Uncle, stop for me

Originally, Jianhuo really had important things to do tonight, but Monan became like this, he really couldn't leave.He was standing beside Monan, with the dress for the dinner under his feet, but Jianhuo didn't know if he wanted to wear this suit.

When he was troubled, "Just get busy if you have something to do, let me take care of Monan tonight."

Jianhuo looked at Yingsheng, and spit out two words in surprise - Lin Xiao.

"It seems that you need to improve your safety awareness, but the door is not closed. I am the lucky one to come, otherwise your homework will suffer." Lin Xiao said with a smile.

The reason why Lin Xiao came here was also this morning. He happened to be here to discuss insurance issues in detail with his clients.

However, Jianhuo thought very carefully, and he also expected that one day his problem with Monan would be discovered by others. He already had a set of measures to deal with it, just to let Monan live happily in his own blue sky.However, it turned out that such a situation was caused by Monan's only relative.In fact, after being exposed, Jianhuo didn't feel any pressure at all. On the contrary, he could face the indifference of others more easily, and he could justifiably interact with Monan on the street.In the end, he hoped that he and Monan could live in front of the crowd, instead of secretly living in secret, such behavior was not in line with Jianhuo's temperament at all.

But Jianhuo didn't expect Monan's reaction to be so big, he began to get scared, afraid that Monan would choose to leave him in order to avoid other people's eyes.

After Lin Xiao was busy, he came here by memory. The "520" room number is really easy to remember, a simple but hidden love set of numbers.

In this way, Jianhuo handed Monan over to Lin Xiao.Because Jianhuo knew that Lin Xiao was a very reliable person, and only Lin Xiao could be trusted here.When leaving, Jianhuo looked at Monan a few more times.When Lin Xiao saw it, he satirized Jianhuo and said, "You can see each other every day, and you don't miss even a minute. You are too that."

"I like it, blow it!"

But Monan's symptoms are not like the last few times. After crying, he can return to normal...

Lin Xiao was also a little annoyed, and took on the job of taking care of Monan.Some people with internal diseases often have two reactions when the disease occurs, one is violent behavior, and the other is self-enclosed like Monan.

Monan, who has been sleeping deeply, has occasional nightmares and doesn't eat any food. At the end of the day, he loses weight instantly.Originally, Monan didn't have much meat on his body, but if this continues, Monan will only have bones left.

Even if Monan wakes up, for some reason, he suddenly becomes a different person, closes himself up, and communicates with others about everything. When Lin Xiao talks to him, he just keeps silent.

For the past few days, Monan has been relying on IV drips to get by.Jianhuo came back by chance on the first day of the new year and stayed with Monan for one night before he left in a hurry.He was also very anxious, and asked Lin Xiao, did Monan's situation improve?

Lin Xiao could only shake his head.Originally, Lin Xiao's vacation was until the second year of junior high school, but the company called and allowed him to take an extended vacation with pay. As for the time limit, he didn't say anything.This clearly meant that he didn't have to work, and he was paid super treatment for that money. Lin Xiao didn't understand his brain very well, and guessed that this was a good job for Jianhuo. Although Jianhuo's current situation is not as good as before, his The foundation is deep.

However, Jianhuo actually used manpower to help Lin Xiao ask for leave, and he himself did not show his face again except for the three phone calls on time every day.Could it be that he really intends to let Lin Xiao continue to take care of Monan, in order to make him want to avoid it and let Monan live in an environment without health for the time being.Lin Xiao guessed that Jianhuo was afraid that he was also one of the causes of Monan's illness. One day Jianhuo called Lin Xiao on the phone, and he asked on the other end of the phone: "Did I do something wrong to bring Monan with me for my own selfishness?" Where is the wrong way?"

Lin Xiao couldn't answer him, because he was not the one who knew the truth.

Monan no longer stays in bed all day, he walks around the room by chance, Lin Xiao thinks this is a good omen.Although he planned to rush up and ask Monan many questions, such as "Why are you doing this suddenly?", "What happened to you in the past?", "What will you do in the future?", Lin Xiao still sat in the hall without moving. He was waiting for the Monan he knew to come back, and he also believed that Monan could come back.The current Monan is too fragile, it is not just ancient ceramics that can withstand the touch.He doesn't like light, the curtains of the whole house are drawn all day long, one day Lin Xiao felt very stuffy, and after he opened it, Monan objected, he looked like a vampire living in the dark all the time.He begged for mercy, don't pull it up, he is afraid.

The surroundings are filled with the atmosphere of the new year, but this room, like a silent cemetery, is filled with the smell of decay.

The winter in the north is very cold.It has been snowing here, and it falls late on New Year's Eve until the fourth day of the new year.On the night of the fourth day of the Lunar New Year, Lin Xiao peed in the middle of the night. When he went to visit Monan, he found that Monan was not on the bed. Lin Xiao was really anxious to death.

Lin Xiao searched all over the second floor, but found no one. When he got down the stairs, he found a ray of moonlight shining in.Lin Xiao finally found Monan on the balcony.

Monan asked the visitor: "What will they think of me?"

When Lin Xiao saw it, he would smile heartily, with a warm smile, without making others feel any malice.The reason he laughed was because he didn't expect that this was the problem that Monan had been worrying about lately, he thought it was something else that was more thorny.But Monan's worry is justified, because there are so many gays in the world, how many of them can appear in Dacong's field of vision with dignity.He didn't answer Monan's words, but asked him: "Then do you think that if Jianhuo goes out, if someone points at his back, he will be able to bear it."

"He can, he has thick skin. But I can't."

"I'm not talking about this meaning. I want to express that the reason why Jianhuo still lives peacefully and leisurely is that no one looks down on you because you came out. At least in this community, no one will bring I look at you with tinted glasses."

"really?"

"Really, if you don't believe me, let's do an experiment tomorrow. Go shopping at your place of work and see if anyone can guide you along the way."

"No, I dare not!"

Lin Xiao said with certainty: "Please, trust me."

Looking at Lin Xiao like this, Monan was skeptical, but he still accepted it.Monan said again: "Do you know why I have been doing this these days? Because I saw so many people looking at me that day, and their eyes made me feel terrified, reminding me of 25 years ago. That thing. That year, my father's enemy took revenge on our family. My parents died in that revenge, but I was alive. I was raped at that time, and the eyes of those men were the same as theirs Same, I'm scared, I'm scared to lose, I'm scared to be hurt again..."

So they stayed on the balcony for a long time, Lin Xiao quietly listening to Monan telling his story.After the story was over, Monan smirked and said to Lin Xiao, "You are the second person to listen to my story." This time, he didn't cry, nor was he drunk, he opened his scars with Lin Xiao soberly.

"Then who is the first?" Lin Xiaoming knew the answer, and wanted to fool Monan, because he found that the former Monan was coming back soon, so he couldn't help it, he was really worried about Monan.

Monan stared at Lin Xiao for a long time, so he gave him an answer, and Lin Xiao laughed when he heard it.

When Monan walked up the stairs, he asked Lin Xiao: "Is my recent behavior very motherly?"

Lin Xiao said with certainty, "It's simply too weak."

After listening to Monan's story, Lin Xiao suddenly felt that he was very strong, but strong people also have their weakest moments.No matter what, Lin Xiao is still very relieved, because without the help of others, Monan (although Lin Xiao has been with him, but Lin Xiao is just a nurse.) has walked out of the shadow of childhood by himself.