Know what I mean

The "Integrated Local Chronicles" became a shield, and Shen Duoyi tapped Qi Shian's palm with the spine of the book. Seeing that the other party was indifferent and refused to buy it, he lightly tapped the other party's knee with the corner of the book.

Qi Shi'an said: "I have a knee injury, so I can't touch it like this."

Shen Duoyi stopped immediately, and finally raised his head after he had lowered his head for a long time: "I'm sorry, I don't know, how did you get hurt?"

"I accidentally did it during training at the military academy." Seeing that Shen Duoyi was a little nervous, Qi Shi'an finally stopped pretending, "There is only a scar left, and there is no hindrance. I lied to you just now."

Shen Duoyi breathed a sigh of relief: "Very childish."

Qi Shi'an admitted: "Not only am I very naive, but sometimes I am also very stupid. I can't read the other person's mind, and I can't comfort the important point, so if you have anything on your mind, tell me, don't make me stupid Xidi did something bad."

"You're not stupid," Shen Duoyi knew that Qi Shi'an was playing tricks, "You can easily understand and guess what I'm thinking, and I don't have anything on my mind, I just feel that I'm going too fast."

The expression between his brows and eyes was dull, and his eyes didn't know where they fell. Only the thin layer of sweat on his forehead was a little lively. Shen Duoyi's appearance was easy to make people feel bored, so Qi Shi'an pointed it out: "It's too soon!" You still called me 'Mr. Qi' in that tone in the morning."

Shen Duoyi also felt that his emotions were too exposed, so he took a deep breath under the gaze of the other party, then raised his hand to wipe the sweat from his forehead, and finally straightened his back and added some energy: "Qi Sir, can you lend me this book?"

Before Qi Shi'an could answer, he stood up again and asked, "Can I try punching sandbags?"

Qi Shi'an took off the black boxing gloves and put them on for Shen Duoyi, then raised his arms and bowed to demonstrate the posture.Shen Duoyi turned slightly to face the sandbag, shielded his face with his left arm, and struck out with his right fist.

He punched dozens of times in a row, and a layer of sweat appeared on his forehead again, dripping from the corners of his eyes. His fist hit the sandbag and made a dull sound, but his mood brightened with each punch.

Qi Shi'an leaned against the chest of drawers with folded arms, and watched Shen Duoyi "go crazy" quietly. When Shen Duoyi was about to be exhausted, he supported the shaking sandbag from the other side like an instructor, and shouted: "Hold on tight!" fist!"

"Go on! Fight again!"

Shen Duoyi gritted his teeth and smashed it crazily dozens of times. During this period, Qi Shi'an kept telling him to persevere.The last punch hit the sandbag hard, and he let out a long breath, then his chest heaved and heaved.

"Are you feeling better?" Qi Shi'an asked.

"Comfortable." Shen Duoyi's breath was not coherent, and he hugged the sandbag to support himself, "I held it all night, and finally vented it."

He looked into Qi Shi'an's eyes.

"I lived with my grandfather since I was a child. He is my most important relative, but he can't accept my orientation."

"I may have to hide it from him and lie to him. If I have a partner in the future, it means I have to wrong him."

"I've been thinking about it for a long time, and I feel more and more despicable, because I plan to say nothing selfishly, trying to continue to enjoy the current relationship, but want to avoid further development."

"I know that I think very far. When I was a child, I had to calculate the meal expenses for the next week today, and I had to calculate the tuition and miscellaneous fees for the next semester this semester. I used to think about the future in advance, and prepared for the unavoidable. If you can avoid it, stay far away."

Listening to Shen Duoyi's self-confession sentence by sentence, Qi Shi'an felt all sorts of feelings brewing in his heart. After hearing this sentence, he finally couldn't help it, and suddenly pulled the sandbag towards him, along with Shen Duoyi who was hugging it.

"Are you avoiding me?" he asked.

He was born the same as a human being, but his experience and temperament are different. Qi Shi'an has no worries about food and clothing since he was a child, and he only considers whether he likes it or not. He is good enough, so he is more conceited.But Shen Duoyi is different, he has to live carefully, and he has to plan ahead for the future since he was a child.

Qi Shi'an snatched the sandbag from Shen Duoyi's arms and threw it away, then untied Shen Duoyi's boxing gloves, lowered his head and said, "Don't hold back for so long if you have something to say in the future, you can call or send a message, just tell me .”

