love is perfect

When Huo Yang frantically turned off the video, Yu Luo's hand was still on the doorknob.

He was wearing only a pair of sports shorts, his hair was half wet and dripping, and he was standing by the door with a pale face, holding a towel in the other hand.He slammed the door open, walked over in a few steps, closed the computer with a "snap", water dripped from his hair on the desktop, and then took two steps back in a daze.

He panted violently, looked at Huo Yang blankly, his eyes were red, his lips trembled a few times and he didn't speak.

Huo Yang raised his head, embarrassed and unbelievable, he didn't know how to face Yu Luo. , he muttered, "I'm sorry, I'm really...sorry..." The air was so stuffy that it was hard to breathe like a lack of oxygen.

He turned to face the window, turned back two seconds later, and saw Yu Luo with his eyes closed, his hands resting on the edge of the table, frowning, his face full of despair.

Huo Yang lowered his head and raised it again, "I'm sorry, I didn't open it on purpose, I'm really sorry...it's actually nothing, which man didn't read it..."

"You haven't seen it, you haven't seen this kind of thing." Yu Luo opened his eyes and interrupted his words, "Right?" There was a sneer expression on his mouth, but his eyes were very red, This smile looks sad but more so.

Huo Yang didn't know how to answer his rhetorical question, he habitually reached out and touched the cigarette pocket, but there was nothing in it.He pursed his lips and squeezed out a smile, "Yu Luo, I really don't know, but... I..." He opened his mouth and didn't know how to finish the sentence.

Yu Luo looked at him steadfastly, his eyes filled with things he couldn't understand.His hair is no longer dripping, but at night in early spring, there is still a chill with his upper body naked.

"I can...pretend I didn't see it," Huo Yang was in a mess. The comfortable feeling he had before had long since disappeared, and all the things he couldn't figure out were all entangled in front of his eyes, making him just want to hide himself, not to see , nothing happened.If you see it, pretend you don't see it.

He frowned, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have messed around with your things, no matter what, it's all my fault." Huo Yang turned his head and didn't look into Yu Luo's eyes, he didn't expect this to happen of.

He originally thought it was a trivial matter, but at the beginning he was still thinking that when he was in college, it wasn't that the boys in the same dormitory had watched similar movies together, but he didn't expect it to turn out like this.

Yu Luo lowered her head slowly, only disappointment and self-mockery remained on her face.After a while, Huo Yang heard a low voice:

"sorry."

He raised his head in shock, and looked at the person standing in front of him in great surprise, unable to understand what he was talking about.

Yu Luo raised his head, lowered his brows and eyes, and said expressionlessly, "If you mind, I can help you find a house. Tonight...it's too late, so you can make do with it here." He paused After a while, his chest heaved violently, as if he had to use a lot of force to continue, "I offended you before, I'm sorry, from now on... from now on, I won't bother you anymore."

Huo Yang has not yet realized from what he said just now, what is meant by "I will not bother you again" and what is meant by "offended".Yu Luo turned and went back to the bedroom, the door was locked with a "click", and never came out again.

The living room was quiet, the surrounding buildings were all dark, only the lamp on the table cast a small halo of light.Huo Yang stood beside the table, looking at the notebook closed by Yu Luo, frowning.

No sleep for one night.

The guest room where Huo Yang lived had a bay window. He sat on it and smoked, watching the dark night sky.There is no starry sky in the city anymore, Huo Yang remembered that he taught children to care for the environment in the compositions on protecting the earth that he learned when he was a child.In a few years, it may be difficult for children nowadays to see the stars.

The sky is like the heart of a person. There is no way out, no light, no way to see your fingers, and you feel depressed and wronged.

Huo Yang couldn't figure out why Yu Luo was like this.

Even if I found out that his... hobbies are different, I wouldn't lose my temper so much.Having said that, I have known Yu Luo for so many years, but only today did I know that Yu Luo actually likes men.

Huo Yang had a cigarette in his mouth, but he didn't dare to light it, so he had to indulge his addiction.After so many years, I haven't found that his orientation is different from my own. I am really careless.

However, I don't know if Yu Luo deliberately concealed it.Judging by his reaction today, he obviously didn't want others to know about it.

Not even myself.Thinking of this, Huo Yang glared at the bedroom door angrily.

He rubbed his eyes, it was sour and astringent, but he didn't feel sleepy, and countless things came up.Simply sitting cross-legged on the window sill, watching the sparse trucks passing by on the road in the distance.

Thinking back carefully, Yu Luo seems to have never been interested in girls. Huo Yang thought it was because Yu Luo was a high-cold student since he was a child, and with his shy personality, it seems that he should have known that his sexual orientation was different from other people's. Bar.

It's really embarrassing for him, when he was only so old, I don't know how he thought about it when he found out that he liked boys with the same gender.Huo Yang simply started to think about Yu Luo's matter.

When he was in high school, Huo Yang had a girlfriend, who was tall and thin, with a ponytail and a good study.Huo Yang chased him for a long time, and finally caught up with him.He took his girlfriend home with Yu Luo, showing off by the way.In the end, they walked together twice, and Yu Luo made excuses each time, either leaving first by himself, or staying at school because of something else.

At that time, she thought Yu Luo was jealous that she had a girlfriend.Now that I think about it, I'm really stupid. They don't like girls at all, maybe they just don't want to be a big light bulb.

Then Yu Luo, did you ever have a boyfriend?Huo Yang's eyes widened in the darkness, and he couldn't help but hear that song again in his mind.

The wheezing sound of desire|desire.

Could it be that Yu Luo has done this kind of thing with other men too... Huo Yang suddenly felt inexplicably uncomfortable.

No no no, he shook his head, banishing his thoughts.Yu Luo is such an indifferent person, even if he likes men, he won't be like that.

It was already three o'clock in the morning, and I had to go to the office to have a small meeting with Qin Liang tomorrow morning. Qin Liang sent him a message to arrange the time.I don't know if Yu Luo will drive him out to live tomorrow morning.Huo Yang finally felt sleepy, went to the bathroom, took a hot shower, dried his hair, and threw himself on the bed.

After rolling a few times, blocking his wild thoughts, he finally fell asleep.

Yu Luo sat up, took the alarm clock on the bedside table and looked at the time on it, it was already 03:30, he had been lying down with his eyes open until now.

Huo Yang should have fallen asleep.

After lying on the bed, he began to regret the words he couldn't control his emotions.However, the words spoken cannot be taken back. If Huo Yang really wants to move out, then he can only do him a last favor and find a suitable house.

Yu Luo stood up, turned on the bedside lamp, bent down and opened the bottom drawer of the bedside table, and took out several medicines, he took out a few pills from each one, and swallowed them directly.

He frowned, expressionless, and turned off the light again, and the room returned to darkness.

Yu Luo turned around and lay flat on the bed, waiting for the medicine to take effect.

Half an hour later, he fell asleep.