love is perfect

Huo Yang thought for a while and put the coffee on the table.He walked to the desk in the living room and looked through the things on the table. Except for a neat stack of books, there was only a black pen holder and a water glass on the log-colored tabletop, which was as clean as Yu Luo always was.

He froze for a moment, put his hand on the book, stood quietly for a while, went upstairs and opened the door of Yu Luo's bedroom.

Except when Yu Luo was in the bedroom, Huo Yang never entered this room.Now that Yu Luo is not at home, the curtains are drawn, and the bedroom is dark and empty.He went straight to the trash can next to the closet.

Sure enough, there was only one small medicine bottle lying in it.Huo Yang reached out and took out the medicine bottle.

After dark, everyone decided to have dinner before the meeting.Yu Luo took out his mobile phone and called Huo Yang, wanting to remind him to remember to water those pots of small flowers and grass, but Huo Yang just let go after bringing them back.

"Hmm." Huo Yang's voice sounded a little muffled.

"What's wrong with you?" Yu Luo sat in the lobby of the hotel, waiting for the female teachers to put on their makeup.

"It's okay." Huo Yang pulled himself together, not wanting Yu Luo to hear that he was in a bad mood.

All the colleagues came out, Yu Luo stood up, and smiled at the other end of the phone: "I'm going to have dinner, let's talk in the evening?"

"Okay... Yu Luo!"

"Huh?" Yu Luo froze for a moment.

"It's nothing... you, pay attention to your body." Huo Yang took a breath and swallowed what he wanted to say.

He sat on the carpet in the bedroom with the lights off, looked at the darkened phone screen, thought for a while, and made a call: "Qin Liang?"

"Huh? Huo Yang."

"I want to go abroad for a while." Huo Yang crossed his legs and hugged a pillow in his arms.

"Huh? Why?" Qin Liang was very surprised, "We just won this financing, and during this time..."

"It's very important." Huo Yang sighed, "I'll email you the work progress, and I'll make arrangements for Liu Duan and the others."

"Okay, tell Anlu as well," Qin Liang's voice became serious, "Don't worry about it, it's fine, and I'm still here."

"Thank you, I'm really sorry." Huo Yang closed his eyes, leaned his back against the edge of the bed, and rolled the pillow to the ground.

The plane was a red-eye flight at midnight, and the passengers around Huo Yang were all asleep. He was covered with a blanket, and when he turned his head, he could see the shimmering lights on the ground.

He remembered the summer vacation many years ago, when he took Yu Luo to the mountains to play, lived in a farmer's house, lay down by the window in the middle of the night, and saw the distant twilight of the starry sky.

Thinking of that person, he frowned and looked at his ring finger.When did he get sick?Is it because of sexual orientation?Or is it because of a bad time abroad?

Or was it because of the teacher he had mentioned?

Mirtazapine, Huo Yang put this name in the memo, the name on the small medicine bottle.While waiting for the plane, he roughly checked the drug on his mobile phone. It was already the antidepressant drug with relatively mild side effects, and it was still contraindicated.

He felt that from the moment he saw the medicine bottle, his mind was in a mess.I really want to see Yu Luo, want to hug him, and want to tell him that I don't have to work so hard in the future.

"And instead they're forced to do really useless treatments like insulin pentamethylene tetrazolium electrotherapy hydrotherapy psychotherapy occupational therapy ping-pong and amnesia therapy." - A line in his mind that was left behind The sentence he saw in the book made his eyes suddenly sour, and he raised his hand to cover his eyes.

But his worry should not be such a reckless gesture.

If Yu Luo's emotions are affected, the loss outweighs the gain.Huo Yang closed his eyes, forced himself to sleep, and then thought about it when he was awake.

Yu Luo toasted the vice-principal with a glass of wine at the dinner. He hadn't drank such strong alcohol for a long time, and he felt a little dizzy.Bai Yekun stood up and poured a glass: "I toast everyone."

Yu Luo had no choice but to drink another cup, the corners of his eyes turned red.The weather here is not very good, and it does not affect his state very well. In addition to the side effects of the medicine, he will be very tired when working during the day, and will suffer from insomnia at night.

Yu Luo hopes to return to China soon.

"Brother," Bai Yekun quickly noticed that Yu Luo was out of shape, "Brother, are you feeling unwell? Are you drunk?"

"No," Yu Luo smiled, "Maybe I didn't sleep well, and I have a headache."

"Ms. Yu is not feeling well, you can go back and rest first." The female teacher who was with her said very considerately.

"Yeah, Yu Luo, go back and rest, your team has been too busy recently!" the vice principal nodded and said indifferently.

After the leader spoke, Yu Luo had no choice but to stand up, "Then it's a disappointment for everyone, I'll go back first."

"Senior brother!" Bai Yekun chased him out, "Senior brother, let me see you off!"

He held the car key in his hand and shook it, "Brother, it will be more convenient if I rent a car."

"No..." Yu Luo looked up at him, "Mr. Bai, don't worry about me, go back."

"Senior brother! Senior brother, you are welcome!" Bai Yekun grabbed Yu Luo's arm and pulled him into the car, "Senior brother, I have no other intentions, so I will send you back."

From this position, you can see the vice-principal who is still eating inside, and he can see Bai Yekun's tugging as long as he stretches his head.Yu Luo didn't want to be too embarrassed, so he didn't speak any more, and followed his direction to the parking lot.

The car stopped at the entrance of the hotel, Yu Luo thanked her and prepared to get off. With a "click", the door locked.

Yu Luo turned her head and frowned at Bai Yekun.The other party stared at Yu Luo's face in the rearview mirror calmly: "It's been so long, senior brother won't fail to see what I mean."

"I'm sorry, Teacher Bai." Yu Luo paused, "I don't understand what you mean."

"You don't understand." Bai Yekun suddenly laughed, "Many people pretend to understand when they don't understand, but someone as smart as Senior Brother pretends not to understand."

He lowered his body and approached Yu Luo, "I'm interested in you, Yu Luo, do you understand?"

Yu Luo looked in his direction, his eyes were so cold that he pretended to be winter, "I don't need to understand. Open the door."

"I know who you are, I knew it before I came to school," Bai Yekun licked his lips, "Brother may lack a boyfriend at his current age."

Yu Luo's body was slightly stiff, and his jaw moved, "It has nothing to do with you. Teacher Bai, you respect yourself."

Bai Yekun frowned, and approached Yu Luo again, "Brother, you are not afraid of me threatening you."

Yu Luo raised her arm, "Do you want to try?"

"You!" Bai Yekun stepped back, showing an unwilling smile, "I know you are very good at Sanda, so I didn't intend to touch you. Senior brother is not afraid of embarrassing me."

"Open the door."

Huo Yang got off the plane without notifying Yu Luo.

He checked into the hotel, packed his things, and had dinner at the upstairs Chinese restaurant.

The music in the restaurant is Chinese songs, "Waiting or not waiting for you, I dare not ask myself, I am afraid that it will rain when I can't find the answer..."

It was drizzling outside, Huo Yang smiled wryly at the glass window, it was really a suitable song for the occasion.

He took out his mobile phone and sent a message to Yu Luo: "I'm going to England for a business trip too."

"?" Yu Luo was very strange.

"Coincidentally, it was originally a matter of Qin Liang's marketing department."

"Then I'll pick you up."

"No, I'll look for you when we get there." Huo Yang breathed out, and made plans after finding Yu Luo.