Scum cultivation system

"Liya, don't you think you are a bit arbitrary?"

Straightforward words, Jira's current appearance is not like the girl who has always existed in Yi Kezhi's mind blindly being close to her, but with another kind of calm attitude towards outsiders.

"What do you mean by saying that?"

It's been a long time since he felt disobedient, and Yi Kezhi was about to explode, but his consciousness became more and more clear.

Jira sighed, holding her wrist with her left hand, and kept silent for a while.

"Why do you always want to decide everything by yourself?"

Yi Keshi shut his mouth tightly, turning a blind eye to Jira's eyes downcast.

"I've felt it since before." Gila lowered her voice. "Liya, do you remember? I was angry because of the thing about you sacrificing yourself and digging out your heart."

Yi Kezhi, who folded his arms and maintained a gesture of rejection, tried to recall, because it was Jila who lost his temper rarely, and she still had some impressions.Even if the details are lost, the general memory remains.

"Well... I remember."

Jira was very angry when she decided to sacrifice herself without authorization, and what happened later also made her irritable.Yi Kezhi can now understand that she was the one who did the wrong thing, so she eased her attitude and let Jila continue talking.

"At that time, I said that Liya always endured everything alone. The same is true for deciding to dig out her heart, and the same is true for suicide." When the word "suicide" was said, Gila's fingertips twitched slightly. "Liya never thought about my feelings, never thought about what kind of people you left behind, and it's the same now."

Yi Keshi clenched her fists and stood up. For a moment, she wanted to yell at Jira, saying that all she did was to complete the task, and it was all because of the bastard in the system.

But after seeing Xiaozhi sitting on top of the speaker, Yi Kezhi calmed down.Suppressing her anger, she sat down panting heavily.

"Are you trying to win by blaming me and making me give up saving the teacher?"

The temperature in his eyes dropped, and Yi Keshi looked at his former lover, who was now a passerby in the past tense for him.

Her heart was not so much filled with the anger of betrayal, but rather the sadness of being misunderstood.

Can't be understood by others, what you do, no matter what the reason, is extremely excessive in the eyes of others, right?

Yi Keshi tightened his jaw, staring at a small scratch on the coffee table.

"Why can't you understand, Liya? What I want to say is to let Shiying decide whether to give her soul or take it back. Let her make her own decision, not let Liya arrange it. She has enough thinking to confirm herself It's not Liya's doll."

"boom--"

Yi Keshi stood up vigorously, and his movements were too large, which made the sofa move back a certain distance and made a loud noise.

Her chest heaved greatly, and her eyes were a little red.

"You mean to say that I manipulate you like puppets, completely ignoring your thoughts, like a dictatorial tyrant?"

In a hurry, Yi Kezhi felt a roar resounding in his ears, and the strength of his teeth clenched was a little sour.

"But isn't that what you are doing now? Make decisions without authorization, act without authorization, don't accept me, and don't look at me... Can you still see me?"

Shi Ying also stood up, staring closely at Yi Keshi, not moving away for a second.

"very good."

Yi Keshi covered his eyes and laughed, his gums were bleeding from the teeth he clenched too hard.Heat flowed from the depths of her head to her eye sockets, and she almost couldn't breathe.

Yes, I always thought they were fake characters in the past, so I was somewhat careless.But she also worked hard, working hard, convincing herself that no matter whether she likes it or not, she should take it seriously.

Why, in their eyes, is he such a person?

Obviously the method she chose is the most suitable one, and obviously relying on Yi Kezhi's brainpower, she can't think of a better method.

Wanting to minimize the damage, I always think like this every time, except for ignoring the other party's thoughts when Xiaobai was abolished, even Amy, who hates her, has already chosen a way that doesn't hurt her so much.

Why, in the eyes of these people, do they disregard the feelings of others?

"What else? Just say it all."

Yi Keshi suppressed her enthusiasm and stared at the three people who seemed to be sitting on the trial seat, and she was the only prisoner.

"Sister...we are not blaming you...just want to tell you that it doesn't matter if you can rely on us more, and rely on Amy more...don't force yourself so much, Amy will help sister, as long as sister wishes Yes, Amy will do everything with all her strength."

Amy couldn't help but speak, she looked up at Yi Keshi eagerly, and realized that her eyes would make the other person feel uncomfortable, so she quickly turned to look at the other's fingers.

