[Danwanron Hakomae] Hope synaesthesia

The moonlight is far away.

The sky was clear, with light clouds floating in the dark blue sky.Outside the window, there is cooler and moist water vapor than usual night, which condenses into a light-colored mist in the air, and the night is like a dream.

The group of wooden houses on the water stood quietly, and one of them was lit in the middle of the night. When the seedlings got up in a hurry, they almost tripped over their clothes on the ground. Confused, he was still in a daze, and he seemed to have not woken up. He was about to bend over to grab his coat and put it on to go out, but before he could move, his wrist was grabbed.

The force of the traction pulled him back, and he turned his head. Komaeda still maintained half of his body leaning out of the bed, staring at him without blinking, meeting the gaze of Naegi, with the tip of his eyes slightly bent.

"Sapling-kun, I remembered."

The young man's face was covered by the cold indoor light, his forehead hair covered more than half of his forehead, casting a hazy light shadow, his clear eyebrows and eyes were clear, his facial features were delicate and handsome, his complexion was pale and delicate, revealing his fragility. Fragile breath.

His eyes, which were half covered under the long eyelashes, were beautiful dark blue, clear and deep, just like a bottomless pool of deep water, and Miaomu saw his figure in his eyes.

Komaeda's fingers gently encircled his wrist, and his thumb was pressed against the protruding wrist bone. He seemed a little uneasy. He rubbed his fingertips against his skin before he relaxed. The slight sensation was fleeting, and the seedlings were all It's hard to judge whether it's just a momentary paradox.

"What do you remember..." The puzzled look flashed past, and Naegi suddenly realized something in a daze, and the question that came out of his mouth stopped abruptly, and he turned around following Komaeda's incomprehensible retaining strength.

It’s hard to describe the mood at that moment in words, it’s not always complete joy, it’s not always complete sadness, maybe it’s a bit complicated... Naegi half-kneeled by the bed, holding Komaeda Wei with both hands. The hot cheeks touched his forehead, and the heat that belonged to the other party came from the touching skin, which penetrated into the bone marrow and melted into the blood.

The night is so cold, and you are so warm, he is a little greedy for the temperature of his body.

"What did you remember... Is it me?" Naegi smiled, with bright and gentle rays of light in his eyes, and whispered, "Hey, who am I, Komaeda-kun, do you know?"

Bewitched, Komaeda stared blankly at his smiling face at a very close distance, moving his lips unconsciously.

"You are... my luck."

You are to me, and luck is to me. They are all born and destined to go hand in hand. It is often said that fate always depends on blessings and misfortunes. Then, you must be the tribute of light and the dawn of hope.

Seedling's expression paused for a moment, and when he was negligent, his out-of-control emotions flooded, enveloping his beating heart tightly.

It was time to refute him, even if it was a lie, this was not the time to indulge selfish feelings.Rational said so, but probably a kind of power called demonic barrier seized all the cells and nerves in his body, his eyes were shaken, he couldn't make a sound, the brewing of language was blocked in his throat, he opened his mouth in vain, his chest heaved, his whole body Almost overwhelmed by the sudden emotion.

"Meeting you is my greatest luck."

When he came back to his senses, this sentence had already blurted out unconsciously.Is it a confession of self-destruction of the city wall?But he clearly doesn't feel regret at all, it's really incompetent for him to think like this.Seedling closed her eyes, and gently kissed Komaeda's parched lips, without any hint of lust, her lips and teeth were very close, extremely gentle.

Shedding falsehood, concealment, lies and morbid cloaks, returning to the basics, just like the joy in a dream, an extremely luxurious and short moment.

It turns out that one person bears the memory of two people, this is how it feels, Komaeda-senpai...

Naegi's hands supporting Komaeda's cheeks fell to his shoulders, which naturally turned into a deep hug, stood up, pushed him down, and stepped onto the bed by himself.

The heat on their lips was boiling, they were addicted to each other's breath, the clear and beautiful white moonlight poured over the room, but it couldn't dispel the cold long dark night, the seedlings trembled inexplicably.

After an unknown amount of time, Naegi got up and sat on the edge of the bed, and his disordered breathing gradually calmed down. He lowered his head and looked at Komaeda's sleeping posture. He didn't move for a long time, and the figure sitting sideways against the light was very quiet.

"Miao, Miao Mu-kun..."

