Come over and have a kiss

"...In the beginning, I really wanted to be friends with you. I bought ordinary drinks. But..."

but.

five years ago.

"It's halfway through the semester, why are there still transfer students?"

"The bangs are so long... I feel like a girl, can't I be a sissy?"

"It's been several days, and I haven't seen him say a word. It seems so strange."

There were constant discussions among the students around, and all kinds of eyes gathered in the corner.In the corner sat a boy with bangs over his eyes, a small one, exuding a gloomy atmosphere, lifeless, like an immobile doll.

That was the first time Qiao Ran saw Zeng Li.

As if he heard their conversation, the boy slowly raised his head, looked over cautiously, only took a glance, and then hastily looked away.Qiao Ran found that the difference in his aura was that the boy's brown eyes were very bright, as if filled with the sun.

The bad friend next to him bumped him with his shoulder, and the boy said carelessly in that childlike voice: "Hey, Ah Ran, go tease him and see if he can talk."

Qiao Ran didn't even think about refusing: "No, it's all boring. If you like playing with him, go yourself, what the hell does it matter to me?"

The unintentional words of the boy in the rebellious period made the man blush suddenly, and said: "Who, who wants to play with the sissy! I just want to see if he can speak and if he is dumb! Don't worry about it!" Yes, I'll go."

After the man finished speaking, he ran over angrily, slapped his palm on Zeng Li's table, and then the boy's companions also gathered around to watch the fun, only Qiao Ran didn't move, sat on the seat and looked back, wanting to go again Look at those sparkling eyes.

They may not have malicious intentions at first, but in the eyes of Zeng Li, who experienced the dark side of society prematurely, these are undoubtedly another serious injury.He bowed his head, his lips were drawn into a straight line, his chin was retracted into his coat, and he was afraid of the line of people around him.Chattering around, all the words were stamped with a malicious coat of arms, Zeng Li was silent, occasionally opened his mouth, but he hesitated and answered intermittently.

When did it start?

Zeng Li's performance made these teenagers who have just stepped into junior high school and their three views have not yet formed, branded them as "sissy", "dumb" and "weird".

Most people may not know the true meaning of these words and how hurtful they are. They just happen to hear it and think it is appropriate. It’s just that everyone else is talking about it, so they follow the trend. Suddenly, Zeng Li became a boy. The "sissy" of the girl, the "weird" in the mouth of girls.

Punish the heart.

The colors around Zeng Li are always different from others.Qiao Ran doesn't participate in other people's teasing or bullying, he just looks at it, and then thinks, if people have color, then this guy must be surrounded by oppressive black.

At that time, the companions around me were swearing, saying rebellious words, and doing novel things. People always interact with each other, especially children of this age.Qiao Ran doesn't understand why there are people who are so out of tune with him, why they always keep their heads down and eyes down, without saying a word.Be indifferent to the excesses of others.

It's like, like... you're used to it.

Qiao Ran can't remember exactly how long it took for them to turn from teasing at the beginning to bullying at the end.

Everyone seemed to gradually get used to bullying and teasing Zeng Li. If he didn't resist, others would push him even further.One person does something to excess, soon there will be a second, a third, a fourth...no one sees anything wrong with it, when bullying happens and no one comes forward, no Ordinary will become routine, unreasonable will become habit.

No one thought there was anything wrong.

Qiao Ran felt that he was very pitiful, but he was also a part of the crowd. Under the crowd, his power was insignificant, not to mention that once he said something, he would face doubts and ridicule from his peers.

A certain physical education get out of class was over, and the school bell rang. Qiao Ran bought a bottle of drink and went back to work, intending to drink it on the way home.

There were many people scattered in the classroom, Qiao Ran spotted Zeng Li who was sitting quietly in the corner doing his homework at a glance. When no one disturbed him, he seemed to be peacefully integrated with the scenery, like a picture scroll.Qiao Ran looked at him, and the latter also raised his eyes. The moment their eyes met, they were startled at the same time.

"I..." Seeing those bright eyes again, for some reason, Qiao Ran's heart skipped a beat, and he couldn't help but said, "What are you looking at...I'm going to the bathroom."

He threw everything on the table and ran away in a panic.

What's wrong with this... Weird.

After hearing this, Zeng Li realized that he is a student in this class.Zeng Li has no memory of who his classmates are until now, except those who often hang out in front of him.

As soon as Qiao Ran left, several boys entered behind him. Zeng Li's body froze subconsciously. These people were also one of the bullies.But fortunately, they didn't seem to have any interest in bullying Zeng Li today, they gathered together in twos and threes, chatting and laughing, not even bothering to look at Zeng Li in the corner.

Their neglect made Zeng Li heave a sigh of relief, he packed up his things and planned to leave, he didn't pay attention to what was said there.

"Hey, Ah Ran came back earlier than us? Where is he?" someone said.

"Go out, oh, there is water, I'll take a sip." The other person answered, picked up the water on Qiao Ran's table, opened the bottle cap, and planned to drink.

Boys of this age don't have any worries among themselves, on the contrary, they do have concerns, which will become embarrassing.Everyone thought it was normal and didn't say anything.

"Hey, wait a minute," the other person hurriedly stopped him, ran back to his seat with a smirk, took out the bottle from his schoolbag, and said, "I made it at the same table as me last class—dark cooking! Come on, mix it with me!" Come in at once."

The man grabbed the drink as he spoke, poured some on the ground, and then took his own.It seemed to be a liquid mixed with many kinds of beverage flavors, and the color was cloudy, but when it was mixed into the beverage, there was no big change.

