after losing

As the end of the new year approaches, the festive atmosphere on the street becomes more and more intense. Li Weiran plans to go back to his hometown for the Spring Festival this year. He has not been back to that small village since he left when he was 14 years old. At first, he was unwilling to accept the fact that the old lady was no longer there. The scene is sad.Later, when he grew up, he didn't dare to go back. Li Weiran didn't have the courage to tell his grandmother who loved him since he was a child that he fell in love with a man, and even used despicable means to tie the man who didn't love him to him. Who gave the softest place in my heart, the first one must be Song Yi, and then the other is grandma, so in front of the person I cherish, even Li Weiran can't deceive himself or others.

This year, after Li Weiran decided to end his mess, he went back to see his grandma. Speaking of being unfilial, it took 11 years for him to think about going back.It has been another month since the last time I met Song Yi by chance in the supermarket. During this month, Li Weiran's progress was not small. It can be described as a leap. Even though he didn't get a university diploma, his knowledge was still there. I have learned something, and this is due to the fact that Song Yi heard that he was going abroad. Li Weiran not only spent a month learning how to cook, but also solved the language problem by the way. Not only is it perfect to complete his studies, but he has also contributed a lot with his share.Not long ago, because he had to talk to a foreign businessman about raw materials, now Li Weiran finally found a sense of presence. With his perfect pronunciation, he really shocked the people around him once. The direction of successor training, although he himself is not up to date, but Tiger's child still has two brushes, and has risen from the grassroots to a small management in more than a month, although there are only 3 or 4 people, although The employer is on the rise and needs a large number of talents, but Li Weiran has never experienced the satisfaction and happiness brought by work and career. No wonder men value career so much. This sense of conquest is unparalleled. Hey~ Li Weiran, why were you so brain-dead back then?Apart from Song Yi, there are many beautiful existences in this world, why did he accept death so unreasonably at the beginning?Apart from Song Yi, there is no other existence.

"Wei Ran? Are you going back to your hometown this year?" Brother Wei asked, knowing that the child has not been back for several years, and it is said that there are no relatives in his hometown, so it is pitiful. .

"If you don't go out, go back to your brother's house with me and your sister-in-law."

"No, I still have some things to deal with here. I will go back after I finish. The house in my hometown should still be there. I still hope to spend the New Year at my own home and not bother you and sister-in-law. Brother Wei, you You have helped me so much, how dare you bother you."

The end of the year is approaching, and that matter cannot be delayed any longer. Anyway, stretching out the head is a knife lock and a knife. Sooner or later, he will have to face it. He has given himself three months to escape. Does Li Weiran continue to escape? I remember that December 12st was the annual meeting of the Song family. I remember that the annual meeting of the Song family was always held on the 31th, so that employees could go home on the 30st to spend the New Year with their families. Since Song Yi Since I became the president, it has been held on the 31st, which means self-evidently, I just don’t want to be coerced by me to celebrate the new year together. Seeing how high-sounding the reason is, even Li Weiran himself can’t refute it.So every year at this time, I would send my New Year greetings at home on time in the early morning. Don’t ask why Li Weiran didn’t attend the annual meeting. Being sad and not getting Song Yi's understanding will make Song Yi hate him even more, so for the sake of everyone, Li Weiran naturally chooses to keep his eyes out of his mind on this occasion.

"What's the trouble with this? It's your own fault that you're doing well now. Really don't think about it anymore?"

"No, I really have something to solve. If I don't solve it, I'm afraid I won't have a good time this year. During the Chinese New Year, I will definitely come to your house to give you New Year's greetings."

What Li Weiran had to solve was to hand over the contract in his hand to Song Yi and tell him that he would let him go free.The contract signed at the beginning was in duplicate, one in his hands and the other in Song Yi's hands. Li Weiran was afraid that he would lose the one in his hand and put it in the bank for safekeeping. At the beginning, he should have put a few more gold bars in, so now he can directly realize his little dream, instead of saving money, he can continue to live in this city that makes him sad, desperate, and has Song Yi.