"..."

Yi Kezhi looked at the three people in front of him with a blank expression.

"Really? Are you relying on you?" The corner of his mouth curled up in a sarcasm, and Yi Keshi looked at the three of them from beginning to end with piercing scrutiny.

"I still don't know when you two got on so well. Do you want me to rely on you, what do you rely on? Will you continue to torture me?"

Under extreme anger, Yi Kezhi blurted out vicious words, more like venting his anger.

Ah, yes, I did something too much.So what?Could it be that the fault is all their own, so they can just blame themselves from a safe standpoint?

"Recognizable..."

Shi Ying's face turned pale.

"Lia!"

Gila's face was tense, and her blue eyes were twisted a little.

"..."

Amy didn't speak, but her body trembled slightly.

Seeing everyone's performance, Yi Kezhi couldn't stop his explosion.

They should not be angry with them, they are also victims.Yi Kezhi's rationality is completely separated from his body, unable to control himself.

"What? Did I say something wrong? Aren't you forcing me to choose now?"

stop now.

"Take yourself as a bargaining chip, because I will care about you, so just do things like this, hurt yourself, come to make me submit, let me follow your heart, don't you?"

not like this.

"Why do you think so... Liya... I didn't think about it as much as you said. I wanted to see you, so I gave up that world. Because you are more important, I chose you."

There was water in Jira's eyes, and her teeth trembled as she gritted her teeth.

"Is this how Kezhi sees me? Am I a burden, a threat, and an annoying person?"

Shi Ying's fingers trembled, he took a deep breath, and persisted in not taking his eyes off, staring at Yi Keshi.

"...I don't, I don't think so, I want my sister, I want to see my sister... Amy doesn't want to hurt my sister... Amy wants to be with my sister, my sister is happy, and then I will feel happy... That's why Will... will always chase after my sister..."

Amy held her head, trying to confirm her thoughts.

"Shi Ying, isn't what you are doing just to make me hate you? Give up your soul, just for people like me, and try to get you back, but don't listen. Don't take yourself seriously, make a deal with the devil Isn't this kind of behavior just to get comfort and sympathy from me?"

To shut up!

"Gira, you too, kept saying that because you valued me, you gave up other things. Actually? You should know what will happen after you are a part of the soul of the goddess from the beginning, right? Knowing that you are the devil king, you still pretend Act like you don’t know anything, and stay by my side. Then use me as an excuse to give up becoming a god, and follow me to a new world, so that you can be free. You won’t be looked at with strange eyes by others again, you There is no need to protect so many humans all the time.”

Say no more!

"As for Amy, from the beginning, you only think about yourself. You just want to be happy, and you don't care about my thoughts at all. Now you make it up later and say that you are willing to do anything for me. What's the use? Isn't it still the same name? Mind, take me back and then lock me up?"

Shut up!

The complexions of the three of them turned ashen, Yi Keshi's every word poked at their sore spots, distorting their thoughts.

Yi Kezhi's attitude was already obvious, with a sense of hostility and a cold gaze.

Now Yi Keshi is extremely strange, or just like when he was about to leave them, he has become ruthless.

"Liya... you say that, it's too much..."

Ji La took a few steps forward and stood in front of Yi Keshi.

"Because I got it right, did you become angry from embarrassment? Did I say something wrong? Say I don't listen to your ideas, have you heard my words?"

Don't...don't say it...

"One by one, they all only think about themselves, they say they are for me, and in the end they care more about themselves."

"Lia!"

"Snapped--"

Yi Keshi was taken aback by the loud slap, and the roar in his head disappeared.

At some point, his face became wet, and the smell of blood seemed to overflow from his throat.

It was so painful, hundreds of times more painful than the pain of the curse.

Yi Kezhi couldn't breathe, and the result of trying to breathe was to hear himself sobbing as if he was crying.

"Enough... Liya, why do you continue to force yourself, will you feel happy when you hurt me? Don't you think I will get hurt when you say this? Why, don't you look at me?"

The weeping Yi Keshi raised his head, and what he saw was Jira who was also crying.

The crystal clear tears drowned the deep blue, Jira's originally pretty face was a little distorted.

Ah, made Gila cry.

In Yi Kezhi's heart, however, he felt sadness and despair gushing out together, and the emotions that had been sealed and intact flowed continuously along the opening.

