fickle midsummer

In the end, You Yu laughed at himself: "Just treat me as a blind man."

No matter how you adjust your sitting posture when watching a movie in a theater, you can’t find a comfortable posture for your neck. Probably the designer deliberately did this to prevent someone from falling asleep comfortably while watching a movie.After Youyu woke up, his cervical spine felt uncomfortable in various ways, and he was suspected of having a stiff neck after sleeping in an incorrect posture all night.Fang Lulu had studied traditional Chinese medicine massage for a few days at school, and immediately rubbed You Yu back and forth a few times with her hands.

You Yu turned her neck, and Fang Lulu asked if there was anything better.

"Yes." You Yu nodded.

Fang Lulu pinched the cervical spine, "You are too tense here. If you have time, find a professional masseuse for a full set of massage, and go out for more exercises."

Bo Qinan called and said that he was off work, and asked Youyu and Fang Lulu the exact location. Fang Lulu went home for dinner at night and declined Bo Qinan as a thank you dinner.

"What do you want to eat?" Bo Qinan asked while driving.

"What about the patient's family?" You Yu didn't answer.

Bo Qinan held the reverse dial with one hand, and clicked on the navigator with the other hand, "There is a hot pot that is pretty good, and the soup in the mushroom soup pot is very fresh, but we have to go to the bookstore first."

"Huh?" You Yu was taken aback.

bookstore?Is there a bookstore open at this point?

Bo Qinan said, "We have to hurry up."

He didn't tell You Yu what his intention was when he went to the bookstore. You Yu guessed all the way and couldn't come up with a reason, until Bo Tan drove him to a two-story bookstore near a senior high school in the city, and he took You Yu to lift the curtain and walk in. , the owner of the bookstore sitting at the door raised his head while heating the stove, waiting as if he had made an appointment with Bao Tanyan, and said with a smile: "Doctor Bo is here."

"This is... Shao Yi?" The boss turned to You Yu and asked.

You Yu stopped and looked up at Bo Qinan. Bo Qinan did not deny it, and said, "The child suddenly wants to study hard, and I am afraid that he will regret it tomorrow."

The boss rubbed his hands together and smiled, "Shao Yi is about to take the college entrance examination too. It's good for the child to be enlightened and understand how to study. I'll pick out some practice books for you. I recently got a few new workbooks. Teachers like to buy these for students to do." Sprint before the exam."

"You know him?" You Yu asked while the boss was looking for books upstairs.

Bo Qinan casually picked up the exercise book written "1500 Questions Required for College Entrance Examination" which was placed on the bookshelf and casually flipped through it, "Patient's family."

"His child studies too seriously and is too nervous. He was sent to the emergency department in a coma in the middle of the night last month."

In short, learn to forget yourself.

"It's also the college entrance examination." Bo Qinan said, "One year older than you."

You Yu wanted to say something else, but the boss walked down with a stack of books in his arms, and said as he walked, "I don't know what Shao Yi likes, but they are all good books. If you study any one, you will make great progress."

The book was not in the hands of You Yu, and Bo Qinan picked two books for each class after reading each one, regardless of You Yu's mood getting weaker and weaker.

When paying the money, the boss calculated the cost price, and You Yu carried a bag of contact information away from Bo Qinan, but didn't go out because he was afraid of the cold.

The boss was happy to see Youyu's appearance, "Studying liberal arts is more boring than studying science, and you have to endure the boring."

"Your father is highly educated and teaches better than high school teachers. Such a good resource should be used flexibly."

You Yu dawdled and retorted in a low voice: "He's not my father."

The boss didn't hear it, and before leaving, Youyu heard the boss say: "Study hard."

Bao Shaoyi said to You Yu, "Say goodbye to uncle."

You Yu drooped his brows and said, "I wish uncle a happy new year, good fortune and good health, goodbye uncle."

"Goodbye, goodbye, be careful on the way home."

Back in the car, the heating in the car was sufficient, and You Yu was sweating all of a sudden, the book was on his lap, and the red and white cover was particularly eye-catching.You Yu covered the cover with his hand and said dissatisfiedly: "No wonder the bookstore is not closed at this point."

From the conversation between the two, it is easy to hear that this is the time they made an appointment in advance.

"Fang Lulu sent me a message telling me that you want to study medicine."

Why does Fang Lulu say everything? Is she a big mouth?You Yu can't wait to jump up and run back to find Fang Lulu immediately.

"Going to an ordinary university can only be a small doctor who can only deal with common diseases in a small hospital whose equipment has not been updated for decades, and will not be able to touch the so-called world outside the human world." Bo Qinan started the car, "I will take you to dinner now." .”

He went on to say: "The doctor is facing life and death, and what supports him in the race against death is strong medical knowledge, rich practice, and the spirit of being good at learning."

"Youyu, although I don't want to hit you, I want to tell you."

"You can't be a doctor on a whim, and your current grades can't even go to a university with a medical major."

"Before this, what you studied was the liberal arts that you couldn't even get the qualifications to apply for."

You Yu opened his mouth and curled his hands into his cuffs.

The words were harsh, but he had nothing to say.

"But it doesn't mean you have to spend your whole life painting." Bo Tanyan changed the subject.

