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"When will you come back?" Song Yi was furious. If he hadn't found out that Li Weiran had packed his luggage last night, this guy wouldn't have planned to tell himself the truth.

Last night Li Weiran was uncharacteristically courteous to him, uncharacteristically diligent.I came to the company to pick me up from work, and I made my favorite food. Although during this time, we have expressed our hearts to each other, and sometimes we get tired of sticking together, but most of the time it is Song Yi. Take the initiative, obviously only did it once last night, but Li Weiran couldn't stand it, complaining that he didn't know how to cherish him enough, and saying that he would return to his original state after chasing him, and even threatened himself that if he did it again He was used as a tool to vent his desire, and Song Yi also sympathized with his hard work and let him go.

Who knew that when I woke up in the middle of the night, the person who was supposed to be in my arms was not there, and there was no place to reach my side. After waiting for a while, I couldn't see the person coming back, so I had no choice but to get up and look for him.Looking for a good guy, packing clothes in the living room behind his back.

"What are you doing?" Song Yi tried his best to control his urge to grab Li Weiran back to the bed and give him a hard lesson. He hoped that the other party could give him a reasonable explanation.

"Ah! You're going to scare me to death!"

Originally, he was doing sneaky things, and he didn't want the other party to know, so his nerves were extremely tense. After this, Li Weiran forgot everything, and complained directly to Song Yi.

"I ask you, what are you doing?" There was faint anger in his tone.

"That..." Li Weiran looked at Song Yi on the verge of rage, and was oppressed by his aura for a while, so he spoke intermittently. (Actually, the main reason is my guilty conscience)

"That... I said it, you have to agree." Li Weiran tried his best to make himself look pitiful, and now he finds that sometimes he only needs to show a little weakness to Song Yi (is that called acting like a baby? It seems) will get unexpected results. For example, last time I didn’t want to clean up the room, so I acted like a baby to Song Yi, and betrayed my hue by the way. Didn’t Song Yi just clean up honestly? The next day I asked for a day off.

"Tell me." Song Yi is not worried that Li Weiran will abandon him and run away. He is upset that Li Weiran doesn't tell him something. This kind of person who regards the other party as the most important person finds out that the other party still doesn't believe in him. It's uncomfortable, he doesn't want to completely control everything about Li Weiran and restrict his freedom, but he hopes he can tell himself that at least he has the right to know.

"I'm going on a business trip. I never thought of leaving you. When you didn't like me before, I couldn't leave you. Now that you like me, how can I bear it?"

After speaking, Li Weiran put his forehead on Song Yi's chin. Every time Li Weiran made this action, it meant that he bowed his head and admitted his mistake.But this time he just wanted to express that he had never thought about leaving him, and he was also reluctant to leave.

Song Yi saw his reaction and all his anger disappeared. In fact, when Li Weiran opened his mouth to explain to himself, he had already forgiven him. Who told him that he is now being held to death by Li Weiran.He is the only one who can cause his own loss of control.

Song Yi raised Li Weiran's head to meet his gaze.

"Do you think I won't let you go? I'm very happy and proud of you now, so I will fully support everything you do. Don't hide it from me like this in the future. Do you want me to Wake up tomorrow morning and look for people all over the world?"

"no."

Li Weiran couldn't stand looking at Song Yi like this, he was afraid of being bewitched by those eyes, and he didn't want to leave.

"Then tell me what you plan to do?"

"I'm going to leave you a note..."

"When I saw it, it was already too late to stop you, wasn't it?" Song Yi said what Li Weiran was thinking.

"how do you know?"

"I also know that your reissued ID card has come down." Song Yi looked at Li Weiran tenderly.

"You..." I don't know why he guessed all his thoughts, not only didn't get angry and frustrated, but felt that he should be so psychologically sweet.

"We arrange a business trip for a week. If I can win this list, I can be promoted. You said, I am your pride. You will support me, right, Xiao Yiyi."

Li Weiran's current address to Song Yi is full of strange things, such as Xiao Yiyi, President Da, Xiao Song Song... In short, this is all under Song Yi's acquiescence.

"...um..." Song Yi heard that Li Weiran had been away for a week, and he couldn't swallow what he just said, so he could only agree with his back molars.

"That's great." In a flash of love, Li Weiran quickly put a stamp on Song Yi's mouth according to the current situation, and was about to pull away and continue to clean up, but was pulled by Song Yi to deepen the kiss.

"Well……"

"call……"

It was not until the two were almost out of breath that they reluctantly separated from each other.

"You're a really fast learner. You really deserve to be the man I like."

"If you don't study hard, how can you satisfy my hungry wife?"

"Go away, my lord, I let you go, I give you a pole and you climb up, you are a monkey?"

In a waking state, Li Weiran would never call out that title, after all, it is still very difficult to be a man.

"Really, do you want to try?"

Song Yi has his own way to deal with Li Weiran, a dead duck with a stubborn mouth, so that he can recognize the reality.

"Don't, don't, don't, I'll hurry up tomorrow, so I won't satisfy you once?"

"You're going to be away for a week, a full seven days, count as once a day, do the math, how much should I ask you?"

