lost something again

Zhuang Yanyu was entangled for a while and then stopped entangled. He thought that he would find a chance to return it in the future.

In any case, he would not let Cheng Mu suffer, otherwise, he would always appear to have lost face.

As for why he felt ashamed, Zhuang Yanyu just attributed it to the fact that he didn't want people to feel that he was taking advantage of his friends, and he didn't think about it deeply.

However, in class the next day, Zhuang Yanyu did not see the person he was thinking of.

Ten minutes after the class bell rang, Zhuang Yanyu was sure that Cheng Mu probably wouldn't come to class, so he sent him a message asking why he didn't come to class.

But as soon as the message was sent out, there was no news, and there was no reply for a long time. Zhuang Yanyu couldn't sit still, and sent a message to ask Li Yuanfeng and Cheng Mu why he didn't come to class.

Li Yuanfeng was on an errand to play with his mobile phone, and quickly replied: I don’t know what’s going on, Cheng Mu’s face turned pale after receiving a phone call early this morning, and then he rushed to the office without even having time to talk to us. Walking outside the dormitory, I caught up with him and wanted to ask him what happened, but was stopped by a middle-aged uncle on the way, saying that he was the housekeeper of Cheng Mu's family, and told me that Cheng Mu's family had something to ask for leave for a few days, let us help me to remember The homework left by the teacher, and then he left in a hurry just like Cheng Mu.

Zhuang Yanyu buried his head and looked at the long paragraph sent by Li Yuanfeng on the screen of his mobile phone. For the first time, he hated why he didn't live in the same dormitory with Cheng Mu, so that at least he could know what happened to Cheng Mu's house in the first place. , even if you can't help, it's much better than learning from others that something happened to Cheng Mu's family after class.

Zhuang Yanyu typed in the message bar with his fingers. After typing, he felt that the questions he asked were all nonsense and deleted them all. Finally, after repeated deletions several times, he sent a sentence: "Okay, I got it."

At this time, in a private hospital in the city center, Cheng Mu stood outside the intensive care unit with red eyes, looking through the thick glass at the unconscious old man lying inside. Unable to hide, he asked the butler behind him hoarsely: "Grandpa, is he all right?"

"Don't worry, young master. Although the old man had a sudden cerebral hemorrhage, due to the timely rescue, and the relatively superficial part of the bleeding, the amount of bleeding is small, so he can recover completely after the operation. Now as long as he can recover within 24 hours When you wake up, it means that your life is out of danger."

The housekeeper took a step forward and patted Cheng Mu's thin shoulders. While comforting him, he sighed in his heart. The child who has just turned up is still some time away from being able to be independent. The old man needs to persist for a few more years.

But fortunately, there was no danger this time. Otherwise, with such irresponsible parents, I'm afraid the child's life will be difficult in the future.

"What happened last night...why didn't you tell me earlier?"

The housekeeper sighed: "It was very late after the old man was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment. Even if you were notified at that time, you would not be able to ask for leave, and the school's negotiation was also very troublesome, so I only notified your father. Came here to watch all night, and left before you came."

Cheng Mu lowered his head and looked down, noncommittal to the butler's actions. Obviously, everyone still regarded him as a child, and they were more inclined to notify that person instead of himself, and that person would leave when he wanted to come. Oh, it's because he didn't want to see himself that he hid so fast.

Cheng Mu laughed at himself, didn't think about the irrelevant personnel, and concentrated on standing in front of the glass window watching over his grandfather, refusing the breakfast offered by the butler, and then stood there until after one o'clock in the afternoon.

Seeing that Old Master Cheng had finally woken up, the butler was relieved. If the old man didn't wake up again, the child would probably be able to stand still. At that time, he didn't want to rush to send the young master to the ward. The sky would collapse like that.

Seeing that his grandfather woke up, Cheng Mu couldn't help shaking his body. He had a bit of hypoglycemia. The shape is a little unstable. If the housekeeper hadn't helped him, he might have fallen to the ground.

