The torn school grass is the lost first love? [Rebirth]

Content tags: special liking rebirth sweet text campus

Search keywords: Protagonist: Qu Linggong, Zhang Junruo┃Supporting roles: Li Yun'an, Guo Xuanyu┃Others: Campus male god, two-way secret love, sweet sadism, enemy becomes lover

☆, the apex is missing

【Mine Clearing Guide】

① [Key points] Past life and rebirth each take up half of the space, and rebirth is not included! ! ! (*^__^*)

②【Highlight】Starting from "First Encounter", the sequence is: Encounter—Shou Jumping from a Building—Rebirth.At the beginning, it was not pleasing to the eye, then it was slightly abused, and then it was sweet.A growth-oriented character design, Gong will gradually transform into a doting wife madman!The glass slag is concentrated in the first two chapters of rebirth, and the screen is full of sugar after rebirth.

③【Highlight】1V1, double first love, double secret love, no cheating! ! !Gong Shou has never cheated mentally and physically! ! !If there is any doubt that it is cheating, you will understand after reading it!Thanks! ! !

此文发表于2018年2月1日，存稿13万字完成于2017月10月*

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——The second half is split from the first half, and life is a series of thefts.

——How long is your life when the one you love leaves without saying goodbye?

——Finally, you and I meet here.

—Maybe, you are my unfulfilled wish.

From "Half Life"

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On New Year's Eve, Qu Linggong sat in the pitch-black projection hall of the movie theater. The movie was a sci-fi movie he had been looking forward to for a long time.After about 40 minutes of screening, he didn't even understand the main line of the story.Sitting beside him is Banhua Fang Yifei.The sweet fragrance from the girl's body penetrated into his nostrils one by one, making him frown.

Qu Linggong was disturbed all day today, because he just felt that something was wrong.Sitting in a dark movie theater, I was inexplicably terrified, always feeling that something bad was about to happen.

That person, don't know what to do now?During the three-day holiday on New Year's Day, you should obediently endorse at home.I hope he won't see through my clumsy lies.Qu Linggong thought to himself.

He was fiddling with the phone in his hand, turning it upside down between his hands, hesitating whether to send him a WeChat now.

A sneer came from beside him, he turned his head, and met Fang Yifei's pair of Jianshuiqiu pupils in the dark.There was a slight smile on the corner of Fang Yifei's mouth, and he looked at him with meaningful eyes, and said in a soft and sweet voice: "Send it if you want to. Why hesitate?"

He was a little embarrassed, and said awkwardly: "It's nothing..."

He put away his mobile phone, thinking that he should call him when it's New Year's Eve.Say sweet words to make him happy.

Reining in his restless mind, Qu Linggong tried to shift his attention to the visual feast on the big screen, and found that this sci-fi movie was very well-made, with realistic and gorgeous special effects.

He thought: That person will definitely like it.After waiting for a while, watch it again with him.By the way, I still want to take him to eat the Black Forest Cake from Xiguowu..." Thinking of the rare smile on the man's face, like the sunshine reflecting the snow, Qu Linggong suddenly felt his heart tingle.

The movie has entered a climax, and the protagonist is fighting a trapped beast in a dilemma.The audience breathlessly immersed in the tension created by the story, and no one made the sound of chewing popcorn.

At this moment, a sharp and loud ringing of the mobile phone broke the silence.

"You are electricity, you are light, you are the only myth, I only love you, youaremysuperstar..."

Qu Linggong's whole body shuddered, and he himself was taken aback, he hurriedly took out his phone.Bathed in the condemning gazes of the audience around him, he felt like he was on his back, and for a while, he was embarrassed and wanted to find a crack in the ground and forget it.

This weird and old-fashioned cell phone ringtone was edited and edited by him when he was bored in order to make that person happy. In the end, he finished teasing the target person.

He looked at the caller ID on the phone screen, and asked in a low voice, a little annoyed, "What are you doing?"

The tone of the other party was also not good: "Where are you?"

Qu Linggong complained in a low voice: "Cinema, you really know how to find time to call me. It's embarrassing."

"How the hell are you still in the mood to watch a movie?! The stage is as big as your heart is, right?"

Qu Linggong's throat hurt from being choked by him, his eyebrows twitched, and he asked back: "Why should I not be in the mood to watch movies?"

"Who did you go to see?"

"Can you handle it?"

