory with two big suitcases in hand, and started living together with his sweetheart.

"Ling'er, what are you bringing with you, jar after jar, Australian milk powder...Ota Weisan...children's vegetable rice noodles...I'm crazy, none of them look delicious." Han Guangyu fiddled with disappointment With Qu Linggong's soft belongings.

"Ling'er, what are these pieces that look like scrambled eggs with tomatoes? There's also a kangaroo drawn on it."

"Baby Nuan, I bought 100 pieces, you can use whatever you want." Qu Linggong laid out his own odds and ends, as excited as a child who came out for camping.

"This isn't the palace warming post I posted to Zhang Junruo last time..."

As soon as Qu Linggong mentioned this, he became angry, and rushed over: "If you like it, you don't need it. I bought it for my sweetheart."

Han Guangyu curled his lips: "Who is your heart?"

Qu Linggong stared at him with wide eyes, doubts flickering in his eyes.

Han Guangyu: "Forget it if you don't tell me, why are you staring at me?"

Qu Linggong: "..."

Qu Linggong thought to himself that his two brothers were the best in the world, and one of them was scheming and cunning.One is naturally dull, naturally cute, no matter how much you poke it, you won't wake up.

The door was gently pushed open, and when Zhang Junruo came back from evening self-study, the moment he opened the door, he saw that the dormitory was in a mess, with Qu Linggong's things placed everywhere.However, compared to the messy items, it was Qu Linggong himself who surprised Zhang Junruo more.

"Junruo, you're back. Our class, Ling'er, has also moved in. That's great. No. 207 is full of people from our third class, unlike other dormitories, where there are students from all classes and grades." Han Guangyu said excitedly .

"Oh..." Zhang Junruo responded lightly.Wu Zhanzhan raised his eyes slightly, and glanced at Qu Linggong.

At this moment, Qu Linggong was wearing a dark gray coral velvet pajamas, without a headband, and his hair looked very soft, without the usual arrogance and extravagance, and a little more casual at home.

Zhang Junruo was stunned for a moment, the dormitory where he could rest at ease had such a person with a strong sense of presence without warning, which made him very uncomfortable, he narrowed his eyes, pretended to be calm and took out the toiletries from under the bed, She silently turned her head and opened the door, taking the opportunity of washing up, she hid in the water room.

After taking care of himself, Zhang Junruo looked at his watch. It was already 10 o'clock. Qu Linggong and Han Guangyu were still like two children going on a picnic, discussing enthusiastically where things should be placed and where to put dances on the walls. Wang is still a star poster.

Qu Linggong has been paying attention to Zhang Junruo, but he just pretended to be indifferent. He was embarrassed to expose his thoughts to the person he had a crush on. After Zhang Junruo came in to get the clothes to wash, he calmed down and scattered the clothes on the desk. Put the trivial things in the bag into the bag, put them in the storage cabinet, take out the washing utensils and walk into the water room.

The lights in the dormitory were all turned off at 11 o'clock. After the lights were turned off, Zhang Junruo was still washing clothes in the water room. The white sweater in the basin had been washed several times, and his knuckles were a little whitish from soaking in the ice water.There was no one in the water room except for the humming of the ballasts of the incandescent lamps.

Qu Linggong walked in gently, and brushed his teeth nonchalantly in front of the sink not far from Zhang Junruo.

Zhang Junruo twisted the clothes he had washed several times, poured out the water, and turned to leave, but Qu Linggong didn't care about the toothpaste bubbles in his mouth, so he reached out to stop him.

Zhang Junruo: "..."

The mouth full of peppermint spiciness slurred and said: "We will be roommates from now on, and roommates should have a better relationship than classmates. I don't care about those things before, whether I did it intentionally or not."

Zhang Junruo's slender eyelashes trembled slightly, and after a moment of silence, she nodded subconsciously.Qu Linggong immediately showed a dazzling smile, and retracted the hand that was holding Zhang Junruo.

