Daily life after breaking the shadow

Emotions are surging and cannot be stopped.

The inner drum beats in the middle of the night with the breath.

That strange feeling permeated the blood, impacted the brain, and flowed all over the body.

Chen Chu heard a call from the depths of his body, a call of indulgence.

With lowered eyes, she looked at the girl with a soft body like honey, her body was stiff.

However, just as Lu Wanying's lips were getting closer and closer to her, Chen Chu said hoarsely: "I won't act anymore, let's go here."

After Lu Wanying listened, she woke up from the haunted situation just now.

After being stunned for a moment, she immediately let go of her arms. Lu Wanying raised her hand and brushed the soft hair sticking to her cheeks, then turned around and smiled.

"I said you were a rookie before, but I didn't expect to slap you in the face. You acted well, very good! You have a super sense of substitution, and I almost fell in love with you! Hahaha, it's really super interesting A sense of substitution! Do you want to develop in the entertainment industry? Haha!" Lu Wanying walked to the bed and tidied up the dolls on it.

Lu Wanying's brain automatically attributed her actions just now to Chen Chu's good acting skills.

"Hey, let's take a shower! Wait a minute, I'll find you the clothes you want to wear at night!" Lu Wanying said, she ran to the front of the closet, opened it, and found a set of light gray pajamas and pajamas. Put it on the bed.

"This is disposable underwear. Fortunately, I have too many, haha. Here it is!" After Lu Wanying put all the things on the bed, she picked them up and put them in Chen Chu's hands.

"Then I'll go first." Chen Chu nodded, took his things, then turned and went to the bathroom.

Walking to the bathroom, Chen Chu unbuttoned himself in the mirror and looked at his body in the mirror for a long time.

Turn around and take a shower.

The water from the shower head sprayed on the face and wet the hair.

She shook her head and raised her hand to wipe it off her face.

The thoughts in my head are still very messy and I can't sort it out.

In fact, she didn't even know what she was doing.

There are two voices fighting in my heart.

A voice said to stay away from straight girls, that would not only save himself, but also prevent her from being dragged into the water.

Another voice said, come closer, come closer.Because you are eager to get her.

On the other side, after seeing Chen Chu go out, Lu Wanying raised her hand and touched the back of her neck and sat down on the bed, recalling the feeling just now, and fell into confusion.

I simply don't know whether I just entered the state of the script or encountered a ghost hitting the wall.

After thinking for a while, Lu Wanying sent Wan Ting a message.

"Tingting, when you first debuted in the Lily micro-movie, what was your experience when you filmed the scene of kissing the same sex?"

After sending the message, Lu Wanying put the phone in front of her and did nothing but wait for Wan Ting to reply.

A few minutes later, the screen turned on, so Lu Wanying hurriedly turned it on.

"Haha, what experience do you have? Want to fuck her."

"so smart?"

"For filming, you must first put yourself into it, and thoroughly understand the emotions of that scene before you can shoot well."

"That's it." Lu Wanying looked at the words sent by Wan Ting and fell into deep thought.

"Of course, I'm actually straight and straight. It's just that I have entered the state of mind of that character. Otherwise, how could I still fall in love with the handsome guy? Are you right? Haha!" Wan Ting replied.

Also.

Having said that, Lu Wanying thought about it again, and then breathed a sigh of relief.

"Why did you suddenly ask this? Are you bent?" Wan Ting asked.

"It doesn't exist. I never thought that I would bend one day."

"Not necessarily, haven't you never had feelings for men?"

"There was filming, but it disappeared after leaving the role." Lu Wanying retorted.

"That's filming. Some male protagonists, Su Dazhao, will definitely feel it. But once many men are separated from the character design, the gap is quite large, and then the favorability is lost." Wan Ting said.

"Hey, maybe the main reason is that I have been envious of the stories in fairy tales since I was a child. I just want to have that kind of very beautiful love, and I especially want to marry Prince Charming. But the reality is that fairy tales don't exist, anyway, they just can't reach my heart Look forward to it." Lu Wanying sighed.

"Anyway, you may have put spiritual love at a rather high level."

Maybe, who knows.

After Lu Wanying and Wan Ting chatted a few more words, they said good night.

After both of them finished washing, Chen Chu sat by the bed for a while and said, "I'll go to sleep in another room."

"However, in other rooms, the beds are not made." Lu Wanying replied.

"That's it." After Chen Chu answered, he remained silent.

"I only have this one and the one where Xiaoyun sleeps today." Lu Wanying said.

"Then I'll go to the shop." Chen Chu said, getting up to go out.

