Scum cultivation system

Ordinary people in peaceful times would only feel terrible when they saw blood, let alone this kind of wrist wound that curled up.

Yi Kezhi really wanted to lose his memory now, but he could only bear the pain of seeing the blood with a pale face, and helped Shiying clean up the wound, and then treated her wound with the family medicine box found under the TV cabinet.

Disinfect it well first, apply the potion, and then press the wound with gauze. Don't even think about such a large wound with a bandage, and then wrap it tightly with a bandage.

During this period, blood beads were still oozing out, so Yi Kezhi could only wrap the bandage a few more times, and make it tighter.

Fortunately, these things are not difficult. I learned simple bandaging because I like to chat with the school doctor, and it is also useful now.

Maybe I might become a nurse myself.

This is of course impossible.

Thinking about how to relieve the tension, Yi Keshi finally healed Shi Ying's wound.

During this period, Shi Ying kept a very strange smile that seemed to be fixed on his face, watching Yi Keshi deeply.

Those pupils seemed to be looking at Yi Kezhi, but at the same time they seemed to be looking at someone else.

Why did Shi Ying do such a thing when nothing special happened?

This self-harming behavior.

Obviously, she has never seen the wounds of people who cut their wrists on her hands. This shouldn't be a habitual self-mutilation, right?Is it the first time to do this?

"Why do that."

Trying to calm his tone, Yi Kezhi's palm couldn't help wrapping the wrist of Shiying's injured hand.

Fortunately, only one wrist was cut this time, and it was still the left hand, so it would not have a particularly big impact.

"Do this..."

Shi Ying responded to Yi Kezhi's words, smiled, and focused his eyes on her.

"Drink my blood, Kezhi."

"Why did you do such a strange thing!"

Unable to bear his own emotions, Yi Keshi stood up and looked down at Shi Ying, his half-kneeling knees were shaking because of the long time.

Drinking blood or something, and I'm not a vampire, why would I do such a terrible thing?

That's definitely weird.

The idea of ​​a teacher winning is too strange.

"Drink it, and my blood will merge with the blood that can be recognized."

"shut up!"

Anxiety and panic made Yi Kezhi's response a little intense, her ordinary life experience was not enough to cope with the situation in front of her.

How could anyone say such terrible things so easily.

What blood is fused together, what is drinking blood, why is it done.

"This is wrong!"

"Do you know you don't like me?"

"It's not this problem! This kind of thing is wrong! You can't hurt yourself!"

"Do you know you don't like me?"

"Does hurting yourself make you happy?"

The dialogue could not proceed at all, and Yi Kezhi's words could not reach Shi Ying's heart at all.

Anxiety, distress and fear made Yi Kezhi's thinking a little confused.

"Keep knowing, you have to like me."

The obsessed teacher wins, why did it become like this?Obviously, they could still have a conversation before, but now they can't listen to Yi Kezhi's answer at all.

"I like you! I like you! But you are terrible like this! Shi Ying, please be sober! Do you understand that this is wrong? You can't hurt yourself, you have to protect yourself, do you understand ?”

Yi Keshi grabbed Shi Ying's shoulders and shook them vigorously.I tried to convey my thoughts, but I couldn't do it at all.

Shi Ying stared at Yi Kezhi's appearance and was extremely focused.

"Potato stew is a very good dish. I have practiced it for a long time. Eating it alone is boring and annoying. I want to eat it with others. I want to eat it while chatting and laughing. No one will accompany me to eat it. Keshi will accompany me, right?"

Taking care of his own words, Shi Ying didn't care about the hand on his shoulder at all, but just got closer to Yi Kezhi.

Let the other person subconsciously take a step back.

Facing such a girl with abnormal expression and performance, how could Yi Keshi not panic.

Although I like Shi Ying, I am very afraid.

terrified.

Shi Ying who cut his wrist when Yi Kezhi didn't notice it was terrible, and the wound was so deep.

If it wasn't because of the technique, he wouldn't necessarily bleed too much and die, wouldn't Shi Ying be afraid?

Shi Ying is an abnormal existence, Yi Keshi now understands this very clearly.

This kind of person, I want to attack, I want to like her, and I want to blacken her.

I can't do it, I can't do it, I like it, I can't blacken it, and I have to act like a scumbag to such a teacher, how can I do it.

"Keshi, are you afraid of me?"

Yi Kezhi never answered, his body trembling slightly made Shi Ying very clear about the other party's rejection.