"Fuck, you want to play Bajiro One Night? It's difficult, brother."

"Can you say that again"

As a man, the most taboo thing is to question the ability in that area. Li Weiran, who suffered a loss once, still can't control his mouth. He clearly knows what will happen to him when he says this, but he blurts out without going through the brain. When he realizes the danger It was already too late.

"That...Xiao Yiyi is really sorry, I shouldn't question your ability, how can I not know your ability, right, it's my fault, a slip of the tongue, just let me go, tomorrow is true You need to get up early, you see, I am still packing my things with ninja pain."

"Are you hurt?"

Song Yi couldn't help but worry when he heard Li Weiran say this. He really lost control just now, and he didn't know if he hurt Li Weiran. (Li Weiran's heart is, you can still control yourself when you face me, you underestimate my charm, my lord)

"Well, it's a little uncomfortable, it's okay, it will be fine in a few days."

Li Weiran was afraid that Song Yi would ask him to take it off for him to check, and repeatedly emphasized that there was really nothing wrong with his penis.Fortunately, Song Yi didn't insist anymore.

"Then put your little brother away for me, and take care of me when I'm not around." He pointed at Song Yi's little brother.

"Help me appease it, and it will be honest."

Song Yi pulled Li Weiran's hand over it.Although they have met each other candidly countless times, and every inch of their skin has been branded with their own brand, Li Weiran still couldn't help but blush when encountering such a thing.

"Okay, you can only use your hands."

"Ah."

……

After being released, Song Yi checked the time and asked Li Weiran to go back to his room to sleep, leaving the rest to himself.

As the departure time approached, Song Yi's complexion became more and more bad and darker.Especially when Li Weiran told him that he could not determine the exact time of his return.Sometimes Song Yi wondered if he could bring Li Weiran back to his original useless state, because he found that whenever he had a choice between work and himself, Li Weiran would choose work instead of himself without hesitation.He's happy to see Li Weiran's progress and growth, but if it's at the expense of their time together, that's another matter.

"I said, don't you go to work? The president is amazing, you can be late and absent from work at will? You go first, I'm about to get on the plane."

Li Weiran and Song Yi's behavior of having to wait until he got on the plane before leaving was very embarrassing. He woke up early in the morning and wanted to separate, and he felt uncomfortable, and his reluctance to see Song Yi's reaction became more and more serious.He was afraid that if Song Yi didn't leave, he would be reluctant to leave. Any promotion or salary increase was not important to Song Yi at all, but he didn't want Song Yi to look down on him, and success in his career would indeed bring him a lot of money. He came to a different level of satisfaction and happiness, so he was very contradictory. Before he completely denied his decision, he wanted to get rid of Song Yi as soon as possible, the bondage of his life.

"No"

"I said you are staged a farewell? Two old men, are you not ashamed? It's not that you can't see each other, and you will never return."

"Can you just let me see you more? Seven days, seven days."

All of Li Weiran's constructions completely collapsed at this moment. Whoever said that Song Yi can't talk about love, he went to eat food. People like Song Yi usually don't talk about love. He is complacent that only he can enjoy such treatment and hear such words.

Li Weiran stepped forward and hugged Song Yi tightly, no matter whether it was in a public place or not, it didn't matter what others saw, no matter what other people thought, anyway, he just wanted to hug Song Yi now and not let go.At the same time, Song Yi also hugged the person in his arms tightly.

"I'll wait until you get on the plane, so you'll see me every time you turn around before you leave. Be good."

"it is good."

……

The phone call every night is an indispensable activity. This is the fourth night of the business trip. Thinking that there are still three nights before we can see the person we meet, the two of them can’t help but feel a little frustrated during the call, lamenting why the time has passed It's so slow, in fact, I don't feel it when I'm working during the day, especially at night, when the night is quiet, enduring this painful and suffocating longing alone is the most excruciating.

"I miss you."

After holding back this sentence for a long time, Li Weiran finally said it at this time today. Perhaps it is because people are particularly vulnerable when they are sick, but he tried his best not to let Song Yi notice it, so as not to worry him and make him feel even more uncomfortable.

"Me too."

"Wei Ran, watch the screen, let me see you."

"No. I just want to hear your voice."

Li Weiran was afraid that Song Yi would see his current state, so he couldn't hide it.I didn't expect my physique to be so weak, and I still can't adapt to the weather here, but it's getting worse.But no matter what, he couldn't let Song Yi know that being able to hear his voice was the motivation for him to persevere.

"Since, why don't I want to see me, hmm?"

"There's no reason for that. I just think your voice is very nice. Why don't you just hang up if you don't want to."

"Okay, listen to you. I thought you missed my little brother more?"

"roll!"

"Didn't you think about it? My little brother misses you very much."

"You don't have a good job, do you? I just found out that Mr. Song has been pretending for so many years, and now he has started to let himself go."

"Well, when I think of you, I stand up, what do you say, you don't even think about it."

Such blunt words made Li Weiran's face fly up unconsciously even through the phone. He also missed Song Yi, and all about Song Yi. He was a straightforward person. Hearing Song Yi say this, Li Weiran also Nothing to be ashamed to admit.

