fickle midsummer

Thinking of this, he finally couldn't help but grabbed Bo Qinan's collar, buried it in his chest and cried out.

His voice was very low at first, and he suppressed his emotions so as not to embarrass himself too much.But it's too difficult. The most unbearable thing in this world is love, and the most painful thing in love is longing.Mixed with regret and unwillingness, and a sense of reality that has never landed.

He endured it so hard, tears overflowed from his eyes, and before they had time to slide down his cheeks, they melted into Bo Qinan's home clothes.

Gradually, he cried out hoarsely, and his body couldn't stop shaking from sobbing.His hands and feet seemed to be filled with lead, and they were so heavy that he couldn't continue to support him, so he could only curl up in Bao Tan's arms.

Bo Qinan was silent for a while, then suddenly sighed, "I'm still a child who won't grow up."

"Who is the child!"

"You are the child!" You Yu raised his hand and beat him hard.

Bo Qinan let him vent, and patted him on the back from time to time to comfort him. You Yu hated him the way he always controlled his emotions, and cried even harder.He not only cried that he had been suppressed for so many years, but also that he was not motivated enough. In front of Bo Qinan, the mature appearance of an adult company leader could not last for three seconds.

"Wooooow, my image, Bo Qinyan, you bastard, woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo."

"What image?" Bo Qinan touched the back of the neck of the man in his arms, a faint smile appeared on his face.

It's obviously a kitten, but wearing the skin of a tiger and leopard really thinks it's the dominant one.

"do not Cry."

He found You Yu's cheek, and when he wanted to touch it for the first time, You Yu opened his mouth and bit him.Bo Qinan clicked his tongue, and with more strength in his hands, he forcibly pulled You Yu's face out of his arms.

This face is really full of tears, the eyes are full of tears, and the eyes are full of grievances.Bo Qinan said angrily, "Are you wronged? Why are you wronged?"

You are the most daring person in the world.

As soon as the words fell, Youyu's crying became more serious, "Why did you bully me, what are you doing? You are the one in the hospital who has to help with math problems, what are you doing?"

"Why do you harm me by being your emergency doctor? The after-sales service of the hospital is to let the doctor come to serve the patients after they are discharged from the hospital? Bao Qinyan, you are touching your conscience, why are you sobbing...what are you doing ..."

"Well!"

The lips were blocked suddenly, and You Yu's crying stopped in an instant.The peculiar smell of disinfectant on a man's body lingered between the nostrils, and the chests of the two were tightly pressed together.Bo Qinan supported his back with one hand, and hooked his face with the other. He couldn't move, his upper body was hanging in the air, and his whole body was focused on Bo Qinan.

He didn't have time to react, when the tingling sensation came from his lower lip, Bao Qinan chuckled.

"Does it hurt?" the man asked him, biting his lips.

You Yu had never seen Bao Qinan like this before, his voice was very low, like a beast about to move.The aura of the whole person changed, becoming extremely aggressive, which made him feel scared for no reason.

Seeing You Yu staring at him blankly, Bo Qinan let go and deepened the kiss, which was not enough to take away the oxygen in his mouth.

He also wants the ones in the chest cavity, the lungs, the ones hidden in the blood and flowing around the body along the blood vessels.

When the teeth collided and bit the tip of the tongue, You Yu finally woke up, and without hesitation grabbed Bao Qinan's hair and pulled him aside.

"You let me go!"

"Let go?" Bao Qinan snorted coldly, and let go of his hand mercilessly, You Yu's upper body was powerless, and he fell straight back on his back.The back of his head hit the ground first, and he saw stars when he hit the ground.

The lights in the room were not turned on, and he didn't know if it was a hallucination or something else. He saw Bao Tanyan's eyes, as if they were glowing green at night when a beast preyed on them.

His back was sweating, he leaned back with his elbows on the ground, and bent his legs to keep himself as far away from him as possible, but the man grabbed his ankle and dragged him back to the original place in the next second.

"Bo Qinan, don't do this." The fear in his heart was finally aroused, and he tremblingly begged for mercy.

Bo Qinan didn't listen to him, and directly threw You Yu into the center of the bed.

When he was dragged up, Youyu's waist hurt from the edge of the bed, and his clothes fell to his chest amid the friction, covering his entire face.His skin was exposed to the air, it wasn't winter, but it made him shiver.

He couldn't see Bao Qinan, and when he was in a hurry to tidy up his clothes, the man opened his hand and grabbed his neck extremely tenderly, with the tiger's mouth resting on his throat.

"Don't move." The man said slowly.

You Yu immediately closed his eyes tightly, not daring to breathe.

"Grow up." Bo Qinan lightly stroked You Yu's artery, lingered for a moment with his fingertips before saying, "When you grow up, you should know the new world."

"Xiaoyu, let me answer the question you most want to know."

"You asked me why I didn't kiss you back then."

He spoke slowly, as if recalling that time, the boy's eyes were bright, impulsive and affectionate.