However, division winning will not stop.

She took a step in the direction of Yi Kezhi.

When Shi Ying takes a step forward, Yi Keshi takes a step back.

Obviously, regardless of age or physique, he is the dominant party, but Yi Keshi has no way to develop a confrontational mentality against Shi Ying.

That is the instinctive fear of ordinary people towards abnormal people.

This is not a physical gap, but a spiritual gap.

Yi Keshi, who was just a high school student growing up with nothing to do, could face Shi Ying who didn't know what he had gone through to become like this.

"Kezhi, do you want to run away?"

Yi Kezhi had nowhere to escape from the closely following steps and words, and her retreat was only a short breath.

After taking a few steps back, my calf bumped into the sofa in the living room. After all, it was not far away. When I first treated the wound, I stood directly next to the TV.

And Yi Keshi, who was defenseless, also fell down because of the impact, and his back was gently caught by the soft sofa.

It's just that this tenderness made Yi Keshi even more disturbed, because of the reason for the collapse, there is now nowhere to escape.

what to do?What can I say to make Shi Ying calm down?

Even more desperately using his brain than during the senior high school entrance examination, Yi Keshi seemed to be able to hear the countdown ticking from behind his head.

"Shi Ying's blackness has increased."

The text that was almost swiping the screen kept flashing in front of my eyes.

"It's so noisy! Take it back!"

Shouting in his head to turn off Xiaozhi's notification sound and Yi Kezhi on the panel, seeing Shi Ying's face directly, he fell into a situation where he couldn't think.

"Knowledge, I won't let you escape."

"I won't go! I won't go!"

Yi Keshi, who shouted in desperation, with the determination to die, conveyed his heart to Shi Ying, who was obviously in a mental state in front of him.

Putting his hands on the sofa to prop up his limp body, Yi Keshi hugged Shi Ying desperately, hoping that through this action, Shi Ying could make Shi Ying understand his mind.

"I don't hate you! I don't hate you at all! I like you the most! Don't be like this, get back to normal soon, Shi Ying!"

No matter what the other party said, she must pass on these words, Yi Keshi even closed her eyes, she didn't dare to look, even though her body was shaking constantly, she still hugged Shi Ying tightly.

Obviously the other party is an unarmed 13-year-old junior high school student, and he is also someone he likes, but this fear cannot be suppressed.

This kind of instinctive fear in the face of the unknown and frightening existence almost made Yi Keshi turn around and run away.

She knows that she can't run, and the meaning of coming to this world is to win for Shi Ying, and she can't escape even if she is afraid, even if she escapes, where can she escape?

Facing the person you like and running away or something.

It's not that I don't want to face the punishment of failure, nor is Xiaozhi's long-winded tasks, I am sincere, I want to give Shi Ying my love, I want to make Shi Ying happy, so that Shi Ying will not be lonely, will not Continue past cycle.

"really?"

It seems to have passed smoothly.

Yi Kezhi was relieved a little early, because Shi Ying immediately hugged her back and questioned her.

"Isn't it a lie?"

"It's true! I like you! I like Shi Ying! I won't run away, I won't leave you, didn't I promise it?"

"I can, can I believe Kezhi?"

"Trust me! I won't leave you!"

At least at this moment, Yi Keshi didn't want to leave Shiying, and made up his mind that he would not complete the task given by Xiaozhi until he died in this world.

"Well, I believe Kezhi."

The voice, which seemed to be drifting unconsciously before, has returned to its previous appearance, more energetic, and more realistically alive.

"I like you, Shi Ying, don't be like that, okay? It's scary...I'm scared..."

As an older self, why is she acting like a baby? Yi Keshi still can't calm down, and still feels his legs are weak.

Yi Kezhi had heard of things like hurting himself, after all, he knew something about cutting his wrists when he was chatting with the school doctor, but this situation is different.

Wrist cutting is generally what people who have gone to extremes will do when they break up.

Nothing happened just now, he suddenly cut his own wrist, and mixed blood into the food, as if it was a matter of course, he wanted his lover to eat this kind of thing.

This is absolutely abnormal, wrong, and shouldn't be done.

Yi Kezhi's memory brought up the book he read a few minutes ago, is it that?Shi Ying, who was already a bit extreme in thinking, was influenced by that kind of thing, so he did this kind of thing?

"I'm sorry, I want Keshi to like me more, that's why I do this kind of thing."

