Scum cultivation system

The last person.

The time that belongs to one person every day will end this reincarnation when this person arrives.

Yi Keshi collapsed on the deck chair in the yard, completely sleepless.

It wasn't because of nervousness, nor because of the excitement of realizing the truth, she just simply didn't want to sleep.

There seemed to be a premonition in my heart that such a stable time would not last long, and soon, soon all of this would end.

As if the past will be shaken by love, I can't bear the end of time.It seems that if you keep your eyes open, it doesn't count as a day, and you can extend the happy time a little longer.

Even knowing that such behavior is self-deception, Yi Keshi still doesn't want to close his eyes.

Reluctance to end "today".

At the end of each day, the closer to the end, and she suddenly discovered that she didn't want it to end.

She couldn't bear it, she couldn't bear these people, she couldn't bear her own life.

Mingming put his own life aside early, but flinched when it was over.

Yi Keshi let go of his thoughts and stared at the stars in the sky.

This starry sky is no different from what she looked up countless times. Even if there are a few stars missing, a few more, or moving positions, she doesn't know it.

Although she looks at the stars, she doesn't actually care about the trajectory of a single star. She has been looking at the entire starry sky, enjoying the vastness that seems to be within reach but out of reach.

And I am like the dimmest one among the unknown stars. If I shift my attention a little, it will be difficult to find where I am.

If my guess is wrong, I will collapse like a black hole that dims and never lights up again. If I guess correctly, how long can my light last?

Yi Keshi, who was immersed in his own thoughts, took a long time to realize that there was a person squatting beside him.

"elder sister……"

Amy came to her side at some point, and she squatted aside, not disturbing Yi Keshi, only when the other party noticed her, she finally made a sound.

"Is it past 12 o'clock?"

Although it is a question sentence, Yi Keli has no question meaning.

"I didn't expect you to be the last one."

Yi Kezhi's tone was very relaxed, like gossip, and it was the appearance of Amy's long-distant memory.

"Is sister not sleeping?"

Amy leaned her head lightly on the armrest of the recliner, she thought of the time when she was still young and her sister was still very tall in her eyes.

She couldn't remember when this admiration for her sister turned into love.

He just kept staring at the only relative who stood in front of him and sheltered him from the wind and rain for his growth.Unknowingly, the attention turned from admiration to envy.

How long has it been since you stayed beside your sister calmly, just feeling her breath?

"Not sleepy, Amy, can't you sleep?"

"Well, I couldn't sleep because I was thinking about my sister."

Amy told her thoughts frankly, her frown became gentle, and her dark eyes seemed unexpectedly pure at this moment.

"Would you like to come up?"

Yi Keshi patted the empty space beside him. Although it wasn't too big, it was no problem to accommodate Amy to lie sideways.

Confused by her sister's sudden kindness, Amy spontaneously climbed onto the recliner before she hesitated.

Amy was lying on her side with her hands and feet stiff, not knowing where to put it.

Knowing that even if her sister's attitude towards her is gentle, it does not mean that she accepts her love. She just wants to try not to make the other party feel disgusted and not to touch the other party's body.

What Amy didn't expect was that her sister, who hated being touched by her, got into her arms naturally after she lay down.

"what happened?"

Suddenly, he didn't realize how strange and recognizable his behavior was. He stuck to Amy, who was slightly taller than him, and relaxed himself within the control of the other party.

Amy, who suppressed her eagerness to move with great perseverance, stood upright and did not dare to move.

"Sister, does my sister feel cold? I, I'll get a blanket for my sister."

Yi Kezhi reached out and easily grabbed Amy's wrist, restraining her movement.

"What nonsense, how can you feel cold in the summer."

There was no difference in her chuckle, but Amy felt that such a relaxed and natural attitude made her scalp tense.

"But……"

But why did you take the initiative to approach me?

Amy didn't finish her sentence because Yi Keji's movement interrupted her train of thought.

Yi Keshi stretched out Amy's fingers one by one, and then buckled his own fingers into the gap one by one.

"Do you remember? I held your hand when you were a child, and you always changed the gesture of just shaking hands like this. I told you many times, but you didn't listen."

Amy didn't know how to answer Yi Kezhi's faint tone and the unknown expression.

Of course, she will not forget any scene of getting along with her sister.

