[Danwanron Hakomae] Hope synaesthesia

Luck is really an ability full of surprises.

I don't know when it will appear, and I don't know what form it will come in. Unlike the fixed ending of rolling dice, which is an either-or, fate has pre-selected for them a future with an extremely low probability of occurrence, which will be ordinary to mediocre. The parallel world of the future is pushed farther and farther in each choice.

That being the case, the game that Makoto Naegi and Nagito Komaeda bought together won the special prize for the first week of the new release, and they were rewarded with a super luxurious trip for two people to a foreign country... It can probably be classified as a super high school level Lucky everyday.

"I missed the opportunity to play with Xiaozu and the others before, and I didn't expect that there would be a chance to make up for it." Makoto Makoto's anticipation was written on his face, his clear eyes were shining brightly, and he handed the letter in his hand to Koma Zhikan, "Komaeda-senpai, let's go to Hawaii together!"

What was handed over were two first-class cross-border air tickets, as well as an itinerary for a tour group to a foreign country.

"Um..."

The white-haired boy made a fuzzy nasal sound inactively, lay on the seedling's lap, wrapped his hands around his waist, moved his body reluctantly, with his face still buried in his stomach, and lazily rubbed against him.

"Okay, then let's go together... I want to go with Miao Mu-kun..." In a casual tone, there was a hint of coquettishness in the hoarse voice.

Seedling's cheeks were a little red, but soon he couldn't help laughing, and he fell on the bed: "Don't, don't move, hahaha, Komaeda-senpai, you are making me itchy."

Moving too hard, Komaeda was not annoyed that his dream was disturbed, he closed his eyes and raised the corners of his lips, and fell on the boy's body, his slightly cool fingers penetrated into the hem of his clothes and touched the soft skin of the waist.

"Sapling-kun is so sensitive." He smiled lightly.

"Ha, haha... don't blame me! It's obviously Komaeda-senpai who has been moving around... um... haha..." The brown-haired boy kept dodging Komaeda's touch, and the quilt, pillow and travel leaflets were thrown under the bed , Smiling until his cheeks were flushed with tears at the corners of his eyes, he couldn't stop panting.After finally seizing the opportunity, as soon as he kicked his legs, he sat up and fled outside, but unexpectedly his ankle was grabbed.

The boy let out an "Aiya", and he was easily dragged back by Komaeda, and then he was pressed down by the other party and kissed him hard.

The next day, the lucky two boarded a plane to the resort.

"Actually, this is my first time traveling abroad."

"Huh—hasn't Naegi-kun been there before?"

"Well, I haven't."

"That's it... I suddenly feel honored. How lucky I am to have this honor to be the object of accompanying Naegi-kun's overseas trip for the first time..."

"Ha, haha, there's no need to be so exaggerated. Speaking of which, has Komaeda-senpai ever been abroad before?"

"Well... I have had such an experience, when I was very young."

Leading to the departure hall of the terminal, the passengers sitting in the waiting area raised their heads and saw two fifteen or sixteen-year-old teenagers not far away.

The older one was wearing a cool and slim black windbreaker, slightly curly white hair pressed under the peaked cap, a soft and handsome profile, and clear footsteps when walking in black boots.The other person was wearing a simple sweater and was slightly shorter. He raised his head and looked at his companion. The lines of his neck were simple and clean, and a warm smile naturally appeared between his clear eyebrows.

"That...you are Mr. Komaeda Nagito and Mr. Nagima Makoto, right?"

The flight attendant compared the boarding pass uncertainly and smiled apologetically at the two of them.

"Sorry, I was just a little surprised. At first glance, I thought the two were brothers."

Komaeda and Naegi glanced at each other immediately.

... Is there any similarity?

Looking at his facial features, Naegi Makoto focused on finding the similarities between himself and Komaeda... Under his gaze, the other party calmly showed an angelic gentle smile, and then saw the brown-haired boy's eyes paused for a moment, a little panicked. Look away.

Starting from the position of the base of the ears, the shy color gradually faded.

"I suddenly found out."

As if he didn't notice Naegi's embarrassing little thoughts at all, Komaeda smiled and bent over to his face, holding his cheeks with both hands, nose to nose, forehead to forehead, from this distance you can directly see the other person's eyes own figure.

"!" Seedling was startled.

Without using any force, the other party unconsciously tilted his face back. At this distance where he could kiss at any time, his pupils constricted, and his moist eyes trembled subconsciously.

