Scum cultivation system

Chapter 197 The Tears of Shi Ying

The location of Master Winner was a bit remote, and the group walked for a long time before finally finding the hotel.Paying is in charge of Amy from the future, who also has perfect identification.Otherwise, as a high school student, Yi Kezhi would be useless even if he took out his ID card.

The waste Xiaobai who turned into a humanoid carried the teacher on his back, and Yi Keshi wanted to do it by herself, but her physical strength was no longer as good as it was during the mission.It's just an ordinary person's level, and it's a bit difficult to carry Shiying on his back, let alone walk a long way.

Jila and Amy didn't talk much along the way, maybe because they noticed that Yi Keji's appearance was different from the past.

I was led by the waiter to the floor where the room is located. There are two rooms in total, each with two beds.Yi Kezhi naturally wanted to go home, she didn't want to stay outside, at least she didn't need to think about which room to sleep in when she went back.

Amy shared a room with Ji La, and Fei Xiaobai shared a room with Shi Ying. Someone needs to be watching whether Shi Ying is awake or not.

Yi Keshi instructed Po Xiaobai to put Shiying down, covered her with a quilt, and explained that when she woke up the next day, she would come back and was just about to go home when Shiying woke up.

"Recognizable..."

The first thing he did when he opened his eyes was to call out to Yi Keshi. In Shi Ying's eyes, all the lingering ferocity disappeared, only the deep black pupils were smudged with another color.

Yi Kezhi stopped and turned around.

Shi Ying struggled to sit up, stared blankly at Yi Keshi for a while, and then tears flowed from his eyes.

"..."

Why is she crying?Yi Keshi stood there at a loss, not knowing what to do.

Gila turned her face away, Amy looked at her sister, took a peek at Shi Ying, and turned her back, pretending that she didn't exist.

"Recognizable... Recognizable..."

With a crying voice, Shi Ying kept calling for Yi Keshi, and grabbed the latter's drooping palm tightly, as if exhausting all the strength in his body.

"..."

Yi Kezhi didn't speak, but just looked down at Shi Ying silently.

"Don't go...don't leave me...I only have knowledge...only knowledge..."

The temperature from the palm was a little hot, as if it was about to be burned.

"I didn't leave."

Throat was dry, Yi Keshi lowered his eyes, but did not shake off Shi Ying.

Because of the other party's rare weakness, Yi Kezhi was unable to put on a tough attitude.

Shi Ying grabbed Yi Kezhi's palm, hugged her waist, and pressed his face against her.

"Beside me, don't go anywhere...Keshi...I love you...don't leave me alone..."

Choking, with a hoarse voice, Shi Ying, who has lost his demonic power, will not make her feel uncomfortable even if he hugs Yi Keshi with all his strength.

"...Don't cry. Shi Ying, I won't leave again."

Gently stroking the back of Shi Ying's head with his palm, Yi Keshi said without showing his cold side.

Even for precocious people, after Yi Keshi left, it was only when Shi Ying was young, and no matter how much he experienced, Shi Ying's spirit would not be strengthened too much.

Pressure and fear have always lingered in Shi Ying's mind.

For people other than Yi Keji, she does not have to show any sympathy and kindness, but when facing her lover, all her soft parts are unfolded for him.

And being pierced into the wound by the most trusted person is even more painful.

"Does Kezhi hate me?"

"I won't hate you."

"Kechi took back my soul... because it can drive me away?"

"...That's not the reason."

Yi Kezhi gently untied Shi Ying's somewhat tangled hair.

"Your soul is your own, how can you give it to something of unknown origin...Even if you have no power, I won't drive you away."

Yi Keshi untied Shi Ying's arm and bent down to meet Shi Ying's eyes.

"Shi Ying...I am not the Yi Keshi you know now, you can choose not to have me, and find a new lover who is more suitable for you. The things I used to be with you in the past are over."

"I just want to—"

"I like Shi Ying. You are cute, you can cook, you like me very much, you are smart and cheerful. I like everything very much. However, I don't regard Shi Ying as a lover anymore. You are a lovely Girl, not my lover, do you understand?"

"Recognizable—"

"I was wrong in the past. I deliberately hurt you and caused you to kill me... I'm sorry... I left you with bad memories."

Yi Keshi closed his eyes for a moment, calmed down, and tried to calm himself down.

"It's not your fault, you're not wrong... Your parents are not your fault, and it's not your fault that you did something too much later... It's not your fault that I intentionally hurt you and let you kill me... ...you don't have to be too hard on yourself."

Wiping away the tears from Shi Ying's face, Yi Keshi laughed.

"Shi Ying, it's okay...let me go, I've already let go, I won't hate you just because of this...we're done."

The tearful Shi Ying opened his eyes wide, his body trembling, and he stretched his fingers towards Yi Keshi as hard as he could.

"No... I just want to know..."

"...Why can't you understand. From the moment I died, there was no follow-up between us, Shi Ying, don't be attached to me anymore."

"Don't...Kezhi, I only have you..."

"..."

Yi Kezhi sighed and simply sat on the edge of the bed.

After recalling the past, although the emotional part has become weak, I can't remember what happened clearly.It was too far away for Yi Keshi, already blurred.

