retrieve a bunch of dreams

It feels so good to be held in my arms, and the smell of Renji makes me feel at ease. .

I can't help but be greedy for such a dream, this is just a secret in my heart. .

Aoi slowly opened her eyes. .

——It's not a dream!

This is not a dream! !Aoi opened her eyes wide.

Looking at Sano who was hugging her, Aoi swallowed her saliva at her half-naked body.Yesterday was not a dream!Not a dream. .

Kui sat up fiercely, rubbed her head, my God, what have I done?I thought of myself calling Renji's name repeatedly last night. .Aoi blushed again.

"Hmm~" Sano rubbed his eyes, "Good morning~"

Aoi's face was very ugly. Seeing Sano as if she had seen a ghost, she suddenly turned over and got out of bed.

"Ah!" Kwai fell to the ground when her feet went limp.

what happened?My waist is so sore, and my whole body is as tired as climbing dozens of flights of stairs.

Immediately, Sano got out of bed and picked up Aoi.

"Sorry." Sano knew that Aoi's physical discomfort was caused by herself last night.

But that apology made Aoi frown.

Seeing Aoi frowning, Sano guessed in his heart that maybe Aoi regretted what happened yesterday, that's why she looked unhappy.Seeing Aoi quickly put on her clothes and stood up again, Sano lowered her head a little disappointed and said nothing.

After that night, the good relationship established between the two of them broke down in an instant.

What a friendship boat capsizes!Sano couldn't figure out what was wrong with Aoi, but he was sure that Aoi hated him.

Maybe before that night, Aoi worshiped herself, but after that night, Aoi completely stopped talking to herself.Shouldn't it be that after two people have done intimate things, they will become lovers?How could it backfire?Sano couldn't figure it out. .Did it hurt him because of my poor technique?No, Aoi called her own name forgetfully that night, and then released it in her own mouth. She should have enjoyed it a lot. .That must be because he still thinks boys and boys are too weird, and he still can't accept it. .

Damn, I never liked boys before, but after that time, as long as I close my eyes, only Xiaokui's face will appear in my mind. .Damn it!Sano picked up the half-written manuscript paper, tore it in half with a bang, crumpled it into a ball, and threw it directly into the waste paper building next to it.

There is no way to write anything in this room!Sano picked up the bass and went down the stairs.

Aoi was preparing dinner in the kitchen, and just as she packed two servings, she heard the sound of the door being closed.

Already hated?Aoi frowned, tears welled up slowly, and before she could raise her head, the tears fell to the ground.

Sano didn't say anything to himself, and went out the door directly.Do you hate me so much already? .Sure enough, it still feels disgusting to do that with me. .Aoi thought to herself.

It's been a long time since I talked to Sano, as long as Sano doesn't talk to me, I don't know what to say to him first.

My heart hurts so much, I feel uncomfortable. .

"Ah!" Aoi held the plate with one hand, and grabbed the clothes on her chest with the other.

I can't think about Sano any more, just thinking about his angry face, Aoi's heart will be paralyzed.

Aoi opened her eyes wide, but couldn't breathe with her mouth open.

The blood vessels felt like they were about to burst out, and the neurons on his forehead were throbbing.

The plate in Aoi's hand fell to the floor, and the pork cutlet rice spilled all over the floor.

"Wow, woof!" Hula ran over, yelling and spinning around Aoi's side.

Aoi knelt down on the ground, arched his body, he could hear his own heartbeat. .

Boom—boom—boom——

The sound stopped—

There was nothing in front of my eyes. .

Sano touched his purse, where are the keys?Ah, I changed my coat~

"Sure enough, I still have to go back." Before reaching the station, Sano murmured to himself and stopped.

No way, I can't go back in the middle of the night and call Aoi to get up and open the door.Thinking about it, Sano had no choice but to walk back with Bass on his back.

At the door, Sano rang the bell.After waiting for a long time and no one opened the door, Sano rang the doorbell again.Did she go out? Where will Xiaokui go?

Sano walked along the wall to the side of the house, stood at the glass window and looked into the house.The light is clearly on, but there is no one in the room?

The living room was empty, and there was no one on the sofa.

"Wow, woof, woof, woof, woof, woof!" Just as he was about to turn around, Sano heard Hula start screaming wildly.

Did you call because you knew the master was back?

"Hula! Did you see Xiaokui and asked him to open the door? Hey~ If a dog could talk, it wouldn't be a dog~haha~" Sano saw Hula running to the window through the glass, and kept looking at him and barking.

What's wrong with Hula?

Not quite right. .

Sano began to slam on the window, "Xiao Kui, open the door! Are you inside?!"

No matter how he called, Aoi didn't respond to him.The hula kept shouting without stopping, as if he wanted to say something important to him.

"Aoi—! Xiao Aoi—!!Matsui Aoi——!!"

Feeling very uneasy, Sano arched his arms and smashed the window glass with his elbow.

Sano put his hand into the broken glass and unlocked the window. Pressing on the window sill, Sano jumped up and rolled into the living room.

Hula yelled and ran to the kitchen, Sano hurriedly followed.

