Scum cultivation system

After finishing the phone call with Shi Ying's adoptive father, Yi Keshi put down the phone and silently looked at the lit screen.

The lock screen and wallpaper of the mobile phone have the same content. In the photo taken after resigning from the teacher's job, the two of them laughed happily.

Looking at this photo in a daze, Yi Keshi didn't know whether the decision he just made was right or wrong.

But she has no other choice. Only by doing so can she hope to achieve the set ending.

Looking back, Shi Ying was still sleeping peacefully on the bed.

Yi Keshi stood outside the door looking at his favorite lover who was overflowing with love not long ago.

But he couldn't move his legs, couldn't enter the room.

I have lost the qualification to stand by her side.

As a coward, a loser, Yi Keshi decided to bring happiness to Shiying, but chose to escape, so he is not qualified to tell her that he likes her.

It was so painful, my chest seemed to be pressed by a boulder, I couldn't breathe, I couldn't breathe.

Why has it become like this?

What a blessing it is to have someone you like for the first time.

This system gave me my first love, but it also deprived me of this love.

Is the self who does this kind of thing still considered himself?

Yi Kezhi finally chose to walk into the room, is it because he still can't let go from the bottom of his heart?

She carefully knelt by the bed, trying to reach out to touch Shi Ying, but her fingertips rested on the top of her hair.

It should be fine if you just push her hair aside, right?

His hands were shaking, but the simple act of pulling his hair aside made Yi Kezhi seem to have exhausted all his strength.

No, I feel like crying again.

Yi Keshi gritted his teeth hard, and forced back the feeling of tears.

Shiying was still sleeping unconsciously, and Yi Keshi, leaning against the bed, fell asleep while looking at the other person's sleeping face.

After waking up from the restless sleep, Yi Keshi realized that he was already lying on the bed, and Shi Ying was holding him tightly in his arms.

I seem to have had a nightmare, but I can't remember it when I wake up, only very sad and painful feelings remain.

What is the dream?

Feeling dizzy, Yi Keshi looked at the time, and it was already noon the next day.

I don't know when the lights in the room were turned off, maybe Shi Ying woke up once in the middle.

It was almost time for the appointment with that person, Yi Keshi carefully liberated himself from Shi Ying's embrace.

Although he was still in pain, Yi Keshi's will was much firmer than before going to bed.

If you want to do it, then do it.Don't regret it, don't regret it no matter what happens afterwards.

Yi Keshi's hands were shaking again, but then she realized that it was actually her whole body that was shaking.

I'm so scared, I hate it, I want to see my parents, I want to tell Shi Ying, I hope Shi Ying will stop me.

But it can't be said, although Xiaozhi didn't say what would happen if he told the characters in the mission about the system, but Yi Kezhi also knew that it must be a very bad result, so he couldn't tell Shi Ying.

Don't let Shi Ying suffer any more harm.

Tears will stop flowing, although I want to cry, but my eyes are unbelievably dry, maybe my body also knows that it has awakened.

Yi Kezhi wanted to turn around and kiss Shi Ying, this might be the last warmth.

But she still endured it, and just quietly stared at the person lying in front of the bed for a while, whom she loved so much.

It is necessary to write down the appearance of Shi Ying, which belongs to oneself in the end, and still likes oneself, and engrave it deeply in the mind.

Because it won't be long before she sees Shi Ying again, she will definitely hate her very much and hate herself very much.

Yi Kezhi didn't know if he could bear it, but he could only do so.

It has to be done.

If Shi Ying killed herself with the idea of ​​hating herself, maybe she could meet the next person, really, the one who can make her happy.

After Yi Kezhi changed his clothes, he carefully put them on one by one, as if he was about to go to the battlefield, making final preparations and saying goodbye.

This set was bought by Shi Ying for Yi Keshi, her favorite clothes.

Although wearing this outfit is a great irony, but for Yi Keshi, this outfit is now her greatest source of courage.

Yi Kezhi didn't look back, he opened the door in the dark habitually, and then closed the door softly and almost silently, hoping that he would not wake up the person on the bed, and let the time to face each other be later, later.

And Shi Ying, who woke up early and said nothing, sat up after the door closed, stared at the door, and moved his eyes to the table. Even if he couldn't see it, he knew clearly notebook.

She got out of bed, just like the first night, gently stroking the cover of the notebook with her fingertips.

