Know what I mean

Qi Shi'an's voice was low, and he was trying his best to suppress his emotions at this time, so this short sentence weighed a thousand catties, and all the weight was on Shen Duoyi's tense nerves.

The narrow staircase was like a deathbed, and the surroundings seemed to be surrounded by impenetrable walls. The two of them were blocked in between, making it difficult to move.Qi Shi'an was still holding Shen Duoyi's arm tightly, everything from flesh to bone was imprisoned in his palm.

He suddenly thought, if the rubber band is stretched hard, it will break, and if the tense nerve is crushed, will it also cause irreparable damage?

Suddenly he was afraid.

Shen Duoyi's thin lips that had been closed for a long time finally opened, his brows and eyes were filled with indescribable sadness, and he said in a low voice: "My grandpa is waiting for me, I want to go home."

The welcome party finally came to an end, those who didn't drink sent those who drank home, and those who didn't enjoy themselves discussed the transition.Zhang Yiming was tainted with the smell of perfume, and was intoxicated waiting for the end of the carnival, but when he looked up, he saw Qi Shi'an left without saying a word.He had no choice but to carry the banner of the concluding speech, saying: "Everyone is happy tonight, and you are not allowed to be late on Monday. If it affects work, the bonus will be deducted."

Before he finished speaking, the engine of the car downstairs was already roaring, and Qi Shi'an drove out of this block in the blink of an eye.

After everyone dispersed, Shen Duoyi took his car and left after saying goodbye to his colleagues and boss.When the door was closed, he was restrained under the seat belt, and the airtight space made him feel a little out of breath.

But also gained a little sense of security.

The neon lights made the whole city still bright in the dark, and the buildings on the side of the road towered to the sky, comparing pedestrians and cars to sporadic pawns. He stared all the way ahead, forcing himself to arrive at Wenhu Apartment without distraction.

The parking lot was cold and quiet, Shen Duoyi stopped the car and turned off the engine, then took off his seat belt.He bent down, put his forehead against the horn button on the steering wheel, and slowly touched the elbow of his right arm with his left hand.

Qi Shi'an had great strength and a lot of temper, which made him still ache.

"You know, what I want to fuck most is you."

The state of being devoid of distractions was completely shattered, and Shen Duoyi became a chick that broke out of its shell.No, worse than a fledgling, without any protective layer, and he doesn't have a hard beak.

He picked up his mobile phone, and spoke softly in the empty parking lot, in the small and airtight compartment.

"I haven't been to a party in a long time, and I am very happy today."

The college classmates come from all corners of the country, and it is actually difficult to get together once. The junior high school classmates have been separated for too long, and everyone’s connection is not so close.His high school classmates get together every year, but he never attends.

"Because I had a bad reputation at the time, I had to make money in my spare time, and I had to hurry up and study in school. Gradually, I became less gregarious. I was met by classmates when I came out of work in nightclubs. There is no way to explain it."

"They talk about me, and the content of the talk is not pleasant."

"What you said tonight made me feel uncomfortable back then."

Shen Duoyi spoke very slowly, and his bad emotions gradually disappeared. He stopped when there was still a little left, and then took a deep breath, spit out all the remaining little.

After a while, his mood returned to normal, he pulled out the key and got out of the car, and then left the parking lot.The screen of the mobile phone remained black, and no number was dialed from the beginning to the end.

From the campus to the society, from the past to the present, Shen Duoyi is used to this kind of self-regulation, and it will be uncomfortable to hold back the words in his heart, and he will turn the page when he speaks out.But he wouldn't actually dial the number, let alone tell anyone, because he wasn't sure if his discomfort was justified.

He is afraid that he is too sensitive, but he doesn't want to be a sensitive person, he doesn't want to be tired, and others are also tired.

The two doors opened several blocks away at the same time, and both made a "beep".

Then the sound of doors slamming resounded throughout the apartment. When Qi Shi'an was changing his slippers, he smashed the key on the low glass cabinet, and the ten-year-old keychain was rubbed off with a bit of paint.

With the gallop all the way and the beating just now, his anger finally subsided by a third.

This anger was directed at himself, so the remaining two-thirds he planned to keep in his body to punish himself.

In the living room, he took off his coat, pulled off his tie, and unbuttoned the top two buttons as he walked through the aisle. Qi Shi'an walked to the dining room and sighed as soon as he turned on the light.