It's so uncomfortable, why is it so uncomfortable?

Fei Xiaobai looked at what happened in front of her without any reaction, her expression didn't change at all, but there was a little light in her eyes.

"I'm looking at you! I'm looking at you! Jira, you are the one who doesn't know anything and still says such things! What dolls don't listen to you at all? I've worked hard! I want to protect you wholeheartedly. You guys! Why don't you understand!"

Yi Kezhi shouted loudly, his throat was hoarse, and his brain was so hot that he no longer knew what he was talking about.

"I have said it many times! You don't listen at all! I have already come up with the best method! Why do you choose the worst option! How many times do you have to trample on my heart before it is over! How many times do you ignore my efforts before it’s over! What’s wrong with liking! If you like it, you can ignore everything, don’t want anything, just look at me, like crazy! I like it too, I like it desperately, I hope you can be happy Ah! Why must I be cornered! Why, Gila! Why do you insist on pursuing me, insist on catching me!"

Clutching the opponent's shoulders tightly, Yi Kezhi's feet were a little weak, tears were mixed with crying, and his words became slurred.

"Because it's not Liya, it won't work. If it's not Michelle, I don't want it. I like Liya, I love Liya, and the world without Liya can't live. If you don't see Liya, you will die. It must be Liya. Yes... Only Liya can..."

Ji La hugged Yi Keshi, tears staining Yi Keshi's chest.Choking with sobs, he did not give up and told himself that he had not changed his mind in the slightest.

"Why do you have to have me! There are so many people in the world! There are countless people who like Jira and worship you. You are a goddess! Isn't it easy to want any kind of person! Don't follow, Don't think about me, you want a worthless person like me!"

Trembling, Yi Keshi didn't know what he was talking about.Is the other party's feelings an illusion arranged by the system?After the task is over, after the influence has passed, will the obsession of the former lovers fade away, will it become the complete opposite?

Because except for the help of the system, Yi Kezhi is basically a very weak ordinary human being.

Without strong physical strength, without extraordinary intelligence, and not outstanding in any aspect, although it is passable, it is far from excellent.Even the appearance is only to the extent that you can see it.

For such a girl, after losing the system, the connection with these outstanding people through the system is like a dream, and it has completely dissipated.

"Liya is different from other people, I like Liya, so Liya is a special person, a unique person. Strong, harder than anyone else, kind, single-minded, unflexible, very stubborn, very handsome Yes, my favorite Leah."

Ji La hugged Yi Keshi tightly, as if she would never let go of her for the rest of her life.

"Kezhi... I love you. No matter how many times I repeat, I will always say, I love you, and I will never let you go."

Shi Ying turned to the back at some point and hugged Yi Keshi from behind.Burying her face deeply into the other's neck, the warm liquid slid down the curve, taking away the body temperature of Yi Kezhi's back.

"Sister. Amy belongs to my sister, and my sister is everything to Amy."

Amy hugged Yi Keshi's legs reverently, knelt on the ground, and breathed against her waist.

Waste Xiaobai sat blankly, watching the chaos in front of him, and didn't speak.

On the tall home theater-style stereo, Xiao Zhi sat relaxed, swinging his legs, and patted the vocal part under him with a smile.

And Yi Kezhi, surrounded, was crying loudly.

The moments that should be joyful are completely indulged in sadness.

This liking is so fake.

Surely this attachment will subside, right?

How about that time?

Yi Kezhi also hugged Jira tightly, crying uncontrollably.

The author has something to say: _(:з」∠)_This chapter is all about feelings... Ah, Valentine's Day, the code has crossed the time... It seems to be hollowed out

I woke up too early in the morning, I was so sleepy... I couldn't do it anymore... There is no new chapter... Tomorrow... ah... After getting enough sleep, I will definitely burst out of my liver...

_(:з」∠)_I'm so sleepy, I can't sleep anymore... I'm about to fall asleep...

In this chapter, the protagonist can finally vent... But it still hasn't completely solved the problem. Yi Kezhi's character is quite common, cowardly, inferior, and doesn't recognize himself... If he is liked, he will doubt whether he is the other party I made a mistake... If it's an ordinary romance drama, it's okay, but it's a pity that it's such a worldview, so I'm going to give it a try every day

Go to sleep...good night everyone...

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