Tumei, who appeared at an unknown time, cautiously leaned out from the closet. The pink rabbit seemed to be trembling, and her tone of voice couldn't hide her frustration.

"Tumei, what happened on the island?" Seedling tried to maintain a calm tone, but he took a deep breath, and the trembling in his breath exposed the anxiety he tried to hide, "You know what's going on here?" Situation, there is no special inducement, it is impossible for everyone to get sick for no reason, and what Komaeda-senpai said just now..."

"Woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo Lvy A lot of power was used in the battle, and I accidentally neglected the defense modules of my classmates, and was caught by the black and white bear in the gap of the invasion."

"That's why the memory that was completely hidden will be loosened... We have fallen into the trick of Monokuma." Seedling bit his lip, "How is the situation now?"

"I've been working hard to rebuild my defenses. Fortunately, Komaeda-san's will to resist the enemy is also very strong, and his body is showing signs of a strong high fever... By morning, he will basically be able to control the most dangerous area, but maybe he's still there There will be some unusual manifestations of illness."

Naegi let out a "hmm", stood up, rolled up the bottom of her pajamas and got rid of her clothes.

Tumei blinked her eyes, cheekily did not move her position.

In the interlacing of light and shadow, the moonlight kissed his body vaguely. The young man's naked back line fluctuated with the stretching movements. He was far more slender and delicate than his peers, but the width of his shoulders The scale and proportion of the waist are appropriate, the texture is delicate and white, the curvature of the sunken waist is extremely beautiful, and the slightly youthful feeling is so beautiful that it is mouth-watering.

The originally tightly wrapped bandage on the forearm loosened a bit, and the seedling simply took it apart, and his eyes stayed on the clean original injury for a moment, and then slowly covered it with the bandage again.

"He recovered too quickly..." He didn't mean to be happy, but rather distressed.

"Because Sapling-kun is an 'observer'." Tumi tilted her head, "Just like other people's 'teachers', they cannot be killed by 'students'. Even if they are injured, they will recover quickly."

"Only 'students' can kill 'students', only 'rules' can kill 'teachers' and 'observers'. 'Teachers' can only add 'rules' and cannot change existing 'rules', 'observation' The "administrator" has the highest security and freedom of action but cannot participate in or interfere with any matters, and the only one who can override the authority of all roles is the "administrator"..."

Seedling murmured to himself that it was unplanned for him to come to this world, but it is not difficult to deduce the identity of the instigator if we combine the clues before he lost consciousness.What has been bothering him is actually not what happened, but the cause.Why did the person who did not fall into despair choose to enter this world?Why did I appear here in such a special capacity?Black and white bear... If the mutation had been buried when the program started, and it was impossible to hide it from his eyes, then why did he choose to indulge in despair?

While thinking about it, while changing into regular clothes, Naogi suddenly thought of something and asked Tumi: "Is there any news from the outside world? Ms. Kirikiri, she..."

Tumei looked at him and shook her head.

Seeing this, Sapling sighed slightly, and he couldn't ignore the uneasiness in his heart gradually spreading.

After finally surviving until the next day, I barely waited for the dawn and some good news. The desperate memory re-completed the blockade, and the third island also lifted the restrictions. Moreover, there are still hospitals and complete treatment facilities on the newly opened island. .

The discovery of over-fitting needs made the saplings unbearably suspicious. This series of interlocking developments seems to be planning something in the dark.Reminiscent of the time when I was trapped on campus, it seemed that a new exploration area was opened after a school-level referee... As expected, it was still in the development of the Black and White Bear Project, and the frustration of being played with the palm of the hand became more and more serious.

However, the so-called conspiracy means that even if you clearly know that the other party is up to no good, you can't help yourself to mess with the current situation. You can only hold back your aggression and follow the other party's plan step by step.

At night, it was inconvenient for Sapling to knock on the door one by one to confirm the situation of the seniors, so he had to use cold towels and spirits from the supermarket to help Komaeda physically cool down over and over again with worry, and all other program-level work was handed over for a short time. Usagi left after a while.In the morning, it was confirmed that there were three people with fever symptoms of "desperate disease".Considering that the hospital has complete facilities and the types of prescription drugs are more complete than pharmacies, everyone discussed and agreed to send the patients to the third island for centralized care.