Shi Ying apologized honestly, which really made Yi Kezhi feel the warm body, and also made her realize that the other party was not a monster or anything else, and it was still Shi Ying.

"Don't do it again, okay? Don't hurt yourself anymore... It hurts, right? Seeing you hurt makes me feel bad too."

"Well, I won't do it."

Shi Ying didn't answer the question of whether it hurts or not, but Yi Keshi didn't dare to think about what it meant.

Does it hurt?Or do you feel nothing at all?Or do you feel happy even though it hurts?

No matter what kind of thinking it is, Yi Keshi is very scared, and he doesn't want to understand it more deeply.

"Shall I do well next?"

Let yourself solve the problem of eating first, Yi Keshi let go of Shi Ying, tried to smile, and didn't let Shi Ying see his emotions.

"Do not……"

"Your hand is injured and it's not convenient to cook, right? Leave it to me!"

Yi Keshi, who interrupted Shi Ying's words, showed a hearty look, and pulled Shi Ying all the way to the front of the bar—of course, with the uninjured hand, and then pressed her on the chair.

"Leave it to Keshi, this one, too."

He took off the only apron on his body that could cover his body, because Shi Ying was sitting on a chair, but his height was exactly the same as Yi Kezhi.He helped Yi Keshi put on the apron naturally, and Yi Keshi also lowered his head in cooperation so that she could help him put it on.

A little shy and embarrassed, although I also like cute things, but this is the first time I do this, wearing nothing but an apron, and I have almost adapted to the unrestrained Yi Kezhi, but because my body is covered, I become shy instead.

"Is this... okay? Wouldn't it be strange?"

Yi Keshi, who was blushing, moved a little distance away, and moved slightly from side to side, not turning in circles like Shi Ying did.

"It's very suitable."

Shi Ying answered with a smile.

Yi Keji endured his shyness and went to the kitchen to start preparations.

I can only cook simple dishes of vegetables, but fortunately, Shiying made potato stew, so it would be no problem to make a bowl of soup and a stir-fried vegetable.

Yi Keshi was still a little scared when she thought of potato stew, knowing that she would definitely not be able to avoid this dish, and Shi Ying didn't look like she would let it go at all. When she thought that it was stained with Shi Ying's blood, she still wanted to eat it. A little trembling, but the fear was well controlled.

Don't be afraid, it's the teacher's victory, so there's nothing to be afraid of.

The power of liking someone is really powerful, and it makes Yi Kezhi's timidity become a little more courageous.

Putting down the inexplicable emotions in his heart, Yi Keshi reluctantly made egg drop soup and fried vegetables, and then brought the dishes to the bar. Anyway, the place is spacious enough for two people to eat together.

And the rice that Shi Ying put down to cook just now was cooked with a ding from the rice cooker.

"Come and eat."

After arranging the bowls and chopsticks and serving the rice, Yi Keshi smiled and said to Shiying that just by looking at the appearance, he had completely returned to his usual appearance.

But the feeling that her legs are so soft that she wants to sit down immediately, only she knows.

“Yummy~”

Shi Ying, who was so happy that he took a bite of green vegetables, ate it with a smile, and his expression was completely different from the gloomy look before.

"As long as you like it..."

Fortunately, I tasted the taste before serving it out. It's just as simple as vegetables and soup, so there won't be any big mistakes.

Yi Kezhi breathed a sigh of relief. Now she is a teacher, not a high school student who hasn't graduated yet. If she can't cook food that can be eaten, will she disappoint Teacher Ying? This kind of thinking made her unable to help Work hard.

"Knowable, ah—"

Is this the legendary feeding?Yi Keshi looked at the rotten stewed potatoes in the spoon in front of him, wondering if it was because the potatoes were dug out from the surface, blood stains could be clearly seen on them.

It was Shi Ying's blood, and because of the temperature of the food, it had changed color, as if it had congealed.

The forced smile on Yi Keshi's face could hardly be kept, it was so scary, he didn't want to eat it.

Such thoughts can only be turned around in the mind, unable to speak out.

Because the eyes of Shi Ying who was looking at him, although with a smile, made Yi Keshi feel the sense of terror just now again.

If he doesn't eat, will Shi Ying do any strange and terrible actions again?

Not daring to challenge this possibility, even though he was extremely afraid to touch it, Yi Keshi mustered up the courage to open his mouth.