"Okay. I don't care about you. I have to tell you as a brother. Your sweetheart just came out of me, drank a little drink, and looked a little bit out of place. If you still Concerned about him, call him now, immediately. Ask where he is? Is there anything wrong?"

Hearing this, Qu Linggong was stunned for a moment, his pupils constricted suddenly, he stood up abruptly, picked up the New Year gift he bought for that person, and was about to run towards the exit of the auditorium.Fang Yifei asked in a low voice behind him, "Hey, why are you going?"

He turned around and hurriedly explained: "It's urgent, Ban Hua, thank you today."

Outside the auditorium, Qu Linggong anxiously dialed the same familiar number repeatedly.There is always no answer on the other side.

Qu Linggong frowned, pacing back and forth in the dark aisle of the movie theater.

"Shouldn't he be reading at home and doing quizzes? Why did he suddenly go to Yinzi's place to drink? Last time, because of the WeChat incident, he drank himself like that. Yinzi's broken bar is a mess. If it weren't for Yinzi, Guo Xuanyu, Jun Xun was there to protect him, and the consequences would be disastrous..."

He thought angrily again: "That's what this person is like. He looks like a well-behaved and sensible top student. Others don't know, but does Qu Linggong not know? He just doesn't talk about things, and he takes care of everything by himself and lets you do it." Anxious, and a bit masochistic..."

The phone has been dialed dozens of times, and the other party seems to be overwhelmed by the disturbance, and even turned off the phone.Play shutdown with him? !Qu Linggong was so angry that the veins on his forehead twitched, and he wanted to smash the newly bought fruit machine to the ground.

He called Yin Zi back again.Ask Yin Zi what happened at that time.Yin Zi said: "The top of your family is still dressed like that. I came in wearing a blue and white school uniform that is the same as that of Xiuxian World in your school. Emma, ​​it is very eye-catching. The beasts in our store, wolf blood It's all boiling."

Yin Zi continued: "As soon as he came in, I felt that something was wrong. His eyes were empty. Do you know what it means? I started negotiating with the wolves here. Isn't it New Year's Eve tonight? Daqi, Chen Wei and his gang are all having fun in my store. I stopped them again and again. At the same time, I had to do my best to mix mineral water into the wine he ordered."

"Just like that, your apex didn't even blink your eyes. One cup after another, I killed half a bottle of GIN. When I left, I threw all the odds and ends in my pocket on the counter, and finally returned from A platinum ring came off my finger, and it floated out like a ghost. The bartender showed it to me, and I was dumbfounded. QLR was engraved on the ring...Hey, I said, it’s the one you asked a buddy to customize ?"

Qu Linggong's heart was pounding when he heard it, and his whole body was exhausted, and he felt his body was shaking.If Zhang Jun didn't get his way, he wanted to kill someone tonight.

He was angry from the heart, and asked: "Then why didn't you stop him?"

Yin Zi's tone was rather dissatisfied: "Master Qu, I stopped the group of wolves who were going out with Zhang Junruo, and it was already very difficult to divert their attention. Let me ask you, how many times has this happened? You love you so much My darling, just keep it in your arms, coax it every day, brush your fur, don't let it out."

He paused, then thought of something, and continued: "What the hell movie do you have time to watch with the little beauty? Let someone show you the apex of my heart... Am I right? Are you talking to someone tonight?" The girl went to see a movie, right?"

Qu Linggong's temples were throbbing with veins, he didn't know whether he was angry with himself, or because he thought Yin Zi was talking badly, so he hung up the phone before he finished speaking.

After leaving the cinema, the sharp and dry wind in the winter night chilled him.He couldn't help but tighten the collar of the black down jacket.Recalling the conversation with Yin Zi just now, that person was only wearing a thin winter school uniform, and now he did not know where he was freezing, and his heart twitched with distress.

Although the matter was not clear, Qu Linggong had a premonition that it must be his fault that did not escape.Since he met Zhang Junruo, he has indeed committed a lot of crimes.Now I just hope that that person just thinks of something for a while, feels uncomfortable, hates him silently somewhere, just gets angry with him, and don't do anything that will make him regret for the rest of his life.

He is still very confident in himself and in the future with Zhang Junruo, and he is confident that he can coax him back and smooth his hair.Treat him well so that he won't be wronged in the slightest.