"Can I trust you? Kezhi."

Murmur, in the empty room, there is no echo.

Yi Kezhi didn't drive, he stopped a taxi on the road, and after reporting the address, he leaned against the seat and didn't speak again.

The driver is also very knowledgeable and familiar with the situation.

For Yi Keshi, she needs to be absolutely quiet now, to carefully sort out what she is going to say later, and how to face that person.

After arriving at the destination, Yi Keshi casually dropped a red note and got out of the car without giving change.

For her now, money is meaningless.

This is a small shop that Yi Kezhi picked at will, and it is also for food, but it is just the kind of fried chicken shop that can be found everywhere, not the coffee shop last time.

Choosing such a seemingly lively place is only a meeting place, so it doesn't matter.

When I entered the store, I just glanced at it and saw that it was the same formal suit as last time, but the color and style were slightly different.

The opponent stood up from the corner and greeted him.

"Have you really made up your mind?"

The man's eyes revealed doubt and caution.

"I've decided, let's go."

Yi Keshi just spoke very coldly, not caring whether the other party would follow, and walked out of the shop directly.

"Come up."

The man parked the unremarkable car in front of Yi Keshi from a distant parking space.

She didn't answer either, she just opened the back seat and sat in.

The man glanced at the rearview mirror and slowly started the car.

"Let's go to the psychiatric hospital first, and then go to the relevant people in the afternoon."

"As you arrange."

Yi Kezhi turned his head and looked out the window indifferently.

"you……"

The man wanted to say something, and thought about his language.

"Did you really decide to leave the division after reading it?"

"Yes."

Without looking at the man's expression, Yi Kezhi seemed to have lost all his feelings, and just moved forward according to the plan he had set.

"Are the plane tickets ready?"

"Get ready, the plane at seven o'clock tomorrow morning."

Yi Kezhi is very clear about what to do to make Shi Ying hate him to the extreme, and what to do is to completely betray Shi Ying.

Memory, emerges.

Originally, I thought that I would definitely not remember, but I didn't expect that every bit of what happened between me and Shiying can be clearly seen.

"It's true! I like you! I like Shi Ying! I won't run away, I won't leave you, didn't I promise it?"

"I can, can I believe Kezhi?"

"Trust me! I won't leave you!"

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"Kezhi will always be by my side?"

"Um……"

"Will you be by my side?"

"Um……"

"You must never leave."

"Um……"

"You can know, you must never leave me."

"Um……"

Those words seem to be still in my ears... The irony is that I am about to betray what I said.

The mood at that time seemed to reappear in my heart, but I had to do the exact opposite of this oath.

Xiaozhi's voice has been turned off in his mind, and the transparent panel has also been put away. Yi Keshi doesn't want to see any words or words that will remind Shi Ying's mood, so he can't be shaken, and he can't escape.

This is the task and the reality of what I do.

Don't use the mission as an excuse, and don't fool yourself that it's just fake.

This is the choice you make, and you must pay the price and take responsibility for what you do.

This is what his father taught him, and Yi Keshi did the same.

Sorry, I've become a bad person.

Yi Kezhi's heart became weak again, but soon, she suppressed this feeling.

That's okay, as long as everything goes according to plan.

After everything is over, I can go to my father's arms and cry to my heart's content.

It's okay, as long as you stick to it, never waver.

Yi Keshi shook off his confusion, ignoring the man's gaze towards him from time to time.

Get off at the place. This is a privately run hospital in a very remote suburb. The director seems to have some relationship with Shi Ying's adoptive father, so all the people related to Shi Ying live here.

In fact, for Yi Keshi, these are just forms, and the most important performance is when facing Shi Ying.

There is no need for others to come out to greet him. It seems that Shi Ying's adoptive father often goes in and out of this place and is very familiar with it. He naturally took Yi Keshi to a special ward.

Like a prison room, none of them are considered big, and there can only be a small single bed in it, a urinal in the corner, a sink near the door, and a small bed. There are tables that blend into the walls, and chairs that appear to be anchored to the floor.

This is all the furnishings in the entire room, and it is also the "ward" where those who have been hurt by Shi Ying live.

A person Yi Keji didn't know at all was squatting on the edge of the bed against the wall, with his outstretched hands resting on his knees, trembling slightly, the shape was a deformation she was familiar with. The face is also different from the eyes.

