I don't love you tomorrow

Back in the dormitory, Li Guanmian first submitted a few resumes, then stayed in front of the computer for a while, then opened the web page, searched for the name "Wei Chunxuan", the first thing that popped up was Baike, the founder, chairman and CEO of Lingguang Technology, The photo next to it was taken in the early years, with a white shirt and black-rimmed glasses, which looks very old.Li Guanmian thinks this is probably a fan filter. He is a computer student, and he checked thousands of miles with Wei Chunxuan, who is also a computer department.

Because of Wei Chunxuan's relationship, in Li Guanmian's view, even his nephew Wei Rongxing has become amiable.

But this is just a small episode in life, Li Guanmian turned off the page and lit a cigarette, thinking about what to do to make money.

15.

Borrowing so much in one breath is for the follow-up treatment of his mother. Li Guanmian is afraid that he will not have enough money in the future, so he has to ask one more time.Every time he borrows money, it is like a soul interrogation for him. Some people have no worries about food and clothing all their lives, and some people work extremely hard to live an ordinary life.

With a cigarette in his mouth, he searched for "what to do to make money" in the search bar, quickly browsed the web to filter advertising information, and saw a suitable path - self-media.

I heard that some girls in other classes broadcast live on the Internet, singing and chatting, earning more than [-] yuan a month.

Live broadcasting, writing articles, shooting videos, and being an up host are all in front of you. If you do it well, you should make money. Even if you spend money on marketing, the benefits you will bring afterwards should be considerable.

There was a broken full-length mirror in the dormitory. Li Guanmian walked over to tidy up his clothes when he went out and looked at himself in the mirror.

Loose T-shirt, blue jeans, a bitter and bitter face while smoking, his complexion is paler than that of ordinary men, and he is not very thin, probably because he eats a lot on weekdays.The eyelids are a bit inset, and there are faint dark circles under the eyes. It is difficult for Li Guanmian to tell whether he is good-looking or ugly, but after he entered junior high school, he received more and more small notes.

The door was pushed open suddenly, and roommates Gu Jin and Song Youyu came in together.

"Damn." Seeing him standing in front of the mirror, Song Youyu blurted out, "Scare me."

He and Gu Jin walked a few steps in, then turned around and continued: "You're handsome enough, don't take pictures."

A trace of embarrassment passed quickly, Li Guanmian closed the door calmly and turned around and asked, "Really?"

"Really, really." Although he felt that he was weird today, Song Youyu replied honestly, "My sister thinks you are pretty, and she always wanted me to introduce her to you."

Gu Jin interrupted, "...then why didn't you introduce it?"

"Ahem." Song Youyu said, "I don't want to harm my brother, my sister is always in a hurry, so I don't know."

Do people really pay for how they look?For some reason, Li Guanmian suddenly thought of how she was posing in front of the camera and twisting her waist, not to mention, she really felt a little nauseous.

The time at the end of the term passed quickly, and the exam was over without paying attention.During the summer vacation, students can choose to continue to live in the dormitory.The local Song Youyu was definitely going home, so Gu Jin suggested that he stay with Li Guanmian here, so that he could help in case something happened to Li's mother.

Li Guanmian refused.

He also doesn't want to trouble others.

Wei Rongxing also had to go home. Before the exam, he sent countless messages to Li Guanmian, asking him if he would like to share the rent with him. The price is [-] more expensive than living in the dormitory.

Li Guanmian knew that even if he got [-] more, he might not be able to live in the house Wei Rongxing chose. He didn't want to try to figure out other people's thoughts maliciously, but living together in their situation would really only be awkward.

Just as he was thinking, the door of the dormitory was knocked several times, Wei Rongxing walked in with a bright face, and said to take him to dinner.

Wei Rongxing seems to seldom have troubles, and is always happy, young and not worrying.Sitting in the car, Li Guanmian looked back at himself, who was also young, as if living with a half-old soul.

He wanted to be optimistic.

People's thoughts change with the passage of time. One second they were still complaining, and the next second they might cheer up and want to start again.After these days, Li Guanmian also thought about it. His mother's illness and poverty are not reasons for him to live in despair.His native family brought him an unhappy childhood, but in those black and white memories, he did taste the warmth.

——It came from his neighbor, a music teacher who lives alone.

He still remembered that Teacher Qiu always wore long skirts, with long and straight hair hanging down to his waist, with a mole between his eyebrows, always very gentle, the house was clean and tidy, and the most striking thing was the grand piano.

Sometimes he couldn't find the key left by his father, so he squatted at the door and waited. Teacher Qiu asked him to go in and taught him to play the piano.Sometimes he seldom sees his father during the entire holiday, and cooks at home by himself. Teacher Qiu can't see it, saying that the child is growing up, why can't he eat well, so he drags him to eat at home.

Li Guanmian would be scolded by his father when he was found out at her house for dinner.

Until later, Li Guanmian's father thought about it again, and gave Teacher Qiu a monthly meal fee to let his son go to eat. In this way, Li Guanmian was finally able to eat enough.