"Painting is your strong point, and you also have excellent teachers to lead the way. Apart from this, have you thought about doing other things?"

try?You Yu smiled bitterly, and said softly, "Does it count as jumping off a building?"

"Forget it." Bo Qinan said.

"But it only proves that your cowardice beats your bravery."

"I don't mean you are cowardly."

"You have to be strong."

You Yu rubbed the corners of his eyes with both hands, "It's too late."

When a person's habit becomes instinct, he has been working hard for it for more than ten years of his life. After reaching this level, the instinct is deeply embedded in the memory, blended into the blood, and becomes an inseparable part.Opening eyes and closing eyes is this instinct, and overthrowing and rebuilding on top of it is tantamount to re-formatting life.

Rebuilding on old foundations, there is a 50.00% chance of collapsing during construction.

At night, Youyu had a dream, dreaming that Shu Shaoyuan was taking the bus with him, and happened to meet a friend he knew, Shu Shaoyuan chatted with the friend, Shu Shaoyuan covered her mouth and smiled: "Fortunately, the school organized a teacher's physical examination a few days ago."

After hearing this, the friend asked concerned: "What's wrong?"

"Recently, I always feel chest tightness, and the physical examination found that there is actually there." Shu Shaoyuan pointed to her lower abdomen, the corners of her eyes and brows were filled with uncontrollable joy, and the corners of her mouth were raised wirelessly, as bright as the sunshine in early spring.

While congratulating his friends, You Yu felt that his whole body was about to burn with anger, and his mind was in chaos.His heart was still moving, but his body was already far away. He rushed to Shu Shaoyuan, his brain was exploding, and his eyes were red with blood. He asked Shu Shaoyuan in a hoarse voice if he belonged to Yang Chengyu.

Shu Shaoyuan reassured: "Mom will tell you carefully when I get home, it's dangerous to stand, Xiaoyu, you..."

"I'm asking if you are." You Yu asked word by word.

When people are extremely angry, they have different reactions, and You Yu is the most embarrassing and most direct reaction to breaking down and crying loudly.

He clutched the pain, couldn't feel the beating heart, his voice was broken, and he bowed his waist without manners at all. Every word he said seemed like countless blades flying through the air to disintegrate his reason. The sharpest thorn When the blade entered his artery, due to the pressure in his body, when the blade left the artery, the blood instantly splashed two meters high, like raindrops falling with the wind.

It was so embarrassing, as if the spirit body was separated, his rationality stood not far away and watched calmly, while his body was struggling after the established facts.

He wanted to use this to express his anger, so as to prevent the actions of rebelling against Shu Shaoyuan.

But in terms of morality, he knew that what he did was wrong, and he shouldn't let Shu Shaoyuan lose the right to give up the pursuit of happiness.For so many years, it was too difficult for Shu Shaoyuan to be a woman with her. Orphans and widows live in a society without the protection of men. The malice of the outside world towards this small family can easily break the warmth created by hard work.

But he couldn't imagine that his mother would become someone else's bride, lie in the same bed with another man, and even...even have a child.

"sorry Sorry."

But I can't control it, I can't accept it at all.

I'm sorry, I'm really sorry...

"Youyu."

"Youyu, wake up, can you hear me?"

In the chaos like a storm, he heard someone calling himself. Countless colors flashed in front of him, and finally mixed into black. His whole body was wrapped up and he was about to suffocate.

"I'm sorry!" You Yu opened his eyes suddenly, and sat up straight from the bed. The moment he opened his eyes, tears poured out of his eyes, and he plunged into the arms of the man in front of him.

The clouds in the sky are easier to disperse than glass, and they will be shattered when a gust of wind blows.

At the moment when he was supposed to burst into tears, he opened his eyes and couldn't make a sound, his shoulders trembled violently, and the bloody smell rising from his throat made him instinctively terrified. Eye.

Darkness is the best color to escape, and it took him a long time to find his voice.

He said, "Doctor Bo, I'm sorry."

But me, but I can't control myself.

"Am I sick?"

Bo Qinan put his hand on You Yu's shoulder, "It's just a nightmare."

It's just a nightmare, it scares me so much, what should I do if it's reality?You Yu didn't calm down completely, but felt that he was exhausted both mentally and physically so that he could no longer make other radical actions.

His cowardice has indeed defeated bravery, or the word bravery has never appeared in front of him, and cowardice is accompanied by a word called evasion.

"You are right, I will not be brave."

"But I don't know what's the use of being brave."

"Being brave doesn't prevent anything from happening that I resist."

You Yu said with difficulty: "Tell me, what should I do."

He closed his eyes in despair, quietly listening to his own heartbeat, and also listening to Bo Qinan's heartbeat, his own seemed to be beating faster than Bo Qinan's.

"When I was a student, whenever I realized that my negative emotions were affecting my normal life and I couldn't fall asleep, guess what I would choose." Bo Qinan asked You Yu in a calm voice.

"do not know."

Bo Qinyan smiled sullenly, and his chest trembled briefly and slightly because of the laughter: "I will choose to do the most difficult exercises."

If the most difficult exercises can be answered by me, what are the difficulties in life?

"..." You Yu was even more depressed, what kind of comfort is this?Is it the contempt from the top student?

"I can't even do the simplest function, what kind of solution is this?"

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