"I understand what the elders think. I also have parents and grandpa, so if your future partner is me, there is no grievance at all. I feel aggrieved when you talk to me coldly."

"Don't describe yourself as mean and selfish anymore, I don't like to hear it. You like our relationship now, and you don't want to face further development, then we will get along in a leisurely way. We want to understand each other. "

"You think very far away, but there is me in the distance you think, and I feel very happy."

The boxing gloves have been untied and taken off, and Qi Shi'an also finished his opinion one by one. He knew that Shen Duoyi's family conditions were not good, and he also knew that Shen Duoyi suffered a lot when he was young, but when he talked about it, he still only added Worrying unabated.

"I'll ask again." Qi Shi'an raised his head, "Are you going to avoid me?"

Shen Duoyi stretched out his right hand as if he couldn't resist, his palm was dripping with sweat, his fingernails were all red, he turned his palm upwards, and said fearfully and expectantly: "My hand is also hot."

Two warm and moist palms held it, as if even the lines of the palms were embedded together.

Lunch was already ready, but they hadn't returned for a long time. When the two of them walked out of the building, they just met Huo Xuechuan who was running over.Huo Xuechuan ran away sweating: "Brother, you didn't bring your mobile phone when you came out, you lost contact!"

Shen Duoyi handed over a pack of tissues: "Wipe off your sweat, I'll go back now."

Huo Xuechuan and Shen Duoyi walked in front side by side, leaving Qi Shian behind. Huo Xuechuan asked, "Brother Duoyi, do you think I'm handsome? If I enter the entertainment industry, will I be competitive?"

"Strong, tall and conspicuous." Shen Duoyi felt that one of the two brothers must be like his father and the other like his mother, otherwise why would there be such a big difference in personality.

Qi Shi'an followed behind, occasionally seeing Shen Duoyi's smiling face amused by Huo Xuechuan, he was relieved, and felt sorry for his off-road vehicle again.

The smell of food was wafting in the family building. Huo Xin was drinking with Old General Huo. The three juniors greeted each other and took their seats. The lunch could finally begin.Huo Xin was hospitable, filled Shen Duoyi's plate with dishes, and thanked: "Today is too hard, I took up your rest time to help, and at the end of the month, I will give Shi An a bonus."

Qi Shi'an held the bowl: "I paid for the co-author."

Shen Duoyi replied: "Auntie, you are too polite. In fact, Xiao Chuan's grades are not bad. There is no problem in going to the Drama Academy."

Speaking of this old general Huo finally had something to say, he put down the wine cup and said to Shen Duoyi: "One is more worrying than the other, good military schools are not good, big ones are okay, at least they go to prestigious schools, small ones just go Being a star makes me mad, I can't help but wipe my military stick now that I have nothing to do."

The old man's full of complaints was very funny, and there was a hint of helplessness in his beard and staring eyes. Shen Duoyi said happily: "Are you still planning to beat them with a military stick? My grandfather doesn't have a military stick, but he has a walking stick. Sometimes he is in a hurry He also loves to fan me wildly."

"Is your grandpa so violent?" Mr. Huo actually said that others had a violent temper, "You just listen to the elders, An Ansheng, if I were your grandpa, I would definitely feel relieved."

Qi Shi'an had already gone down to eat a bowl of rice: "Grandpa, how dare you open your mouth and want to be someone else's grandfather, it's too much."

Normally, there were only grandparents and grandchildren eating at home, and it was never so lively. Shen Duoyi listened to Qi Shi'an making things difficult for Mr. Huo, or Huo Xuechuan and Huo Xin's arguing, and unknowingly ate up all the food on the plate.

"Do you want soup?" Qi Shi'an asked, but he had already picked up the bowl first, put it in front of Shen Duoyi, "Do you think it's a bit noisy?"

Shen Duoyi shook his head, and replied in a low voice: "The atmosphere in your house is really nice, a bit like my home."

Qi Shi'an asked, "What about your house?"

Before Shen Duoyi answered, Huo Xin interrupted: "Duoyi, let's have another bowl of rice." Shen Duoyi didn't know whether punching was too exhausting or the food was too delicious, so he added another bowl of rice.

Usually, the aunt cooks at home, and Huo Xin never bothered to talk about it. This time, Shen Duoyi was a guest and helped Huo Xuechuan with tuition, so she prepared the meals herself.At this time, seeing that the other party likes to eat, I feel very happy, and chatted: "Do you usually take care of lunch at the company?"

