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Zhuang Yanyu restrained himself a little when he walked to a crowded place, he put his hand on Cheng Mu's shoulder as usual, and then the two of them ostentatiously walked through the market like a good brother, and no one noticed the undercurrent between the two of them Surging passion.

Seeing that Cheng Mu had obviously relaxed, Zhuang Yanyu drew his lips closer and asked, "Am I very considerate? Do you like me a little bit?"

Cheng Mu backed away to avoid Zhuang Yanyu's big head, and wanted to roll his eyes at him, but he was afraid that this guy would hold his chest and say what was wrong with him, so Cheng Mu held back and shook off Zhuang Yanyu. Impulsive, Yu Zhazi replied reluctantly like a forced daughter-in-law: "Be considerate, yes."

Such a concise answer made Zhuang Yanyu stunned for a moment. He thought that Cheng Mu would never say a word, but when he was thinking about what method to use to stalk Cheng Mu and asked Cheng Mu to answer, he did not expect the other party's awakening It turned out to be much higher than he imagined, and he succumbed to his lust so easily.

Zhuang Yanyu had no excuses for a while, and his breath was stuck in his chest. Finally, he clicked his tongue softly, rubbed Cheng Mu's soft hair, and praised: "Our family Mumu is really good. What reward did you say?"

Cheng Mu stared at Zhuang Yanyu's hand rubbing his hair, and a strange feeling flashed in his heart. He looked away and said calmly, "Please call me by my full name."

What the hell is Mu Mu's name, even grandpa rarely calls him that.

And this name sounds too intimate, Cheng Mu thought with his burning ears.

"Okay, baby." Zhuang Yanyu almost loved Cheng Mu's awkward appearance to death. If he wasn't afraid of his embarrassment, he wished he could kiss people until he couldn't breathe on the street. It's exciting just thinking about it.

Cheng Mu keenly noticed that something was wrong with Zhuang Yanyu's eyes, so he didn't bother with him about calling him "baby". A guess in my mind is not a healthy and positive idea to dispel.

Zhuang Yanyu didn't tease him any more, and took Cheng Mu to a restaurant with a good reputation outside the school for dinner. They had spent a lot of time in the grove before, but Zhuang Yanyu didn't feel anything. He was afraid that Cheng Mu would be hungry, so he deliberately ordered the dishes. He told the store owner to serve the food quickly, and even went to the kitchen to get a plate of ready-made cooked food for Cheng Mu to fill his stomach. It can be said that he took very considerate care of people.

Cheng Mu felt sorry for seeing Zhuang Yanyu running around, and wanted to take the hot tea in his hand and pour tea for the two of them. Zhuang Yanyu turned his hand and put the tea on his side, then patted Cheng Mu over to him After eating enough tofu, he said: "Here I come, this tea has just boiled, don't burn you, or you will feel sorry for me to death."

Cheng Mu silently withdrew the hand that was wiped by Zhuang Yanyu, and didn't ask for anything else. He stared at the steaming green tea in the teacup in front of him, thinking in a daze, why did things become like this?

He originally thought that once the two of them had a showdown, the friendship between him and Zhuang Yanyu would be over. It would be fine for Zhuang Yanyu not to take a detour when he saw him in the future, but what he thought was loathing and avoiding him now became Trying every means to take advantage of him, Cheng Mu thought a little brokenly, the key is that he didn't even have the slightest sense of resistance, except for being a little shy, he didn't reject Zhuang Yanyu's intimacy towards him that was a bit out of bounds at all.

Cheng Mu tried hard to find the reason, but finally came to a conclusion, which was that this result was much better than the worst result he had expected, although it seemed that he would suffer from Zhuang Yanyu for a long time afterwards. Harassment, but it is undeniable that the other party's attitude that does not dislike him at all makes Cheng Mu feel both grateful and moved.

When he was found stealing things from his deskmate when he was a child, Cheng Mu still can't forget the look of contempt and disgust when his teacher, classmates and the girl's parents looked at him.

Ever since Cheng Mu fell ill in college, what he was most afraid of was not being found out by his grandfather, but the rejection and disgust from the group he had finally integrated into.

That's why Cheng Mu was so desperate after Zhuang Yanyu said that he had discovered his secret. He was afraid that Zhuang Yanyu, who has always regarded himself as a good friend, would show a disappointed expression to him, and then it would be like what he expected early in the morning. In that way, the two will have no contact with each other since then, and even in the same dormitory they are still strangers who don't know each other.

Cheng Mu was terrified and uncomfortable. The great despair almost crushed his nerves at the time, but Zhuang Yanyu's reaction was completely deviated from the normal track afterwards, and then developed in an unpredictable direction all the way.

It can be said that until now Cheng Mu still feels unrealistic, Zhuang Yanyu not only did not alienate him, but now clings to him even tighter.

Cheng Musheng was afraid that this was just a dream, and when he woke up, he found that everything was actually a lie. Zhuang Yanyu's gentleness and thoughtfulness burst like a bubble when he woke up from the dream, leaving him only the loneliness of his future life.