"Why are you so determined to go to other rooms? Well, I'll just say it straight, do you think I will do something to you? What I did just now is just entering the state of the scene, which is the quality of a professional actor! I don't really want to kiss you. I'm straight, so it's impossible to force you." Lu Wanying continued.

Chen Chu had a headache.

Sister, I'm not afraid of that, I'm afraid I can't control myself.

Of course, Chen Chu didn't dare to say these words.

In fact, Lu Wanying talked so much because she felt that last time they slept together well, and this time if they slept separately after the scene, it would be nothing at all, but it would turn out to be like something.

That's really embarrassing.

"I didn't mean that. I just thought you have a spare room here, so I proposed it. Then let's sleep together." After Chen Chu finished speaking, he sat on the bed.

"Then I'll turn off the light." Lu Wanying said.

Chen Chu nodded, then lay down little by little.

After turning off the main light, leaving only an orange night light on, Lu Wanying also lay down.

The fragrance of shower gel lingered in his nose, Chen Chu put his hands on his head, and closed his eyes.

"Chen Chu."

Lu Wanying called her.

But Chen Chu didn't answer.

"Are you asleep?" Lu Wanying asked again.

Chen Chu still didn't answer.

So, Lu Wanying carefully turned over and looked at the person next to her pillow.

"Okay, good night." After Lu Wanying finished speaking, she exhaled and closed her eyes.

Not long after, hearing Lu Wanying's regular and steady breathing, Chen Chu opened his eyes.

The temperature of the air conditioner is relatively low.

Chen Chu got up slightly, pulled up the thin quilt, and gently covered her body.

What Lu Wanying said before was still lingering in her mind.

Lu Wanying was straight, but she seemed to be sinking unconsciously.

Moreover, she didn't know how to save herself.Keep your distance and reduce communication, it seems impossible.

Then, she still has many worries.

One is that Sakura is a straight daughter.The second is that Sakura is still a big star, not only a big star, she is a rich lady despite her career.

And myself, what do I have?

Nothing, even if Sakura is crooked, to be honest, she doesn't have much confidence.

At four o'clock in the morning, Lu Wanying woke up.

She had a dream.

In the dream, she and Chen Chu were also lying on this bed.

But not falling asleep, but chatting.

While chatting, she pressed Chen Chu to kiss.

The scale is still very large, and while kissing and kissing in the dream, Chen Chu put his hand into her neckline...

The most unbelievable thing was that in that dream, she seemed to feel the legendary pleasure.

After Lu Wanying sat up, she covered her chest with her hands and panted.

After that, she turned her head and stared at Chen Chu who was sleeping beside her.

The light from the night light is very soft and dim, but you can still see clearly the eyebrows and eyes of Chen Chu who is sleeping soundly.

Lu Wanying hurriedly lifted the quilt, rushed into the bathroom, turned on the faucet, poured water on her face.

After that, Lu Wanying turned on her phone and entered "chunmeng same-sex girlfriend" in the search bar.

After pressing search, many related pages popped up on the top of the webpage.

Lu Wanying saw someone asking: "I'm a girl, and I had a sexual dream last night, and it turned out to be with a girl. Am I gay?"

Lu Wanying stared at the question for a long time before finally clicking in.

Then, someone below replied: "Dreams are a wonderful thing. It can disguise you inexplicably. This is an example. You have never had sex, but you did. This should be an instinct that you don't want to admit Need, in order to cover up this need, your subconscious instantly makes the object of sex into a woman, which successfully prevents the behavior from happening. In fact, as a person, you have an instinctive impulse for love, which is innate, but acquired Our educational and cultural background prevents us from letting go of trying, so the dream is full of contradictions."

Is that the case?

After reading it, Lu Wanying finally calmed down a little.

After that, Lu Wanying continued to click on other links.

"JMS, I have a question, please help me to answer it, thank you! I am 25 years old, a house girl, and I basically don't have contact with the opposite sex, and I have no interest in contacting——Two-dimensional is so perfect, I don't feel much in three dimensions Then my family is forcing a marriage recently, and the pressure is huge. At this time, I had a dream, dreaming that I married a friend (a girl), and I was still having sex, bed, and sheets! Yes, it is still a 360-five-degree rotation Get out! So I'm a little confused now, do I like girls subconsciously?"

First floor: "Does the landlord have desires for the same sex in real life? If not, then don't worry about it. Isn't it just a dream, which doesn't explain anything. It may also be that you are afraid of marriage or men, so you put it in your dream." The XO object was changed to a woman."

The second floor: "Master, you have sex with a woman in the three-dimensional dimension before you think about it."