He looked at it carefully and admired it. This wonderful feeling that completely occupied Miao Mu-kun made his heart tremble with joy, and a morbid sense of satisfaction dominated his whole body.

"Mr. Miaomu's eyes are very similar in color..." His eyelashes trembled slightly, and he slowly rolled his eyes, his gaze licking the boy's face viscously.

The pupils are very similar in color, one is a cool gray-green, and the other is brighter, with the unique vigor and vitality of young people.

He sighed very moved: "What a wonderful similarity."

Naegi was still in a daze when he was led by Komaeda to find the seat.

There was still a touch as light as a flying feather on his forehead, and his eyes stayed on Komaeda's hand holding his wrist, as if he forgot to let go, and he didn't let go after sitting on the seat, with a harmonious smile on his lips , the eyebrows and eyes are softer against the clear blue sky of the side window.

The brown-haired boy wanted to laugh while being uncomfortable.

No one doesn't feel happy when the person they like shows that they care about you.

In fact, the initiation of this feeling is very sudden, there is no reason.At the moment of meeting, the seeds of karma burst out of the ground without warning, and grew into an unshakable towering tree.As if the half body of the soul was so seamlessly matched, as if it was destined, he was attracted by the other party, and mentally conveyed a message of familiarity and joy.

Whether it was love at first sight or love at first sight, even he himself couldn't tell.

Komaeda has a very special aura, gentle and firm... But it is like the gray mist floating and sinking at dawn, which makes people feel strangely elusive. To be honest, he is worried about the vague sense of dissociation in the other party. Feeling uneasy, I always feel that this person will disappear just like he suddenly appeared, and will disappear so suddenly one day.

Therefore, when Komaeda showed some kind of extraordinary longing and attachment to herself, Miaomu was delighted by it, so happy that she even ignored the sickness of emotion in Komaeda's eyes.

Unknowingly, unfortunately fell into the cage of luck.

With a heavy shoulder, Komaeda Nagito turned his head slightly, staring at his sleeping face calmly.

Sapling Makoto tilted his head and half leaned against him, sleeping soundly, with a reassuring expression on his boyish face, relying on him with full trust.

It's almost the critical value, my luck... His eyes gradually turned dark, and his eyes greedily sketched Makoto Naegi's appearance, carefully, as if he wanted to engrave his appearance in his heart.

It has been a long time since he narrowly escaped death in the last car accident, and the happiness during this period was like living in a dream. The accumulation of luck and the fulfillment of his wishes made him feel ecstatic.

Because of this, the luckier you are, the more you fear the misfortune that will come, and you will almost be in a constant state of panic because of the huge foreseeable gap.

There were some slight bumps in the journey, he lowered his head and found that his fingers were trembling spontaneously, ignoring his will.

The warm sun shines on her body, and the weight of another person is on her shoulders, but there is only a desolate nothingness left in her heart... and a hope that is so small that it is almost unreal.

He knew what he was expecting to happen.

Wait, wait, wait.

The time has been decelerated and extended infinitely in Komaeda Nagito's world. The noise of the plane flying through the window is already very inconspicuous. The flight attendant pushes the cart over the soft carpet, and the saplings are sleeping soundly beside their ears. Ripe long breath.

Heart beating, blood flowing through the whole body, Komaeda opened his eyes, staring at the front with no expression.

Come on, don't come, come on, don't come...

Contradictory thoughts are intertwined and circling in my mind.

He took a deep breath, being careful not to wake Makoto Naegi up.

It was already night when Makoto woke up.

Outside the window was the dark night sky. Thin clouds flew across his field of vision like flying catkins. His gaze moved to his side. Komaeda was leaning on the back of the chair with drooping eyelashes, a peaceful expression, and a slight heaving of his chest, sleeping peacefully.

He moved a bit, and the blanket on his shoulders slipped onto his knees. Seedling turned sideways to cover the blanket on Komaeda's body, and then sat upright. His eyes moved to the small table in front of his seat, and he rubbed his hungry stomach with his fingers. Spleen and stomach, and then gently opened the bento box.

He was really hungry, but he didn't want to disturb Komaeda's rest, so he gobbled it up silently. For the first time in his life, he was as cautious as a thief, and even when he choked on the food, he tried his best not to make a sound. , Holding his breath, he pressed his palms hard to his chest, swallowing the food with difficulty.

He was so focused that when the violent turbulence happened, his first reaction was not to worry about the safety of the voyage, but immediately thought of Komaeda who might be woken up.

"what--!!!"

