fickle midsummer

It was what I did in front of him that made him feel that he would cry. The heart that had been hanging all this time finally fell to the ground. How could he cry before he was happy?

You Yu suddenly felt that he had lost the right to cry, no one forced him, let alone put a knife on his neck to warn him that you are not qualified, but he felt that suddenly many things were unacceptable, many made him lose his independent thinking ability thing.Suddenly, as if some knot had been untied, it was no longer a source of trouble for him.

After returning to the restaurant for dinner, Chen Kasi asked You Yu who called. You Yu was silent for a moment and said it was a high school classmate.

Chen Kasi stayed with his friends for one night, Tang Yuqi went out with You Yu to a nearby store to buy snacks, checked out and went out, Tang Yuqi immediately opened a bottle of soda and gulped down half of it.The water vapor on the soda bottle was still on her hands, and You Yu took out a tissue from his pocket and handed it to her.

Tang Yuqi stuffed the soda bottle back into the plastic bag and asked, "Grandpa and I will go back to the city tomorrow, shall we be together?"

You Yu was stunned for a moment, Tang Yuqi smiled and said, "You lost your mind after answering the phone at dinner, do you think I can't see it?"

"Is it obvious?"

Tang Yuqi smiled back.

There are swings nearby. Tang Yuqi can't swing too high in a skirt today, so she can only kick the ground with her feet. You Yu sits on the swing next to her with snacks and plays single-player games.

The phone battery showed less than 20.00%. You Yu looked at the red battery indicator and asked Tang Yuqi, "If you like someone, but there are many people around him who are better than you and more suitable for him, will you still rush to him?"

"Yes." The question was inexplicable, but Tang Yuqi didn't hesitate, "How do you know you're brave if you don't hit your head badly?"

You Yu lowered his eyes and pressed his forehead against the iron chain connected to the swing chair.Recently, I always feel very tired. When I was tired during the college entrance examination, he would tell himself that the study was too tight and the homework was too heavy.Now is the most relaxing holiday in his life, but it still makes him feel uncomfortable.

"Youyu, I think the fireworks are beautiful too."

Tang Yuqi stood up from the swing chair, and walked slowly to You Yu with her hands behind her back.

Even if it is just a moment of splendor, it is enough to remember it in my heart.

"Although it's not very polite, today is only the second time I've met you."

"You like a person, the one who made you sick and collapsed during our fireworks show."

"I don't know." You Yu looked up and met Tang Yuqi's eyes.

Do you like it?Probably, but he never admitted it, let alone opened his mouth.He only knew that some precious things should be lost once he opened his mouth and took the initiative.

Taking a step back is regretful, but taking a step forward makes him feel more difficult.

"Tang Yuqi, sometimes it's not like a fairy tale if you are willing to act." You Yu smiled, "Many things should stop when you feel regretful."

Only stop at the most beautiful moment, even if as time goes by, the vicissitudes of life, the details are all forgotten, but the most important beauty will always stay in the freeze frame, and there will always be laughter hovering in the memory.

The difference between parallel lines and intersecting lines is that parallel lines will never meet, but intersecting lines will meet, but after passing through that node, they will still miss it and run in the opposite direction.

He wanted to just stand at the node and press the terminator.

Tang Yuqi was silent for a moment, "You have figured it out yourself, why haven't you acted yet?"

I wasn't ready before, You Yu thought, I wasn't ready to stand at the junction, I wasn't ready to go further and further away.

"It's ready now." You Yu closed his eyes.

The next day, Youyu took the Tang family's car and left. It was the scorching sun when you arrived in the city. Youyu's cheeks were flushed with heat, but the air conditioner in the inpatient hall was fully turned on, as if it didn't cost money.

According to the ward number given to him by Bao Shaoyi, he found the intensive care ward at the deepest part of the corridor.The special care ward is different from the general ward, and it is more private. The door is not equipped with transparent glass, so he can't see what's going on inside.

You Yu put his hand on the doorknob, sighed softly, then retracted his hand for a moment, curled up his fingers and knocked on the door.

"Please come in."

With the permission of the people in the room, You Yu said, "I'm coming in."

Hospitals give preferential treatment to injured employees, and the recuperation environment is the best.The windows are bright and clean, there are sofas for family members to rest, and green plants placed in the corners, and even the ceiling lights are carefully selected.

After closing the door, Youyu looked at the indoor temperature and frowned, "The temperature is too low."

His eyes moved slowly from the electronic thermometer, followed by his footsteps, and he finally saw Bao Qinyan's frail but vivid face.

Bo Qinan was wearing a plaster cast on his left hand, and You Yu's attention was soon on Bo Qinan's right hand, which was receiving an IV. He stepped forward and stood beside his bed, bending down to look at the infusion sheet hanging on the infusion stand.

"There are still three bottles." Bo Qinan said.

There was not much medicine in the infusion bottle, so You Yu went to the nurse's station to get a new bottle and came back, waiting for it to be completely empty before replacing it with a new one.

He didn't know how to communicate with Bo Qinan, and maybe Bo Qinan did too, so they didn't speak.