The third floor: "I don't think you =="

Fourth Floor: "I don't think you are either. My classmates and I have had that kind of dream, but we are still straight and straight, and we are not interested in girls in reality."

The fifth floor: "Does the host have evil thoughts when cuddling with the same sex in real life? If not, then you should be straight, don't think about it, go to sleep."

Sixth floor: "Wow, landlord, your situation is similar to mine! I don't want to be forced into marriage! I just want to be a single, dead fat house, hum! But I have never dreamed of a girl or a man, haha!"

Seventh floor: "Then take the girl you dreamed of in the three dimensions and kiss her, then you'll know..."

Eighth floor: "I did it! Haha, and now I have a female ticket! However, I am not strictly gay, I am probably a beauty control, no matter whether it is a man or a woman, I will be attracted by good looks— —”

Jiulou: "I used to be straight back then, but for some reason, I fell in love with Lily and had that kind of dream, and then I became more and more eager for female bodies, and finally I became... curvy."

……

Lu Wanying was flipping through it. At this time, Chen Chu coughed softly in his sleep, and Lu Wanying put the phone aside with a guilty conscience. .

Then, she turned her head and looked at Chen Chu.

The way Chen Chu sleeps is a bit charming.

Lu Wanying's eyes wandered from Chen Chu's cheeks to the collarbone, and then back to her lips.

Suddenly, Lu Wanying thought of a sentence, which said that some people's lips were born to be attractive for kissing.

Chenchu ​​too, it's so pretty...

Lu Wanying shook her head, then turned her body to sleep.

The next day.

Lu Wanying continued to return to the crew to film.

Chenchu ​​also returned home.

After returning, Chenchu ​​found the property and asked if there were any vacant apartments in the building.

The property said it was available, so Chen Chu rented it out, but Chen Chu didn't ask for a bed.

Because she planned to use this room as an office.

After completing the lease procedures, in the next few days, Chen Chu purchased computers, desks, etc., and posted a job posting on the Internet.

One operator, one artist and one customer service.

Her current monthly store net profit is not very high, but for a new store with no regular customers and no systematic operation, it is already quite good.If the system is operated, it will definitely have a future.

However, if you calculate carefully, if you hire employees, you will have about a few thousand yuan left after paying the salary every month.

Then, you need to spend extra money on the operation to plan and operate the store.

Chen Chu crossed his hands behind his head, once again lamenting how poor he was.

Fortunately, she still has a job as a food broadcaster.

On the live broadcast platform, her income is also getting more and more impressive.

Especially after Sakura appeared.

Sakura loves to tip, and she tipped quite a lot, unknowingly, it aroused the atmosphere of tipping among the fans in the live broadcast room.

Although Sakura is busy with work and seldom appears, but after the rewarding atmosphere is created, more and more local tyrants are willing to spend money for Chen Chu.

In addition to receiving advertisements occasionally, there is also income.

Chen Chu took a calculator, pen and paper, and roughly calculated his current savings.

If she just became an Internet celebrity in peace and did not do business, the income would probably be enough for her to buy a house in a third-tier city like her hometown.

But Chen Chu is not someone who is content with the status quo.

If you want to develop your business, you must buy a car.

After all, it would be much more convenient to have a car when it comes to purchasing goods and so on.

But if you buy a car, the funds to operate the store are somewhat stretched.

At the same time, the money needed for professional system operation cannot be saved.

After all, with teamwork to help manage, she will have more time to dig and develop a lot of things.

After thinking about it, Chen Chu searched various prices for getting off the car.

Chen Chu was planning to get a glass of water to drink, and at this moment, Chen Xin sent a photo.

In the photo, Chen Xin is wearing the birthday gift that Chen Chu sent back to her on her birthday - a youthful white dress and a crystal necklace, smiling very happily.

"Sister, do you think this match looks good? I'm going to have a picnic with my classmates!" After Chen Xin finished speaking, she sent over the white shoes she was wearing.

"It looks good." Chen Chu replied.

"(*^__^*) I think so too! It's super pretty! By the way, sister, when I woke up last night to go to the bathroom, I accidentally heard my parents say outside, if you don't have a girlfriend before the age of 25 , they plan to marry you, um..."

Chen Xin's words almost made Chen Chu spit out a mouthful of old blood.

Sure enough, no matter whether you come out of the closet or not, the family will urge you.

Those who are not out are urged to find a man quickly, and those who are out are urged to find a woman quickly.

"I haven't reached that age yet..." Chen Chu typed helplessly.

"Maybe it's because the nursery rhyme next door is younger than you and brought her boyfriend back last week, so my parents are anxious after seeing it."