After Qu Linggong finished washing, he pushed the door lightly into a dark bedroom and locked the door with his backhand. At this time, Han Guangyu was already snoring everywhere. Qu Linggong really convinced this kind-hearted brother. Turning on the light, he saw Zhang Junruo sleeping sideways on the bed, with his face facing the wall, his body was very close to the wall, and there was still a large space on the bed.

Qu Linggong was palpitated by the impulsiveness that came out of him, shook his head, and crept up to Zhang Junruo's upper bunk. After a busy night just now, the bed has been made very warm and comfortable by him.The quilt and pillowcases were carefully prepared by his mother for him, and the quilt was also an eiderdown quilt brought by his home, which was fluffy and comfortable to cover.

Usually, Qu Linggong's eyelids would start fighting as soon as 10 o'clock. Today, it may be because of changing the bed, he has a little insomnia.I am used to sleeping on the big bed at home, but now I am somewhat uncomfortable sleeping on the small, cramped bed.Of course, there was another reason for his insomnia, and that was Zhang Junruo, who was just across the bed from him and very close at hand.

Qu Linggong lay flat on the bed, pricked up his ears, and greedily listened to Zhang Junruo's breathing, which was shallow and had a reassuring rhythm.

On the blue sky, countless dazzling constellations criss-cross.

"What constellation is that?" The boy who was pulling him to run suddenly stopped and pointed to the sky with his other hand.

"That's the Big Dipper, a constellation that is easy to find in spring. Next to the Big Dipper is the constellation Ursa Major. Look there."

"Xiao Xun is so amazing." The boy looked at him with a smile in his eyes, which were more dazzling than the stars.

"Xiao Xun, Xiao Xun, come quickly and take a look. What do you see shining over there?" The back of the boy stood on the hillside, and the hillside in front of him seemed to be covered with a layer of golden light.

He stepped forward anxiously, trying to catch up with the boy and stand beside him, but his feet were covered with thorns and potholes, making it difficult for him to move forward.

"Wait for me, I'll be there soon." He shouted hoarsely, the voice dissipated with the wind as soon as he exited, and became a breathy voice that only he could hear.

"Soon, almost there." He desperately pulled up his ankle stuck in the thorns.

The road became wider and flatter, and there were no more thorns everywhere. He ran, and the figure was getting closer and closer to him, and he was about to touch it...

"I'm coming." He shouted excitedly.

Seeing the man turn around and glaring at him, he was startled and stopped in his tracks.The man's face seemed to be covered with a layer of frost, he was cursing something, he raised his leg and kicked him...

"Hmm!" Zhang Junruo sat up in horror with cold sweat all over his face. The early morning light slanted into a corner of the bedroom, casting a shadow on the man's handsome face, making his facial features even more majestic. The man got closer The hair that was messed up by the pillow stood up in clusters.

Zhang Junruo was stunned for a moment, his eyes were moist, and he looked at the man blankly.

Stared at by Zhang Junruo's clear eyes, Qu Linggong seemed to be immobilized by a immobilization spell.

I don't know how many minutes and seconds later, Han Guangyu suddenly heard: "Ah, you all woke up, it's so early."

As if awakened from a dream, Zhang Junruo hurriedly lowered his head with an unnatural expression.

Qu Linggong also felt uncomfortable for a moment, frowned slightly, looked elsewhere, and asked in a low voice: "Are you okay?"

"fine."

"Oh." The throbbing in Qu Linggong's heart hadn't passed, and he was a little afraid to look at Zhang Junruo.

Looking away, he said softly, "It's 6:[-], go wash up. Come back for breakfast."

Han Guangyu rubbed his eyes with his fist like a kitten, thinking that the two of them looked at the quilt one by one, and talked for a long time, which was really inexplicable.

☆、Postcard of Qu Fanmei

Han Guangyu asked, "How can we have breakfast?"

"Yes, I brought it, didn't you see it yesterday?"

"Oh, oh, yours, that's right, Ling'er, you are so kind, you are closer than my own mother."