☆, there is nothing to love in life~

Qu Linggong first went to Zhang Junruo's home in Lingdong District, and it was Zhang Junruo's mother Han Xueru who opened the door.In the Zhang family, Qu Linggong met Zhang Junruo's father——Zhang Yan for the first time.The moment he saw Zhang Yan, something flashed through Qu Linggong's mind, but his thoughts passed by, and he had no time to delve into it.

The couple were bothered by not being able to contact their son. According to Han Xueru, the last time she called Zhang Junruo was at noon today, asking him what time he would go home for dinner.Zhang Junruo personally answered around 6:[-] p.m., but the couple prepared a table of dishes and waited for him all night, but no one came back, and even the mobile phone was turned off.

Hearing this, Qu Linggong couldn't help but furrow his eyebrows. He knew that Zhang Junruo's style of breaking appointments and losing contact was not his style.Zhang Junruo usually gave teachers and elders the impression that he was a well-behaved, sensible, quiet and introverted top student.Only Qu Linggong saw Zhang Junruo's arrogance and complicated inner conflicts.He subconsciously covered his chest, enduring the distress in his chest and abdomen, deeply aware that something big would happen tonight.

After leaving the Zhang family, Qu Linggong didn't get nothing. He got an unexpected piece of information.Zhang Junruo lived in school during the three-day holiday on New Year's Day and did not go home for the holidays.Han Xueru also asked him several times, and he always replied that he would participate in a provincial chemistry competition after school started, and there was still a lot to prepare.

Qu Linggong knew that he was going to participate in a chemistry competition after New Year's Day, but he also knew that with Zhang Junruo's strength, he didn't need to live in school for three days for a surprise review.

What the hell is he thinking?Qu Linggong was very anxious.The clear and bright pupils on Zhang Junruo's pale and melancholy face flashed across Qu Linggong's mind, causing a burst of heart palpitations.

His little nanny is always worried recently, and there are more and more weird scars on his body.He had tried his best to make him happy.Zhang Junruo always showed a smile with a high degree of cooperation.However, Qu Linggong still faintly felt that gloomy cloud was always shrouded around Zhang Junruo's slender figure.He can feel that he is nervous and full of thoughts. Sometimes he looks at him smiling, but he is always worried that he will cry in the next second.

In the taxi, Qu Linggong twisted his knuckle fingers together and clenched them hard.He should have cared more about him.Qu Linggong thought.

He is obviously emotionally fragile and has a complicated heart, but he has always pretended to be strong and calm.So many inexplicable scars on his body, the helpless expression he showed when he lost his mind, the way he gritted his teeth silently enduring stomach pain and physical discomfort, all flashed back in Qu Linggong's mind.Qu Linggong felt a pain in his chest, filled with remorse.He remembered Yin Zi's words: "If you have the time to accompany the little beauty to watch some damn movie, let others watch your beloved." He wished he could slap himself a few times.

He hasn't entered into Zhang Junruo's inner world, hasn't solved the hidden mysteries, and hasn't made his "Ruoruo" completely trust him, so he is too confident that it's just a matter of time, don't rush, his little one Nanny would eventually open up to him.

Now, Qu Linggong is full of regrets.He looked out of the car window, and there was light snow falling from the sky.He frowned even tighter, and he could only pray that Zhang Junruo, who was only wearing a school uniform jacket, was sleeping or reading in the school dormitory.Don't let anything happen, let him have no chance to make up for it.

After getting out of the taxi, Qu Linggong ran all the way to the door of the dormitory they shared. Looking at the darkness in the window above the white wooden door, he felt his heart was half cold.The students living in the school basically went home to celebrate New Year's Day. At this time, there was a dead silence in the corridor, where the windows were open, and a bit of cold wind was blowing in the air, which made him feel desolate.He knocked lightly on the door, but as expected, there was no response from the door.

Qu Linggong silently took out the key, opened the door, and turned on the light to check Zhang Junruo's bed and desk.Everything was set up just like the day he said goodbye to Zhang Junruo at the school gate two days ago.Everything is like its owner, neatly placed in a proper place, spotless.

On Zhang Junruo's bed was a golden retriever dog doll he had given not long ago.Zhang Junruo accidentally said that he likes golden retrievers very much, so he bought a plush toy for him, and said to him: "When we are admitted to the same university, we will move out and live together, and then I will raise a real one for you." His golden retriever dog." He still remembers that when Zhang Junruo heard these words, something bright flashed in his clear eyes, and he smiled shyly and joyfully.

