after losing

I don't know how long they were hugged together like this, until the sound of firecrackers was heard in the distance.

"Let's eat first."

"it is good."

Li Weiran broke free from Song Yi's embrace, and now he didn't dare to look directly at him, so he quickened his pace.Song Yi looked at the back of his reddish head, and unconsciously raised the corners of his mouth.

While eating, Song Yi's cell phone rang, and after looking at Li Weiran, who was engrossed in eating, Song Yi finally decided to connect the phone.

"Hey... Well, Ms. Han is also happy new year."

It was obvious that Li Weiran's hand holding the chopsticks paused for a moment, and then returned to normal state. Song Yi could see Li Weiran's every move.He wanted to end the conversation as quickly as possible.He didn't want to see Li Weiran suffer silently by himself, he would rather Li Weiran snatched the phone from his hand and hung up like before, stared at him fiercely, and told him: You are mine.rather than as it is now.

Li Weiran felt unspeakably awkward at this moment, and he had no position to ask Song Yi to do anything, but he still couldn't ignore the bitterness in his heart.I knew it was like this, I was not the one who could stand beside him, so I still couldn't accept the reality.Li Weiran, you are really hopelessly ill, you are a big counselor, Li Weiran scolds himself like this in his heart.

"I'm sorry, I'm not in City C right now. I take Miss Han's heart, thank you. Is there anything else? If not, I'll deal with the current matter first."

"Oh, okay. Mr. Song is really trying his best, and he refuses to rest on New Year's Eve..."

"Beep beep...

Before Han Yao could finish her sentence, the other party hung up the phone. Han Yao was so angry. She originally thought that someone like Song Yi who had no relatives around her would be inevitably hurt during the Chinese New Year. At this time Calling condolences, giving some proper care, can show your charm even more. Originally, it was planned that since Song Yi was alone, he specially ordered the nanny to make more dishes. Who would have thought that he would not be in City C.However, although her goal was not achieved, Han Yao felt comforted as long as she thought that Song Yi did not belong to any woman, and she had not heard of anyone close to him in the past few years.You must know that Song Yi is a clear stream in their circle, he looks like a first-line star, and Song's value has increased a lot in his hands in the past few years. There are no rumors about a bad private life.

"That, don't worry about it..."

"What's there to care about? It's not a matter of a day or two to know you. I didn't realize how attractive you are today." Li Weiran took a mouthful of the food in the bowl and looked at Song Yi.

Song Yi didn't know what to say for a while.

The atmosphere that had been fine just now was suddenly interrupted by this sudden call, and he suddenly became embarrassed.

"That's not what I want to say. You just need to know that the relationship between me and Han Yao is just, and only business. If you don't want to see me contact her again, I will hand everything over to you. Leave it to Lin Sen." Song Yi tried his best to explain, he didn't want to see Li Weiran being wronged, and he didn't want to cause unnecessary misunderstandings to others.

"It's not worth it. I don't care. That's your job. Don't tell me you, a big president, talk about work through your own hands? I didn't understand it before, but now I sometimes come into contact with all kinds of people at work. I learned some necessary interpersonal and social skills. Besides, contact at work is unavoidable, and the other party is the daughter of the Han family."

After saying these words, Li Weiran didn't believe that this was what he could say.

Song Yi has seen Li Weiran's growth, which is what he has always hoped for. He hopes that one day he will no longer be so willful, stubborn, and paranoid.But after seeing all this, Song Yi regretted it again. He hoped that Li Weiran would yell at him and be unreasonable, instead of seeing everything so thoroughly like he is now.It's like he clearly knows that some things have become no longer important in Li Weiran's heart. When he thinks of this, his heart feels like being cut open with a knife, and he is suffocated in pain.

"It's fine if you don't get angry." Song Yi looked at Li Weiran helplessly, knowing that no matter how he explained, he would never get Li Weiran's trust again.

After dinner, due to limited conditions, it was time for the whole family to watch the Spring Festival Gala together. Although the Spring Festival Gala is complained about every year, it has to be said that this is an indispensable New Year’s Eve dish for Chinese people.

"Let's go, I'll take you to set off the cannons." Regardless of whether Song Yi agreed or not, Li Weiran took Song Yi's hand and walked out of the house.It is estimated that even he himself did not realize that he took the initiative to hold Song Yi's hand.