"Well, the company has a restaurant." Shen Duoyi ate the meal deliciously.

Huo Xin said reassuringly: "That's good. In fact, the parents are also worried about eating and dressing, and they can't control anything else. Now I ask him to help me speculate in individual stocks. He finds it troublesome and makes me mad."

Qi Shi'an was bombarded suddenly, and he was a little embarrassed: "Mom, can you be more realistic?"

Shen Duoyi said politely: "Auntie, I also know a little about stocks, why don't I take a look for you after dinner."

Huo Xin found a new helper, and he didn't even look at Qi Shi'an anymore, and Mr. Huo was the same, feeling that "other people's children are fine everywhere", and asked enviously: "Duoyi, what do your parents do? I guess you've had a good time, right?"

Shen Duoyi was taken aback, he knew that the current atmosphere was not suitable for talking about his family, but avoiding talking about it seemed like lying, he hesitated for a moment, and he still chose the former with a smile: "My parents met me when I was six or seven years old. It’s gone, I’m living with my grandpa.”

With a sound of "bang", Huo Xuechuan's chicken leg smashed into the plate, and there was only silence on the dining table for an instant.

What Shen Duoyi was afraid of was that the happy atmosphere would be broken, he held the bowl in a somewhat helpless manner, neither smiled nor continued talking.Fortunately, everyone's reaction was quick, Mr. Huo and Huo Xin comforted and brought this topic over, and Huo Xuechuan also picked up the chicken legs and continued to eat.

Only Qi Shi'an lowered his eyes and never moved his chopsticks again.

He only knew that Shen Duoyi's family conditions were not good, but he didn't expect that Shen Duoyi lost his parents early on. Compared with the material grievances, he couldn't imagine how many spiritual gaps Shen Duoyi had.

No wonder the other party only mentioned grandpa, and no wonder the other party took so much into account when considering grandpa's thoughts.Because Shen Duoyi only has one relative, and he is very old.

Whether it's an ordinary friend or a long-term relationship in the future, Qi Shi'an thought that he should at least give Shen Duoyi a heavy sense of security.

He lowered his head and thought a lot, when a pair of chopsticks suddenly appeared in his sight, and the shrimp caught between the chopsticks fell into his bowl.He tidied up his emotions and raised his eyes, facing Shen Duoyi's gaze.

Shen Duoyi said softly: "I'm fine, I'll give you the last shrimp."

After dinner, Qi Shian sent Shen Duoyi home. Before leaving, Huo Laofei wanted to give Shen Lao a new fishing rod for fishing. After driving away from the rest house, Shen Duoyi squinted his eyes due to the sun, and sat down. Yawning in the passenger seat.

"Sleepy?" Qi Shi'an put down the visor, "Sleeping for a while, I'll call you when we arrive."

Shen Duo was tired but very happy: "I feel sleepy when I'm full..."

The sound of shallow breathing was covered by the sound of the engine, if Qi Shi'an hadn't turned his head to look, he would never have noticed that Shen Duoyi had fallen asleep.He slowed down and tried to drive as steadily as possible. He remembered that night many years ago, when Shen Duoyi tilted his head and stared at the co-pilot.

There weren't too many cars in the weekend afternoon, and it didn't take long to reach the door of Wenhu Apartment. Qi Shian pulled over and parked under the shade of a tree, and then turned off the engine.Shen Duoyi seemed to have sensed it, and slowly opened his eyes. He was stunned for a moment and said "Ah", but unfortunately said: "I forgot to take the book I borrowed!"

Qi Shi'an said, "I want it at work tomorrow."

He avoided talking about Shen Duoyi's family, let alone asking about it. Even if the wound has been scarred for many years, it is still a wound, and he will never take the initiative to bring it up.Shen Duoyi understood Qi Shian's thoughtfulness, he was very grateful, and said "thank you" in his heart.

Unbuttoning his seat belt and preparing to get out of the car, he suddenly thought: "By the way, I have something to tell you."

Qi Shi'an asked: "Are you in a hurry? Don't worry, we'll talk about it another day. You're so sleepy."

Shen Duoyi hesitated and said, "Don't worry, it's about my first love."

"..." Qi Shi'an's veins twitched violently, "Say it now!"