The so-called "disease of despair", according to Monokuma's explanation, is a strange disease that makes people insane. It seems that Mioda, who has a unique personality, behaves obediently and rigidly, and is timid and cowardly in the end when he is cheerful and rough... Actually It is the sequelae caused by letting Usagi re-enforce the blockade of everyone's memories of the period of despair. However, the truth cannot be revealed in detail, and saplings have no choice but to acquiesce in Monokuma's statement.

Komaeda didn't wake up until everyone settled down.

The placement is not easy, even if it is a super high school-level school, the culprit at this time is only a girl of high school age, not only has to take care of three patients suffering from high fever, but also forcibly The nine-headed dragon who was injured by interfering in the execution also needed a change of dressing, and she couldn't care too much after the continuous rotation, so she helped Komaeda get the drip to reduce the fever and left the ward in a hurry.

So Naogi moved a chair and sat in front of the bed, carefully clasped his infusion hand, and then settled down.

Should we go to the ruins of the second island?He remembered that it should be fine inside...but the situation of Komaeda-senpai really made him feel uneasy, how could he get away with this situation.Sapling was still thinking about the conversation with Usagi at night, hesitant expression appeared on his face, and he also knew that he was running out of time, and it was obviously impossible to continue to be indecisive. Time to make a choice.

The light and shadow outside the window move, tick-tock, time moves seamlessly.

Forgot when he started to be absent-minded, and his thinking became empty, but Naegi couldn't help but gradually shifted his attention to Komaeda who was sleeping peacefully.

The light dust in the air swirls and dances freely in the beams of sunlight, shining with mottled and finely divided light.

Komaeda's breathing was gentle and regular, and his quiet and peaceful face was as beautiful as an angel's. Seedling had always known Komaeda's good looks, but at this moment, he was still unknowingly taken away.It is not only the beautiful outline and exquisite facial features, but also the temperament. Just based on the first impression, I don't know how many people can win the favor. The eyes follow the eyebrows and eyes, and even the small spots on the face can be seen clearly at such a close distance. fluff.

"Waiting, this kind of thing that easily exhausts patience, how could you not get bored at that time?"

He smiled self-deprecatingly after he finished speaking.

"I'm so dull, even if I ask you now, there will be no results. After all, you don't even know who I am—"

"I know."

Komaeda who didn't know when opened his eyes clearly saw the moment when the astonishment stopped on Naegi's face for an instant, and this was the first time in his memory that Naegi Makoto showed such an unbelievable and amazed look in front of him. The complex look of wanting to deny something subconsciously... mixed with undoubted fear.

He was afraid because of his words.

Why did this happen? At that time, Komaeda Nagito was constrained by a too bad mental state, and he was really unable to think about the reason.He just remembered this moment subconsciously out of instinctive concern and persistence, and he felt strong anger and depression because of the other party's expression and reaction.

"I'm tired of waiting, if I can, I don't want to wait for a moment..."

There was a sound like a sigh, and the chaotic thoughts in his head turned into a mess of codes, pouring out through the medium of tongue and tongue, and his emotions lost control. I am afraid that even he himself did not understand what he was talking about.

"I wanted to forget you a long time ago, Makoto Naogi, haha, now I finally got my wish, hahaha."

"...Komaeda-kun?"

Komaeda smiled, but the expression on his face gradually became painful, he pressed his forehead, and his voice was suppressed.

"I really don't want to think of you, but I still think of you... the sapling-senpai who is a year older than me, the misfortune of the super high school level, it turns out to be you, the person I hate the most."

"...Ah?" Seedling's originally anxious expression paused for a moment, and he blinked in a daze.

What, what's the situation?

Yes, what's the situation?

Hinata, who just wanted to visit the patient, let go of the doorknob in embarrassment, and began to regret his reckless behavior of not knocking on the door. At this time, it was too late to pretend to be nonchalant and leave quietly—it was too late, so he had to face all of them. Seeing Naegi and Komaeda approaching, they raised their hands in a friendly greeting.

"Well, sorry, I was just passing by and interrupted."

Naegi looked at Hinata's face with a strong smile, maybe he was thinking too much, and he was able to read from the subtle expression on the other side's face, "I'm not curious at all how you fell in love so quickly and then broke up so quickly." Cause and effect, please let me leave" Such a rich and complex subtext fell into silence for a while.

"That...cough! Hinata-kun, things are not as you imagined!"

"...I haven't said anything yet."