"Young master, let's eat something first. The doctor is examining the old man. After you finish eating, the doctor will finish the examination. Then you can go in to see the old man, can't you? You must feel sorry for him."

Cheng Mu didn't refuse the housekeeper's suggestion this time, he sat on a chair in the corridor and ate hungrily, not because he was hungry, but because he wanted to finish eating quickly so that he could go see his grandpa.

The housekeeper felt distressed watching from the side, but knowing that persuasion was useless, he could only stand by and watch carefully, for fear that Cheng Mu would choke on himself if he ate too fast.

Cheng Mu stayed in the hospital for five days, and did not return to school until the old man was in good health.

Before leaving, the old man who was lying on the hospital bed smiled and took Cheng Mu's hand and asked, "Did you scare my little Mu at first?"

Cheng Mu recalled the panic and despair he was full of at that time, pursed his lips, and finally nodded honestly.

"Grandpa, why don't I go home and live, I don't feel relieved when you are alone at home."

The old man who had always hoped that Cheng Mu would go home and live did not agree this time, he shook his head and said with a smile: "There are no college students who go home and live every day, so you can go to school well, don't worry about me, talk more with the people in school Get in touch with classmates, make more friends, and bring friends to play at home on weekends or holidays, and I will ask Aunt Zhang to make delicious food for you."

Cheng Mu couldn't believe that the old man who had always wanted him to go home had changed his sex so quickly, he raised his eyebrows slightly, looked suspiciously at the energetic old man, and said in a deliberately serious voice: "Be honest, why don't you suddenly want me Are you back? Did you have another grandson outside?"

"Oh, you've wronged grandpa," the old man's heart was suspended when he heard the first half of Cheng Mu's last sentence. My own business, "Grandpa just admits that you are a grandson. How can a coquettish bastard outside compare to your finger? Xiaomu is grandpa's most precious grandson. No one will threaten your position in grandpa's heart."

The flirtatious slut naturally refers to the son born after his father remarried, but Cheng Mu was amused by these four words. His grandfather has been watching some messy things all day, how could he even learn this word and use it freely?

Cheng Mu intuited that during his one month of school, something happened at home that he didn't know.

"Uncle Wang, tell me what happened?" Cheng Mu didn't ask the old man who was obviously trying to get away with it, but turned to ask the housekeeper who was peeling apples for the old man.

The movements of the butler's hands paused, remembering the old man's previous gag order, and said with a dull face: "Nothing major happened, the old man's life is exactly the same as before you left, there is no change at all."

It’s okay if the housekeeper didn’t say that. As soon as he emphasized that there was no change at all, Cheng Mu felt that there must be something tricky in it, but when he was about to ask again, his cell phone rang suddenly. The housekeeper next to him actually sent him a message with only six words:

You are about to have a grandma.

Cheng Mu stared blankly at the message on his phone, and after recovering, he smiled. He didn't bother with this issue any more, chatted with the old man for a few more words, and then went back to school.

Only he himself knew that his hands never stopped trembling along the way, and his heart seemed even more empty as if someone had taken a piece out with a knife.

His only grandfather is also looking for a wife again. Although Cheng Mu knows rationally that this is a good thing, he should be happy and bless the old man, but his only support has been taken away. Although Cheng Mu knows his mentality It was sick, but he still couldn't help feeling uncomfortable, because nothing belonged to him from the beginning to the end since he was born.

Even the grandfather who raised him since he was a child is the same. There will always be other important people or things in his life, and I can only occupy a small part of his heart.

One piece is enough, Cheng Mu kept telling himself, but another sharper voice yelled at him: No, I want all of it!

In the end, Cheng Mu couldn't bear the conflict in his heart, and he clenched his fists until the driver took him back to school. Then, in the dim light of the evening, relying on the fact that others could not see him clearly, he leaned on a big tree next to the track and field field. But weeping silently.

At this moment, an uncertain voice sounded from behind Cheng Mu: "...Cheng Mu?"

The author has something to say:

Cheng Mu has some psychological problems, but he will be cured later~