But Yi Kezhi still misses that warm feeling of hope that fills his whole being with courage.

The self at that time can no longer go back, so let Shi Ying, who stayed at that time, go with time.

"There are many people like me, Shi Ying, I am not special at all. Choose the changed me, why not choose the things that attracted you in the past, and there are other people with those."

"Knowledge is... special..."

Shi Ying grabbed Yi Kezhi's wrist, trembling, his words broke.She couldn't put her thoughts into words.

For Shi Ying, Yi Keshi is the only lover.It is for her to complete the task, and it is also for her to endure all the way.

It is because of thinking about Yi Kezhi that we can continue to move forward, and because we have hope, we can meet people who are very annoying.

How could it be so easy to say give up and give up?

"It's not recognizable...it can't be...it must be recognizable...I have to be recognizable..."

Knowing that he couldn't convince Shi Ying, Yi Keshi had no choice but to give up temporarily.

"I'll come back tomorrow morning, let's stop here today, it's late, I'm going back to sleep."

Yi Keshi wanted to stand up, but was caught by Shi Ying.

"Keshi...I...love Keshi...No matter what Keshi becomes, I will love Keshi..."

"..."

Yi Kezhi didn't want to continue the topic, and it was impossible to say that he wasn't moved.

After all, Yi Kezhi didn't have amnesia, she just couldn't remember clearly, and it wasn't that she didn't have any feelings for Shi Ying.

If the person you like confesses like this, there will be no people who are indifferent, right?

"Ten times, a hundred times, a thousand times, I love Keshi... I won't give up... I won't choose others... I only want Keshi..."

"Why...it has to be me? You heard it yourself, Shiying, right? When I approached you at the beginning, it was only because of the mission, not simply being nice to you...and doing too much..."

"Kechi is different from other people...doesn't look like a monster...what Keshi sees is me...will treat me tenderly...will not reject me even if she is afraid...willing to be with me...so, I just want to be recognizable...as long as I don't hate my recognizable..."

Shi Ying talked intermittently, tightening his fingers, afraid that the other party would leave if he let go.

"You look very cute, there will be many people who like you, there is no need to hold on to a scum like me who is no longer good."

"..."

Shi Ying shook his head vigorously, his red eyes fixed on Yi Keshi.

"I only want you."

Really, bad.

Yi Kezhi has been there for many, many years, and he can't feel his heartbeat anymore.

At this moment, Shi Ying tried so hard to convey his feelings, but Yi Keshi seemed to be alive, and his heart regained its vitality.

The sound of the heartbeat seemed to shake the whole body in an instant.

"...as you please."

Yi Keshi smiled, and hugged Shi Ying back for the first time.

"Sleep well, I will come over tomorrow, and I won't run away."

Shi Ying hid in Yi Kezhi's arms, no longer sad, but tears of joy welling up.

That's right, Kezhi still likes her.

As long as she works harder to convey her thoughts to the past, she will definitely become recognizable as before.

The sense of helplessness and fear gradually faded away, and Shi Ying regained his thinking ability.

Let go of Shiying and stood up, Yi Kezhi's fingers trembled slightly, and for a moment he recalled the touch of a hug he had once had.

Yes, this is real division wins.Compared with the past, it feels more real and warmer.

If you can change back to your past self, it should be a happy thing, right?

Glancing at Ji La, the other party clenched his fingers and took a half-step, wanting to hug Yi Keshi, but he was a bit scrupled.

"good night, see you tomorrow."

Yi Kezhi simply walked over and hugged Jila.

Almost instantly, Jira's face turned red quickly.

Yi Keshi, who has always maintained a repulsive attitude, is now willing to get close, so will she be able to turn back into Michelia soon?

After letting go of Jira, Yi Kezhi hesitated for a moment, but still gave Amy a hug.

"Good night."

After a relatively short hug time, it was the closeness to Fei Xiaobai.

Yi Kezhi first patted the other person's head, and then hugged him tightly with some strength.

"Xiaobai, good night. Thank you..."

A little light flashed through Fei Xiaobai's eyes and then disappeared. She didn't respond, and quietly let her master get close.

After saying good night and saying goodbye, Yi Keshi walked out of the room and closed the door.

After closing the door, tears welled up in Yi Kezhi's eyes.

"Xiaozhi, wouldn't it be better if I didn't exist from the beginning?"

Xiao Zhi, who was present from the beginning to the end but did not speak, remained silent and did not answer Yi Kezhi's question.

The silence rippled away with the breathing of the lights.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_Wo!finally!It's over again!

I can't do it... Tomorrow I have to get up early, I have something to do all day, I was lazy tonight and didn't do anything, so I can go to bed early...

I have to catch up with work tomorrow... I'm so sleepy... It seems that it will be more difficult to make up tomorrow... But I will work hard...

_(:з」∠)_Good night everyone... I will reply all the replies when I am free and refreshed...

By the way, I heard that nutrient solution is needed to participate in the activities. Wo is not participating in any activities now. I can give it to other authors who need it_(:з」∠)_Although Wo will be happy to see it... But I don’t know where it is in the backstage See who voted...so I didn't thank the nutrient solution for posting it...I'm still not familiar with some operations in Jinjiang...

Thank you for being cute and passing by the landmines thrown by the little angel~

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