But your expression already says it all... If you said it so bluntly, it would make the atmosphere even more awkward, Naegi scratched his cheek and smiled a little shyly.

"This is because Komaeda-kun is sick. At this time, he is a little confused like other people. I always feel that he is talking nonsense, most of which are irony..." Thinking like this while explaining for him Unexpectedly, Komaeda, who had suddenly fallen silent since Hinata entered the door, spoke without warning.

"If Hinata-kun came at other times, I would be very disgusted, but this time makes me very happy."

Seedling was dumb, and after a while, his cheeks were suddenly flushed, his eyes were wandering, and it was rare that he couldn't come down from the stage.

"Oh...the symptom is a desperation disease of lying." Hinata looked at Naegi's rare expression, and it was rare for a long time before he slowly realized what he was saying, "So Komaeda just confessed to you...uh, now he is suspicious Am I in the way here?"

Seedling endured it, but still lowered his head uncontrollably, covered his face with his hands, and the tips of his ears protruding from the tips of his hair turned red.

"Hug, I'm sorry..." She was extremely embarrassed, and the voice that emerged from between her fingers was as thin as a gnat.

Ok.

Although he really didn't want to admit it, Hinata did have to admit that he was a little tired from the vicissitudes of life, and maybe there was some subtle envy mixed in... How did they become so close?This is probably only known to Komaeda and Naegi who are the parties involved, but maybe even they themselves may not be able to tell.

It took a long time to break free from her habitual inquisitive thoughts, and Hinata turned her eyes to the little hair twirl on the top of Naegi's head.

It should be said, in fact, this is not bad.Even though the fact that both of them are of the same sex is somewhat surprising, but from other aspects, these two people really have too many similarities... It's hard to say exactly what, from temperament, philosophy, to harmony and naturalness when getting along atmosphere, it is hard to believe that they will not be attracted to each other.

Even if from a personal point of view, it would be very hard to face Komaeda's difficult personality sapling, from the actual situation, it is obvious that that guy almost fully interpreted the concept of double standards when facing saplings.The troublesome side is probably only the trouble that other people have with Komaeda.

The most surprising point—does that Komaeda guy know how to "love" normally?It should be considered normal, at least relative to this person.

"Anyway, I'm relieved to see that both of you are in good spirits." Hinata said as he raised the bag in his hand, which contained several bright red apples, and he took out one and stuffed it into the seedling's hand, The other one is placed on the bedside table next to the hospital bed, "Because I'm worried that only you, Sinmu and a few patients will be left in this hospital, so other people will live here these days. It's just that I'm not sure about hopelessness Whether the disease is contagious, so the two sides will be isolated... Don't worry, I will take care of you at the hospital."

He understated the fear and some possible chilling disputes that the Desperate Disease brought to everyone. After he finished speaking, he paused for a moment, and looked pointedly at the light blue under Naogi's eyes. It seemed that he found something abnormal. Afterwards, she didn't close her eyes for most of the night, her eyes couldn't hide the tired look, and her voice couldn't help but soften.

"Get some rest, both of you."

Naegi nodded, smiling very gently, this kind of soft personality makes it difficult for people to take him seriously... even a little young.Thinking this way in his mind, Hinata also bent the corners of his lips, raised his hand casually, and then left with the remaining apples.

Watching Hinata leave, Naegi felt that Komaeda took his hand and pulled it back, and sat back on the side of the bed, and he turned his head with a smile: "Why is it like a child when you are sick? Hinata-kun has a good temper and is not angry."

Don't want to hear other people's names when you're alone.The pale and weak lover pursed the corners of his lips stubbornly.But I don't want to be like before, even if I understand, even if the other party understands, I don't want to spit out any words that may hurt him from my mouth.

Does sickness make a person weak?

I don't know when it started, but I became... very, very eager for seedlings.The moment he broke free from the suffocating consciousness, he suddenly fell into a state of anxiety. Even though it was difficult to distinguish the fragments of thoughts that flew away in a coma, the feeling of negativity and even despair was still irresistible. remained.This made him a little uncontrollably afraid that the other party would leave his side, as if clinging to the last straw and not letting go, only the temperature from his fingertips made him feel a little real sense of existence, and the koma branch drooped Eyelids concealed the deep paranoia, and coughed slightly.