Qu Linggong looked helpless: "..."

"I know, I know, Ma Zhiyuan said, you already have your own heart, and you can only love others."

Qu Linggong stroked his unkempt messy hair, picked up the toiletries under the bed and went to the sink to wash up. Yesterday he was a little insomnia, and he got up late today, so he had to wash up quickly and prepare breakfast for Zhang Junruo when he came back.

Qu Linggong hummed a little song and cooked eggs for Zhang Junruo with a bear-shaped egg cooker, recalling the time when he got up early.

Zhang Junruo's slightly pink eyes and steamy pupils flashed in his heart.

Those eyes are as clear and clear as a calm lake, when you stare at him, it seems that you will be sucked into the bottom of the secluded lake.Reminiscing about that short-term stare at each other, Qu Linggong felt refreshed and overjoyed.

When Zhang Junruo came back from washing, he saw Qu Linggong and Han Guangyu sitting around the desk. On the desk were three cups of steaming milk, a plate of boiled eggs and simple sandwiches.

Qu Linggong pulled away the chair and motioned for Zhang Junruo to sit down, staring at him with the beautiful inner pair of phoenix eyes, and pushed the milk cup towards him.

Zhang Junruo didn't know how to fight back, but he was still wary of Qu Linggong, for fear that after he invited him with a smile, he would change his face the next second and hurt him again.

He pursed his lips in confusion, and said in a low voice: "You guys eat. I'll go first." He picked up his schoolbag and school uniform jacket, turned and left.

"Hey, wait a minute..." Qu Linggong got up abruptly, blocked by the chair he pulled out, Zhang Junruo turned around and pushed the door away as if he couldn't dodge him in time, and he didn't have time to chase after him.

Sighing faintly, Qu Linggong cheered himself up, "It's okay, it's okay, the Taoist said, don't worry, don't be sad, the way is at ease."

Han Guangyu asked suspiciously, "Ling'er, what are you talking about?"

Qu Linggong frowned and said, "I say you eat yours."

Han Guangyu asked stupidly: "Ling'er, can I take Junruo's share?"

Qu Linggong said sullenly: "All right, I'll make you a foodie."

The cohabitation life that Qu Linggong envisioned was not very wonderful. Since he moved in, Zhang Junruo basically didn't show up in the dormitory, and only came back in the study room at night when the lights were turned off.After washing up, I quietly went to bed.

Qu Linggong hardly had a chance to talk to him, and he couldn't even catch a glimpse of his figure.

Qu Linggong would get up early every day to prepare breakfast.Mr. Qu is used to being pampered, but he still knows how to spread jam on toast, or sandwich slices of ham. Every morning he earnestly invites Zhang Junruo, but Zhang Junruo politely refuses.

Han Guangyu looked at it for several days, and was a little annoyed: "Ling'er, why do you think Junruo is like this? He pokes you once a day, and I can't stand it anymore. If someone gets up early every day to make breakfast for me, I will Don't be moved to death. He is so kind, he will give you a poker face every morning."

"Don't talk nonsense, it's not his fault," Qu Linggong paused, his eyes filled with pity, and his voice was low, "I know what's going on..."

With toast stuffed in his mouth, Han Guangyu slurred his words and asked, "What's going on?"

Qu Linggong sighed lightly: "Death with a reprieve, execution outside prison..."

After winter, Zhang Junruo's stomach attacks became more frequent.Sometimes I go to the 24-hour convenience store opposite the school to buy breakfast in the morning, and the cold wind hits my back, and my stomach will hurt for the whole day when I come back.

The morning sun cast on Zhang Junruo's body, the back, neck and soft hair were covered with a layer of light gold, Zhang Junruo's fair side face was sculpted more delicate and moist by the faint light, his skin was like jade, with a moist and transparent color .

Holding a pen in one hand, Zhang Junruo focused on flipping through the exercise booklet in front of him, and holding a small section of bread in the other hand, chewing bite by bite between the questions.

Qu Linggong rested his chin with one hand, with an expression of intoxication and fascination that couldn't be concealed.

