When Gongjiu meets the false Lingyue

[Gongjiu perspective]

According to the order of the head of the sect, he went to that remote village to capture Ouyang Shaogong.

The movements of the juniors were too slow, I couldn't help scolding them.

It's not that I didn't see that look, resentment, fear, doubt, complacency, burning... But, what does that have to do with me?Why bother to fight with him blindly, there are more important things right now.Since I figured everything out, I realized that no matter how I deny it, I still cannot escape the influence of my previous life.

No need to be afraid, no need to be panic, live in the present, enjoy the present, be loyal to yourself, loyal to desires, Jiu Gongzi is a person who can be magnanimous, why do you need to evade and cover up your mistakes?

For me, Lingyue is probably just a wishful thinking.

I don't know if I was influenced by the original owner before, but I longed to be loved and protected by others, and I did that behavior in front of people.However, now that I think about it, I am really confused. The only thing I can rely on in this world is myself, and the only thing I am attached to in this world is myself. As for other people, they are just comfort when I am lonely.

Couldn't it be clearer?

Don't you still want to admit it?In this world, no one knows you better than you, no one believes you more than you, no one loves you more than you!

Why stick to one person?Why bother to think about the so-called true feelings?if I get it I am lucky, but if not, it is fate.If this life is destined to die loyally for one person, why not?

Negative?No, just got it.The so-called "my fate is up to me and not up to the sky" is just a naive statement. The way of heaven is always running, this world is running, and everything has a predestined law! Ordinary people look up at the sky, the sun and the moon are ignorant, and the four seasons change. Karma, Evergrande is the "Way of Heaven".

Even if you know the future, you still have to walk on the same fate.When the city of mirrors was destroyed, I accidentally fell into the eternal dream. Different time points, different selves, different experiences, different feelings, life after life... The only constant is the final demise, the final the way home.

No matter how hard you try, you will end up with the same goal in the end.Destiny cannot be changed.Is it really only the future that has been engraved on the destiny astrolabe of the Underground Palace?No, that is a history that has already run several times.Whether it is the past, present, or future, it is always running and cannot be changed.

The illusion is broken, and the mirror city disappears.It seems that something has left me, I don't want to see it anymore, the ugly faces of the world.So be it, be numb, don't bother with these, wouldn't it make yourself happier?

I took Ouyang Shaogong back to the Qingyu Altar with a blank face, and asked Songyin, Xinhe and others to guard me, and I turned around and went to that quiet place.

This is my deepest secret.

Turn around the seven paths, step over the Wangchuan River, and fall into Wumenghua.

——Wanlu Saixue, fluttering petals, ruthless and quiet, meeting in dreams.

In a place of nothingness, in a gorgeous illusion composed of dreams and spiritual power, the sky is full of frost, snow and rain, and ice flowers are falling. After stepping through the white snow and climbing to the top of the mountain, the white halo of ice crystals can be vaguely seen.

I looked at that person, she was lying quietly in the ice coffin, with a gentleness in the corner of her mouth.Are you dreaming of something?I couldn't help softening my expression, smoothing her hair and brushing away the frost and snow formed by the illusion.Han Xiuning, this beautiful woman.Only she can be with me forever, only she will always belong to me and always know what I want.

I sat beside her and told her about these years in detail. She remained silent, her solemn expression softened by the smile on her lips, and the faint blue light flashed on her forehead from time to time, I know, this is the only way she uses to communicate with me.She must also be happy for me, because I finally understand, no longer attached.

We chatted for a long time, although it was just me, and she agreed or disagreed, but it was enough.It's time for me to leave too, there are still things waiting for me to do.

Looking back, I no longer miss it.

The ice stone ate away at her soul bit by bit, and then repaired it bit by bit. I know it must be extremely painful, but she never shows a fragile expression, but bears it silently. At this point, it can be said that Well, most men in this world are inferior to her, but this is also the only way - the only way to keep her soul forever, the only way to keep her by her side forever.

The author has something to say:

Suddenly found that this has not been updated for a long time 0-0

So let’s add another chapter when we have nothing to do in the library~

O(∩_∩)O~ Sure enough, I still need inspiration