The dining room is not next to the kitchen, but a separate small room facing the sun. In the center of the light coffee-colored floor, there is a small milky-white round table surrounded by four wooden leather seats.

Qi Shi'an opened his chair and sat down, his eyes fell on the hydrangea in the center of the round table.

The petals were a little wilted, and the aggrieved and helpless look resembled Shen Duoyi's sadness between his brows.

He sprinkled the half glass of water left in the morning on the hydrangea, and said helplessly to himself: "If you didn't misunderstand me, I wouldn't embarrass you with my words."

When he lost his mind, he said "I have fucked all the beautiful people in the night scene", and the next sentence seemed to say that Shen Duoyi was no different from the people in the night scene.

And he was really just angrily expressing his desire to possess.

Qi Shianku sat for half the night, and found desperately that the petals seemed to deteriorate further under his gaze.He didn't know if Shen Duoyi's mood had eased. He hoped that after the two-day holiday, he could still hear the sweet "Mr. Qi" when we met again on Monday.

On the first weekend after job-hopping, Shen Duoyi was writing work summaries except sleeping. He grew up on the bay window, and his slender fingers almost never left the keyboard.After finishing all this work, I still felt that it was not enough, so I dug out the previously designed "Platinum Plan" and made modifications and supplements to Meng Liang's new products.

"I'm sorry, watch this show quickly."

Shen Duo wanted to pretend he didn't hear it, but he knew that the old man would have to walk a few more steps to call him, so he got up and left the bedroom, and asked without interest: "What program are you watching again, "Get Rich"?"

Mr. Shen replied: "The news reports about the sky-high price of the cemetery. I want to live another 20 years. I dare not kick my legs until the price drops."

Shen Duoyi cut an apple, then scraped the pulp into a bowl with a spoon, handed the spoon and the puree to Elder Shen after scraping, and said, "Grandpa, don't worry, I've already bought the cemetery for you, but you Don't worry, can you live another 50 years?"

"You want me to cultivate immortality." Old Shen ate an apple, "Isn't it expensive?"

"No, it's cheap." Shen Duoyi smiled and ate the other half, "It's next to my parents', by the way, next time I visit the grave, I will tell them that I have a new job."

Old Shen asked: "How about the new job? You don't want to make a lot of money, as long as you are happy doing it."

Shen Duoyi finished eating the apple: "I'm very happy."

Qi Shi'an's face appeared in his mind, he tightened his fingers pinching the apple core, guessing whether the other party had calmed down in the past two days, after all, he said behind his back that the person came first, and there was no reason for it.

Uneasy on both sides, the holiday turned into a long ordeal, with the sun rising and setting and finally ushering in a new week.

Qi Shi'an didn't eat breakfast at home, but sat at the round table drinking water in a suit and leather shoes, reached out to touch the petals, and the hidden expectation in his heart increased by half.It's not that he is stingy, but that he expects this kind of thing to be like a stock, and he must treat it with caution, otherwise he may not be able to bear the unexpected loss.

The florist sent a new hydrangea, Yuanyuan put one in a small transparent wide-mouth vase, and hoped that Shen Duoyi had also become radiant.

The coffee shop next to Ming An Building was overcrowded. It seemed that office workers from the whole street were queuing up to buy breakfast here.Shen Duoyi went out very early, and there were two other people waiting for him.

"Group leader Shen, good morning."

Shen Duoyi looked back and saw Annie, said with a smile: "Good morning, what do you want to eat, I'll buy it for you."

"Thank you, Team Leader Shen. I'm stuck in traffic." Annie glanced at the long line, recalled the menu and said, "Buy me two bacon sandwiches, a butter bun, a morning snack, plus Cup of black coffee."

"Okay, I'll remember." Shen Duoyi replied with a smile, but her tongue clicked inwardly.After shopping and leaving, Annie entered the Ming An Building together. Annie carried two packs of breakfast and explained: "This is Mr. Qi's. He always eats breakfast at the company."

Shen Duoyi was surprised: "Is he used to eating so much for breakfast?"

Anne whispered, "Compared with his lunch, it's small."

Shen Duoyi tried his best to pick up the long-standing memories, remembering that when he was working in Guobin's restaurant, Qi Shi'an seemed to order a lot of dishes. At that time, he thought that the other party wanted him to work a few more times, but he didn't expect that his appetite was really amazing.

