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Neil was thinking about what kind of existence his brother was. His appearance was really hard to explain. He said that the one in the heaven was fake.She even broke his neck with her own hands. Even though she has the same face, she was able to do such a ruthless hand.

He thought about it for a long time afterwards, and what Sloat said was right, he was his brother, that person could tell the exact date of his birthday, but his real brother couldn't tell, Sloat was not gentle, he was not good to this brother He will take care of him in every possible way, and the person whose life he personally killed will.

That person is too gentle, as if it was wrong for him, as if a person destroyed something that accompanied him for many years, because he lost it, he was very sad, if there is a chance to destroy it at this time, he will spend everything to make up for it .

People are used to enjoying, and that gentle person makes him reluctant to let go, even though he shouldn't exist.

Reason distorted by care cannot overcome emotion, and creatures that rely on emotion to survive are most likely to deviate from the direction of reason.

But they often go willingly.

When my brother came back, the priest had already returned for the seventh day.

To be honest, he never thought that his brother would come back alive, but at least he guessed that Yabel would die. In the dream, another person came to say goodbye to him. Neil didn't know how to respond, and the other person left.He thought that even if there was only one, he wanted to see him off as a friend, and come here without any worries. He didn't want them to come back with nothing.

But he really has nothing to give him, Ke Jun is, and so is Yabel.

Finally, he thought about it, and said before Yabel disappeared completely, "May after your reincarnation, the people you meet will treat you gently and respect you as a god."

But Jabel may not have reincarnation again.

"Brother? Are you okay?" Sloat locked himself in the room for a week.Not eating or drinking, Neil guarded the door, but he couldn't get in anyway.

"I'm fine." The voice was hoarse, as if she had been crying for a long time, or just holding back, not speaking, not thinking, as if she was dead.

"elder brother…"

"He hates me... When I found out that the one I like is God, I was afraid and flinched. I thought he would choose the heaven when he woke up, but he chose to come to me, and I forced him to choose the heaven... It was I who made him willing to die.

"The priest said that I was his best believer. I always thought that I should have fallen to heaven long ago when I fell in love with him. What happened? What else did I do besides killing my lover with my own hands?...Look, reincarnation is so For a long time, I just avoided the mistakes that happened to me, maybe he shouldn’t have been created by the priest, but he changed because of my reincarnation, I changed the original world while reversing my own destiny.”

"Brother, stop talking."

"I like him, but you see I didn't express it. No one understands what I want to do. No one will understand that I like him... It's actually quite simple. He doesn't say it, but my life is mine. , People are mine, I wave them away, and life comes.”

"Brother, open the door..."

Neil sat leaning against the door, he could no longer see the dull pain in his red and swollen face.

The cold door remained motionless, Neil closed his eyes and felt that Sloat was in the same place.

Would everything be better if we were a little more rigid and kept the other party from the beginning?

If you are more accurate in your heart, can you tell yourself what you really want?

Every angel is born independently, they have the ability to live alone, and why are they willing to put on the shackles of their emotions?

Only they themselves know, but they lack the strength to speak out.

Sloat imagined that Yabel was still alive in the room. He liked to sleep curled up, like a kitten that hadn't been weaned. His eyes were innocent but pure after waking up, and he couldn't tolerate any debris.

He is very picky eater, and he will not eat many dishes that he doesn't like, so he especially wants to raise a pet that is not picky eater to share the burden for him.

In fact, his body is not abnormal at all, but he feels that something is wrong in his heart, so he bears the guilt and loses his way.

"You don't seem to be doing well at all. Do you want to stay with me for a few days?"

The priest suddenly appeared in the form of Jabel.

Sloat walked over with his crumbling body, and threw himself on the priest, "Yabel... you shouldn't give you the right to choose, so that I can shirk my responsibility... If I choose from the beginning, even if it is still this road , but at least you can still scold me in your dreams."

"If you are blaming yourself so much, you can try to go back to your own world. The reason why you have not disappeared until now is because you still like him and you are reluctant to leave."

"Can you revive him when I go back?"

"No. Even if that time-space Yabel is not a puppet made by me, he will still die. The memory in your mind is the real cause of his death. Other than that, it is all the result of your forceful efforts to turn the tide, but..."

It's just that I didn't expect that your struggle will make me fall in love with you this time.

Letting Sloat go, the priest said softly, "Tomorrow I will try to use divine power to restore this world, maybe I can restore your subordinates... Do you want to go and see?"

The hand hidden in the sleeve trembled slightly, but Sloat didn't see it. He shook his head, "If Yabel comes back, I will go."

"You will never fall in love with him again."

The priest left powerlessly, his suddenly exhausted body couldn't stand the wind, and the blood dripping from the corner of his mouth was carefully wiped away.

He took out Yabel's feathers, the jet-black feathers were closer to blood color, kissed the feathers, and returned to the temple.

Even if it was impossible, he still wanted to face the last injury.