The shrill, terrified cries of the passengers pierced the still air.

The scenery outside the window shook, the thick black smoke was similar to the color of the night, and it was not the scenery outside that was shaking, but the seat, the ground, and the whole plane under me were shaking.

Komaeda frowned sadly and opened his eyes.

The first thing I saw was the boy's face, with puffy cheeks like a cute hamster, but his expression was panic-stricken, and his eyes were full of panic.

"What, what's going on?"

"Malfunction? Air crash?"

"My God! Who will save us!"

"Passengers, please don't panic! Don't scream! Sit in your seat first and obey the flight attendant's arrangement!"

"Hey, what happened? How did I see the smoke outside?"

"No, it won't be... an explosion?"

"I'm really sorry. Professionals are now investigating the fault area... The current speculation is that the bird was involved in the engine, which caused the equipment to malfunction."

"Huh? Are you kidding me? Do you know that planes fly at an altitude of tens of thousands of meters? Don't treat the passengers as fools. How could any bird fly to this altitude?"

"It's very regrettable. Although we also expressed shock...but it did happen. The probability of this kind of accident is so small that it is close to zero."

"...where are we now?"

"In...the Pacific Ocean, about 2000 kilometers away from the Hawaiian Islands, and there are still 3.5 hours of the planned voyage."

That is to say, now they are above the boundless sea, there is no rescue underground, and there is no forced landing site. What they have is only the sea that can swallow all life.

"Is there any possibility of emergency repairs on the plane?"

"..." The other party didn't answer.

The air fell into dead silence.

"What? Doesn't that mean that we are all going to die here together today?" A broken cry floated over, "There is no hope, there is no one here who can help us, who can save a Is it a malfunctioning plane? We will all die if the plane falls, maybe even the body will not be found..."

No one voiced comfort, and the atmosphere of despair began to spread.

Komaeda held Naegi's cold fingertips with his backhand, leaned on the seat and muttered to himself: "It's really unlucky."

His expression showed a frightening calm, and there was even a gentle smile on the corner of his lips, as if he had no fear of the crisis and death in front of him, but the light in his eyes was frighteningly bright.

Yeah, really unlucky.

The body became more and more stiff in the violent bumps, the blood condensed into ice inch by inch, there was the sound of some utensils being overturned, and when he heard the flight attendant muttering "not much time" in despair, Makoto Naogi's face Finally, it also became faintly green.

Will you die?In this kind of place?

My heart is full of unwillingness.

He has just met someone he likes, and he has just been admitted to the super academy that countless people dream of. The future is still so long, and there are so many possibilities in the future, father, mother, Xiaoyun, Komaeda... so many important people , How could he just die in this kind of place.

There are so many more things I want to do.

"You can't just give up hope like this..." He firmly grasped Komaeda's hand, a resolute look flashed in his eyes.

"Huh?" Komaeda, who heard the key words, immediately looked at saplings.

At this moment, the plane shook violently, and then the center of gravity shifted. Everyone fell backwards uncontrollably, and the scenery outside the window quickly reversed.

"Ah! The plane is about to fall—!"

The flight attendant took a staggered step, and immediately someone broke down emotionally, pulled off the seat belt and ran towards the tail of the aircraft.

"Run, run to a higher place!"

A little girl who had just come out of the bathroom was knocked to the ground by the crowd. The wheels of the wheelchair were whirling. The girl's short green hair covered her eyes, and her beautiful skirt was like a blooming flower. People care about it.

Because the maid who was pushing the wheelchair behind her also ran away with the crowd.

Makoto Naegi couldn't stand it anymore, he immediately unbuckled his seat belt, and picked up the girl left behind by the crowd.

"Are you okay? Are you injured?"

Should be only elementary school age, right?Seemingly younger than his sister, when he fell to the ground without saying a word, Naegi Makoto suddenly became worried.

The other party raised his head slowly, a pair of big dark green eyes staring at his face.

"Brother, who are you?" she asked.

"Makoto Naegi..." Naogi replied subconsciously, and then struggled for a moment, "No, now is not the time to talk about this."

It's all at stake!

The little girl leaned on his body softly and bonelessly, she didn't seem to have any pain between her eyebrows, and her body should be fine.

but……

He glanced at the overturned wheelchair beside him.

"Let me carry her." Komaeda, who walked to Makoto Naegi's side at some point, said.

"Eh?"

Before he had time to react, Komaeda had unquestionably pulled the little girl and the backpack with the straps in her hands out of his arms, Naegi had no choice but to look at the white-haired boy helplessly and apologetically.

