Scum cultivation system

"Jira... what do you want to do?"

The blond girl sat on the roof pulling Yi Keshi.

The heat is strong, and the cicadas can be heard in the ear, and the moon seen when looking up is much larger than in other seasons, and the stars, because they are in the suburbs far away from light pollution, can be seen very clearly.

"Because I haven't been alone with Liya for a long time, isn't it? It's been a long time since two people watched the stars together like this."

Gila hugged her knees and sat beside Yi Keli with her elbows lightly pressed against her.

"It's true that you said that..."

Yi Keshi looked up at the sky blankly.

How long?No more looking up at the stars.

Even the past events, what kind of person I am, these memories have become ambiguous.

"After that... What happened to Liya, can you tell me about it?"

Ji La's face was pressed against her knees, and Yi Kezhi's sideways gaze made the latter unable to keep calm.

"You all know about it...you should have said it when you get along...and Xiaozhi..."

Yi Kezhi turned her face away stiffly, her recent memory has become increasingly unstable and blurred, and she often feels doubts about her own existence.

Am I such a person?

would i do this

A series of questions, but I feel that a corner deep in my heart is extremely calm.

Obviously things are moving towards a good place, but Yi Keji feels more and more uneasy and unreal.

This kind of trance that distorts her own thinking also prevents her from using her brain to think smoothly.

But thanks to this, Yi Keshi was able to do things that he would never do in terms of himself in the task.

"I want to hear it from Liya, can't I?"

Ji La didn't look away, the light blue eyes reminded Yi Kezhi of the distant past.

Part of the soul separated from the totality of the gods is very similar to Jira in Yi Keli's memory, the posture of a demon mixed-race girl who has always been slower than ordinary humans in development.

"It's not something that will make Jira happy." Yi Keshi was silent for a moment, but decided to say something briefly.

"It doesn't matter, I want to know everything about Liya."

Facing those eyes, Yi Keji began to talk.

It is true that there is nothing to say, the memory after the task is completed is blurred, and she deliberately avoids the memories that are not comfortable for her, and it only takes an hour or two to finish all of them.

The long time that Yi Keshi spent, compressed, is only that long.

"Lia..."

The distance between the two shortened, and Jira's arm was completely close to Yi Keshi.

"At that time... I'm sorry... I didn't understand Liya's pain..."

"It doesn't matter...it's over..."

Yi Keshi laughed, no matter how much he cares about what happened, it won't help, right?It's better to focus on the present, anyway, even if you go back in time, the result will not change.

"Sorry……"

Jira leaned on Yi Kezhi's shoulder and closed her eyes.

"Tired? It's all my fault for saying these boring things..."

Yi Kezhi's words were quickly interrupted by Ji La.

"It's not boring, Liya's business is not boring at all...I'm really happy to hear Liya say this."

Jira rubbed her cheek against Yi Kezhi's shoulder.

"I'm glad that Lia trusts me more now than she did in the past."

Yi Kezhi looked up at the stars, not knowing how to strike up a conversation.

After finishing my appetite at night, I came back to myself and Gila alone.Her heart defense has indeed become weak.

"No matter where you are, the stars are the same."

The clinging arms floated with Jira's breathing.

"Well, the stars don't change..."

Yi Kezhi stared at the sky in a daze, those twinkling goblins seemed to be able to grasp the palm of his hand as soon as he stretched out his hand.

"This sentence was told to me by Liya."

"what?"

Because it was too long ago, Yi Keshi couldn't remember it anymore. He and Liya had indeed seen the stars many times in the past, maybe it was just one time.

"If you move, the position of the stars will be different. Liya said that at that time. I couldn't understand Liya, and I felt very far away from Liya. Because the world you are looking at is different from what I see. no the same."

Gila's voice is soft, floating above the summer heat.

"Now I can understand why Liya said such things. For Liya, we will not be your destination, and no place is the place you want to live. After understanding this, I have been lost for a long time .Because, isn't that the same as saying that no matter how I express my feelings for Liya, there is no way for Liya to accept it?"

Yi Kezhi fell silent, just staring at the stars.

"So I began to suspect that Liya accepted me because of the task, and said that she liked me and said she loved me. After she got here, she didn't need to lie anymore, and she didn't need to lie to herself anymore, so she didn't accept me anymore? But it seems like I'm thinking too much."

Ji La stretched out his hand and clasped Yi Kezhi's fingers tightly.The slightly cool fingertips were surrounded by the slightly higher body temperature of the other party, and Yi Keshi did not break away from the warmth.

"Liya has always been that Liya, never pretending to be in front of me. Even if I lie, I can see through it at once. Very clumsy, but endearing. Let me be sure of myself again, like Liya, love Liya Ya's mood hasn't changed a bit."

"...even...even if you say so."

