Ice in summer, love is forbidden

Return the envy to him and slander him with words.

【You are so fat, will anyone like you in the future? 】

【You look so ugly. 】

[Laugh, hahaha everyone, come and see, he looks like a pig! 】

It is often the words that hurt the most.

The boy began to have low self-esteem, afraid to speak, dare not look at others, dare not look in the mirror.

His academic performance has also dropped, and the teacher doesn't understand why, but scolds him.

The boy thinks that because he is fat, even the teacher doesn't like him anymore.

He started to lose weight.

At that time, the high school entrance examination was approaching.

He often skips meals in order to lose weight, because he has no extra time to exercise, so he saves meal time to review.

Dieting to lose weight is very harmful to the body.

While the month has changed significantly, learning has also picked up.

But his body was clearly overwhelmed.

He began to become jealous and sensitive, afraid to go home at night, hiding at a friend's house, breaking down and crying at night.

And all this, only his friends know, his stress and his problems, he didn't tell his dad.

His friend felt sorry for him and advised him to go to the hospital.

He said: I believe I can.

That period of time should be the most uncomfortable period for him, and he will work hard to control his weight.

He is a very disciplined person.

When the senior high school entrance examination was approaching, his weight dropped and his grades rose.

The after-effects left are fear of people and conversations, and damage to the body that cannot be repaired.

Obviously, this boy is Yiliang.

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After hearing this, Wen Zherui stood up silently and took a pack of cigarettes from the counter, lit one and handed one to Yan Wuhou.

Yan Wu took it, but did not light it.

Zherui Wen asked: Then why would he eat uncontrollably?

Yan Wuhou said: When you are in a bad mood, you always want to find a way to relieve it.

Of course, the reason for this bad mood is naturally because of Wen Zherui.

Wen Zherui puffed out a mouthful of cigarettes, and suddenly remembered something: The reason for puffing out is...?

Yan Wuwu nodded: That's right, it was vomiting.

Because I was in a bad mood, I ate crazily. After eating, I was afraid of getting fat and forced myself to spit it out.

This disease has a name called: bulimia nervosa, also known as binge eating disorder.

Wen Zherui was a little annoyed.

This is what Yan Wuhou wanted, and Wen Zherui couldn't make it easier.

Yan Wu said again: He is the toughest and most self-disciplined person I have ever met. During that time, he did not rely on drugs, did not go to the hospital, and only survived with strong psychological hints. Since then, he has only relapsed twice. .

Wen Zherui raised his eyes.

Yan Wu went on to say: In high school, his father died.And, yesterday.

Wen Zherui seemed to have become dumb.

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The death of Yi Liang's father is undoubtedly the biggest blow to him.

The great grief caused him to fall into repeated gluttony and vomiting.

The body broke down.

Learning is no longer possible.

The belief that supported him to live seemed to have disappeared overnight.

Wengerui wanted to curse.

He asked: Are you not worried?

Yan Wuhou sneered: nonsense.I almost drove my parents crazy when I followed him.

Yan Wu followed Yi Liang all the time, for fear that he would commit suicide if he couldn't think about it.

But he still underestimated Yi Liang's tenacity and understanding.

When he was about to be in his third year of high school, Yi Liang took the initiative to say to Yan Wuwu: How about you be my hope in the future.

Yan Wu asked why.

At that time, Yi Liang was 170cm tall, weighed less than 50kg, and his studies were in a mess.

Yi Liang said to Yan Wuhou with a smile: Because I want to live, I also want to take pictures of many things, I don't want to come here at a young age and leave without seeing anything.To be honest, Yan Wuwu, I want you to be my hope.

Yan Wu cried after listening to it.

Yi Liang said: Don't cry, I haven't cried yet, why are you crying?

Yan Wuhou was very sad, he hugged Yi Liang and refused to let go.

Yi Liang said: You have to study hard, take the college entrance examination hard, and make money.I don't plan to go to college anymore, my father left me some money, I can buy a camera, and I can make money in the future.

Yan Wuwu cried and said: Okay, then you have to listen to me from now on.

Yi Liang agreed.

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From beginning to end, only Yan Wuhou was laughing.

Wen Zherui didn't say a word.

Yan Wuhou didn't say those words about holding Yi Liang and crying, he just said: Do you understand now?His dependence on me is much deeper than you can imagine.

Wen Zherui shook his head: But that's not love.That's not love, that's not liking.

Yan Wu sneered: Love?What is love?Yi Liang doesn't need love.Is there love between you?I guarded him for nearly ten years, and when you appeared, he became emotional, he went crazy.But I can understand, after all, when I met him, I was not very rational.

Wen Zherui said: I like him, and I will not give up on him.

Yan Wuhou still smiled, not even changing his posture: I like him too.I will not give up on him.I know who Yi Liang is. His liking for you is no different from his liking for flowers, plants, insects and beasts.

Wen Zherui fell silent again.

Yan Wu ended the conversation: In short, I will not let him see you again.

The [warm] glass door was pushed open.

Yan Wu squashed the cigarette and threw it into the trash can.

The smile on his face was gone.

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Yi Liang was still asleep when he boarded the plane.

Yan Wuhou hugged him in his arms, clasped his fingers tightly with his right hand.

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Yi Liang seemed to be having a dream.

There was a wisteria tree in the dream.

An orange cat squatted under the wisteria.

Lazy and quiet.

The noisy cicadas called Xia Tian to death.

Yi Liang felt very hot, and his heart was very noisy.

The place made him feel sad. There seemed to be a man sitting under the tree with a book with a red cover in his hand.

A voice called: Yiliang, let's go!

It's Yan afternoon.

Yi Liang turned around without hesitation, and went to hold Yan Wuwu's hand.

He not only relied on Yan Wuhou, but also trusted him.

That wisteria tree should be in a dream.

And that cat.

That Les Miserables.

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Yan Wuhou gently wiped away the tears from the corner of Yi Liang's eyes, and imprinted a kiss on the corner of his eyes.

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Hesleptasummerbymyside.Hefilledmydayswithendlesswonder.Hetookmychildhoodinhisstride, buthewasgonewhenautumncamera.

He slept next to me all summer.He brought me endless surprises.He took away my childhood casually, but when autumn came, he disappeared.I still dream that he will come back to me and we will be together for the rest of our lives.But some dreams never come true.There are always some storms that destroy people.

——Victor Hugo, Les Miserables

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