Song Yi originally wanted to say something, but seeing Li Weiran holding his hand, he couldn't say anything. In fact, he must be greedy for this feeling, otherwise why would he be so willing to be led away by him? If you think about how to escape from yourself, let alone doors, there are no windows.

Li Weiran bought a lot of firecrackers himself, and he hasn't played like this for a long time.I remember when I was young, because my family conditions did not allow it, basically I could only make a few noises to mean it, and then I was taken back to Li’s house, and the money for buying firecrackers was nothing, but many places in the city Firecrackers are not allowed, and the children around, especially Song Yi, don't like this kind of entertainment, so it's meaningless for Li Weiran to play alone.But it's different now, Li Weiran feels that he no longer has to consider Song Yi's feelings, whether Song Yi likes it, he just knows that he really wants to play now.

"Hey, do you know where we liked to throw firecrackers when we were young?"

"I don't know." Song Yi looked at Li Weiran who was smiling like a child and actively cooperated with his questions.

"The latrine, that is, the toilet. But now there is basically no latrine, you must have never seen that kind of open-air latrine..." Li Weiran said to himself, and suddenly remembered that the other party was Song Yi. After thinking about it, he decided to forget it. Lest the other party can't accept their bad taste.

"Hey~ Forget it, I won't tell you this, lest you feel sick."

"No, you continue." Song Yi likes to see Li Weiran's radiant look, once the clip is opened, he can't stop it.In this way, he felt that he had returned to the time when he first met Li Weiran, and the other party was also like this.

"What you said, it's not my fault that I can't accept it at that time. Can you imagine that scene? Uh... Forget it, it's too disgusting. It's not good after eating."

"By the way, let me show you something interesting, let's go."

Song Yi followed Li Weiran to the door of a family that had just finished setting off firecrackers.

"What are you doing here?

"You wait, turn on the flashlight of your phone."

Song Yi followed Li Weiran's request, looking puzzled at what he found among the piles of discarded firecrackers and confetti.

"What are you looking for?"

"There are no firecrackers exploding."

"Why are you looking for that? How about I buy it for you."

"No, tsk... That's why you don't understand, besides, the New Year's Eve in the wilderness, you think it's still in City C, you can buy what you want 24 hours a day, and it's closed long ago. Just wait." After speaking, he continued to bury his head in looking for what he wanted.

Seeing Li Weiran's serious look, Song Yi also joined in.If other people knew about it, I don't know what reaction they would have. Song Yi, a golden bachelor, went so far as to search for unexploded firecrackers at night during Chinese New Year. No one would believe him.

"You can just wait on the sidelines. I feel awkward no matter what I think. You are not suitable for this." Li Weiran felt that he was confronting Song Yi when he thought of the imaginary supplements he had made in his head just now.

"It's okay, is this what you're looking for?" Song Yi spread out his palms and showed Li Weiran the firecrackers wrapped in red paper lying in his palms.

"That's right, that's it." He said and put the firecrackers in his hand together with his own, but the feeling was still missing.

"Let's go, aren't there still a few doors in front of you?" Song Yi saw what Li Weiran was thinking, and he didn't think there was anything wrong with what he did, as long as it could make Li Weiran happy. All I wanted to wait for was to see him happy.

Since Song Yi himself said so, Li Weiran has nothing to worry about. Anyway, no one can see it in the dark, so there is nothing shameful about picking up firecrackers like this.

The two happily picked up the firecrackers as if no one else was around, and unknowingly visited the doorsteps of the surrounding houses.

Looking at the firecrackers piled up like a small hill, Li Weiran felt a sense of satisfaction in his heart, which naturally showed on his face.Looking at Song Yi, he also felt that it was worthwhile for him to do so.

"What are you going to do next?"

"Leave the rest to me, you just wait aside."

Speaking of which, Li Weiran tore off the red paper wrapped around the firecrackers he had picked up one by one, and piled up the scattered gunpowder.

Seeing him doing this, Song Yi also knelt down and joined him.

"Just wait for that, it's pretty dirty."

"Do you think my hands are clean now?"

"Too."

The two of them dismantled all the firecrackers. On this big day, no one could understand that two big guys would squat together to do such a thing, and one of them was the president of the Song Corporation.

"Okay, now it's time to witness the miracle."