Here Song Yi listened to Lin Sen reporting on the preparations for the annual meeting. There was still no news about Li Weiran for more than a month, and Lin Sen did not report the results every day. It's better than having people come to remind him of Li Weiran's disappearance every day. It's better to come, at least this way he can pretend that Li Weiran hasn't come out of prison, and he can use his work to numb himself as usual.The search for Li Weiran in private has not stopped for a moment.Only he himself knows how uncomfortable he is when night falls. He obviously should go back to the home with warm lights, but he doesn't want to face the emptiness where the figure that should appear here does not exist, so he is willing I chose to continue to spend the night in the lounge of the studio. I used to avoid the people in that room, but now I am afraid of facing a room without people.

"The annual meeting is going according to plan, is there anything else?"

"Gone."

"Then you go to work."

"Yes..." Lin Sen originally wanted to say something to persuade this friend that he should pay attention to his body while working, but he swallowed the words again. He heard from his assistant that the president had been working for nearly a month. Now that he lives in the company, Lin Sen probably knows the reason, but since he lost the person himself, he is also responsible, so he can't say much. The only thing he can do is to speed up the search for Li Weiran.It seems that he guessed wrongly about Li Weiran's position in Song Yi's heart.

After Lin Sen left, Song Yi put down the documents in his hands. He didn't know where Li Weiran was now, how he was doing, and when he was going to hide. He knew since he was a child that this guy was good at hiding. He can stay in the harsh and dirty environment, and no one who has played the Tibetan game with him has won except himself.Did you not even tell yourself this time?Where the hell are you, Li Weiran? The Chinese New Year is almost here, don't you understand the meaning of Chinese New Year reunion?Song Yi put his hands on his forehead and thought.

Today is New Year's Eve, I had a dinner with the brothers I knew and had a few drinks, Li Weiran did not forget what he was going to do today, after parting from the brothers, he took out the contract from the bank in the afternoon, It's true, with my current attire, it's no wonder that when I picked it up, there were bank staff following me all the way, no matter how I looked at it, I didn't look like someone who would deposit things in a bank.But what does this mean to Li Weiran now?At least everything now is obtained by my own efforts, not by stealing the fruits of other people's labor.Li Weiran didn't intend to hand over the contract to Song Yi tonight. He didn't want to wait for anyone, especially someone who was hopeless. Tonight was New Year's Eve and knew that Song Yi would not go back to that home. He thought it was still early, so he came out so I haven't gone back to see it for a long time, and I still don't know what it has become.

Standing downstairs, looking at the dark floor, even though he knew that Song Yi would not appear in the room, Li Weiran was still trembling when he took out the key. Only dare to insert the key into the keyhole when no one is really there.

Opening the door, he looked at the room that hadn't changed from when he left three years ago. If the calendar on the table hadn't shown that it was three years later, he would have thought that he had time traveled. field dream.How much Song Yi hates himself, hates this house, there is obviously no trace of life, the yogurt in the refrigerator has expired for nearly half a month, I still remember that this is Li Weiran's favorite brand, and I haven't drank it for a long time, There are no conditions in the prison. Now I know that it is not easy to make money. For this kind of sky-high yogurt, I can find a popular brand and satisfy my craving.Li Weiran took a general tour of the home he gave to Song Yi. Fortunately, although he did not continue to live here, he did not bring in any items belonging to anyone other than him, although the name on the real estate certificate was only Song Yi. Yi, here Li Weiran has to regret it again. You said that if someone else’s marriage property certificate does not have the names of both parties, the marriage may not be successful. Write your name on the real estate certificate, hahaha, you can also get a fortune.According to the law, this is Song Yi's private space, he has the right to place it, and it is his right to bring anyone in, but Li Weiran still does not want to find other people's belongings here.Or Song Yi doesn't care about this family at all, which is more likely.

