Uncle, stop for me

That scene appeared in his mind, that day, he lived like this:

"I'm calling you, can you hear me?"

"Don't tell me yet?"

"If you're not screaming, just watch me kill your father like this!"

Then he finally opened his mouth, and although his body was in pain, he screamed very...

"Look at him barking, how loudly he barks, it's comparable to those chicken PO standing on the street!"

"See, that's what he does."

"That's right, boy, if you do this in the future, I will definitely come."

Sarcasm, loud noises, low crying, and unconscious..., ready-made devil songs, combined with the fleshy scene, the plot kept replaying in his mind in the afternoon, and it became more and more clear...

Before he knew it, he was crying.He was really crying, he was crying after falling asleep, two lines of tears appeared in the corners of his eyes.Monan has always been a strong child, except after the 9.12 incident, he really seldom cried.No matter what bad things happen to him, he is always on his own heart. No matter how big the wound is, he endures the pain and is unwilling to cry, especially in front of others, he does not want to expose his weakness.

He has only cried three times in his life, and the second time was when he was in junior high school.At that time, he had just returned home after being tortured by his classmates, and was scolded by his second aunt because he had a vegetable in his hands. He was very uncomfortable at a young age, and the grievances he had been receiving before erupted together, hindering his stubbornness. character, he killed without crying in front of them.In the dead of night, he was covered with a thin cotton skin and cried secretly. He missed his parents and the warm days in the past.When he cried, his whole body was twitching, as if he was shivering with cold.After crying that day, he seriously warned himself not to cry in the future, even if he died.Because he felt very humiliated, he looked ugly when he cried, and what's more, this is what his father has always told him to do, "Xiao Nan, you will be a man with your father in the future, so no matter what happens, don't cry. "He really didn't cry after that night, but until now, he is so old, he didn't realize that he is still so fragile physically and mentally!

While stroking his trembling body, Jianhuo licked the food to his heart's content.The tip of his tongue kept invading Monan's mouth, hormones and alcohol drove him to want more.He was dissatisfied with the thin clothes, which hindered his direction of progress, and tore it off in one or two strokes, revealing his long-awaited body, and whispered: "It really is different from the video..."

Along the way, Monan, who had already passed out, let Jianhuo manipulate him. The white-faced wolf—Jianhuo dragged his prey from the floor to the bed.In fact, Jianhuo didn't remember much of all this, he always knew that he had hurt Monan a lot, and even Jianhuo felt very guilty about his behavior afterward, and he always wanted to do something to repay Monan...

When Monan woke up, his whole body was sore and his eyes were closed. The images of last night rushed into his mind very quickly.He grasped the white quilt tightly, shrank his body, recalled the sporadic fragments of yesterday, and some childhood memories floated in from time to time, and his whole body trembled with fear.But Jianhuo was not here, and his heart rate slowly returned to normal.

Gradually, the fragments of memory scattered, he grabbed the snow-white, soft quilt, stared at this strange room that he knew but was in a daze.He was thinking about how to face the next step, instead of choosing to escape, and how to face Li Jianhuo, who he once regarded as a relative, but showed a devilish side in front of him in the future!What happened last night can’t be entirely his fault. He was drunk and acted like a beast. Maybe he didn’t mean it. “Everyone makes mistakes.” Occasional mistakes are understandable, but Jianhuo hurt him. This is a fact!Also, everyone is a man, so there should be no such thing as "QJ" or anyone else. I have some physical losses, which will not affect his life, but his psychology will be more shadowed. In fact, even Monan is not Knowing that I had a mental illness a long time ago, but no one cared about it, it slowly accumulated in my heart, and it hasn't exploded yet.Jianhuo has always been very kind to himself, but he has plans for himself, and he uses his private toilet for himself, just to satisfy Jianhuo's hobby...

To sum it up, Monan is angry and hates Jianhuo, but with other feelings, he feels conflicted!His simple brain couldn't turn his head around, and his fingers accidentally made yesterday's wound, pulling him out of the predicament all at once, "It hurts!" He raised his head again, and formally went to observe the lounge in the president's office. It turned out to be so neat.All pure white sheets and bedspreads, exquisite European lamps on the cabinet, and green plants on the cabinet beside the bed, the matching is very particular, simple but not simple, even Monan can't help sighing, "Not bad!" Monan couldn't help but sigh. Knowing that his mind jumped so fast, he was intoxicated with sadness just now, and now he actually went to appreciate the room of the culprit, maybe he consciously avoided it.

His gaze stayed on his body for an instant, probably because of Xing's life, Jianhuo hadn't had time to help him deal with it for a long time.His naked body was covered under the quilt, and there were many large and small wounds on his body. Although the wounds had been treated, he lifted the quilt to look at it, and felt that his body was very invisible.Compared with this tidy space, he was even more humble with scars all over his body. He had a feeling that he was dirty and didn't deserve to lie here.But he didn't blame who made him scarred, but chose to look down on himself.

He didn't think much, because he heard the door and footsteps coming.Instinctively, Monan stuffed himself back into the quilt. The closer the footsteps came, he curled up his body, but his body shook again, and the shaking became more and more frequent.He leaned his body against the head of the bed, and his back had already reached the head of the bed, but he still wanted to take a step back and try to reduce his space as much as possible. At this moment, he looked like an ostrich in danger.

From the red sandalwood door to here, there is actually not a few steps away. Jianhuo came to the door all of a sudden, his free hand was about to push it away, but he retracted involuntarily. In fact, Jianhuo didn't know how he found out last night. Even now he doesn't know how to face Monan with this kind of thing.In front of others, he can show an uninhibited look, but in Monan, he can't make a move with the chess pieces he has played well. Otherwise, he has been playing for so long according to his vigorous personality, why can't he still get it?The door was still opened, because Jianhuo hadn't woken up yet, his eyes were still like last night's, with bloodshot eyes, eye bags and dark circles.

He looked at the prey that only showed its head and stared at him. It was a bit old, but it felt good to touch in the morning. It showed pitiful eyes, was it afraid of him, or something else?

Jianhuo was startled, he didn't guess that Monan was awake now, the premise of his first entry was that Monan was still asleep, he just said a few words, put his things down and left.