Why is his first love so beautiful?As expected of the person that I, Qu Linggong, have taken a fancy to.Her gestures are so beautiful, even the way she gnaws bread is so elegant and lovely.

He couldn't help wondering if he was blind before?Such a beautiful figure was by his side, but he didn't see it.Not only did he not see it, but he always found fault with him for the sake of his ranking as "Mr. Xing Yi".

For that childish and boring ranking, staring coldly at a little angel all day long, it's a waste of money.At that time, the water in the brain can open an aquarium.

Qu Linggong lowered his head and touched his starry sky book, and turned to the page of homework that Zhang Junruo filled in for him, touching each word like a blind man touching Braille.

My heart is full of beauty: My little angel once gave me homework.Immediately, Qu Linggong's eyes darkened. At that time, I only needed to say "thank you" and a smile, and I could establish the initial trust and even become friends with Zhang Junruo, who was like a stray cat and had a defensive mind.

However, what have I done?

The apex of his heart suddenly twitched, and Qu Linggong grabbed the skirt of his clothes tightly.I wonder if I have angina pectoris.Recently, when I think of Zhang Junruo's kick, my heart throbs.

Before the morning self-study started, Ma Zhiyuan strolled leisurely behind Qu Linggong, followed Qu Linggong's eyes to look at the scenery on the side of the window, and smiled: "Ling'er, you can enjoy the beautiful scenery here Ah. Isn’t it enough to appreciate day and night?”

Qu Linggong: "Not enough, never enough..."

Ma Zhiyuan: "Let me show you this issue of "Xing Yi Ying Ying", so that you can take the beautiful scenery home."

Ma Zhiyuan threw Qu Linggong a copy of the school magazine "Xing Yi Xi Ying", Qu Linggong was a bit shadowed about this school magazine, and hadn't read it for a long time.

He glanced at Ma Zhiyuan's raised eyebrows with a smirk in doubt, and directly turned to the last page. This color page was still in the old format, with Guo Xuanyu, Li Yun'an, Lu Keyu, Lu Keran, and Zhang Junruo mixed in a pile of campus scenery. photo.

He looked intently at Zhang Junruo's photo. It was a picture of students in class. Zhang Junruo looked up at the blackboard with peaceful eyes. It was a little bigger than the photos of Li Yun'an, Lu Keran, and Lu Keyu.

Qu Linggong couldn't help sighing secretly—is Zhang Junruo already No.3 in Xingyi's school grass ranking?

He looked up at Ma Zhiyuan who looked expectant again, and Ma Zhiyuan signaled him to look again.

Qu Linggong flipped forward suspiciously, and easily reached the middle page.

"..." Qu Linggong's eyes lit up.

Across the two pages of the color page in the middle, there are photos of Zhang Junruo playing basketball.

Those photos are big and small, horizontal and vertical, and Li Yun’an’s shadow can be found in several photos of multiple people, but Zhang Junruo is undoubtedly the protagonist of this group of photos, and one can feel the photographer’s fiery eyes chasing after him. The figure, pressing the fingertips of the shutter freezes one perfect moment after another.

It's so beautiful, like a series of dynamic posters.

The appearance of Zhang Junruo dribbling and shooting is handsome and handsome that he has never seen before. He is usually calm and handsome, and he does not feel any sense of competition in him, but in these photos, Qu Linggong saw Zhang Junruo's charming side. A little wild, a little sharp and unruly.

"Like it. Last week's match against Linquan High School." Ma Zhiyuan poked Qu Linggong.

Qu Linggong's face became hot, and he quickly closed the book.

"Here you are, Luo Xiao said he received an extra copy."

Qu Linggong ate and wrote: "Oh..."

Qu Linggong went back to the dormitory, on his own bed, carefully took off the spread, and used scissors to cut out Zhang Junruo's photos one by one and put them in the book.

I watched it again and again, and I really liked every one of them.He looked up at Han Guangyu, Han Guangyu was typing "Glory of the King" on his bed, muttering, and didn't look at him at all.

