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In the dream, Bai Xun went back to the time when he met Dongfang Bubai for the first time, back to the time when his mother gently sang her a lullaby, back to the time when Lin Pingzhi died, back to the time when his father was drunk and crazy, back to Deku When I knew I was a bastard, I went back to the time when I practiced martial arts with Dongfang Bubai, back to the time when my mother beat me to vent, back to the time when I was almost beaten to death by Ren Woxing, back to the time when I fell off the cliff, back to the time when she and Dongfang Bubai When Dongfang Invincible confessed...

There is too much sweetness in the dream, as well as too much pain, Bai Xun clearly knows that this is a dream, but she is nostalgic for it and does not want to go out, this is all her past, this is all she has personally experienced All, at first there were all kinds of people in her dream, but gradually there was only one person left in her dream, the peerless red dress...

With her, she has no pain, only happiness, but when the dream shows that Lin Pingzhi is killed, Bai Xun suddenly twists up. Bai Xun sees that Lin Pingzhi died because of her selfishness in the dream, and does not want to die. It wasn't Dongfang Bubai who killed her, but Bai Xun's selfishness killed him....

Bai Xun covered her eyes in pain, she yelled like crazy: "It's not like this! It's not me! It's not me!"

But no matter how she lied to herself, she knew clearly that it was the truth. If she hadn't begged for death selfishly, Lin Pingzhi would not have given her life to save her. She resented Dongfang Bubai for being so cruel to him. She also resented Dongfang Bubai for killing Lin Pingzhi, but she hated herself even more. If she hadn't been cowardly, if she hadn't impulsively wanted Dongfang Bubai to kill herself and remember herself forever, Lin Pingzhi wouldn't have die.

All the faults are her own, but she imposes it on Dongfang Bubai. In fact, what she hates in her heart is not Dongfang Bubai but herself...

Dongfang Bubai wanted to force her to leave. Although Dongfang Bubai used extreme methods to make it difficult for her to accept, what was even more difficult for her to accept was that she indirectly killed Lin Pingzhi.

Bai Xun is now caught in an endless loop. She is full of guilt towards Lin Pingzhi, and she is also full of guilt and incomprehension towards Dongfang Bubai. Why is Dongfang Bubai treating herself like this, she wants to leave herself, wants to break everything with me, I satisfy her...

Dongfang Bubai wanted to break ties with her, Bai Xun would not do it to death, but she forced her away with a kiss with Linghu Chong, she couldn't accept and forgive Dongfang Bubai, it was actually Dongfang Bubai who treated her Don't trust, the moment Dongfang Bubai kissed Linghu Chong, Bai Xun really began to doubt.

What is doubting oneself in Dongfang Bubai's heart?She can hurt her for Yilin, and kiss him in order to force her away. Dongfang Bubai didn't tell her anything, and made it clear that he didn't trust her and didn't want to face it with her. Bai Xun was really disappointed. It can be given to others generously, so that others can draw their swords against her, Bai Xun really wants to ask Dongfang Bubai what is she in her heart?

Divide it!It doesn't matter if they are separated, there are already too many conflicts between the two, everyone should think about it quietly, love is too easy to make people become idiots, she and Dongfang Bubai love too passionately, she has already ignored There are too many problems between her and Dongfang Bubai, it's good to be a stranger, at least it can calm down both of them...

Bai Xun smiled wryly, this dream is no longer sweet, she should wake up, the road is still long and she has to go on, instead of hiding like a coward in this imaginary space.

After waking up, Bai Xun immediately found her clothes that had been changed, and there was still a little warmth beside the bed. It seemed that she had not been gone for long. Bai Xun knew that the last scene she saw was not a hallucination, really. is her.....

Walking out of the gate, she saw that Lin Pingzhi's tomb had been erected, and an unnamed tombstone stood in front of the tomb. After Bai Xun carved the words "Lin Pingzhi" and smiled wryly, she was really thinking... .

It's just that she doesn't want me to go?I left, why did she come and do these things for me again?Is it because of guilt?still....

Throwing away those 'ridiculous' thoughts in her mind, Bai Xun smiled wryly, it turned out that her happiness, her happiness and her pain all came from the same person...

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