There was no one behind him, and the flight attendants couldn't comfort the passengers, so they had no choice but to enter the captain's room to help.Seedling glanced back, and walked towards the crowded direction with Komaeda.

The economy class was even more chaotic than the front first class and business class, and the crowd's crying and cursing had been mixed together.The flight attendant's dissuading voices seemed so lonely and isolated, and some even broke out in physical conflicts.

"No matter how you look at these adults, they look so ugly..."

Hearing the little girl's ridicule and sarcasm clearly, Komaeda raised his eyebrows slightly, but he didn't look back, but focused his eyes on Makoto Naegi.

"Everyone, calm down, let alone conflicts at this time—"

The grown-up, who had been dazzled by panic and anger for a long time, didn't care about the words of a thin boy at all, he waved away the seedlings trying to stop him, his voice stopped abruptly, and his body flew backwards, hitting with a "bang". on the cabin door.

I don't know what happened, maybe he met the opening position in the chaos of the crowd, and when his body hit the cabin door, there was a slight opening sound.

Naegi Makoto and Komaeda, who was always paying attention to him, shrank their pupils at the same time.

What a pity.

What is the difference in air pressure inside and outside the cabin?The heavy hatch attached to the back made an overwhelmed trembling sound, Makoto had nowhere to focus, and suddenly turned into a huge black and bottomless death vortex behind him, the hatch fell off, revealing the night sky outside and the close-by On the pitch-black sea, he couldn't help but be pulled by the terrible suction, and subconsciously stretched out his right hand.

The next moment, Naegi disappeared from the sight of the passengers in the cabin together with Komaeda who was holding his hand.

The frenzied gust of wind tore the consciousness into chaos.

Under the drag of gravity, the body inevitably fell at a high speed, and his whole body was cold. Makoto Naogi, who was in mid-air, could barely open his eyes. Only the palm of his hand was still continuously emitting another person's body temperature.

But it made him suffer even more.

"You shouldn't have followed..."

He struggled to open his eyes, a white phantom appeared in the chaotic field of vision, and tears poured out of his eyes uncontrollably. He saw the usual gentle smile on Komaeda's face, and his heart was about to be swallowed by sad emotions.

"It's okay." Komaeda replied, the night wind blew his already messy white hair even more messy, and the green eyes were gazing at him tenderly and intently, and at this moment they still looked radiant, their eyes seemed to be overflowing with light. In general, "Instead of continuing to linger on the plane swallowed by despair, it is better to pursue hope to the end."

He slowly tightened the grip of his palms.

"Even if it's death, I still want to be with Sapling-kun."

Words cannot describe the mood at this moment.

Makoto Naegi stared blankly at Nagito Komaeda.

What, what, this kind of reckless and irresponsible wayward speech.

Can't explain, can't evaluate, can't understand.

His heart twitched, and a taste that was more sour than the raw lemon juice spread from his chest. He clenched his teeth so hard that his cheeks ached. With an angry voice, he shouted:

"Komaeda Nagito, are you an idiot?!"

"Huh?" The other party was stunned by his yelling, with an innocent and dazed expression.

Makoto Naegi looked angrily and funny.

"Ugh--"

An old-fashioned sigh drifted into his ears.

"Even if my sense of existence is so low in the weightless state, but ah, can the big brothers pay a little attention to the next situation?"

The girl's voice, the voice is immature and sweet, but there is an air of laziness that is unlovable.

A green-haired head popped up behind the white-haired boy, this little girl who was never let down after being picked up by Komaeda in the business class was very unfortunately completely forgotten by Komaeda, and was unluckily taken away by Komaeda The plane seemed to be buried in the sea with the two of them.

All the way, she held on to Komaeda's collar desperately so as not to let herself be separated from them in mid-air. Unexpectedly, this big brother who seemed very unreliable really ignored her existence all the way. The complexity is indescribable.

"I really can't help it, when I think that the two of you are about to die sweetly at the bottom of the sea, and Monaka is a shining light bulb until death, Monaka feels very sad. "

Her tone was unwavering, her face was expressionless, and she didn't feel any sad atmosphere at all.

Is it sad for this reason?

Only when the words of sarcasm emerged from the bottom of my heart did I see the other party lowered his head, his chin resting on Komaeda's shoulder, and a pair of big, round green eyes looked at him quietly, like some kind of cold-blooded animal staring at its prey.