"Go to sleep first, it will be better when you wake up." Seedling cupped his cold fingers with his backhand, and said softly, "It will be fine, don't hold on, I will help you take care of the infusion, So Komaeda-kun don't have to worry about anything, I will always be by your side."

Komaeda stared at sapling's face, the light in his eyes softened slightly.

Why do you always bring me warmth?No matter what you encounter, a pure and innocent heart will never be stained with dust, haze can't cover your vision, and despair can't shake your spirit. Hidden is a strong will that can completely subvert the impression of others.Fascinated and yearned for this, Nagito Komaeda was irresistibly attracted to it, perhaps with a hint of admiration mixed in it.

He didn't open his mouth, but his eyes were so gentle, the seedling was watched by him all the time, and when he blinked slightly, his cheeks gradually turned red.

They have been in a relationship since the early days of love. It's not that they have developed resistance to each other's beauty, but sometimes there is nothing they can do. Who makes them so familiar with each other, from voice, eyes, and even precision? You can detect the changes in his emotions in every minute change of eyes, slight changes in facial expressions and other such details.

Komaeda-senpai's eyes seem to be able to speak love words.

I don't know how long it took, Sinki entered the room to change the bottle on the way. Seedling estimated the progress of the infusion, and couldn't bear the sleepiness and exhaustion in the quiet environment, so he leaned on the side and took a nap for a while.

It was dusk when he woke up, the sky was full of sunset, the warm orange sunset light entered the window, and Komaeda's complexion was also slightly rosy.Seedling closed his eyes and rubbed his temples. After waking up, his body still felt a little sleepy, but the feeling of tiredness had been greatly relieved. He was in a daze for a long time, intending to wash his face to wake up, and stood up slowly.

The corridor of the hospital was very empty, his shadow reflected on the side wall and kept swimming, only the sound of his own footsteps could be heard in his ears.Seedling was walking and suddenly felt that something was wrong, and hurriedly turned into the bathroom, and couldn't help lying on the sink as soon as he entered the door, and vomited out with a "wow".

The red to black color sharply stung his eyes, and the seedling raised his hand in a daze to turn on the faucet, watching the blood slowly disappear with the running water.

The feeling of colic came from the abdomen belatedly, he clutched his stomach hard, cold sweat trickled down his temples to his chin, he slid down and knelt down to the ground, his eyes were dizzy for a while.

What, what's going on...

The sound of the heartbeat echoed in the ears, the rush was extremely disturbing, and the feeling of uneasiness swept over. Seedling endured the pain and opened his eyes, and the black shadow extending from behind gradually approached.

"Who - um!"

Something that came down from above blocked the last light in the field of vision, and then something was suddenly strangled around the neck.He couldn't breathe, and he couldn't even make a sound of calling for help. There were blue veins on his neck, and the excessive pain completely deprived Miao Mu of his strength to struggle. He vainly grabbed the rope with his fingers and opened his mouth, but blood overflowed from his throat .

Cannibalism again - when will this kind of behavior that can only spread hatred and despair really end?Obviously no one is happy because of it, and no one is saved because of it.This time, for what absurd reason did he have the intention to kill him?

It hurts so much... Tears burst out of my eyes suddenly. Are these tears shed from the pain of my body?Or are you unable to hold back your tears because of the intense grief you have endured in your heart?Or is it the fear of death?Seedlings can no longer be distinguished.

However, until the moment before he lost consciousness, what he was thinking in his mind was still Komaeda, who was left alone in the ward by him, whose safety was unknown so far.

Hope and despair are actually no different from the relationship between the sky and the abyss.

People always yearn for the boundless and lofty sky, but they often ignore that the abyss is equally deep and bottomless. Those who keep looking up at the sky will eventually fall from the rock wall and fall into the abyss. What about those who keep looking down at the abyss? Feel the joy of freedom and fearlessness belonging to the sky for a moment?

It is clear that everyone just wants to stick to the most correct truth in their hearts, whether it is Hanamura Teruki's longing for his mother, or the Kuzuryu clan's protective heart for their relatives... the more deeply you realize this, the seedlings will The more I hope I can find a way to save everyone and completely cut off the chains of despair and the past.

But how can the past be easily erased?The pencil writing was erased, and the traces of writing remained on the paper.Even if the flame is extinguished, the smoke remaining in the air still shows the fact that it has been burned.Irreversible, untouchable, that's what the past was.