It's completely different from normal people's eyes, that is, you can only know it when you see it, crazy eyes, not belonging to ordinary people, the eyes that are constantly turning nervously.

"This man is the first."

The man introduced.

"The situation is also the most serious. He can't communicate at all. It's better not to go in. He has mania."

Yi Keshi nodded, looking intently at the handsome boy.

She is a few years younger than me, but I can't tell the exact age, probably the appearance of a high school student or a college student, very young.

What did Shi Ying do for him?Or did he do something to Shi Ying to make this happen?

As if feeling Yi Keshi's gaze, the boy turned his head and saw the front face. Yi Keshi realized that his lips had also been cut miserably. It makes people feel very ugly.

The man stared at the two people outside the railing with his eyes wide open, his body still swaying back and forth nervously.

"Hey...haha...it's not me...I didn't say anything...I don't know anything..."

The murmured words reached Yi Kezhi's ears, and the boy's voice became more indistinct because of his lips.

"It's not me, it's not me...it's all her fault...it's all her..."

"Hee hee...hahahahahaha...don't come here! I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I don't dare anymore! I'm sorry!"

The boy suddenly hugged his head, shrank into a corner and trembled.

"As you can see, he's gone mad."

The man's expression didn't fluctuate. He was used to seeing these people go crazy. He felt that maybe he was going crazy too, but he didn't know it.

Yi Keshi was silent and didn't speak.

Is this one of Shiying's crimes?

"Want to see it?"

the man asked.

Yi Kezhi nodded.

Now that we have arrived, of course we have to read all of them, and only by watching can we make our future performance more real.

Yi Keshi looked at those people one by one, almost forcing himself to keep his face expressionless through the railing.

Those with mild symptoms can talk, but the words are completely out of order. One moment you may ask about the weather, and the next moment the person will say that breakfast is delicious.

Yi Kezhi completely gave up communicating with them.

She once again realized that Shi Ying was abnormal. It was Shi Ying who turned these normal people into this way, and she did it. Moreover, Shi Ying didn't have the slightest regret, and took it for granted.

Among the thirteen people, Yi Kezhi looked over at him without stopping.

Seeing that he was numb at the end, even he didn't know whether he followed the plan on purpose or his real thoughts.

What will happen to me if I continue to associate with such a person?

Although Shi Ying did not kill anyone, it completely destroyed the future life of others.

Which side is more excessive?

Yi Ke didn't know clearly, but she knew that no matter which side, it was an unforgivable crime.

And myself, when dealing with such a person, I also like such a person very much.

Yesterday's doubts about Shi Ying's adoptive father gradually faded after meeting these people today.

Is it true? Are these all true?

Why did Shi Ying do this?

Yi Kezhi still couldn't accept the reality.

Then Yi Keshi left here with him, and continued to the place where the so-called relevant persons were.

Of course not all of them were seen, but after meeting four or five, Yi Kezhi felt that it was okay to not continue.

Everyone, whether it is the family or friends of the person who was hurt by Shi Ying, all talk about how good that person was before, and how strange he became after meeting Shi Ying. Won the hate.

Shi Ying's adoptive father did not disclose Yi Keshi's identity. She had no doubt that if these people knew that she was dating the demon they said, it would be possible to tear her apart.

Yi Kezhi could only remain silent, listening to what the man said to those people's persuasion.

It is the victim's hatred for the perpetrator.

is it real?Is it all the teacher's fault?

Such a fact was placed in front of Yi Kezhi, making it impossible for her to escape or justify.

I hope that after Shi Ying kills himself, he will release the pain in his heart.

By hating yourself, it may or may not be easy.

Yi Keshi laughed. On the way to leave the family of the last victim, he felt ridiculous for his thoughts.

Let the person you like become a murderer, and ask the other person to kill yourself.

What qualifications does this kind of person have to think about these things?

"You will never be discovered by her if you stay here for one night. I won't see you off tomorrow morning."

Stopping in front of a strange house, who had no communication with Yi Keshi along the way, Shi Ying's adoptive father said.

This is also the temporary residence that Yi Keshi asked him to last night, without being discovered by Shi Ying.

When Yi Keshi came out, he had already removed the SIM card from the phone and threw it into the trash can, but the phone was still with him. Could it be that he was reluctant to part with those memories?She still couldn't bear the loneliness of not seeing Shi Ying all night, she didn't know it herself.It's just turned off when you leave home.