"Okay." Chen Chu supported his forehead.

Yes, she came out to the family a few months ago.

Originally, she was very nervous, wondering if her leg would be broken.

But what I didn't expect was that the family just had an awkward relationship with her for more than a month, and then said that they respected her life and respected her choice.

In this regard, compared with many people, Chen Chu is considered very lucky.

After saying goodbye to his sister, Chen Chu picked up his phone and checked Weibo.

Then, I saw that the No.1 topic on today's hot search list is called #that year I remember you#

This is actually a line in the movie "Collision of Dreams".

It mainly tells the friendship story of two girls.

The reason why this movie is very popular recently is because it evokes many people's memories of adolescence.

Nowadays, most literary and artistic films are about love and love. At this time, a film that does not talk about love but only about friendship is refreshing.

One of the audience's hot comments was written as follows:

"After graduation, we each got married and had children, changed jobs, and ran around for a living. We haven't contacted each other for a long, long time. After the movie came out, I called her and said, let's watch a movie together, just like we did when we were students. .She said yes, and then she drove two hours to my city. Bought two cokes and two popcorns, we sat in the theater together, and cried like fools. After the movie, we went to the chain store and ate together It feels so good to chat while watching our favorite hot pot back then."

This movie is starred by two popular florets. The plot is said to be about friendship.

As for the so-called hero, it has become three times.

But in Baihekong's view, this is a cannon fodder role that the male protagonist forcibly placed in order to pass the trial. The female protagonist's friendship line is actually Lily's line.

Flipping down, Chen Chu saw a video shared by a fan of Lu Wanying.

"I really hope that my family, Wan Ying, will also act in a friendship (hundred) love (combination) film! It must be super touching! Haha, once Amway posts various video clips of her, #吻疯魔魔#real touching!"

After Chen Chu saw it, he clicked to play the video.

The entire video is about 8 minutes long.

At the beginning of the video, when Lu Wanying was filming outdoors, she was interviewed with her female partner.

The reporter asked: "Miss Lu, do you have someone you like now?"

Then, Lu Wanying smiled and hugged the female partner's neck, and said, "Yes, my favorite is the girl next to me."

The female partner pretended to be disgusted and replied: "Go away, go away, you merciless prodigal son, I want to stay away from you! Hmph!"

Then, Lu Wanying rubbed against the female supporting role and acted like a spoiled child, saying, "Bastard, how can you say that about me!"

Anyway, the whole video shows Lu Wanying kissing many people, even hugging and kissing the same sex.

After reading it, Chen Chu felt that a straight girl really is a straight girl.

It is precisely because he is so straight that he dares to be like that with the same sex in front of the camera and in variety shows.

So, before, even if Lu Wanying kissed her, to Lu Wanying, that was the case.

Then, Chenchu ​​inexplicably inserted a question about Lu Wanying in Zhihu.

The title of the question is: "What do you think of Lu Wanying's Kissing Demon character? Is she crooked?"

Then a respondent came out to speak.

You know me like you: "Thank you for the invitation. I personally think that Lu Wanying is straightforward and correct. Because usually, crooked people not only don't shy away from flirting with the same sex in front of the camera, but even deliberately avoid contact. Give anyone a chance to misunderstand the people who eat melons, because they will be afraid of revealing their attributes. But the straight ones are different, there is no concept of 'homosexuality' in their minds, so they are very bold and unrestrained."

Guixu: "She is so unscrupulous, she is pure and correct at first glance."

Little Ding Dong: "Isn't the label Lily popular in the entertainment industry recently? She just wants to catch up with the trend and collect fans. Don't make a fuss."

Magic Mirror: "I agree with you. If she is curvy, then not only will she not be so explicit in front of the camera, but she will also restrain herself in various ways."

Ocher: "The biggest joke of the year - Lu Wanying is crooked."

……

Chen Chu didn't want to read any more, so he closed the web page.

Going back to Weibo, seeing Xiao Ying reposted a Weibo about saving pets, Chen Chu reposted it casually.

In the Sakuraaa account, a lot of recent content is about rescuing pets.

She really likes animals.Even the reason for not keeping them is because I am afraid that I will not be able to spend too much time with cats and dogs, which will make them lonely.

At this time, the phone vibrated.

Chen Chu picked it up and saw that it was a message from Lu Wanying.

But that content surprised her.

"Tingting, after thinking about it for a long time, there is something I feel that if I don't say it, I will go crazy. I was playing with someone a week ago, and then I had a dream, that is, I was talking to one of my friends. My friend is making a fuss on the bed! Besides, she is still a girl!"