As he spoke, Li Weiran inserted the wire into the pile of gunpowder, and lit a cigarette with a lighter.Stand up and watch the fireworks bloom.

At this moment, Song Yi could only see Li Weiran's smiling face against the backdrop of the fireworks.It's so beautiful, I want to keep it forever and not show it to anyone.

When everything around him fell into darkness again, Li Weiran said to Song Yi:

"How does it look good?" Listening to his cheerful tone in the dark, you don't need to think about it to know that there must be a happy smile on his face at this time.

"Well, thank you very nice." Song Yi said to Li Weiran seriously.

Suddenly hearing the other party's serious tone in the dark, Li Weiran's heart seemed to miss a beat, and his heartbeat continued to speed up. In order to hide his embarrassment, although he knew that the other party would definitely not be able to see his expression now, he still hurriedly added.

"What's the matter, you haven't seen a more brilliant firework show than this one."

"No, this is the first time someone has set off fireworks for me alone."

"Hehehe~ When I was young, I was reluctant to buy it myself, so I just showed it to myself."

Li Weiran didn't know how to answer the words. Hearing Song Yi say this, he was obviously an old man, but he still looked cool like a little girl. Come on.If we can catch our President Song in this way, I don't know how many people will set off fireworks for him at the gate of the Song family.

"Well, let's go back."

Without waiting for Song Yi to respond, Li Weiran walked towards home.Song Yi watched the person in front of him silently from behind. At this moment, he made up his mind that no matter what, he would protect the beauty in front of him.

(Our little Gong finally came to his senses and understood what he wanted. But would Xiao Shou believe that? A few days ago, he asked him whether he liked him or not, but he couldn’t answer. It’s only been a few days Will you believe it? It’s not that my little shoutai’s words are not straightforward enough. It’s because Xiao Gong’s attitude has changed too quickly. The past is engraved in my memory. Can it be so easy to forget? It’s been eight years. Shaking heart, is it so easy to be taken down by yourself?)

When I got home, it was just after midnight, before parting.Song Yi suddenly called Li Weiran to stop.

"Happy New Year, Weiran."

"Ann... oh... that... Happy New Year."

Song Yi looked at the silly Li Weiran and his heart softened.

Lying on the bed, Li Weiran was thinking about what he and Song Yi are now?I can't sleep for a long time, forget it, don't worry about this kind of problem anymore, as you can see, there are many people who have Song Yi's idea, and I have to go back to City C to continue working on the seventh day of the seventh day.He, the dignified president of the Song family, must be busier than himself, so there is nothing to tangle with. When the time comes, each of them will return to their own identities, and naturally there will not be too much intersection, so take care of your restless one. Heart is the only thing you can do.Li Weiran said this to himself.

Song Yi was also lying on the bed, unable to fall asleep at this time, he now thinks clearly what Li Weiran means to him, it is an existence that he wants to protect with his whole life, now that he understands his feelings, he must end them as soon as possible With the current relationship, when he returns to City C, he has no reason to ask Li Weiran to return to his original home. He doesn't want to endure it anymore. He can't hug and sleep like this now .He had to find a way to lure Li Weiran back home by coaxing and deceiving him.In addition, it is necessary to find out exactly which employer Li Weiran is currently working in. I asked him many times, but he deliberately avoided him. Obviously, I didn’t want to know too much about myself. Brother Wei, who else has a close relationship with Li Weiran.All of these must be clarified one by one before they return to City C.He thought about taking out his phone and calling Lin Sen.

Lin Sen's nightlife here is having a good time. Seeing the caller ID, he thought that Li Weiran had something to do with him. Those who celebrate the Chinese New Year are uneasy.Reluctantly, it was my boss and old friend who called.

"Tell me, what's wrong with the president?"

"I asked you to check how is Li Weiran's recent relationship?"

"Uh... what's the matter with him?" Let me just say, that guy must have provoked Song Yi again, otherwise, even if he is an old friend for many years, it is impossible to call him for New Year's greetings on this New Year's Eve.

"No, I want you to find out for me as soon as possible. And happy new year."

Holding the phone blankly, Lin Sen didn't recover for a while, what did he hear just now?Song Yi said to himself: Happy New Year.Uh... This is the first time I've heard Song Yi send him New Year's wishes in the years I've known him.What did he miss?