However, even without anyone's eyes on him, he still felt his cheeks were slightly warm, like a fan girl looking at an idol's small postcard, he was a little uncomfortable.

Qu Linggong shook his head, this is the person I have a crush on, isn't it just the feeling of a fan girl looking at an idol?He picked a smaller photo of the banner and stuffed it into his wallet, feeling a little embarrassed, and covered it with the peace amulet sent by Aunt Zhou.

Hey, what are you doing?Like a girl in Huaichun... Qu Linggong felt a little ashamed.

At night, as usual, Zhang Junruo didn't come back until the lights were almost turned off.Qu Linggong resented why the high school self-study room didn't close until eleven o'clock. Didn't the school know that staying up late to study was an endless cycle, which was not good for grades.

As soon as Zhang Junruo came back, he tore off the quilt, wrapped himself up, and fell asleep.

Qu Linggong, who was pretending to play with his mobile phone on the upper bunk, was a little puzzled. He went to sleep without washing or changing his clothes?Are you too tired?

Since Qu Linggong moved into the dormitory, he hasn't seen Zhang Junruo changing clothes, but every morning to prepare a simple breakfast, he sets the alarm clock earlier than Zhang Junruo, and he has seen him wearing light blue plaid pajamas in the morning.Zhang Junruo studied by himself until very late every day, and came back only after the lights were turned off, probably because he changed clothes after the lights were turned off.

After the lights were turned off, the room was quiet, and Qu Linggong flipped through Zhang Junruo's Moments on his spare phone.Zhang Junruo probably didn't meet the so-called "Teacher Zhou" in the orphanage that day, or he didn't mention the matter that he had contacted through WeChat beforehand, so Qu Linggong could continue to impersonate without any scruple.

The content of Zhang Junruo's circle of friends is still sparse.The most recent one is the night scene on the roof on the day of the first snowfall. The fine snowflakes shone white in front of Zhang Junruo's lens, and contrasted with the bright neon lights on the commercial street in the distance. There is a kind of tranquility beyond time.

Zhang Junruo's photos seem random, but they always reveal the tranquility and loneliness of falling snow.

The starry sky, the small flowers and grass on the roadside, and the snowy night all seem to be the reflection of his own soul.

A whole and peaceful soul, undisturbed by the hustle and bustle of the world.A sweet smile appeared on the corner of Qu Linggong's mouth, he discovered what a rare young man, and what a beautiful soul he fell in love with.

Looking at this picture of the first snowfall, Qu Linggong felt a sweetness in his heart.

That day, he and Li Yun'an were on the neon-lit pedestrian street in the photo.They met a Taoist priest and bought scarves and gloves in a department store.

At the same time, Zhang Junruo stood on the roof of the teaching building, looked at the pedestrian street and took a photo.Although he couldn't see himself in the photo, Qu Linggong felt that he and Zhang Junruo had spent a snowy night together.

It didn't take long for Han Guangyu to fall asleep soundly, and the regular snorting sounded from the opposite side, disturbing Qu Linggong's sweet reverie.Qu Linggong frowned, slanderingly said: This kid will really spoil the scenery.

He lay down gently, closed his eyes, and listened carefully, trying to find Zhang Junruo's breathing in Han Guangyu's breath.

The voice was a bit weak, but because there was only a bed board distance from Zhang Junruo, Qu Linggong could still hear Zhang Junruo's light breathing.

However, the faint sound made Qu Linggong frowned. The sound was different from Zhang Junruo's regular and long breathing. Each breath seemed to be cut off at the middle, and there was a short pause between inhalation and exhalation.The sound of exhaling after the setback is heavier than usual...

Qu Linggong tried to imitate Zhang Junruo's breathing several times, and his brows were furrowed into a ball.He thought for a while, as if he couldn't hold back, he tore off the eiderdown quilt with a huff, picked up a rechargeable desk lamp by the bed, stretched his long legs, and