So, I wishfully chose to forcibly erase everyone's past memories, did I really do something wrong?Then what should he do?

Couldn't find an answer.

The monotonous but regular sound of water droplets gradually awakened the vague consciousness. Seedling slowly opened his eyes, supported his body with his fingers on the brick surface of the floor.

"What time is it now..."

He made a dry voice that was so weak that it was close to death, put his fingers into his pocket, and opened his electronic manual.

The cold light of the screen dimly illuminated Miaomu's face. He stared at it for a moment, his body was still very uncomfortable, not only the tearing pain from the lungs in the chest cavity, but also the stomach acid regurgitation from the stomach reflux to the throat cavity. Burning the fragile mucous membrane, Naogi coughed a few times, wiped the dry blood from his lips with the back of his hand, closed his eyes and began to organize his thoughts.

There is no doubt that he was attacked by someone.His fingers caressed the bruised strangle marks on his neck.But there are still many doubts about what happened before: Is the other party planning or improvising?Did he choose the person to kill or did he accidentally place the order?And before being attacked, if there is no program protection of special characters, in fact, what killed him first should be something he ate, right?This raises new questions, were the two murders committed by one person or by two separate murders?When did he eat something that was fatal...

"I was always worried about my identity being restricted, but now I look really lucky, I almost died..." He struggled to stand up while leaning on the wall, and couldn't help but smiled wryly, "Ha , obviously now shouldn't be the time to lazily feel these things."

The moonlight outside the window was whiter than the frost and the lily, and the remaining blood stains on the ground were as bright red as the dissolved sin. At this moment of the rest of his life, he felt more than just the joy of life.

Seedling panted slightly, brushing away her forehead hair that was soaked in cold sweat, and resting her fingers on her forehead, uneasy, painful, ironic, hard to let go, the feelings that filled her chest had almost no positive color, people who were almost killed by their companions should be like this right?It's just that now is not the time to admit defeat easily. Despair and hope are the two sides of the bridge connecting the sky and the abyss. How can he be willing to let himself fall like this at this time——

Seedling gritted his teeth, and moved back to the direction of the ward step by step while supporting the wall of the corridor.

"Crack."

The door of the room was not locked, and Naegi could not deny that he had almost prepared for the worst at the moment he turned the doorknob. Cold sweat secreted from his trembling palms, from the moment he pushed the door open to the moment he raised his head , The spirit is like the most thrilling roller coaster ever.

Fortunately, fate never seemed to be too bad for him.

The lover who was kissed by the moonlight sat quietly by the bed, the stream of light reflected his pale complexion almost transparently, some loose hospital gowns were loosely put on his body, and the thin and straight back and the neckline under the neckline were faintly visible. Well-shaped collarbones.

You, whom I love, are as beautiful as an angel. If you say such thoughts, maybe others will laugh at you.

Seedling let go of the handle, couldn't look away and walked forward a few steps, staring deeply at Komaeda's silhouette, suddenly felt that all negative emotions were dispersed so easily like a mist melting under the moonlight and go.

There will always be a person in the world who makes him unable to let the balance in his heart tilt and unbalance, who cherishes and values ​​more than any other person or thing in the world.

As for the reason, I have already understood it.

Because he is more important than himself, much more important, a person who weighs more than life.

"Komaeda-kun."

The emotion of concern surged deep in his blood, the more agitated his heart was, the calmer his expression on the outside became, and he was cautious, as if he was afraid of disturbing anything, at the moment when Komaeda turned his head as if aware of it, He smiled softly as usual.

"Sorry, there was an accident... have you been waiting long?"

Shaking his head, Komaeda turned his body slightly and half leaned over when the sapling was sitting on the edge of the bed. He stretched out his cool fingertips and gently stroked the very faint mark on the sapling's neck.

"No." He blinked and stared at him tenderly. He didn't know that such a simple sentence would make Naegi fall into the most shaken and regretful moment in his life for more than ten years.

"I didn't wait long."

Seedling suddenly clenched her fingers so hard that she pierced her palm, her heart was filled with sorrow and sorrow, and in an instant, she was almost on the verge of tears.

He never felt how terrible the misfortune of the current situation is. What really makes Miao Mu a dilemma and fears is that he may be completely defeated, and even the happiness of the past will be gone forever, and there is no future between them. to speak of.

Such an ending, such an end, how could he not be upset.