"Yes, I thought about it."

They stopped talking for a while, and only Song Yi's breathing was heard, and it became heavier and heavier. Li Weiran realized what the other party was doing after a while, and unconsciously stretched out his hand to his little brother, almost At the same time, both sides have reached □□.

After hanging up the phone reluctantly, Li Weiran endured the discomfort of his body and took some medicine. By the way, he asked the supervisor for a half-day vacation. I don't know if it was due to the effect of the medicine or the consumption just now. Soon Li Weiran fell asleep .

The next day, Li Weiran woke up in a familiar embrace. When he saw Song Yi, he thought he was dreaming. The people who had just talked to each other on the phone last night appeared in his bed in a blink of an eye. It's unbelievable.

"Don't stare at me. I'm still your old Gong. I shouldn't let you go out alone. I don't know how to take care of myself when I'm sick. Wait, I'll get you porridge." Song Yi let go of Li Weiran Get out of bed and bring him the food that was prepared earlier.

Li Weiran sat on the bed blankly and thought about it for a long time before shouting at Song Yi

"When did you come? And how did you find me, come in? How long have you been here? You..."

Song Yi sat on the edge of the bed with porridge in his hand.

"Take your time and answer one by one. Let's have something to eat first." While serving the person on the bed to eat, he answered his questions.

"After the phone call last night, I asked Lin Sen to book the nearest flight to come over. When I arrived, I thought you were already asleep, so I didn't notify you. After I found your room number, because I am from this hotel The VIP of the (chain hotel) said you were my partner, so he gave me the room card. When I came in, I found that you were sleeping like a dead pig. Only when I found the pills beside your bed, I knew you were acting brave again. When you took the initiative to show your kindness to me, you kept things from me, as expected." As he said that, Song Yi deliberately rewarded Li Weiran with a chestnut.

"Oh, I'm afraid you're worried. Besides, I'm a big man and not a little girl."

"Yes, you are reasonable no matter what you say, but you remember for me, you are my person, and it is normal for me to worry about him if you are my person."

"Good good."

There is no reason not to cherish being treated so tenderly.

"Look at me to see if the fever has subsided."

As he spoke, Li Weiran took the initiative to put his forehead in Song Yi's palm.

"Yes, Not Bad."

"Where did you say you missed me last night? Remember?"

Knowing that Li Weiran was fine, Song Yi's irrepressible longing and possessiveness were finally about to explode, guiding Li Weiran's hand, pulling him to his own heat, to feel how much he missed him.

Feeling the heat and beating in the palm of his hand, which showed the vigorous desire of a man, Li Weiran's mouth was dry for a while. Anyway, he and Song Yi have done what should be done, so there is nothing to worry about. Besides, he has already determined that the other party is My beloved, decided to go through this life hand in hand.Be honest with your true feelings.

"I haven't forgotten, come on."

After speaking, Li Weiran took the initiative to wrap his hands around Song Yi's neck, and his legs also hooked around his waist...

It was already past five o'clock in the afternoon when Li Weiran woke up again.

"When is it?"

"It's almost 05:30, don't worry, I'll take a leave of absence for you, the contract is good, don't worry, how is your health?"

"It's okay." Since Song Yi has done it for him, Li Weiran has nothing to worry about. As for how to explain the person who asked for leave for him, just ask honestly. There is nothing wrong with my man being so outstanding. human.

"Then pack up and go out together."

"Okay, I know a good store. I went there with my colleagues the day before yesterday. I'll take you there."

"it is good."

……

Li Weiran took Song Yi to a barbecue restaurant, which was still on the side of the road, but this time was when there were many people, basically every small table was full of people.

"It seems that we have to wait, can you accept it?" Carefully seeking Song Yi's opinion.

Li Weiran was afraid that someone like Song Yi, who was used to high-end restaurants, would not be able to bear this kind of fly restaurant on the roadside for a while, but it is undeniable that some of the food in the fly restaurant is really delicious.

"Remember you told me that I'm like Wellington steak, you tasted it and thought it didn't suit you, and you are more suitable for roadside Malatang?"

"I remember, but I still can't let go of the Wellington steak." Li Weiran didn't want to bring up the unpleasant memories of the past.

"Heh~ After that, I also specially made a guide about the snacks in City C. I also went to a lot of roadside stalls by myself, and found that they were not bad."

"Really!" For a moment Li Weiran stared at Song Yi with glowing eyes.

"Well, it was originally intended to be used when I was going to propose to you, but if you promise me now, I will give it to you. What do you think?"

"it is good."

For those who agreed to get married so easily and recognized each other, some things are just a formality, and the most important thing is companionship.

Li Weiran never imagined that one day he would be sitting on the side of the road with Song Yi, sipping skewers and drinking...

What is happiness? Maybe it is to work hard for the other person's preferences, to accompany the other person to realize them one by one, to accommodate each other, to respect each other, to be considerate of each other, and to look back and realize that I have changed a lot for the other person, but Faced with such a change, I don’t regret it. Such a change makes me a better self.Face your truest feelings and cherish the time together.

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