The passing evening wind lifted Yi Kezhi's hair, revealing her heart.

The red roots of the ears fell into the eyes of Jira, who was very close, and they were clearly visible even in the middle of the night.

"I've never seen a person like Liya, like the entity of the concept of brave. There is no human being who fits the word brave better than Liya. You are upright and pure, and you don't want to hurt others. I know you don't want to Killing monsters, I don’t want to hold a sword, but I still watch you force yourself to do things you don’t want to. Liya who works so hard, Liya who dedicated herself to others. It’s completely different from others, very strange, but very Cute. I fell in love with Liya like that, attracted to Liya, could only look at you and couldn't notice anyone else."

"Suddenly... suddenly said these..."

Yi Kezhi could no longer pretend to be calm, but he didn't dare to look at Jila.

"Because I didn't tell Liya so clearly before, I want to let Liya know my intentions. In the past, I was only full of possessiveness, and I was like a dragon guarding a treasure to Liya, holding it tightly in my hand. No matter what Liya thinks, I won't tell Liya what I think. Because of this, I couldn't discover Liya's pain in the first place, and I couldn't protect you."

"It's not your fault...it's my naivety."

Yi Keshi turned his head to look at Jira, it was the first time he saw Jira's expression.

Gentle, as if able to contain all of himself, a mature and heart-warming expression.

"It's my fault. I couldn't protect the brave man who saved me, and I couldn't protect my lover. But being able to be by Liya's side now, and to be able to look at Liya like this again, is already the greatest miracle."

Gila's face was getting closer.

"As long as it makes Liya happy, it doesn't matter what I do."

The blond girl pressed close to her lips, dyeing her own temperature into easily recognizable lips.

"It's okay if you don't choose me. You can choose whoever you want, as Liya likes." After exchanging breaths, Jira's lips parted briefly. "Until then, I want to stay by Liya's side. Until Liya doesn't need me, I will leave."

"It's impossible to do that."

Yi Keshi grabbed Ji La's shoulders to prevent her from continuing to kiss.

"If Gila becomes unlucky because of my choices, absolutely not."

With a low voice coming from deep in the abdomen, Yi Keshi lowered his eyes and looked at Jira.

"You can't be happy. You, my beloved, Obsiskira can't be happy."

Ji La opened her eyes wide, looking at Yi Keshi who was frankly expressing her feelings, the other's expression was something she had hardly seen in her memory.

With a firm and unshakable gaze, the figure reflected in the pupils when looking at him.

Jira's back was numb, and the electric current spread from Yi Ke's fingertips to the inside of the body.

"Did I say that? I want happiness for all of you. It's not about sacrificing one for the sake of the other, or choosing one and the others have to disappear. I want each of you to be what you deserve. the happiness you get."

Yi Keshi embraced Jila in his arms. This slender body, which seemed to be forced to carry a heavy burden, made the emotion in her memory vivid.

I want to protect her, I want the other party to rely on me, I want to keep everything dangerous out of her sight, I want her to maintain her unique character.

This feeling is called liking.

"Jira, you said that I ignore my feelings, what about you? Do you think it doesn't matter what happens to you in the future? Or are you going to die because I don't choose you?"

"I... all I want is Liya..."

"Idiot, aren't you also a love idiot who only thinks about me? How dare you say my self-sacrifice. Obviously, you, a stupid god, are more self-sacrificing?"

Facing Jira who became panicked, Yi Keshi pressed a kiss on her forehead.

"It's okay, I'll do it. I won't hurt you again, Gila."

As Yi Keli's words melted into the night, Jira's tears suddenly rolled down her cheeks.

With an expression of not understanding why I was crying, I stared blankly at my lover who was hugging me.

"Li, Liya..."

"Well, here I am."

Gila buried her face in the arms of her lover who responded tenderly.

How long is it?She almost forgot that the brave man had such a gentle expression towards her.

Such a gentle expression as if Obsidia was the most precious treasure of the brave Michelia.

"Liya... Liya..."

"Uh-huh……"

Constantly calling out his lover's name, Jira hugged the other's weak body tightly.

And Yi Keji just stared at such a lover, gently combing the other's beautiful blond hair with his fingers.

The moonlight is like water, and it sprinkles gentle silver on everything in the world without discrimination, covering the two people on the roof with shallow light.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_ Ah, I have been looking for a feeling for a long time

After all, it’s been a long time since Wo wrote about such a gentle classmate Yi Kezhi.

There is no ridicule, blackening, no sickness and ghosts

_(:з」∠)_Simple lovers talk heart-to-heart...

Oh, this is sugar

What a lovelove couple [although it is tentative]

_(:з」∠)_Hmm...Yi Keshi, come on, the road ahead is bumpy, but if you don’t leave, you won’t know the ending

Thanks to the little angel Ma Ahu for throwing the mine