When I was a child, I always pushed my sister away from holding my hand, and insisted on turning my fingers tightly together. I don’t know how many times I was told, but I was still stubborn and unwilling to change.In the end, my sister had to compromise, and since then every time we hold hands, it has become like this.It's just that since Amy let her sister know about Amy's thoughts, such intimate holding hands no longer exist.

When she was young, Amy didn't know why she was obsessed with this action.Thinking about it later, she probably imitated the actions of those couples, and unconsciously, she did not regard her sister as her relative.

"Why don't you talk? Don't you always like to talk?"

Yi Kezhi's slightly lower body temperature was warmed by Amy's palm, and her slightly cool fingers were as soft as rice cakes, making the latter want to swallow them in one bite.

"elder sister……"

With a low call, Amy didn't know what to say.

She was used to being rejected, and she knew from the bottom of her heart that her sister would not accept her liking, and would no longer have unrealistic fantasies like in the past.So being treated so closely by her sister, she still felt uneasy, or in other words, even the slightest thought of delusions was snuffed out by herself in her infancy.

"Amy..." Yi Kezhi's fingertips gently rubbed Amy's fingers, the soft touch made the latter feel itchy, and wanted to dodge, but he was reluctant to part with this rare intimacy. "Have you ever regretted it?"

Suppressing her breathing to the minimum, Amy lowered her head carefully to feel her sister's body temperature, and was caught off guard by the sudden problem.

Regret?

Of course she regretted it, it would be better to say that she fell into the hell of regret from the moment her sister died.

It's just why Yi Keshi asked this, but Amy didn't know what the other party was thinking.

The current Yi Kezhi is more unpredictable than the foggy AI expert in the past.

"Um……"

After receiving Amy's affirmative answer, Yi Keshi continued to speak without stopping what he was doing.

"Have you ever regretted liking me?"

"No... I, I have never regretted liking my sister."

After the decisive negation, he hesitated to supplement.

Although she couldn't figure out the other party's mind, Amy still didn't give up telling her heart.

No matter how many times, no matter how the other party responds, Amy will not say her mind is forgotten, nor will she deny it.

"I regretted it, maybe I didn't save you at that time."

Even if Yi Keji didn't say it clearly, Amy still understood what the other party meant at that time.

It is said that he was rescued from the ruins by his elder sister, who was still a child at the time, saved her newborn self, and insisted on telling others that she was her younger sister.She clearly knew that a little inspection would reveal her, but she firmly lied.

When she didn't know that her sister had other lives before she became her own, Amy could only define this stubbornness as the stubbornness of a genius she knew from birth.

But now, Amy didn't know why she chose to save herself.

A strange baby only represented trouble, and Yi Keshi at that time was not an ignorant child.

why?Sister wants to save herself?

This restlessness and anxiety cannot relieve Amy.And this unspoken question also aggravated her fear.

Maybe all my thoughts are my own wishful thinking, not just the feelings of love, maybe the so-called sisterhood is just a product of my own delusions.

In my sister's heart, there is only the so-called task demand for herself, and she doesn't have the slightest emotion.

And the gentleness shown by my sister during the important years that constituted her was just a fake acting skill.

She couldn't continue to make assumptions, and she didn't dare to verify the truth.

Amy is like an ostrich, burying her head in the false sand of loving her sister, ignoring the truth, and pretending that everything is just her own panic.

"At that time, I saw you for the first time. A small ball, black eyes, if it weren't for your crying, I wouldn't have found you at all."

Yi Kezhi's voice was a little erratic, and she fell into memories.

"Everyone died and no one survived except you and me. I think it was God's will to send you to me. After I lost my most important sister, God sent me a 'sister' .So I named you Amy."

Although the memory is a little fuzzy, Yi Kezhi still seems to be able to smell the air, the smell of rain, the smell of blood, and the very faint fragrance of milk belonging to babies.

"I poured all my feelings into you, guarding you, and vowed not to let you get hurt. I want to see you get happiness with my own eyes, and watch you die 'Amy' instead of me, live a happy life .”

Yi Keshi stopped, but pulled Amy's hand to his waist, and moved back, so that there was no gap between Amy and Amy.