"Mu Mu?" Zhuang Yanyu waved his hand in front of Cheng Mu, "Why are you so absorbed in your thoughts? If you're not thinking about me, I suggest you stop thinking about it. After all, you don't even think about me being so handsome. The people and things in the world are even less valuable to think about.”

When Cheng Mu came back to his senses, he heard Zhuang Yanyu's narcissistic and shameless words, looked at him helplessly, and felt that he must be dreaming, otherwise how could such a thick-skinned person be Zhuang Yanyu.

"I was wondering if I was dreaming." Cheng Mu looked at Zhuang Yanyu seriously with a teacup in his hand, and before he could say anything, he said, "I had poor self-control when I was a child. I don’t have a girl with no parents, so I kept stealing her things. Although I put them back later, I was still discovered... Later, the situation became more and more serious, and my grandfather had no choice but to help me suspend school. Then I stayed with me for nearly a year before my illness was cured. In fact, I didn’t do it again for so many years, and I gradually felt that I was actually a normal person, no different from others. But until I met you, I I don't know, I don't know why I became like this again, I'm really sorry, I caused you so much trouble during this time."

The more Cheng Mu talked, the more emotional he became, and finally he stared at Zhuang Yanyu with red eyes, holding Zhuang Yanyu's hand with both hands as if grasping the only life-saving straw: "But, don't hate me, okay, I know it's me I am willing to bear the consequences, but I really can't stand you loathing me and alienating me..."

"Okay." Zhuang Yanyu interrupted Cheng Mu's words, leaned forward and kissed Cheng Mu's lips hard, then sat back in his seat and looked at the confused person opposite, and said seriously: "You Just admit it, you like me, this matter is gone."

Cheng Mu: "..." Why does Zhuang Yanyu always not follow the routine?

However, Zhuang Yanyu showed with his actions that it was impossible for him to hate Cheng Mu. Cheng Mu was relieved, and a relaxed smile appeared on his face: "It's fine if you don't hate me."

As for liking Zhuang Yanyu?Cheng Mu didn't dare to be sure, nor did he dare to admit it.

After hearing Cheng Mu's words, Zhuang Yanyu really felt distressed this time, the kind that was so painful that he was almost suffocating. When he thought of how much his baby had been offended when he was young, he wished he could set up a time machine and go there. Always keep people firmly behind you.

To his parents, to his teachers and classmates, no matter who it is, if it is too late to hurt your beloved baby, you must be prepared to be unlucky for the rest of your life.

Zhuang Yanyu thought about Cheng Mu's emotional ups and downs today, and he didn't talk about being together. He knew very well that Cheng Mu hadn't sorted out his feelings for him for a while, so even if he asked Cheng Mu, he couldn't answer anything at all.

Rather than making people feel overwhelmed or even trying to escape, it is better to boil the frog in warm water and tie people to their side first, and then eat them in bites.

Zhuang Yanyu squinted his own little calculations in his heart, and comforted Cheng Mu very intimately: "Don't think too much, the matter is over, it's impossible to hate you, let's figure out how you will compensate My mental loss is more real."

Cheng Mu looked embarrassed, and complained, "You don't want the money, and you can do whatever you want, but you won't even let me get the bag for you. I don't know how to compensate you until now."

Zhuang Yanyu smiled shrewdly: "Don't worry, there will be plenty of room for you to make up for me in the future."

Cheng Mu intuited that what Zhuang Yanyu said was not a good thing, so he didn't continue to ask, he picked up the chopsticks and picked up almost all his favorite dishes on the table. He looked at the dishes on the table, and his heart moved slightly. There is no one better than Zhuang Yanyu.

Zhuang Yanyu picked up some meat with chopsticks and put it into Cheng Mu's bowl. Seeing the expression on his face that was so touched, he poked his soft lips with his own chopsticks, and then sneered in front of Cheng Mu's face. She licked her chopsticks and asked him, "Will you have a baby?"

Before Cheng Mu had time to shock Zhuang Yanyu's hooligans, he subconsciously replied, "No."

Zhuang Yanyu brought another dish for Cheng Mu, and kept saying, "That's it, if you can have children, I will have to let you give me a litter of cubs before I let you get out of bed."

Hearing this, Cheng Mu was so frightened that his chopsticks fell to the ground, his face turned red, and his first reaction was that he was lucky that he was a man and would not have children, otherwise when he thought of the scene described by Zhuang Yanyu ...

Cheng Mu wanted to die.

Zhuang Yanyu laughed. He didn't expect Cheng Mu to be so careless. He helped him pick up the chopsticks and handed him a new pair of chopsticks. He comforted him and said, "Don't worry, I'm just kidding you. It's not a joke. Come on, when we are together in the future, don't we have to shame you to death?"

Cheng Mu took the chopsticks and stammered, "Who, who wants to be with you."

Zhuang Yanyu looked at Cheng Mu quietly, but smiled and said nothing.

Cheng Mu didn't want to see his particularly attractive face anymore, he buried his head and ate it vigorously, with the momentum to swallow the meat in the bowl as Zhuang Yanyu.

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