The first time I saw You Yu, You Yu was just a sophomore in high school.In high school, he was the most youthful and unscrupulous person in his life, with passionate emotions and reckless splendor.Like a flower chasing the sun, it brings pure and sweet morning dew in the morning and a rich and seductive fragrance in the middle of the night.

Different from others, Youyu has a rebellious heart, but he is always oppressed by his family and has nowhere to release it.

He is well-behaved but rebellious, smart but lifeless, eager to get something, but good at sitting quietly in the room facing the drawing board, drawing for two or three days without feeling bored.

Bo Qinan had never seen such a child.

From just looking pitiful, to being a little interested, and finally agreeing to all the children's requests.

But he is still so young, just arrived, and has never seen the world outside of home, can he tell what he likes?If you ask him what love is, he will probably just tilt his head and say he understands.

", you beg me to kiss you." Bo Qinan took off the clothes covering You Yu's cheeks, lowered his head and gently rubbed his eyelids with his lips.

"You're so small, I feel like you're committing a crime."

What he did to those young people who offered to come to his door, he couldn't instill it in Youyu, who had just matured his three views.

"I gave you a chance." Bo Qinan ordered, "You Yu, open your eyes and look at me."

You Yu was so frightened that he quickly opened his eyes, his chest heaved in a random way, and his breath was almost expelled without entering his lungs.His heart had never been like this before, as if it was going to break through the barrier of his body and blow him to pieces.

Bo Qinan said just now that he was committing a crime by saying that he was so young.What crime?You Yu suddenly realized the message that Bo Qinan was sending to him, and just as he was about to say something, there was a sharp pain in his throat, and Bo Qinan tightened his hands and said coldly.

"I'll give you one last chance."

"You Yu, I may not be as gentle as you think."

This sentence is a warning, and it is also a door, the door with Bo Qinan's house number written on it.

"I know." You Yu twitched the corner of his mouth, and the fear in his heart suddenly dissipated a lot, but he was still afraid, and his whole body was still trembling.

Bo Qinan pinched his own neck, which was dangerous enough.He was already warning him that he might be a gentleman in front of others, a reliable Doctor Bo, but he put aside his identity as Doctor Bo and became Bo Qinyan.

He confessed to himself that he wasn't perfect, that he wasn't gentle enough, that he might even...

"I actually forgot to ask Luo Jing." You Yu turned his head and looked out the window.

What kind of appearance should a person with countless lovers look like.

But in a sense, for his young self, Bo Qinan probably gave his best acting skills.He treats himself with the side of Doctor Bo, keeping rationality while hiding the lost part of rationality.Because he is an adult, he avoided his dark side and cared for a child's heart to look at the world, so he did not see the real Bao Tanyan.

"So you don't want to kiss me." He suddenly understood.

He gritted his teeth, broke free from Bo Qinan and jumped up, punching him in the face with lightning speed.

Bo Qinan stepped aside, grabbed You Yu's arm with his backhand and pressed him to the side of the bed again, put his knee on his waist, leaned over and pressed his lips against You Yu's ear, "There is no chance now."

……

The next day, You Yu went to the bathroom to wash up with sore body, and saw in the mirror the bruises under his eyes, the wounds on his lips that had been bitten and scabs, and his waist was tortured out of shape.

Is it human?He regretted that he should not have boldly attacked Bo Qinan, traced back to the source, and should not have cried and cursed in Bo Tanan's arms.

Thinking of Bao Tan'an's fierce face, cold sweat broke out on his back.

If it was me who was just an adult, if I saw such a Bo Qinyan, I would probably run away.

But now, nine years later, he still wants to run.

Overnight, the image of Bo Qinyan in his heart was turned upside down.

After going to college, whenever he thinks of Bo Qin'an, he will hide in the studio to draw, painting him and the sea he saw.

He was afraid that he would forget every scene he had seen, and he was even more afraid of what he treasured. Bao Tanyan turned his head and threw it into the trash like a thing.

He really wanted to treat himself as a lover by Bo Qinan's side, and in fact he did so, but Bo Qinan didn't appreciate it, making him feel that Bo Qinan just felt sorry for himself.

It's funny to say, last night I was sleepy late at night, I cried a lot and was scared by Bao Qinan again, and the fight started, Bo Qinan only said a word in my ear, closing and opening my eyes dawn.

"Why are you so worthless." You Yu frowned at himself in the mirror, hating iron for being weak.

The important moment was actually defeated by sleepiness.

It's only seven o'clock after washing up, and the company clocks in at nine o'clock, and you can also make a simple breakfast.

"Good morning."

As soon as he walked into the living room, You Yu heard the sound of pots and bowls colliding. He stood curiously at the entrance of the kitchen and asked, "Aren't you going to work today?"

"You can go later." Bo Qinyan rolled up his sleeves to his elbows and was cleaning the mushrooms.

"Does it still hurt?" He glanced at the wound on Youyu's lip.

You Yu nodded and shook his head, "The waist hurts."

Bo Qinan frowned, "Have you seen a doctor?"

You Yu blinked and said, aren't you a doctor?