"For the sake of your enthusiasm for caring for children before, Monaka will save your life casually, funny brother surnamed Sapling."

She slowly showed an interested smile.

"You mean it looks like there is a turnaround?"

As soon as Komaeda's unexpected words fell, an astonishingly large parachute appeared from the backpack opened behind the girl. When the lifesaving parachute took shape in mid-air, the rapid fall of the three of them suddenly slowed down, and the white-haired boy froze With a snort, Makoto Miaomu vaguely heard the dislocation sound of the wrist of the hand he was holding on to.

The strength of the grip was so strong that Naegi himself felt pain in the bones of his hands. He could roughly imagine how hard Komaeda was persevering, but his face was frighteningly pale, and cold sweat flowed from his temples to his chin. , the other party still maintained a composed smile.

Consciousness prolongs the short few seconds of the body's fall infinitely. Although he is still not out of desperation, Makoto Sapling feels relaxed for the rest of his life.

At this moment, a pitch-black shadow suddenly covered Yuehua.

Before he understood what had happened, the turbulent airflow had swept over the sky, and the three people under the parachute that had been falling slowly were thrown out instantly. The next moment, the huge passenger plane crashed into the sea following the three people, white waves For a long time, the turbulence continued.

Consciousness sinks into darkness.

Whoa, whoa-

I don't know how long it took until he regained consciousness again. The dazzling sunlight pierced into the pupils through the gaps in the eyelids, and the dizzy images were transmitted to the brain. The seedlings could not help but turn their heads to avoid the light. poured into the mouth and nose.

"Uh, cough, cough... phew..."

Coughing and wiping his face, he sat up. The nausea in his body merged with the bad taste in his mouth. He flattened his mouth, opened his eyes and looked around, and fell into a daze in the strange environment.

On the left is a vast expanse of blue sea and blue sky, and on the right is a wide golden sandy beach and coconut trees. The scenery in the south is just right. The sea breeze blows the forehead and hair, bringing a salty and humid atmosphere, and the sun shines on the body warmly.

Looking down, he was still some distance away from the sea. There was a small puddle formed by the sunken beach beside him. It was also the culprit that caused him to choke. There was a small conch with a beautiful pattern on the bottom of the water.

There was another person lying on the other side of the puddle. The green-haired little girl clenched her hands into fists and lay curled up on her side on the beach, just like a baby in the mother's womb in an extremely insecure posture. One volt, obviously not yet awake.

"Koma, Komaeda..."

Looking left and right, he didn't find a familiar figure, and Makoto Naogi suddenly became a little flustered, and stood up staggeringly.

Shouldn't...

Bad conjectures clouded his mind, his face turned pale in an instant, the fingers hanging by his sides convulsed slightly due to psychological fear, he thought a lot in a mess, and all kinds of pictures flashed in his mind like a colorful kaleidoscope After a long time, Makoto gritted his teeth fiercely, and turned around suddenly——

"Hi, Naegi-kun."

Komaeda greeted with a smile.

"Uh... Komaeda-senpai?"

The dizzy mind suddenly cleared.

The white-haired boy was standing not far from him. He had already taken off his coat, and his sleeves were crossed around his waist. The short-sleeved T-shirt made him look extremely slender. Bright red berries.

"I woke up so soon." Komaeda said happily, "That's great, I feel relieved now."

"Is your hand... all right?"

"Huh? This..." He tilted his head and thought for a while, "It's a little inconvenient to move, so I tried to reset it myself, and luckily it succeeded once."

I have tried my best to use a relaxed tone to state, but the too pale complexion still revealed some truth.

Seeing Makoto Naegi's expression of disapproval, Komaeda paused, and soon smiled again: "Don't mention these insignificant things, Naegi-kun, what do you think I found?" come berries.

"Komaeda-senpai—"

Seedling stared at him with a puffy face, for a long time, still retreated under the innocent smile of the other party, and sighed in frustration.

"Okay, don't mess around like this next time." Even he himself had no confidence in the restraining power of this sentence on Komaeda, and he couldn't help but muttered like a complaint, "I'm worried too. .”

"Yeah." The smile on Komaeda's lips widened, and he responded in a very good mood.

Seedling took the fruit from Komaeda, hesitant to look at the red color that was so red that it was almost black, Komaeda said it was not poisonous, but he thought of something, the corner of his mouth twitched, half helpless and half annoyed Glared him again.

Such an affirmative tone... is it the conclusion he came to after testing the poison himself?

