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"It's better to be a full-time father. I'm so envious of others. Although 'Alexander', at least other people will have no objections. Although tired and worrying, people will say that a father is responsible, and a father is kind to his children. will not be misunderstood; but no matter what, I have to be responsible for my words and deeds, and I have to be responsible for raising the child if I splashed out what I said, and I must not let that word become empty talk , Otherwise, wouldn’t it be talking big and making fun of children? You can’t let children earn money! Otherwise, what will others think of you? Where can I put my old face? That damn stupid X who received a thousand dollars The homeless 'boss' can't laugh at himself? If I don't raise this child and let him dance on stage, others will think that I allow it for money. Will it discredit homosexuality? Do people take it for granted that 'gay' 'It's only good at dealing with men, and it's useless to do anything else! And all this is caused by myself, wouldn't I be a sinner?!" Brother Hao thought to himself.

Many reasons came together to produce this result and make Brother Hao so extreme, but Xiao Siyuan couldn't figure out why his godfather treated him like this anyway?

"The one who was beaten didn't cry but godfather, how could this happen? What happened to godfather?" Xiao Siyuan was puzzled.

Xiao Siyuan saw that his godfather was crying. As a son, he couldn’t just watch like this. He hurriedly stepped forward to comfort his godfather and told him not to cry. This is the biggest reason why Brother Hao likes Xiao Siyuan----sensible , Know how to coax people, Brother Hao is alone, raising little Siyuan is really a joy.

"It's not that I don't want you to go to the bar to dance, it's just that the environment there is too complicated. There are all kinds of people, and they are all adults. They all do things according to their own ideas; few people know that you are my godson, You haven't grown up yet, I'm afraid that you will be influenced by them, your preferences will be affected, and you will be spoiled by customers. It's a lifetime thing. If your preferences change, it will be difficult to change them back. I brought you back, and I have to be responsible for you to the end, I can't train you to be like me, so didn't the godfather commit crimes?" Brother Hao cried.

"Godfather, what are your hobbies?" Xiao Siyuan asked Brother Hao.

"I just like what kind of person, hey..." Brother Hao hesitated to speak.

"Oh, then I understand..." Xiao Siyuan replied, as if he really understood, but in fact he only understood a little.

"I just want to dance to earn some money and relieve my godfather's stress. I think the godfather is too tired. How will dancing affect me? Besides, isn't the godfather in the bar every day? Dad has been influenced badly! I think godfather is not only not bad, but also better than ordinary people, and everyone likes godfather, and everyone likes to be friends with godfather! This is thanks to the bar!" What dad said, it was for his own sake that he was not allowed to dance. He felt that he had made it clear to his godfather that it was not a problem to dance on stage and make money by himself!

"I'm different from you. I'm an adult, and the 'thief' is still young. We both have different things in our minds. We can't compare the same thing! When you grow up, you will understand..." Brother Hao replied, his words were full of self-blame, helplessness and remorse.