"Damn it, I haven't drunk it yet! Can't wait until I drink it?"

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, I'll buy you another bottle later."

"You'll get sick if you drink this. It's weird. It's strange if your stomach doesn't hurt. Let's forget it." Someone persuaded.

The man put the lid back on and said, "Hey, he must not be allowed to drink it. Let's see if he can find out. Didn't he brag to us last time? Just buy another bottle later and pay for it. Hey, who Don't say anything."

But this time, the joke between the teenagers turned into a catastrophe.

When Qiao Ran came back from the bathroom, he always felt that something was wrong. His companion kept looking at him, wondering what the hell was going on.

"Why..." Qiao Ran was speechless, "If you see me again, I will beat you up."

Those people laughed and urged him: "Don't look at it, don't look at it, do you want to drink, or drink it for me."

"Go away, you're thinking well." Qiao Ran rolled his eyes at him, picked up the drink and was about to open it, but his eyes fell on Zeng Li who got up and was about to leave.

Black, oppressive colors enveloped him.

How pitiful it looked.

Zeng Li lowered his head, as if he was afraid of being noticed, and left against the wall. Qiao Ran moved his lips slightly and heard the laughter of his friend behind him. He felt that if he also brought Zeng Li in, they would become friends, right? , he wouldn't... be so pitiful?

His gaze fell on the drink in his hand, and he suddenly said, "Hey, that one over there, wait a minute."

After he uttered his voice, Qiao Ran saw the man trembling all over, turned around tremblingly, lowered his head, and obediently stopped.

"..."

Qiao Ran suddenly felt a little shy for no reason, and scratched his cheek, it was the first time he took the initiative to make friends, how strange.

The companion behind him looked like he was enjoying the show, and pushed him a bit, saying, "Go."

What happened afterwards was the same as the nightmare in Zeng Li's memory. Qiao Ran shyly and forcefully asked Zeng Li to accept the drink. He showed his affection for the first time, his cheeks were hot, and he could only hide his shyness with a fierce tone in a panic.

"You, do you want to fucking do it!"

But the look on his face betrayed him.His face was flushed, as long as he raised his head, he could see it for a long time.

But Zeng Li was destined not to raise his head.

In the end, after Zeng Li anxiously took the drink, drank it in front of him, and spit it out again, Qiao Ran's face instantly became ugly.

He thought that Zeng Li had rejected him and used such an excessive method.

But soon, the laughter of the companion behind him, wiping his mouth with Zeng Li, carrying his schoolbag, and fleeing from the back door in a panic, made Qiao Ran realize that there was something strange about this matter.

After that, he had a fight with his companions, and Zeng Li returned home, hugging his stomach all afternoon with pain.

After that... Zeng Li changed schools.

Qiao Ran never saw him again, and he didn't even have a chance to say sorry.

"I'm sorry." Qiao Ran smiled bitterly. In Zeng Li's eyes, the boy in the past seemed to be slowly separated from the grown-up boy, "I know, it's too late for me to say anything now. I'm leaving. We may never have the chance to meet again after that."

He scratched his cheek, stared at the coffee, and said: "...Actually, I was trying to make you friends with us, maybe you won't suffer like that in the future. But I'm sorry... I Before, I didn't stand up because I was afraid...and then I messed up. I'm sorry."

Zeng Li suddenly felt that his past was not as sad as he imagined.

God seems to have played a huge joke on him. Since he was a child, the old man told him that you are a child who doesn’t even want you, and everyone around you hates you. Your life is worthless and a failure.

But recently, God seems to have awakened, and began to make up for the suffering he suffered in the past.Then tell him, in fact, your family does not want you, on the contrary, he loves you very much.It's just because of love... that I can't choose to get close to hurting you.And not all the people who bullied you are like what you see, people always have to look forward, we all have to say goodbye to the past, are you right?

Zeng Li began to gradually believe in the conservation of fortune.

After that, Qiao Ran was going to pick up his sister, Zeng Li was watching the time, so he decided to stop by to find Fei Li and watch him play basketball, the two parted ways at this intersection.

"Then... goodbye." Qiao Ran turned around and said.

Say goodbye, never see you again.

Zeng Li smiled lightly at him, feeling a little relieved in his heart, "Well, goodbye."

The two waved goodbye and turned to the side.Suddenly, Qiao Ran turned his head to look at Zeng Li and said, "Zeng Li!"

Zeng Li stopped and looked back, "Huh?"

"Actually, I... Actually, I used to like..." His lips moved slightly, and after a while, he smiled, "It's nothing, I hope you are doing well, and you will always be with that guy who deserves to be beaten, come on."

Zeng Li panicked immediately, Qiao Ran smiled and said, "Are you guys dating? It's okay, it's nothing."

Thanks to Fei Li, he gradually understood, the feelings he hadn't had time to vent at the beginning, understood why his heart beat faster because of those eyes.

Ten minutes later, Zeng Li rushed to the basketball court, just in time to see Fei Li jumping up, sweat pouring out of the basketball court, as the basketball was poured into the hoop, fierce cheers erupted on the court.

"At the last second, fight back! You're so handsome, Fei Li!"

"Long live the captain! How handsome!"

Fei Li grinned at them, while Zeng Li stood behind him, looking at the glowing young man surrounded by the crowd from a distance.

If the young man realized something, he turned his head, and under the warm light of the setting sun, the eyes of the two collided. The corners of the young man's mouth grinned, and there was undisguised surprise and love in his eyes.

Zeng Li also slowly laughed.

Just because of the other party's smile, in an instant, the warm flames illuminated each other's worlds of teenagers.

Since then, I can no longer take my eyes off.

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