Qu Linggong rubbed his face, turned his head and ran out of the dormitory, running around the street outside the school like a headless chicken.The temperature dropped a few degrees tonight, and the cold wind in midwinter made his face hurt.

Like a wandering spirit, wandering aimlessly in the street for several hours, Qu Linggong looked up at the sign of the bar in front of him in a trance, walked into the shop with a sway.

The boss, Yin Zi, saw Qu Linggong come in in a daze, and sat down on the swivel chair at the bar, didn't dare to say anything, and pushed a glass of clear water in front of him.Qu Linggong picked up the glass water glass in a daze, and took a sip.

Yin Zi looked at the platinum ring on his left ring finger calmly, and then pushed the one left by Zhang Junruo in front of him.

Comfortingly said: "It's okay, the future will be long." He looked up at the wall clock on the wall of the bar, and continued: "The New Year will be in 30 minutes, so you can catch up slowly next year."

Qu Linggong's knuckle-boned fingers stroked the silver ring back and forth, and his eyes suddenly became a little sour: "I didn't find him..." After saying this, he seemed to have exhausted all his strength, and put his hand on his forehead in a slump. superior.

He looked up at the other customers on the bar, and found that Guo Xuanyu and his famous trainee boyfriend were also there. They looked at each other sweetly, their eyes full of electricity.Casual and elegant like the princes of two countries.When Guo Xuanyu was chatting with his boyfriend, he still gave Qu Linggong a sympathetic look from time to time.Qu Linggong really wanted to die on New Year's Eve.

Why is someone's first love full of affection, you and me, but his first love is like walking on thin ice, struggling?

Qu Linggong heaved a long sigh, thinking it was because he committed too many crimes when he first met Zhang Junruo.After a terrible start, don't expect a fantastic ending.

He looked at Yin Zi's inquiring expression, and muttered to himself: "No at home, no school, no dormitory... It's winter, where can he go wearing a school uniform?"

When Yin Zi heard this, his eyes widened, and he said in surprise: "What?! Didn't you find anyone?! It's not that you are broken in love, it's that you are missing! No one was found? No one was found, you Why are you here? Keep looking."

Yin Zi's words pierced his heart, and Qu Linggong felt that he had no energy left to explain.He couldn't find it, he didn't know where to look for it.He loves Zhang Junruo so much that it hurts his heart, but Zhang Junruo is like a mystery, he can't understand, he can't figure it out, he doesn't know what Zhang Junruo is thinking, he doesn't know his life experience, he doesn't know what he tried to hide... What the hell is something.

He always thought that one day Zhang Junruo would let go of his disguise and guard against him, and transform from a wary wild animal into a docile and clingy kitten who could rely on him and trust him.However, it seems that things always take one step forward and three steps back.Just like now, he didn't even know what happened, Zhang Junruo just disappeared out of thin air.

Yin Zi explained a few words to An Qi, the bartender, and Xiao Zhou, the bartender, and hurried out of the bar, heading for the hidden dressing room in the corner.

A hearty chuckle came, Qu Linggong raised his head in a trance, followed the laughter, and saw Guo Xuanyu and the trainee talking happily.While speaking, Guo Xuanyu coughed twice, the trainee naturally took his cocktail away, asked Xiao Zhou for a glass of water, and carefully draped a short padded jacket on Guo Xuanyu's shoulders.

Qu Linggong squinted his eyes watching this scene, feeling bitter in his heart.He reflected that he must not have loved "Ruo Ruo" enough, and was not good enough to "Ruo Ruo", unlike this trainee and good friend Li Yun'an, who is a gentle and considerate lover.In the past, he didn't think about this problem, and he thought he was doing pretty well.Now, the situation took a turn for the worse, so he didn't know where to look for the reason.I can only blame myself blindly.

He loved Zhang Junruo cautiously, but he never considered the method or what Zhang Junruo needed.If it was good enough, why would "Ruo Ruo" throw the ring here to pay for the wine.How can you not tell yourself anything, and carry everything by yourself.How could I grit my teeth and bear it so much that I passed out due to the stomachache.

There was a tinnitus in my head.Qu Linggong drank the clear water in front of him in one gulp.The water was cool and sweet, reminding him of the half bottle of GIN wine that Zhang Junruo drank.He may have a stomach attack at this time, and he doesn't know where he passed out.It was so cold, Qu Linggong didn't dare to think about it.

If found, let him die.If he can't find it, he's really dead.

☆, farewell