"When is it, I can't treat you as 'Amy' anymore. You are different from her, completely different. Gradually, I almost forget what 'Amy' is like. When I mentioned 'Amy,' I was thinking of you. But it's not right, I have a sister, a real blood sister, and she's not you."

Yi Kezhi's voice is tinged with laughter, but there is no sense of relaxation, and the slightly higher voice is covered with sadness.

"And you don't treat me as a sister either."

"elder sister……"

"Amy, you are very smart. You know how to use your own advantages to force me step by step and make me submit. But you are also very stupid. Give me a chance and let me give you a fatal blow."

Amy's heart tightened, and she subconsciously tightened her arms, changing from being passive to actively wrapping Yi Keshi in her arms.

Yi Kezhi let out a chuckle, but did not continue to describe too much of the dark memories that Amy deliberately suppressed.

"Your feelings for me shouldn't exist, it's immoral, and I can't accept it."

Her words still hurt Amy, choking her breath.

"But..." Yi Kezhi's voice lowered and became very soft. If it wasn't for being close to her, Amy would not be able to hear what she said clearly.

"In fact, I know very well in my heart that there is no barrier between you and me. The so-called sisters are only psychological, whether it is blood or your own thoughts, you ignore this relationship. I can no longer treat you as me It’s just that I am stubborn and unwilling to accept your feelings, and I am unwilling to accept my sister who I have raised for many years, but I have a natural liking for myself. Because I think it is dirty and ugly , as if betrayed by you. You didn't become a substitute for 'Amy', you became yourself, standing in front of me with your own ideas. Even if this feeling is too passionate and immature, it still belongs to you of."

Amy tightened her jaw, and Yi Keli's words hurt her heart a lot, but she endured it silently and did not vent the pain.

"elder sister……"

The trembling and choking in her voice betrayed Amy's pretended calm.

"You are no longer that little follower who does whatever my sister says."

Yi Keshi smiled, feeling the vibration from behind.

She couldn't express her thoughts in front of Amy. Only when she couldn't see them, could she chew these thoughts repeatedly in her heart and tell them countless times.

"I was wrong at the beginning. I shouldn't want to use you as a substitute. 'Amy' doesn't want to be replaced either."

It took Amy some time to realize that her sister was not talking about herself.

"You can't replace anyone, and no one can be replaced by others."

Amy finally couldn't help it, and pressed Yi Keshi tightly in her arms, as if she was about to be strangled.

"Sister... sister... I love my sister... everything about me belongs to my sister..."

The remaining resentment, dissatisfaction, and fear in my heart all disappeared.

What she asked for was actually not much, as long as Yi Kezhi was willing to look at her and accept her, she was already satisfied.

"Amy, you're not wrong, and you don't need to make amends." Yi Keshi didn't protest Amy hurting himself, but passed the words gently.

"You belong to yourself, and you don't need to punish yourself by torturing yourself. I forgive you."

Amy buried her head in Yi Kezhi's neck, crying loudly.

She hugged her sister tightly without any relaxation, as if hugging the whole world.

"It doesn't matter if you like me, and it doesn't matter if you want to fall in love with me."

Yi Keshi said the last words and raised his head.

"I accept, your heart."

She brought her face closer to Amy, and the latter tentatively touched her lips with tears in her eyes.

Once, twice.

This kiss was not much stronger than a butterfly landing on a flower, but it made Amy seem to have exhausted all her strength.

Amy choked up, couldn't make sentences, couldn't even understand the pronunciation, trembling all over, overwhelmed by great joy.

Yi Kezhi didn't speak any more, but gently kissed away Amy's tears.

The shallow moonlight projected in her eyes, creating clear ripples.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Although it seems to have a feeling of collapse, but Yi Kezhi is like this...

Even though so many years have passed, it is true that one's nature is hard to change...

_(:з」∠)_When you’re in the middle of a dead end, no matter how much you try to persuade it, it’s useless, but as long as you look at it, it’s clear

The next chapter...well...

Big reveal!

finally!It's the end!

_(:з」∠)_The road to HE is ready, but because the clues are too detailed, it may also be a problem with Wo's writing skills... I don't know if the little angels can understand it naturally... Wo will work hard of……

Well, watching Yi Keshi move towards hope, let's finally hold on to the light of this miracle—although it doesn't seem to be a miracle with a very low probability.