Komaeda's contemptuous attitude towards his own life made Naegi feel a little uneasy, but now is not the time to think about it, the little green-haired girl who calls herself Monaka is still unconscious, and the scorching sun after the morning It gradually became scorching, and they quickly moved their positions and found an empty cave on this strange island.

In the past, Komaeda always contributed more. This time, as soon as the three of them settled down, Makoto sapling unquestionably put Komaeda in place, and volunteered to go out to find things like hay, firewood and flint.

The little girl opened her eyes, and what she saw was the uneven stone wall.

She sat up silently, and there was no pain in any part of her body. When she was lying down, only her head seemed to be more comfortable. Looking back, she found that it was a windbreaker jacket with Komazhi as a pillow.

A cool breeze with the aroma of grass and trees was blowing slowly outside. The white-haired boy was sitting on the edge of the cave, with one leg straightened, the other leg bent and his arm crossed, and his head turned sideways, as if he had been watching the brown-haired boy gradually Walking away from the back.

This looks so nasty, like a husband stone.

She thought it was a little funny.

"Hey, brother with white hair." The little girl tilted her head, "Are you and another brother a couple?"

Komaeda had long noticed the slight movement behind him, but he knew that he turned his head at this moment, his blue eyes were clear.

"Huh? Why do you ask this all of a sudden?"

"Because you seem to have a good relationship." She seemed to be simply curious about the gossip, "Hey, tell Monaka, how long have you guys known each other?"

"How long... almost a month." The other party answered honestly.

"Oh—one month." She elongated her voice slowly, "So that's it, did they develop incompatible feelings for each other in one month?"

Komaeda's figure condensed in the depths of her pupils, she squinted her eyes, and malice suddenly overflowed.

"So, aren't you all interested in women?"

Komaeda glanced at her: "It's not good for a child to ask these questions."

"My lord's incompetent remarks." Monaka laughed innocently as if she had heard very interesting remarks, "I met a question that I couldn't answer, a question I wanted to avoid, or I was poked in a sore spot, etc. ——everyone prevaricates children like this.”

She looked at Komaeda: "I can't avoid it, keep it secret... Don't you think it's ugly? It looks so stupid and pitiful, because I'm too afraid to face the truth, and I dare not even tell a lie, because after telling At the same time, lying means that one recognizes all falsehood and absurdity."

Facing her gaze, Komaeda smiled indifferently. It was different from the gentle and fanatical pursuit gesture when facing Naegi Makoto, but more superficial, indifferent to everything, simply showing that he has been good since he was a child. A polite smile of education and cultivation.

"Since you want to know so much, then I'll tell you." He said in a good-tempered manner, with a tolerant attitude, "It has nothing to do with gender, it's the attraction of characteristics." He found something in him that he had always yearned for, How can you not flock to it?

This kind of words is like a silly, white and sweet high school girl whose IQ plummets when she is in a relationship, and it makes people's gums ache.

"It was love at first sight for Naegi-kun."

As for Makoto Naegi's treatment of him...

Some scenes flashed through his mind, the posters in his bedroom, the folded pages of magazines he treasured, and the inadvertently mentioned co-ed relationship... Komaeda lowered his eyes and chuckled, his expression was perfectly managed.

"That's great." The little girl said, "This is really great. Then after this crisis, Brother Sapling will like Brother Komaeda even more."

Monaka is still young, but she has a kind of intelligence and sensitivity far beyond her age, and has an amazing intuition and perception of people's hearts.

The theory of the drawbridge effect... Both she and he knew about it.

When facing a crisis, people's mental state is abnormal, sensitive, and fragile, so it is easy to have excessive feelings for those who accompany them or save them, and mistake the strong joy and gratitude for the rest of the life. It is very natural to feel the feeling of heartbeat, or even to regard the other party as the destined person who is heartbeating.

Although it might be a misunderstanding, she vaguely felt that even if the air crash was accidental, Komaeda's behavior after the crisis was intentionally or unintentionally inducing the other party to think in the direction she wanted.

What caused this person to have the self-confidence that he is not afraid of life and death and the arrogance to gamble his life as a bargaining chip?Monaka had no way to get to the bottom of it. What she could be sure of was that this person appeared to be a clear-cut guy at first glance, but actually hid a darkness that even she dreaded, a bottomless darkness.

He didn't take the initiative to point it out, nor explicitly hinted at it, but let the other party wander around in the cage he had drawn a long time ago, waiting for the prey to come to the door.

After all, people are often the ones who believe most in their own conclusions, don't they?