Tomato scrambled egg soup can eat two big bowls, green pepper shredded pork is spicy and delicious, potato shredded soup is better than Li Guanmian's broth, when the edamame is cooked, make edamame egg drop soup, braised peanuts, boil Peas, stewed trotters, and seafood and fish from time to time. After dinner, I learned the piano from Teacher Qiu. I still haven’t forgotten the tunes from that time.

A few days ago, he was still worried about the live broadcast, but now that he thinks about it, he is considered a bit talented, at least he can play the piano.

After thinking about it, Li Guanmian didn't want to hold it anymore, and said that he would rent a house with Wei Rongxing during the summer vacation, and asked him if he had a house here.

"No way." Wei Rongxing said, "You have met my uncle, and you can say that I don't make money. I am the one who lives at the bottom and is squeezed in my house. My dad said, let me make money by myself Buy it, haven't you earned it yet?"

"Senior, don't you... dislike me?" Wei Rongxing looked over eagerly after finishing speaking.

"What do you dislike?"

"I hate that I can't make money, and I don't have a house. If I have a house, we will have a place to live."

Wei Rongxing's attitude was sincere, as if he was real, Li Guanmian knew what kind of virtue he was, so he smiled and didn't answer.

It's not considered moving, Li Guanmian just packed a few clothes and went to the house rented by Wei Rongxing.Before he went, he was prepared to see the villa. After all, Wei Rongxing was not someone who wronged him, but fortunately, there was no villa, only a [-]-square-meter house.

Of course, Wei Rongxing would prefer to rent a single room, preferably with only one bed, so that he can sleep with his senior in his arms.

Afraid of scaring people away, I rented a three-bedroom apartment with tears in my eyes. The living room is big, and there is a small attic. I figured out that even if the senior is angry, there is a place to hide, as long as he doesn't run away from home.

Seeing that Li Guanmian was satisfied, Wei Rongxing was also happy. He was busy preparing for their cohabitation life. He wanted to buy everything when he went to the supermarket. Only when Li Guanmian stopped him did he resign himself.

Yes, he can no longer spend money randomly, the senior doesn't like it...

As for Li Guanmian, he was thinking about where to rent a piano all the way, since it won't last long, so it's not worth buying.

"Is it okay to eat hot pot for the first meal after moving?" Wei Rongxing was excited, and looked at Li Guanmian with anticipation.

"Okay, it's good." Li Guanmian said, "You go back after you finish shopping, and let me wash the dishes. I'll go to the hospital in the afternoon."

Wei Rongxing was sensible, knowing that he didn't want him to follow, so he nodded.

Mother Li's hair became whiter, and she looked more haggard. When the nurses were out of the ward, she asked, "Manman, where did you get the money for my operation?"

"I borrowed it." Li Guanmian confessed.

"Ah? Where did you borrow so much? You can't borrow usury. Who do you think can come up with this money properly? You..." If this is a daughter, Liu Yujuan will be even more cranky.

"It's okay." Li Guanmian's tone softened, "I'm a classmate, don't rush to ask for it, I'll pay it back slowly, and I don't owe much."

"Alas." Liu Yujuan went to shake his hand, moved her lips, and still said what was choked in her heart.

"I...actually, I think, if you don't have any money, you can contact Wu Hui. He is a good boy, and he definitely won't just leave him alone."

Liu Yujuan said that there was only crying in the end, sobbing and sobbing out of tune, Li Guanmian silently retracted the hand held by her, and smiled, it was the first time he heard this name.Forbearance has become a habit, and he asked lightly, "Where is he?"

"Sent abroad by his father..."

Liu Yujuan cried even louder with the back of her hand over her eyes. She missed her son, especially at this most vulnerable time. She knew it was retribution. She didn't deserve to be a good wife or mother, but after she lost a foot, It's so scary when the body is no longer whole.

She is going to go to hell, what if she can't have a baby at that time.

"I want, I want to see him."

"Regret, regret."

"I, I'm sorry for him..." She cried intermittently, the tears flowed down the wrinkles at the corners of her eyes, and flowed into the secret white hair like mountains and mountains, and she could no longer find her trace.

Crying is a soft measure for hurting people. The importance of the opponent determines the severity of the attack. Li Guanmian's chest felt tight and his ribs ached, as if being repeatedly cut by some sharp edge.

It doesn't matter, he told himself, forcing himself to stop thinking about it, the whole world was only left with overwhelming cries, the cries of women and children were superimposed, he stood in the torrent and let the impact, his clothes were washed away Everything was clean, the dull pain lasted for a moment and didn't get better, and in a moment he was pulled back to the ward where the sun was shining through. The gradually weaker crying reminded him where he was, and he nodded and said, "Okay, I'll contact him, do you want to come and see?" his."

"As for the money, let's talk."

Liu Yujuan mentioned a series of mobile phone numbers, reminding Li Guanmian to add him on WeChat first, and not to make international calls.

Li Guanmian kept nodding his head and said yes, but suddenly he stood up, looked at Liu Yujuan's astonished eyes, paused, and said calmly, "I still have something to do, I'll see you another day."

He almost rushed out of the ward door as if fleeing, the smell of disinfectant was still so bad.The sun outside was dazzling, there was no wind, Li Guanmian's heart was extraordinarily quiet as he passed through the noisy crowd.