Bo Qinan was leaning against the pillow, with professional books on his lap, You Yu looked at her and said, "Is your injury okay?"

"I know that being in the hospital is boring." He didn't wait for Bo Qinan to reply, and said to himself: "I actually don't like to tell stories. The last time I told a story, I told Fang Yuan not to disturb my life."

"Doctor Bo, let me tell you a story too."

Bo Qinyan: "What if I don't listen?"

You Yu didn't speak, he got up and moved the chair in the corner to the place closest to Bo Qin'an, he sat quietly and stretched his legs, "I fell ill when I went to Tokyo."

He pressed the position of the heart with his right hand, "You probably won't be able to experience the feeling of unbearable heartache."

It was like a sudden spring breeze overnight, turning on the switch of the lacrimal gland inadvertently, from being sad for no reason, to trying to control it, and then it seemed to be really crying, crying why I knew it was a disease, but still To pour out more and more all the secrets hidden deep in your heart.

"I often wonder why you and Shao Yi are father and son, but Shao Yi is not like you at all."

I long to see my familiar shadow in Bao Shaoyi's eyes, even if I can't see it, I can barely fool my broken reason with my imagination.When people live together for a long time, there will be similarities. Bao Shaoyi's tone is like a certain person. Although their personalities are different, and one of them's life has just begun, it doesn't matter, as long as there is a little similarity, it is enough.

"Am I your most obedient patient?" You Yu asked.

"No." Bo Qinyu said.

"Am I not good enough?" You Yu asked.

No, you are good enough, Bo Qinan said, "Congratulations on your success in the exam."

"You know I don't want to hear this." You Yu gave a light hack, "I'm tired, Doctor Bo, can I rest?"

After finishing speaking, he bent down to take off his shoes, and silently went to lie down next to Bao Qinan.

As soon as he closed his eyes, there was the smell of hospital disinfectant between his nostrils. He seemed to be used to it, and Bo Tanyan had this smell.Once upon a time, this smell terrified him and disgusted him.

When he was about to fall asleep, he felt warmth approaching him, and finally a light feather-like warmth fell on his cheek.

Then there was a sigh.

"The story isn't over yet."

It's over, it's over when it started.

You Yu opened his eyes slightly, and said hoarsely, "I'm afraid."

For the first time, I felt that a person would bring me danger. I knew the danger but couldn't help approaching.

"Which one is you?" You Yu fumbled to find Bao Qinan's face, but was held down by his hand in the next second.

"Just take it as a reward for being admitted to the university, Bo Qinan, give me a reward." There was bitterness between the lips and teeth, You Yu buried his face in the pillow, his voice was muffled and aggrieved.

Alright, he heard Bao Qinan say.

"what do you want."

Bo Qinan wrapped You Yu up with a quilt, and You Yu huddled into a small ball. In the dark, he said slowly.

What I want is that you can catch my weightless heart.

"I don't want much." You Yu said.

Not as greedy as others, wanting the future, wanting everything.

"I want two months."

No more, no less, it will not leave an indelible impression on your life, and it will only be one-sixth of a year.

You Yu said with a smile: "I'm leaving here soon, I want to try something I haven't tried before." I want to leave a dream that can be used as a memory in the future.

"You deserve better." Bo Qinan's tone seemed unbearable, but You Yu always wanted to be shaken by it, even if it was a little bit.

He crawled out of the bed and supported the bed with his hands, but his wrists softened and he fell back again.His forehead hit the railing, and tears came out of the pain, but he still muffled his voice.

"Bo Qinan, let me ask you a question."

"Do you, do you like me a little bit, just a little bit?"

It was the first time he really said the word "like", even after he understood his own mind, he didn't dare to say it easily.In his opinion, the word like likes carries too much emotion, but now, he has to ask.

There are so many people coming and going around Bo Qinan, he has never seen him in the past, and he will not see them in the future. The only people who meet him are Luo Jing, who has become the past tense, and Tan Shu, who is in the present continuous tense.

He doesn't even think about the future, just like Tang Yuqi said.

The moment when the fireworks bloom is also beautiful.

Or maybe it's because I'm young, and when I meet someone who lends a helping hand to me, I will look at it with personal feelings.But he still wants to try. This city has carried too much pain and tears for him, and there is almost nothing he wants to take away.

Bo Qinan didn't speak, and he was also silent.

It was too quiet in the ward, quietly letting the heat in his heart dissipate slowly, and let the heat that lingered on him for a whole summer gradually dissipate.

After an unknown amount of time, You Yu felt it was time to break the situation, and said, "I see."

"Is this the only wish?"

"Yes."

Bo Qinan held You Yu's chin with his thumb and index finger, and You Yu followed his guidance to raise his head.

The bangs on his forehead were a little long, covering his eyes messily, so he couldn't see Bao Tanan clearly at all.

"Okay." Bo Qinan pressed You Yu's lower lip with his thumb.

"from now on."

You Yu froze for a moment, then laughed slowly.

thank you.

Thank you for making my wish come true.

God, if this is a dream, please let me sleep more.