There was a piece of pork chop rice on the table, and the other pork chop rice, together with the plate, fell on the ground and spilled everywhere.

Aoi just lay on the ground, motionless, as if dead.

"Xiaokui——!" Sano opened his eyes wide.

Quickly turned Aoi over and let him lie flat on the ground.

Aoi was no longer breathing. .

Is God kidding me?I've only been away for ten minutes, and you're going to take him away from me while I'm not around?no!I don't allow it!Absolutely not allowed! !

"Aoi——! Wake me up!!" Sano knelt beside Aoi, shouting Aoi's name loudly, while vigorously performing cardiopulmonary resuscitation on Aoi.

I pressed Aoi's chest hard one after another. I have done dozens of chest compressions, but Aoi still didn't respond, and I still didn't breathe!

Sano's eyes were wet, and he shouted loudly, "Aoi! I wake you up!!" Sano clasped his hands together and beat Aoi's chest vigorously, once, again, like a stone hitting his heart heavily.

During this minute, Sano thought a lot, even if Aoi hates him, it doesn't matter, as long as Aoi wakes up, he will never leave Aoi again.

beat. .Again and again, beating hard. .Aoi, you can't just leave without saying goodbye! !

"Ahhhhhhhhh!" Aoi suddenly opened her unfocused eyes and took a deep breath.

Sano's face was covered with sweat, and his body was a little limp.

Sitting next to Aoi, Sano stared at the thin body lying on the ground with wide eyes.

Hula didn't cry any more, but just wagged her tail beside Aoi.

After taking a few deep breaths, Aoi recovered, looked at Sano sitting beside her, and asked weakly, "Why are you back?"

Sano gritted his teeth and stared at Aoi, thinking, are you still telling me this?Almost scared to death by you, heartless guy!

Aoi stretched out her hand lying on the ground, stroked Sano's arm weakly, and said lightly, "Your hand is bleeding."

Sano still didn't move, if I come back a few minutes later, maybe I won't see you again, compared to this, my bleeding is nothing.I can't imagine what would happen to me if Aoi didn't wake up. .

Seeing that Sano did not speak, Aoi began to feel uncomfortable again.I must have scared him. .I'm sorry, it seems that it would be better if he hadn't met me. .

Aoi supported the ground with her hands and sat up, looking at the mess on the ground, Aoi lowered her head and said apologetically, "I'm sorry... for scaring you... Well, you should not live with me... Well, Tomorrow will be a full month, after tomorrow, you should move out."

Sano looked at Aoi in surprise, no, how could this be possible!

Just as Aoi was about to get up, Sano grabbed her and pulled her into her arms.

"Don't..." Sano hugged Aoi tightly, and said with a choked voice, "Aoi... I was picked up by you, so you want to throw me away so soon...?"

"No." Aoi slowly shook her head in a daze.

"Xiaokui, it doesn't matter if you don't like me." Sano tightened his arms again, frowned and said distressedly, "Let me take care of you, I won't let you stay alone again."

Aoi froze, and asked timidly, "Don't you... hate me?"

"Why, it's because you never want to talk to me." Sano picked up Aoi, walked to the living room, and let Aoi lean on the sofa.

After watching Sano put him down, Aoi turned around and went to the kitchen to clean up the mess on the floor, then heated up the pork chop rice on the counter and brought it out.

"You haven't had dinner yet, have you? You'll feel better if you eat something." Sano took a mouthful of rice and handed it to Aoi's mouth.

Aoi didn't refuse, she chewed the rice in her mouth, tears streaming down her face, "Thank you."

Sano put the plate in his hand on the coffee table, picked up Aoi's face and kissed it.

He kissed very carefully, Aoi frowned, and slowly hugged Sano's waist.

After Sano let go of Aoi's lips, he said seriously, "We will sleep together in the future, and I will hold your hand. If there is anything wrong with you, I will know right away."

Aoi didn't know whether to agree or refuse, but finally shook her head, choked her throat and said with difficulty, "I don't need your pity, and I don't want to be your burden."

"You are not my burden!" Sano said seriously, "If it is really a burden, it is also the sweetest burden!"

Aoi lowered his head, he didn't know what to do.

It wasn't until after taking a shower that Sano carried him to his room on the second floor, stuffed him under the quilt, and hugged him from behind, that Aoi agreed to sleep together.

Being held like this was really stressful.Aoi turned her back to Sano, afraid to meet his eyes.

Sano didn't do anything, just hugged him simply.Perhaps feeling that Aoi's body was a little stiff, Sano touched Aoi's head and said softly, "Hey, go to sleep."

can i do thisSano's tenderness is really terrifying, he dominates all my emotions. .I was suddenly terrified that I would pass out, or die. .I don't want to die. .I want to look at Sano, I want to be held in his arms. .Forever and ever, tightly in my arms. .I'm so selfish, I know I can't accompany you to the end, but I'm greedy for your youth and true love. .What can I do for you?If I can see you realize your dream and look happy, maybe I can leave with peace of mind. .Aoi thought about something on her mind and slowly closed her eyes. .