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Am I unworthy of happiness?

This is already the fifth night of Elva's insomnia, Qiaoer took it seriously this time, and had the heart to delete all her contact information.

Elva stared at the ceiling with blank eyes, and couldn't help asking God, "What did I do wrong? Why did I have to suffer this pain."

And there is no greater empathy for this pain than concern.

Caring quietly stayed by Elva's side. An hour ago, when she saw Elva, who was usually so delicate, came to her with thick dark circles, she knew the seriousness of the matter.

Xu Ming had just returned to China, so in order not to disturb her rest, he could only accompany Elva by himself.

Looking at Elva who was paralyzed on the bed with concern, everyone seemed to be in the same state of falling in love, she sighed and said to Elva, "Elva, I know, I have experienced what you are going through now, the moment when I just broke up with Lin Xi For a while, I couldn’t do anything. No matter what I did, I could only think about her, but it was even more frightening when I was quiet. It was like a movie in my mind, with all the things we experienced, her photos, videos, reflections, etc. I read it many times over and over again, and I don’t want to delete it, and I don’t want to save it. Every day, there are two villains fighting in my body, I can’t sleep, I can’t eat, I call her cheap every day, but every time I press the dial Calling the key, then hanging up quickly, trying to get in touch but not being able to, this kind of torture makes me unable to let go."

"Concern, I miss her so much, but I can't find her. What should I do." Tears flowed down the corners of Elva's eyes, "I knew it would happen, why not just tell Qiaoer the truth. Why is she so cruel, why? "

"Elva, falling in love is terrible. I understand that when you give a lot of affection, it's not easy to let go." Caring frowned and continued, "The best way is to fall in love with another person and let this person possess you." With all of you, you can gradually squeeze the other person out."

"But I can't fall in love with anyone else at all."

"I thought so too at the time, but I met Xu Ming, I just have to wait."

"But I can't wait. I'm so sad every day that I'm about to die. Without Qiaoer, I don't want to live anymore."

"Elva, I have thought about suicide many times, but I can't help it. Human nature has bad roots. Do you have the courage to die?"

"Follow, oh oh, ah, ah, what do I do, I think she, now she doesn't know if she is dead or alive, and can't be connected at all, even if I know she is okay. I can't accept this sense of insecurity for no reason, woo woo woo." Elva's sobbing just now gradually turned into howling, her shoulders heaving and falling, this feeling no one can empathize with.

"Elva, I think Qiaoer is just angry with you. Since the separation is so painful, why don't you go to her and explain the misunderstanding clearly."

"But I can't find where she is at all. What should I do?"

"You are stupid, find her agent."

"There is no phone number from her manager."

"Elva, what about your IQ? You are all people in the industry, can't you find someone to ask about it? It's because you don't want to go." Concerned about exposing Elva's Xiao Jiujiu, everyone is a person with strong self-esteem, how can she I don't know what Elva is thinking. "Elva, let me tell you, Qiaoer is much more important than your self-esteem. I'll leave it here. Whether you want to go or not is up to you. I'm leaving."

"Don't go," Elva held back concern, and said pitifully, "Can you stay with me today?"

"How is this possible?" Caring firmly refused,

"Concern, you are not afraid that I will be tempted to commit suicide, don't worry, my sister has no interest in you at all."

"I'm not interested in you either."

"Then what are you afraid of, the two attacks will definitely not be messy when they meet, so don't worry."

"What kind of theory are you talking about?"

"You just stay, my heart is empty, I really want to die."

"Okay, I'm convinced, go inside." Guan Guan lifted the quilt and lay down, lying on his side and preparing to sleep,

"Can you pat me? It's like coaxing a child." Elva approached Caring, turned his back to her, and left his shoulders to Caring.

"Pat your sister! You've been taken too far." He complained with concern and dissatisfaction, and still stretched out his hand to pat Elva, and after a while, both of them fell asleep.

In the beginning of spring, the sun is shining brightly and the temperature is rising, making people less eager to sleep in bed. Xu Ming slowly opened his eyes and had a good night's sleep. The light spread in every corner of the room. She sat up , called out; "concerned?"

Didn't hear anything back, did concern go to work?But today is the weekend.she's back?But her bag is still intact on the sofa?where did she go

Xu Ming stretched himself, and vaguely remembered that Elva came here yesterday, but he was probably sleeping in a daze at that time, did he look for her with concern?Going to Elva's side to take a look.

Unexpectedly, as soon as Xu Ming opened the door, he saw Lin Qiaoer appearing at the door.

"Qiaoer? You came to find Elva. Are you reconciled? Great." Xu Ming said happily,

Lin Qiaoer looked at Xu Ming expressionlessly, and said, "No, I'm here to pick up the things left here, so I'll return the key to her by the way."

"Ah?" Xu Ming shouted in surprise, "Don't, Qiao'er, Elva has difficulties, give her a chance to explain."

"Difficulties? What difficulties can she have?" Lin Qiaoer's tone was full of resentment. After so long, even if she blocked Elva, she never thought of finding herself from the people around her, and dared to say that she had difficulties, "You No need to explain to her."

Lin Qiaoer took out the key, turned and opened the door, and walked into the living room.

Xu Ming was at a loss as to what to do, they might not want to break up.

While she was deep in thought, Xu Ming hurried in with a "click". This was the scene that caught her eyes. Not only she was stunned, but also Lin Qiaoer, whose face turned cloudy and rainy.

Elva was sleeping soundly in Caring's arms, and Caring maintained his usual habit of holding Xu Ming, hugging Elva tightly from behind, breathing smoothly and orderly, and both of them slept soundly.

How did they get together?

Xu Ming completely believed in concern, there must be some misunderstanding, but because Elva had a criminal record, Lin Qiaoer absolutely couldn't believe what was happening before her eyes.

"Qiaoer? There must be a misunderstanding here." Xu Ming hurriedly stopped Qiaoer who was about to go to the kitchen to get a knife,

"You have such a big heart! They all slept together, so what misunderstanding is there! Xu Ming, you are still young, but that doesn't mean you have to pretend to be stupid, you know that?" Lin Qiaoer was full of anger and said to Xu Ming,

"Qiaoer, Qiaoer, you've been impulsive!" Xu Ming comforted Lin Qiaoer's emotions again and again, calling Elva and concern loudly, "Wake up, how long are you going to sleep!"

Guan Guan and Elva heard the noise, and their thoughts were awakened, but their eyelids were heavy and they couldn’t open their eyes. Why was it so noisy in the morning? Guan Guan thought that the person in his arms was Xu Ming, and hugged him like a reflex Tighter, plugging her ears by the way.

Elva suffered from insomnia for five days. She finally fell asleep today, and naturally she refused to wake up easily.

But the noise got louder and louder.

The two were forced to open their eyes.

But when they saw the scene in front of them, both of them were stunned, and their chaotic brains gradually became clear. What's wrong?

Guan Guan and Elva were lying on the bed, still maintaining an ambiguous posture of embracing each other, then looked at Lin Qiaoer who was standing not far away with a knife, and Xu Ming who was trying his best to prevent her from rushing over, and suddenly realized,

Quickly pushed each other away and hurriedly explained,

"Qiaoer!"

"Xu Ming!"

"It's not what you think!"

"It's not what you think!"

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