[Danwanron Hakomae] Hope synaesthesia

That whole night, they didn't stop pestering each other.

Everything that the ego can perceive becomes extremely limited, hot breath, sweaty skin, thin and strong embrace, and whispering love words in the ear.

The emotion as deep as the black tide submerged gently, like an extremely gentle murder.

Seedling fell into a stupor, and occasionally regained consciousness from the nearly suffocating tide for a moment or two, thinking absurdly that he might really drown in Komaeda's dream,

He had never had any negative thoughts, but at this moment he felt that there was nothing wrong with it.

Everyone will experience the temptation and erosion of many desires in their lives. Some of them can be parted, but some of them are connected with a bloody heart, scarlet and beating. If you lose it, you will no longer be a complete self.

Such a desire was hidden in Naegi's heart.

The sapling also bears all of Komaeda's desires.

He sometimes wonders whether all this is an illusion caused by youthful hormones. Naegi is a very emotional person, a little easy to be deceived, but fortunately he can always wake up from the environment full of deception in time, and then find the truth.

But this time, he knew instinctively that there was no need to do so.

Seedling is not afraid of being deceived, let alone being deceived by himself. Those deep feelings that have been kneaded into the bones are no longer traces that can be easily erased. He will never, never live up to his own heart.

As the dawn approached, the sapling finally fell into a deep sleep.

At the end of the long night, a round of rising sun slowly rises from the east, and the darkness before dawn is driven away by the light of the sky again.

It doesn’t mean that darkness will never exist. They have flaws, weaknesses, and weaknesses. Fortunately, all uneasiness and immaturity are fortunately tolerated and cared for by each other. From the past, the present, to the distant future, I only hope that in the future, we can live and die together with.

At dusk, the seedlings woke up again.

There was a cool breeze in the sky, and the curtains fluttered. He put on his clothes and sat up, but he didn't find the trace of the two people.

Before falling asleep, the exhaustion disappeared miraculously, and there was no feeling of hunger. Seedling thought it might be the reason of the dream, so he went to take care of himself with a stable mind, and slowly went out while fastening the cuff buttons of his shirt. Walk.

"Ding--"

The elevator at the end of the corridor opened slowly, revealing the empty interior.

If it was the real world, this scene of a supernatural scene would probably scare people's hairs, even the seedlings swallowed suddenly, and then walked in with a calm appearance.

The elevator climbed all the way, and opened the door when it reached the roof. As soon as Naegi stepped out, he saw Komaeda sitting on the edge of the building. The other party lazily bent one leg and put one hand on his lap. He was bathed in the fiery sunset. There was a golden glow on the eyebrows and eyes, and the side face was shrouded in hazy light.

The dark green coat fell silently to the floor of the platform.

"Komaeda-senpai, Komaeda-kun, Nagito—"

Seedling suddenly smiled and walked forward slowly.

"Finally let me catch you."

As if the two had just played a chasing game, his tone was not lacking in complaints, and he said with puns.

"Yeah." Komaeda's lips curved slightly, and he also smiled, even though those beautiful eyes were still as dark as the deep sea, there were clear and shallow ripples moving slowly in the depths of his eyes, showing a soft smile .

The eyes of the two of them met, and they did not separate for a long time.

Seedling opened his mouth, and suddenly became angry without warning.

"You're such a jerk."

"Ah."

"In the beginning, you were the one who provoked me first. We were originally together, but you insisted on leaving me by any means."

"Ah."

"Whether true or false, you used the excuse of death to escape a full three times."

"Ah."

"No matter the real first meeting or the fake first meeting after losing memory, you also fell in love with me three times."

"Ah."

Seedling couldn't understand Komaeda's seemingly obedient but not at all remorseful response, and gritted his teeth faintly.

"You just decided that I won't break up—"

"That sentence is wrong." The other party interrupted with a smile, and for a moment his extremely sharp gaze caught Miaogi's gaze. After a while, he returned to his leisurely and calm appearance, "I never considered breaking up, it's better to say , rather than dirtying the pure Naegi-kun with an incompetent and rotten posture, I would rather force you to force you to never forget me, to shine forever, and never to be relieved... Sorry, please forgive me for this Terrible base lust."

Seedling looked at him silently, feeling that what he said was not just one point at all, Komaeda seemed to be a pretty bad person.

The so-called more intense, almost didn't give him any psychological shadow.

However, Komaeda himself seems to be quite satisfied with his answer, probably because he has already confirmed that the sapling is familiar with his own nature and dark side, so he simply stopped holding the beautiful face of Jiyue.He beckoned comfortably, leading the seedlings to sit beside him, and then, as if by magic, he flipped his hands to reveal the translucent diamond-shaped fragments in his palm.

"what is this?"

"Customs clearance gift."

Komaeda laughed, tossing the fragments in his hand into the air at will, and they formed a six-petaled flower, which landed on the tip of his raised index finger and twirled.

"Get it, and you can wake up." He said softly, "However, I have one last condition——"

With these words, Naegi's gaze returned to Komaeda, he looked very happy, narrowed his eyes a bit slyly, and was full of bad water again.

"Mr. Naegi used his status to take advantage of me for a long time before, so he said—" He prolonged the end of his voice maliciously, glanced at Naegi who suddenly felt a little guilty, smiled secretly in his heart, and said playfully, "Why don't you pay me back and call me brother to listen?"

Seedling: "..."

He coughed in embarrassment. In terms of playing skills, ten seedlings combined may not be as good as one Komaeda. Under the other party's gaze with great interest, his thin skin quickly turned bright rosy, He hesitated for a long time and didn't think of bargaining.

"No... I... I didn't mean to..." Naegi explained slightly stammering.

"Well, I understand." Komaeda responded understandingly, but didn't let him go, playing with the exquisite clearance symbol with a smile, the meaning was self-evident.

Seedling's ears were completely red, he glanced at Komaeda, and quickly looked away as if he had been scalded, his eyes drifted away, and he bit his lower lip with his teeth.

"Brother..." The voice was as thin as a mosquito.

Sapling has only one younger sister, and it never occurred to him that he would have to call someone else——his lover is an older brother.

"Huh?" Komaeda didn't seem to hear.

Sapling suddenly took a deep breath.

"...Brother——Brother Komaeda! Come on!"

"Well……"

Komaeda smiled and wanted to tease him.

"Do you like brother?"

Miaomu secretly thought that he had endured it, and once again he would grab it by force, holding back his shame and whispering.

"I like... I like my brother, I like you."

The evening breeze is soft and warm, and everything in the sunset is so dazzling that people's eyelids are slightly hot.

Komaeda laughed, he took his lovely junior's hand seriously, and kissed the other's soft fingertips.

The beautiful flowers fell gently to the palm of the seedling.

The earth trembled, and the false world gradually fell apart.

But these are trivial details that don't need to be delved into.

The important thing is-

"I like you too, my dearest Mr. Hope."

If you feel love, I have you in my heart, and you also have me in your heart. From now on, life is fearless, and the sky is high and the sea is wide.

——The second part of "Hope Synaesthesia"