"……thanks."

In the end, before the man left, Yi Keshi who got out of the car bowed his head and thanked him.

The other party is the object of his use, but he also satisfied his willful requirements, and arranged everything in just one day.

Feeling a little guilty in his heart, Yi Keshi still didn't say anything more.

"It's good to have one less victim." The man showed a refreshing smile, and he was probably very charming at his age.

"Take care, goodbye." With a wave of his hand, the other party started the car and left Yi Kezhi's sight.

When Yi Keshi raised his head, he realized that it was already evening and it was getting late.

I don't know what will happen when Shi Ying finds out that he is missing?

Is it time to eat well now?

Yi Keshi had no appetite at all today, and she didn't even drink a drop of water. When she came out of the mental hospital, Shi Ying's adoptive father suggested whether she should eat, but she still refused.

How can I have an appetite, thinking of what I have done, seeing everything I have faced.

Yi Kezhi took out his phone and stared at the pitch-black screen.

In the end, she put it away, took out the temporary key and opened the door in front of her. She will sleep here tonight and fly abroad tomorrow morning.

Of course, she knew she couldn't go.

Before that, I have to be prepared to face Shi Ying, bear the anger of Shi Ying, and make final arrangements.

Without turning on the light, Yi Keshi sat on a strange bed. There was no breath of Shiying here, no safe space she was familiar with, everything was strange and cold.

Yi Kezhi couldn't fall asleep, and didn't want to fall asleep, so he was neatly dressed and sat down at the table, staring blankly at the window with the curtains drawn.

What is Shi Ying doing now?Have you thought about yourself?

By making such a move, he betrayed Shi Ying himself.

When I am alone, I feel real.

What did I do this day, but it seemed like sleepwalking, and I couldn't remember at all.

His mind is full of Shi Ying's face, all of Shi Ying's expressions.

I really want to cry, but I can't cry, why, I must do such an excessive thing.

And it will be even worse tomorrow.

Yi Kezhi took a deep breath, but still cried.

In this isolated temporary shelter where only I live, weeping loudly.

I cried like this all night, and I couldn't stop my sadness. This is the pain of losing my love, and it is also the pain of betraying my beliefs.

If you're alone, it doesn't matter if you're weak.

It's okay to cry if no one sees it.

No matter how much you cry, the sadness can't stop.

Crying until the end was silent, Yi Keshi got up staggeringly, went to the bathroom to wash his face, took a hot towel and began to compress his eyes.

Tomorrow must be performed very well, there must be no flaws.

In the dead silence, Yi Keshi ushered in the dawn of dawn.

He didn't sleep all night, and his energy was exhausted, Yi Kezhi was tired, but not sleepy at all, and didn't want to sleep at all.

I don't want to see Shi Ying, but I have to see Shi Ying.

Going out of the door and throwing the temporary key into the mailbox, Yi Keshi felt an electric current that was at least twice as strong as yesterday, and almost screamed, but Yi Keshi just squatted on the ground, slowing down, Still stood up.

You can't back down, this is your own punishment.

Although it was painful, it made Yi Keshi more awake.

She hailed a taxi and headed to the airport.

There are still three hours before the departure time, and it will take an hour to get to the airport from here, it’s okay, there’s still time to board the plane, but——

Yi Kezhi looked at the plane ticket that Shi Ying's adoptive father handed over to him yesterday, and it was the same if he didn't have one.She turned on the phone numbly.

She's not going anywhere.

Arriving at the airport in a trance along the way, Yi Keshi had nothing on her but her wallet, mobile phone and plane tickets. She didn't bring a single piece of luggage, and she felt that she didn't need to bring anything.

Today, it should be my own judgment day.

With such an awareness, she got out of the taxi, paid the money, and Yi Keshi walked into the waiting hall.

Yi Keshi looked down at the location of the boarding gate shown on the ticket, and walked resolutely there.

Then, in the approaching place, I saw an unexpected figure sitting beside him, on the rest seat for passengers waiting for the flight.

The man stood up unsteadily, lowered his head, and held the mobile phone tightly in his hand.

A silent smile appeared in Yi Kezhi's heart.

Finally, he came to me... Shi Ying.

Yi Kezhi also clenched the phone in his pocket. On it, a program hidden in the background was running silently.