When Qi Shi'an reached the [-]th floor, Annie had already started working. When he entered the office, he smelled coffee, and when he drank it, he found that a lot of milk had been added.

Annie knocked on the door and came in: "Mr. Qi, this is the information sent by Mr. Zhang's secretary."

Qi Shi'an ate the cream bun: "Just put it on the table, and make me another cup of black coffee by the way."

Annie reacted quickly, and immediately reached for the cup on the table, explaining: "There are too many people in line, the breakfast was bought by Team Leader Shen, it must be the wrong one, I'll go make you a cup right away."

The office door closed, and Qi Shi'an swallowed the last bite of the cream bun.

He didn't expect that Shen Duoyi would have to add so much milk to drink coffee, he seemed very afraid of suffering.

"Mr. Qi," Annie went back and forth with an extra cup of coffee in her hand, "I'm sorry, I won't make this mistake again in the future. I made another cup with more milk and sent it to Team Leader Shen immediately."

Qi Shi'an didn't raise his eyes: "No need, entertaining you again will make him tired."

Shen Duo intended to meet the client in the reception room of the consulting department. Coincidentally, this client had a huge policy in the insurance company, and they met before.From the selection of investment projects to risk estimation, as well as prospect analysis and establishment of loss models, Shen Duoyi gave a detailed explanation without even taking a sip of water.

At the end of the chat, the customer asked: "You designed my previous policy, and I heard that it has recently become a star product. I feel that you have a good prospect in the insurance company. Why did you change jobs?"

Shen Duoyi smiled, avoiding the seriousness and said lightly: "You are too much, if you want to know more about insurance in the future, you can come to me anytime."

After sending the client to the door, when I returned to the office, I met Team Leader Qi coming out, and the other party said: "It's time for dinner, let's go to the restaurant directly."

"Okay, I didn't expect to chat with the client all morning." Shen Duoyi was surprised that the time passed too quickly. On the way to the restaurant, he talked to the client about the client's thoughts. Although he felt that each group should maintain a clear distinction, but After all, they belonged to the same department, so they didn't hide it.

The seats in the company's restaurant are not too far apart, and there are not too many people at this time. Team leader Qi glanced at it and said, "Mr. Qi came down so early today, and he usually passed the peak period."

Shen Duoyi's heart skipped a beat, he thought that after the froze that night, he had regained his composure, but he was not ready to meet and exchange greetings.

He made an excuse: "I remembered that I bought breakfast and didn't bother to eat it."

Qi Shi'an, who had eaten a lot of breakfast, brought a table full of dishes. As soon as the chopsticks touched the rice in the bowl, he felt his eyelids twitch. Frowning, he raised his eyes and saw Shen Duoyi's back disappearing at the door of the restaurant.

He shouted: "Group Leader Qi, I want more food, let's eat together."

Team leader Qi took his seat, and the two of them ate face to face. Qi Shi'an remained silent, and asked halfway through the meal, "Follow me for a meeting. How is it? Does your department feel helpful?"

Team leader Qi answered seriously, and said objectively after the answer: "It's a pity that team leader Shen went back just now, otherwise I can give you more feedback."

Qi Shi'an asked indifferently: "What is he doing up there? He doesn't eat."

"It's because I bought breakfast and didn't take care of it." Team leader Qi expressed his understanding, "There was a big client in the morning, maybe it was because he was busy."

The number of people coming to eat gradually increased, Qi Shi'an made a quick decision, and ordered a cup of coffee with more milk after eating.He had a fierce ideological struggle along the way, hesitating whether to go to the consulting department to deliver a takeaway.

But the body seems to be obeying another system. After entering the elevator, he directly pressed the floor where the consultation department is located.

The lady at the front desk didn't want to live anymore, Qi Shi'an passed by with a coffee, and said displeasedly: "Change to some expensive cosmetics, it's a shame to touch up makeup at the door every day."

He went straight to Shen Duoyi's office, but when he reached the door, he found no one inside.

Qi Shi'an was embarrassed by himself, and even sulked at himself for taking the initiative.At the beginning, the siege and interception were not avoided like this, but now being an honest gentleman is treated like this.He went in to replace the untouched black coffee, then walked away without looking back.

He is the boss, so why bother to make Shen Duo care about the [-]th floor, which can only be said in one sentence.

However, even if you want to hide, you won't know the future. Shen Duoyi is sitting in the tea room, ready to eat the freshly washed pear.