Li Weiran himself felt that he was a pervert, and his obsession with Song Yi had arrived. He didn't even know when Song Yi slept on this bed last time, and whether there was Song Yi's breath on the bed, so he regarded it as a gift for himself. New Year's gift, let Li Weiran lie on the bed that he used to be female again, looking at the double bed that still has two pillows, wondering who Song Yi will be sleeping next to him now?Could it be the girl I met last time, tears flowed when I thought of this place, maybe it’s because the festive atmosphere makes the lonely people feel more lonely, and I no longer control my tears, just let myself be presumptuous once .Li Weiran told himself that this was the last time he cried for Song Yi, tomorrow is a new year, a new day, will be a new self, let the old self go away with the sound of the old and welcome the new.

Seeing that the time is almost eleven o'clock, Song Yi might come back if he stays longer. Although the chances are pitiful, but after eleven o'clock, there will be no buses or subways. Now Li Weiran feels that his only wise decision was It's just that they didn't choose to give Song Yi a villa in the suburbs, otherwise, at this time, they can't even get a taxi in that place where the birds don't shit. The reason why they chose this choice as their home was because they were away from the Song family. Enter.But in Song Yi's eyes, it was to make it easier for Li Weiran to come to the company at any time.

Li Weiran didn't know why the annual meeting ended early, he didn't want to go back to the company, even if he went back to the empty house, it would be better than the company, at least that house had the shadow of that person.Open this home that I haven’t been back for a month, and look at the traces that the cups on the coffee table have been moved. Because Song Yi has a slight obsessive-compulsive disorder and cleanliness, even if the two live together in his room, the hygiene of the home is his. Do it yourself, plus the house itself is not too big.That's enough to deal with it. Now, of course, Song Yi noticed the subtle changes at a glance. The community is a high-end community, and the chance of being stolen is very small. In addition, when I opened the door just now, I didn't find that the door lock was damaged. There is only one trace, so there is only one explanation. An Nai suppressed the tension in his heart, followed the subtle traces, and came to the door of the bedroom. Song Yi tremblingly opened the door of the bedroom. The lights in the bedroom were empty, and the reality hit Song Yi again. When he walked in, although the person who had left had carefully smoothed out the creases that had been pressed, the tear stains on the pillowcase that could not be wiped away in the future told Song Yi that someone had slept on it not long ago. cried.

Song Yi turned around and rushed towards the door, he believed that Li Weiran hadn't gone far.When he ran to the door, a bunch of keys on the shoe cabinet caught his attention. Because of the reason for opening the door, he didn't notice it when he entered.Now seeing this bunch of Li Weiran's keys, based on his understanding of Li Weiran, this guy will appear in front of his eyes soon.As for now, he doesn't want to choose to wait anymore. Waiting without a deadline is undoubtedly painful. He wants to catch Li Weiran.

Li Weiran who just got on the bus secretly rejoiced that he had caught the last bus, otherwise he would have to share more money.In addition, who would have expected to find that it was raining as soon as I came out, and I didn't bring rain gear.The bus driver expressed his dislike for this young man who was still out on New Year's Eve and soiled his car as soon as he came in.But Li Weiran chose to ignore it directly. If this little damage can hurt him, then what is the ridicule he received from Song Yi's side?So this is irrelevant to Li Weiran, he has experienced all kinds of storms, so he still cares about this.I curled up and found a seat by the window to sit down. Although December is not particularly cold, it is still possible to catch a cold if you are not careful after a rain.When Li Weiran was looking at the night scene in the rain where he gave everything he had, a bright light suddenly flashed outside the window, and Li Weiran lamented that it is good to have money and a car.What he didn't know was that it was Song Yi's car that passed by just now.

After Song Yi rushed out of the house, he immediately picked up his car and looked for Li Weiran along both sides of the road. What he didn't know was that when he was carefully watching the sidewalk on the right, the person he was looking for was leaning against the bus on his left.

The next day Song Yi ordered to stop looking for Li Weiran, he was sure that Li Weiran would come to find him soon.Li Weiran, are you finally willing to go home?Have you had enough fun outside?My punishment has come to an end.Do you know that this is your most successful time, which makes Song Yi uneasy.