"what--"

The potatoes are stewed well, the heat is just right, the aroma of the slightly sweet sauce with a little soy sauce, and the full taste of the gravy are perfect.

but--

Mixed with it, was the rusty smell of blood, which made Yi Keshi almost spit it out at the moment of entrance.The moment his throat rolled, Yi Keshi immediately covered his mouth with his hand, and forced the potato back into his mouth.

"Well……"

Turning the voice of retching into a muffled voice, he swallowed it in such a way that Shi Ying would not notice it, tears were squeezed out from the corner of his eyes, Yi Keshi tried hard to divert his attention away, showed a distorted smile and said fluently Made up lies.

"It's so hot, it's delicious, Shi Ying did a great job."

How can the food that has been put out for more than ten minutes still be hot? This kind of cover-up is really lame.

Shi Ying, who was only paying attention to Yi Kezhi eating the potatoes, didn't care at all, still nodded with a smile, and continued: "Ah——"

This time, it was a piece of meat that was also stewed very soft and easy to eat, but there was still blood on it that Yi Kezhi didn't want to face.

"what."

Yi Keshi, who forced a smile on his face, didn't refuse Shi Ying's feed, but still swallowed it. I don't know if it's because it's the second time. The reaction was not as strong as the first time. go down.However, her throat was still wriggling violently against her own will, as if she was about to spit it out, she could only cover her mouth with her hand, and forcefully stuffed the food with Shi Ying's blood into her stomach.

After confirming that Yi Kezhi had eaten, Shiying continued to feed the food with a smile on his face.

It seems that Yi Kezhi won't stop until Yi Kezhi eats all the potato stew.

And Yi Kezhi could only keep swallowing in pain, and gradually seemed to get used to the smell of blood in the food.

Although I still hate blood, I am not as resistant as I was at first.

It's just that when he thought that the blood was won by the teacher, Yi Keshi still felt very conflicted.

Finally, she stuffed a whole bowl of potato stew into Yi Kezhi's stomach. She felt that she was full and couldn't eat anything.And very nauseous, stomach bloated, a burst of nausea.Yi Keshi retched a few times when Shi Ying wasn't paying attention, and Yi Keshi managed to control his stomach.

Shi Ying just let her go and didn't continue to play and feed her.

Yi Kezhi sat uncomfortably feeling the swelling in his stomach, watching Shiying eat.

She was very careful, chewing every leaf of the vegetable, as if she was chewing in centimeters, slowly, even the dripping soup on the vegetable, and licked it clean.

After eating the rice and vegetables, there was no soup left on the bottom of the plate, and the egg drop soup was completely drunk.

Obviously Yi Kezhi was ready to serve two people, but unexpectedly, Shi Ying ate it right away.

The two people who had nothing to do after the meal finally did not go to wash the dishes under Yi Keshi's strong request, Shi Ying, but refused to sit elsewhere, and kept staring at Yi Keshi who was washing the dishes through the bar.

In order to keep Shi Ying's wound from getting wet, he had to pay more attention. Yi Keshi tried his best not to recall the potato stew. He felt that he would never want to eat this dish in the future.

While washing the dishes, I suddenly thought of something I wanted to ask.

"Why do you make ragout?"

According to the general family recipes, shouldn't the more frequent ones be braised pork or simply fried potatoes?This dish is not very common, is it?

"Because it's a dish for the whole family."

Shi Ying replied with a light smile in his voice.

"Keji and I are a family now."

"Um……"

Yi Keshi, who was a little shy and couldn't answer directly, was glad that his back was facing Shi Ying now, so that she wouldn't see his blushing face.

Does this dish have any special significance?Do you want to ask?

After solving Yi Kezhi's hesitation, Shi Ying himself spoke.

"It was my mother who taught me to make it for my mother and father, just before that day."

That day?

Yi Ke knew exactly what this meant.

So does this dish have such a meaning?

Yi Kezhi seemed to be able to understand the reason for Shiying's obsession, but it's okay not to let blood in it, that's a bit of a point.

"That day was..."

"December 6th when I was 47 years and 12 days old."

"yes……"

After washing the dishes, Yi Kezhi couldn't look back at Shi Ying's expression. How was she feeling at this moment?Will it be uncomfortable?

But Yi Kezhi turned himself around by tapping the dish towel beside him.

"..."

Those are very deep eyes that are far beyond a child's, bottomless, and seem to engulf people.